In the Qingming season, the black cry is noisy, the wind blows in the wilderness, and the ancient tombs are all places where life and death are separated

Yan Xiaoxiao was holding a large bouquet of flowers, the white lilies and * hugged together, stained with fresh rain, and the black umbrella that was so big that it covered the sky was opened, and the rain fell from the sky, fell on it, broke into little by little, and slid down to the ground, causing large and small ripples. Such a season can not avoid a damp, misty rain, a whole day, like the red eyes of everyone who comes to remember the deceased, can no longer set off a storm, only into salty sea water swallowed back into the stomach. If the wind in the spring, when it is warm and cold, it blows weakly from all directions, not strong but still able to penetrate the bones.

Yan Xiaoxiao stood in front of Xue Wanqing's grave, and the grass on both sides had grown very tall, indicating that she had been lying here for many days.

"Sister, I'm coming to see you!" Yan Xiaoxiao looked at Xue Wanqing's gentle and haggard young face on the tombstone, and the air took away the heat in her tone. "Are you okay? Are you reunited with your parents? I'm doing well now, if you know, can you forgive me? ”

She slowly crouched down and placed the bouquet next to the tombstone, "This is your favorite lily!" ”

At this time, a man not far away was holding a large bouquet of lilies, also holding a black umbrella, until he walked to Yan Xiaoxiao's side before stopping, "Are you here?" The man raised the handle of the umbrella to reveal his face.

"Su Jingyi?" Yan Xiaoxiao looked surprised.

"I thought that if I didn't come, no one in this world would come to see the late Qing Dynasty." Su Jingyi said.

"yes, I think so too."

"It seems that I was wrong, she still has such a good sister as you."

"It's too late to say anything." Yan Xiaoxiao sighed. "She wants to know that there is still a person in this world who misses her so much, and she will definitely not be willing to leave."

"Maybe this is fate, what should come will come, and what should go will eventually go."

"I heard you're married."

"Hmm."

"And a child?"

"yes."

"Congratulations! My sister will definitely bless you when she finds out. ”

"It would be nice if there was an afterlife."

"If anything, would you still like to meet her again?"

"Of course. I believe that if there were future lives, we would never be what we are now. Su Jingyi said, and put the flowers in his hand in front of Xue Wanqing's grave.

The rain finally stopped, and Su Jingyi put away his umbrella.

"Where are you going now?"

"Maybe let's go back first."

"It's all time for dinner, let's go back together after dinner, shall we?"

"Okay, that's fine. You can meet people here either as relatives or as close friends. ”

Su Jing smiled, "What do you want to eat?" ”

"I can do it, let's take a taxi to the city first, let's have a look at what to eat."

"Okay."

Suddenly, Su Jingyi's mobile phone rang, it was a call from Mu Lingxue, and he just wanted to answer it, but the phone was automatically turned off when it ran out of power.

"Out of power?" Yan Xiaoxiao asked.

"Hmm."

"Use mine." Yan Xiaoxiao handed the phone to Su Jingyi.

"Thank you!"

Su Jingyi picked up Yan Xiaoxiao's mobile phone and dialed Mu Lingxue's phone.

"Hello?"

"Hey, I'm Jingyi. You just called me?"

"Jingyi? Who is this call for? ”

"Oh, my colleague, my phone just ran out of battery, and it's charging."

"Why do you run out of battery when you go to work?"

"I'm too busy to bother with it. Do you have something to do with me? ”

"It's fine."

"What's your voice over there?"

"Huh? No, I don't. ”

"It's like it's a voice from outside."

"I'll go downstairs and buy a coffee."

"Oh. Well, I just want to ask you what you want to eat when you get home at night? ”

"What to eat? Whatever you want, you can eat anything. It's also inconvenient for you to take your children with you. Why don't you wait for me to get back, I'll take you out to eat. ”

"Okay, it's okay, then I'll wait for you at home. Do you promise not to work overtime today? ”

"Well, no overtime, go home on time."

Su Jingyi hung up the phone and returned the phone to Yan Xiaoxiao.

"Is this Chagang?" Yan Xiaoxiao looked gloating.

"Yes, I'm not worried about her crankiness, if she knows that I came to the grave of Wanqing, she will make a fuss again."

"You told her about you and my sister? Su Jingyi, you are really an honest man! ”

"What do you say? She peeked at the diary herself and suspected it, and I was forced to say it without any choice. ”

"It seems that my sister's diary is not safe for you, will your wife blow up and throw away the diary one day?"

"It's impossible, the late Qing Dynasty died, why did she have to do such a desperate job."

"Then let's go quickly, find a restaurant to charge your phone first."

When he arrived at the restaurant, Su Jingyi's mobile phone was just connected to the power and turned on, and the mobile phone rang again.

"Hello?"

"Where are you?" Mu Lingxue's voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Huh?" Su Jingyi was confused, "Didn't I tell you, I'm in the company." ”

"Ah, I thought if you were in the office, I'd bring you lunch."

"No, I ordered takeout."

"Ordered takeout?"

"Cher, don't you believe me?"

"Then Jingyi, you also tell me honestly, are you out of the province?"

"What are you going out of the provinces? Can I not tell you on a business trip? ”

"You're not going to Xue Wanqing's hometown, are you?"

"Cher, what are you talking about?" Su Jing glanced at Yan Xiaoxiao consciously, got up and walked outside. "Can't you just think like that? I'm really at work. Didn't you say I'd go back and take you out to dinner in the evening? I really have something to do here, so I won't tell you yet, you can stay at home and wait for me. ”

"Okay!"

Mu Lingxue hung up the phone, and Su Jing took a long breath and turned around and entered the restaurant.

"Are you alright?" Yan Xiaoxiao asked.

"It doesn't matter. You order. ”

"Oh." Yan Xiaoxiao responded, but couldn't help but look at Su Jingyi, the expression on his face was a little solemn. "Actually, it doesn't matter if you know, my sister is not a living person, and your wife should not worry about someone who is not in the world."

"You don't understand, she's a good accountant."

"Huh?"

"She said, I have always missed the late Qing Dynasty, thinking that it is her good, she is perfect, in this way, even if she is a wife, how can she be compared with a person in my heart, it will never be compared, this is not fair."

"That makes sense."

"It's also very hard for her to be at home alone with the children, so she may be cranky sometimes, and I also plan to apply to the company for me to be transferred back to Lake City, so that the family can help take care of the children at that time."

"It's a blessing for your wife to think so."

"This is what I owe her."

"A man really has to feel guilty in his heart to be good to his wife!"

"You're never married, so you know it very well."

"Haven't you ever eaten pork and never seen a pig run?"

"Actually, the first time I saw you and heard your name, I had feelings, but I couldn't remember it at the time."

"Really?"

Because of the diary of the late Qing Dynasty, the name Xiaoxiao is simply a person who appears long in addition to "me". But I didn't know what was wrong at the time, I didn't think about it for a while, and then I remembered it and didn't dare to confirm it with you. ”

"yes." Yan Xiaoxiao smiled, "Do you want to talk to a girl to find out if she has a sister and has died?" It's cruel, isn't it? ”

"yes, it's cruel. So I'm not going to do that. ”

"I feel that our relationship is very wonderful, I don't know how to describe it, but in my heart I really have regarded you as a brother-in-law, and I know that your relationship with my sister is very rare."

"Really? Brother-in-law? Su Jingyi smiled bitterly.

"Let's keep this as a good memory, cherish the people in front of us, we all have to look forward!"

"Well, you're right, look forward."

"Did you hear you were looking for my sister's sister before?"

"yes."

"Is there a result?"

"Are you looking for your parents too?"

"I don't, I think it's a good day now, my parents are very good to me, I don't want to change my life now."

"I've been looking for a long time, and I have some clues, but nothing has come of it, I am relieved when you say this, in fact, cherishing what you can have now is more important than anything else."

"If that girl can find it, it means that she can find my parents, right?"

"Theoretically, that's true."

"Actually, after this incident, I don't think these things are so important, I just want them to live well in this world, I don't have to find them. I'd rather never see my sister again if I could, but she's still alive in the world. ”

Su Jingyi lowered his head and took a sip of water. "Actually, I think she's still alive, it's just that I can't see her anymore."

"I can understand what you said, then as you say, my sister is still alive. At least it's still alive in our hearts. ”

After lunch, the two arrived at the station.

"I'm back in Rock City!" Yan Xiaoxiao beckoned to Su Jing.

"Go ahead, I'll take the car too."

"Then call me when you come to Rock City."

"Okay."

On the car home, Su Jingyi kept thinking about what Yan Xiaoxiao said. "I just want them to live well in this world, and I don't have to find them. I'd rather never see my sister again if I could, but she's still alive in the world. ”

Yes, the truth of this matter is cruel to An Ankai, even if it is Yan Xiaoxiao, it is not necessarily a good thing. Su Jingyi thought to herself: Now Yan Xiaoxiao's home is at least happy, if she knows that An'an's parents are her family, can she afford that broken home? A truth can ruin the lives of two girls, even if he is confused, he will not do such a stupid thing, although his conscience was disturbed after meeting Yan Xiaoxiao, afraid that it would be unfair to Yan Xiaoxiao, but today he finally got the answer, so this matter must be kept secret to the end!