"Give me all the information about Mu Zili tomorrow, and ask a maid."

As soon as he finished speaking, there was the sound of glass breaking upstairs, and Xu Yanwu ran up the stairs quickly, followed by the name of the road.

He remembered that Xia Zhi had told him that Mu Zili would commit suicide at any time, and she had given up the desire to live.

Pushing open the door, she happened to face a pair of apricot eyes, except that she was much pale and haggard, she was still like a cold moon under the smoke and rain in the south of the Yangtze River.

There was a war in those eyes, looking at Xu Yanwu who suddenly appeared, Mu Zili sat at the head of the bed in a daze, hiding one hand in the quilt.

The bed was very big, she was very petite, Xu Yanwu was standing at the door, and the name of the road behind her was unknown.

He glanced at the shattered crystal cup on the ground, and then slowly came to Mu Zili's bedside, and as she expected, Mu Zili trembled lightly again.

"Ahem......" he coughed slightly, not knowing what to say, "that ......"

Mu Zili kept the same position, his hands clenched into fists.

Xu Yanwu couldn't stand it anymore, he raised his right hand and stretched out to her.

Mu Zili held his breath and was too frightened to move.

He insisted on pulling her hand out of the covers, and as soon as he touched her skin, he felt cold and shivering.

Suddenly, sure enough, her hands were already full of blood, red blood flowed down her fingers, drop by drop on the quilt, and gorgeous blood flowers bloomed on the white sheets.

Xu Yanwu didn't say anything, broke her fingers one by one, and took out the sharp crystal shards.

Xu Yanwu's hand was bleeding, he hid the wound and threw the fragments on the ground, this crisp sound made Mu Zili panic.

"Mu Zili, suicide won't solve anything." Xu Yanwu said.

Lu Ming left after taking the medicine box, and in the room, there were only Xu Yanwu and Mu Zili.

Xu Yanwu sat on the edge of the bed and gave her medicine, and said while applying: "Why don't you give yourself a chance, a chance to live." ”

He said to Mu Zili in the gentlest tone of his life: "Maybe you will have a different feeling, there are many things in this world that you have not experienced, such as making everyone look down and enjoy a taste of being on the ground, or taking revenge on those who make you miserable and make them a thousand times more painful." You can let loose and let your dissatisfaction and anger go, or you can live a life without repression. Mu Zili, there are thousands of bad things in this world, but there are thousands of good, you can not love it, but you can't leave it, otherwise, everything is only painful, meaningless, you don't know, the world you want to leave is actually a lot of people want to stay desperately......"

Xu Yanwu bandaged her hand and carefully put it into the quilt, "You must be wondering why I said these things to you." ”

Mu Zili was stunned and didn't react.

Xu Yanwu smiled, like the sun piercing Yun Jue, "You must be listening, you see, you were still shaking just now, are you not afraid of me now." ”

He tried to ease the relationship between the two, what he had worked hard to do, the words he said were so simple in front of Mu Zili, it was like a matter of course, he stood up, the whole person relaxed, stretched out a hand, and said: "I'm sorry for what I did to you a month ago, this time for the sake of me saving you, can I do it again, we get to know each other again." ”

Like a polite and courteous student coming to the stage to accept the award, he stretched out a hand and said sincerely, "My name is Xu Yanwu, I am sixteen years old this year, I am studying in Yunxi Middle School, and I am very happy to meet you." ”

Mu Zili ignored him and let Xu Yanwu's hand stop in the air awkwardly.

For a moment, Xu Yanwu almost couldn't hold back, according to his past character, he would never behave like such an idiot, even if he did, the ignorance of others would only cause him to be beaten badly.

Xu Yanwu miraculously endured it.

He withdrew his hand, the corners of his mouth stiffened, and he smiled hard: "It's okay, I'll do it again when you're better." ”

The person on the bed lifted the quilt with an indifferent expression, she got off the bed, just stood up and stumbled under her feet, her eyes were dark, and the whole world was turned upside down.

"Why are you so weak?" Xu Yanwu wanted to help her, but he didn't dare to step forward, so he stood aside in a daze.

He had never seen such a fragile person, trembling and fainting at every turn.

Mu Zili held on to the wall to stabilize her body, she has been suffering from this vertigo for a month, and since the bone marrow transplant, she will sweat cold every day, and she will be dizzy from time to time.

"Where are you going?" Xu Yan followed Mu Zili at noon, watching her walk out of the room, but he didn't know where to go, so he walked around, panicking.

"You want to go back?"

Mu Zili never spoke, she discarded all outside information, and was paranoid like a child.

She wanted to go home, she didn't have a home, she wanted to go back to the dormitory, she wanted to leave this resplendent place, it was too strange, too terrifying.

Mu Zili fell down again, Xu Yanwu patiently helped her up, and was pushed away by her again.

"Mu Zili, can you not be so tough! It's like a dead cow! Xu Yanwu couldn't hold back his temper anymore and roared softly.

In less than two seconds, Xu Yanwu gave himself a slap, because Mu Zili cried, crying very scary.

Originally, he was just crying expressionlessly, and the blue tendons on his forehead burst out, and he tried his best to hold his breath and not let himself make a sound. Later, she couldn't hold it back, and seemed to devote all her strength to crying, and the tears of the bean fell to the ground one by one and splashed, tearing people's hearts with a cry, and an endless wail.

Xu Yanwu had never seen such a heart-wrenching cry, nor had he heard such a heart-rending cry, and even the name of the road downstairs looked up in surprise.

"! You're crying fart, can you shut up! ”

"Don't cry, what's there to cry about, I'm really convinced of you."

"Don't cry, I'll never yell at you again."

"Sister, I was wrong, please don't cry......"

When Lu Ming caught up, Mu Zili had already fainted from crying, and Xu Yanwu was holding her at a loss.

"Young Master, I'm afraid it seems that you may need to restrain your temper a little, otherwise Miss Mu won't be able to bear it......"

Xu Yanwu rolled his eyes, tried not to be angry, and picked up Mu Zili back to the room.

He didn't know what he thought, he wanted to be good to her when he was full.

He sat on the edge of the bed and sent a message to his teammates, "You guys guys guys guys tonight, there's something going on." ”

Turning off the phone, he looked at Mu Zili on the bed, the dim night light at the head of the bed sprinkled on her face, adding a lot of softness, she didn't smile or talk when she woke up, she looked cold and indifferent from a distance, but when she fell asleep, she was extraordinarily approachable, those apricot eyes were a representative of cuteness, but she covered up her own characteristics and rejected people thousands of miles away.

"I'm kind enough to save you, if you don't appreciate it, forget it, and make me make a fuss, Mu Zili, you ...... Attaboy. ”

Xu Yanwu glanced at the time, it was just midnight, idle and bored, he quietly said a word in Mu Zili's ear, he said: "Mu Zili, I want to have a friend like you, be friends with me, accompany me, and we will live together." ”

As soon as he finished speaking, Mu Zili moved, he thought that Mu Zili had heard it, and the joy in his heart had not yet sprung up, and the person on the bed frowned, as if he was haunted by a nightmare, and sobbed quietly, in the quiet night, the pain was so painful that it was distressing.