Cheng Jiayi looked at Qin Feng's slightly stunned face, and some malicious happiness welled up in her heart.

"You know what's going on here, you know more than any of us, not just here." Cheng Jiayi pointed to the ground under his feet, and then pointed to the surroundings, "There are places beyond here." ”

Reason told Cheng Jiayi that it was too late to shut up now, but the long-term doubts and grievances in her heart overwhelmed reason at this moment, and Cheng Jiayi just wanted to vent all this.

Why should she suffer? Why is she the only one to pay for these mistakes? Why is she the only one who suffers for her inner conscience?

"In your eyes, these things that have been done and will be done will soon become yesterday, and when you close and open your eyes, you will forget. Now you're here to tell me this because you want me to be like you.

The so-called for the interests of the majority of the people, for the sake of the country, the collective, all mankind, or something, can destroy the conscience and lose the conscience, right? ”

When the latter sentence came out, Qin Feng's face turned white, and Cheng Jiayi's heart instantly welled up with unspeakable regret, but the words had already been exported and could not be taken back.

Cheng Jiayi pursed her lips and forced herself to look at Qin Feng, but there was a complex and inexplicable palpitation in her heart again, wishing that everything had not happened, or that all the people who had heard what she had just said had disappeared immediately.

Even she herself was gone, a feeling she had never seen before.

Qin Feng's heart twitched suddenly, and the blood in his whole body poured back into his heart at this moment, and his mind was cold.

The word is like a hammer falling on his heart.

He never imagined that the word would one day be used on him, and he couldn't even completely deny it.

Cheng Jiayi shut up suddenly, but her rapid breathing showed the tingling in her heart. She looked at Qin Feng stubbornly, maliciously wanting to see the same remorseful expression on Qin Feng's face as she did.

After a long silence, Qin Feng said slowly: "I chose my own country and the people of my country, just as you chose your relatives. In the eyes of people outside my country, I may have a clear conscience and lose my conscience, but in your eyes, am I also such a person? ”

Cheng Jiayi opened her mouth, she wanted to say, haven't you thought about using me for experiments? Don't you want to work with Anton to study me together? But she didn't ask to know how Qin Feng would answer, in Qin Feng's heart, he himself could use it for experiments, let alone her.

Cheng Jiayi opened her mouth and stammered. She suddenly hated herself for not having enough knowledge and being stupid, obviously she was reasonable, but she couldn't refute the other party.

"In my personal eyes, I sympathize with the people who have been killed in this land. But for the sake of the survival of more people in my own country and nation, even if I am pointed out by thousands of people, I will not be soft. ”

Cheng Jiayi looked at Qin Feng blankly, and couldn't help muttering: "But they are also victims, and they are also innocent ......"

"My compassion is limited, and I can only give it to the people I think are most important." Qin Feng's voice was indifferent.

Cheng Jiayi was stunned. Her face flushed hotly. Qin Feng's words truly brought out her previous hypocrisy, and once again bloodily opened her already scarred heart.

Yes, what qualifications does she have to say that Qin Feng has lost his conscience and lost his conscience? Who is in a position to blame the soldiers who defend their homeland and country?

She is the one who destroys her conscience, she is doing murderous deeds, and at the same time she is pretending to be sad and sad, which is more hypocritical and shameless than a cat crying mouse.

The flushed face slowly faded back and became pale, and Cheng Jiayi's heart once again seemed to be ripped open. What did she just say? How could she say that?

She turned her head slowly, and the snow in front of her was so white that there seemed to be a red plum blossom in the snow. She staggered and followed the footprints back.

Qin Feng shouted something from behind, but she didn't hear it clearly, and she didn't want to answer.

Why is this happening, and why?

She wandered to the cafeteria and brought Du Yi a dinner, but forgot about it. On the way back, she mechanically greeted the people she met, and walked back to the courtyard almost as if she were fleeing.

She felt like she was going crazy. It's obviously in the small courtyard, but it seems that the sky far away from him is looking down on himself in the small courtyard.

She wished she was far away. No, it's gone.

She still brought the meal to Du Yiyi's side safely, and still reached out to help him up.

But she couldn't fool herself, nor could she fool Du Yiyi.

Du Yiyi sat up one by one and grabbed Cheng Jiayi's hand when Cheng Jiayi was about to leave. Cheng Jiayi's hands were cold, just like her eyes at the moment.

"What did Qin Feng say?" Du Yiyi patted Cheng Jiayi's hand one by one and asked her to sit beside her.

Cheng Jiayi sat down in silence and handed the lunch box to Du Yiyi.

Du Yiyi took it one by one and didn't open it, looking at Cheng Jiayi.

Cheng Jiayi avoided Du Yiyi's gaze and looked at the corner of the room.

The petals of the piranha flower are almost intact, only the outermost layer is still a little uneven.

At this moment, she suddenly envied the cannibal flower, she had no thinking, and she didn't need to think about anything, let alone pay attention to what others thought of her.

To eat people is to eat people, to live is to live, and to die is to die.

"Can't even say it?" Du Yiyi asked again.

Cheng Jiayi subconsciously shook her head, remembering what she had said before, and the feeling of wanting to disappear appeared again.

"Didn't say anything."

When I was always thinking, what can't I say, but I don't hold it in my heart? When I picked it up, I realized that I couldn't say anything.

How to say? Said that she was disrespectful to Qin Feng? Say she regrets what she said about what she did? Call her hypocritical?

What's the point? Du Yiyi is tired of hearing these words, even she is tired of herself.

Cheng Jiayi didn't notice that she shook her head again.

"You've killed Andre to avenge that little girl." Du Yiyi put down the lunch box one by one and turned half of his body to face Cheng Jiayi.

"Sun Dong's death is not your reason either. The death of the little girl is not your reason either. It's the way of the world. ”

"I know." Cheng Jiayi said softly.

Du Yiyi opened the lunch box one by one, and the aroma of the food came out, and Cheng Jiayi's psychology was suddenly a little disappointed.

In his eyes, she is not as important as a meal.

"It smells good, come, you take a bite first." Du Yiyi took a spoonful of rice one by one, brought some vegetables and meat on it, and brought it to Cheng Jiayi's mouth.

Cheng Jiayi turned her head, the spoon was brought to her mouth, she shook her head and retreated a little. "You eat first, I'll wait."

"I don't really want to eat either." Du Yiyi closed the lunch box one by one, "You haven't talked to me for a long time, unlike before, you didn't say anything to me before." ”