"You don't have the signature of the dormitory teacher on this leave form!" The security guard said with Lin Luoluo's leave slip.

"The dormitory teacher went to a meeting, and besides, I didn't come back to sleep, didn't the head teacher sign it!" Lin Luoluo pointed to the words of the head teacher on the note and said.

"That can't be helped! This is the school's policy, and the leave form must be signed by boarding students. The security guard handed the leave slip back to Lin Luoluo.

"She went to a meeting, how can I ask her to sign it! I don't know when it's over, I'm still in a hurry to get out! ”

"Then I'll call your head teacher to make sure you are taking leave in the afternoon and will be back in the evening." The security guard picked up the phone and dialed the number.

"Hey! It's Mr. Zhang, right? I'm from the security booth, and there is a student named Lin Luoluo in your class here who is on leave to go out, right? ”

"That's right, the signature of the dormitory teacher is missing on the leave form, and the student said that the dormitory teacher can't sign it after the meeting, oh okay, okay, I know!" The security guard hung up the phone: "Give me the leave slip!" You're good to go. ”

The car was already waiting at the school gate, Lin Luoluo, who was out of the school gate, went straight away, Lin Luoluo, who had just gotten in the car, didn't know Jiang Zhijing who came out of the wall on the other side, and Jiang Zhijing could only follow secretly when he learned that Lin Luoluo asked for leave in the afternoon but did not tell the reason, as for the afternoon class roll call, he had already asked the head teacher for leave and said that he was resting in the dormitory, and he told the head teacher that he had not recovered from the false illness of the day before.

"Keep up with the car in front!" Jiang Zhijing said to the driver.

"Student, who are you following? You can't just follow someone or car. "The taxi driver is a middle-aged and elderly man, and when he speaks, he smells of smoke, and at first glance he looks like an old smoking gun.

"My sister skips class, I'll see where she goes." Jiang Zhijing replied casually.

"Then tell your parents, it's dangerous for you to follow like this." Hearing this, Jiang Zhijing just wanted to shut up the driver.

Lin Luoluo got out of the car at the entrance of the hospital, Jiang Zhijing looked at the building in front of him and felt a little uneasy, there are many people in the hospital, if you don't follow up, it is easy to follow Lin Luoluo, because it is a follow-up consultation, you can directly register on the registration machine on the first floor without queuing, just as Lin Luoluo took the number paper, he saw a familiar person on the side.

"Lolo?"

"Ah...... Cousin. "The person who is operating the registration machine next to Lin Luoluo is my cousin, the daughter of my father's sister, although the relationship is not close, but I will still politely take a look.

"Why are you here? Feeling unwell? The cousin looked at Lin Luoluo and asked.

"No, I'll just look at the headache caused by the cold." Lin Luoluo squeezed the registration paper tightly in the palm of his hand.

"That's it!" The cousin replied with a look of disbelief.

"Cousin, why did you come to the hospital?"

"I'm pregnant, and I'm coming to the obstetrics and gynecology department for a checkup." My cousin smiled and touched her belly.

"You're going to check it alone!" Lin Luoluo looked around in a panic, if it was a drag, Lin Luoluo would not be able to lie.

"Yes! Your brother-in-law is busy with work, so I'll come over by myself, yes! You help me take a look at my things, and I'll go to the toilet. With that, my cousin handed over her belongings to Lin Luoluo.

Lin Luoluo found a seat on the side and sat and waited, looking at the more than a dozen people in front of his cousin's registration paper, he shouldn't be in a hurry! Behind the two rows of seats, Jiang Zhijing took his mobile phone and turned on the camera function to close the distance, looking at the content on Lin Luoluo's registration paper, although the words were very blurry, but the floors on the paper were still easy to distinguish.

Jiang Zhijing looked along the floor board on the wall on the side, 4B! Gynecologic! The first floor is all about this department! Jiang Zhijing couldn't believe it, picked up the photo on his phone and looked at it carefully, and after making sure that he was not mistaken, he hung his hand in disappointment.

Lin Luoluo sat at the door of the toilet and waited for a while, and found that the number on the number screen was very close to his cousin's number, so he hurriedly entered the toilet: "Cousin, your number is almost here." ”

"You go up first, I'll be fine right away, and if you report for duty, you go in first." The cousin replied inside.

Can you still do this? On the one hand, Lin Luoluo felt that he was unlucky to meet an acquaintance, and on the other hand, he was worried that such an operation would be scolded by the doctor, so he thought about it and went upstairs, while Jiang Zhijing followed Lin Luoluo up the escalator.

Jiang Zhijing stood at the entrance of the escalator and couldn't walk after witnessing Lin Luoluo enter the door of the obstetrics and gynecology department, "Don't block your mouth!" The aunt in the back said angrily, and Jiang Zhijing gave way in a panic.

In addition to the waiting area outside, men are forbidden to enter, Jiang Zhijing went downstairs after turning around on this floor to determine that there was only one department, his heart seemed to be crushed, and it was very heavy to even take a step, Jiang Zhijing, who was sitting in the waiting area on the first floor, covered his face and couldn't suppress his tears, the girl he liked and loved the most really couldn't be his.

"Cousin, then I'll go first." Lin Luoluo left the obstetrics and gynecology department after handing the mobile phone and registration paper to his cousin, Lin Luoluo, who was taking the elevator from the other side of the first floor, passed by Jiang Zhijing, who was sitting on the first floor, no one saw anyone, time seemed to have stopped, the sky looked sad, and suddenly it was dark, and the wind was blowing and it was raining heavily.

"You're here! How was the homework you were given last time? The psychiatrist asked kindly.

"I only wrote two journals." Lin Luoluo, who said this, slowly handed over his diary.

"It's okay, take your time, how are you feeling lately?"

"It seems that when I'm not in a good mood, I'm calmer."

"Are you still experiencing auditory hallucinations or hallucinations?"

"It's fine!"

"What about sleep? Did you sleep well? ”

"It's not good." Lin Luoluo began to get impatient, even if he knew that it was necessary to ask, but it was inexplicably irritating.

"Can you tell me about what's going on lately?" The psychiatrist seemed to see Lin Luoluo's emotions and asked with a smile.

Lin Luoluo, who came out of the psychological room again, felt that he was hollowed out, this time Lin Luoluo felt very bad, Lin Luoluo understood what the psychiatrist said, like the stubbornness of a child when he was taught by his parents, doesn't the child understand? No, they all do. At this time, Lin Luoluo felt like that, the things he was desperately hiding were hollowed out, like a pinhole peeking into his inner world, piercing his heart with blurred flesh and blood, but still smiling and saying that it didn't hurt.

"It's called Lin Luoluo? Take a look at your medicine. The doctor at the medicine window handed the medicine to Lin Luoluo.

"Okay, thank you!"

Lin Luoluo, who had just turned around, bumped into Jiang Zhijing, whose eyes were full of loss and pain: "Jiang Zhijing? ”

"Why!" Jiang Zhijing said in a deep voice.

"What?"

Jiang Zhijing pulled Lin Luoluo out of the hospital gate and let go on the grass on the side: "Why don't you say it!" ”

"Say what?" Lin Luoluo, who thought he was found to see a psychiatrist, trembled slightly.

"Who's it! Yu Xuan's? ”

"What!"

"What will you do in the future! Do you think you can hide it! Jiang Zhijing's red and swollen eyes stared at Lin Luoluo.

"Are you mistaken? Are you stalking me? Why are you here! ”

"How long are you going to hide it!" Jiang Zhijing snatched the medicine bag in Lin Luoluo's hand, and the medicine rolled from the bag onto the grass.

"Are you sick! Can it be normal one day! Lin Luoluo was angry and yelled loudly.

"What is this! Are you going to dispose of it yourself! This ......" Jiang Zhijing's voice gradually decreased when he saw the words on the medicine.

"What is this!" Jiang Zhijing carefully looked at the names of the medicines he had never heard, and raised his head suspiciously after reading the instructions at the back.

"Can you give it back to me?" Lin Luoluo couldn't suppress the anger in his heart anymore.

"Depression? What do you mean? What does it mean to be depressed when it is written on the back! ”

"Don't you understand? I don't know what it means, and I have to explain it, isn't it? Lin Luoluo said, stepped forward to grab the medicine, stopped a car and left.

Jiang Zhijing looked at Lin Luoluo's departing back, he didn't know what the situation was, looking at the diagnosis and treatment sheet in the bag containing medicine in the distance, Jiang Zhijing reached out and picked up the four words inside, which made his heart ache "moderate depression". Jiang Zhijing sat on the ground with the diagnosis and treatment sheet in his hand, Lin Luoluo always concealed everything, which made Jiang Zhijing very uncomfortable, if he didn't find out, maybe Lin Luoluo would never say, and even Lin Luoluo was not clear about what stage of moderate depression he was in now.

The grass that had rained in front of him was wet, and through Jiang Zhijing's pants, the sky was still gloomy, and no one on the road noticed Jiang Zhijing in a hurry, and it didn't take long for the rain to start falling again, and the sound covered Jiang Zhijing's pain.