Chapter 35 Employment & Postgraduate Entrance Examination
I remember seeing a set of long pictures like this, which depicted a female reporter interviewing three different people with the same question. One of them is a vigorous college student, one is a spirit guy who has just come out to break out, and the other is a greasy uncle with a Mediterranean haircut.
The beautiful reporter asked, "What do you think of your life now?" ”
The college student wiped his sweat and replied happily with a basketball in his left hand: "I have a very good life now, I finish studying every day, exercising, and occasionally riding a bicycle to go out to play, I think life is quite rich." ”
Dressed in a decent white shirt and with neat hair, the young man said with a confident smile on his face: "Although there is a lot of work, I can learn a lot of useful things. In my spare time, I can also watch some exhibitions, and I feel that I have something to do every day, and every day is very fulfilling! ”
Then there was the uncle with a Mediterranean hairstyle, who said calmly: "Every day is not work, children, living expenses, and these are the big things to worry about every day." What is there to evaluate my life, isn't it just a day at a time! ”
After listening to the answers of the three people, the beautiful reporter continued to ask some questions: "Then have you talked about friends?" / And how about your relationship with your lover? ”
As soon as the college student talked about this problem, he said with a slightly shy smile: "I have liked a girl for a long time, and I have been actively pursuing it recently, hoping to win the heart of the goddess through my own efforts!" After speaking, he touched his head embarrassedly and smiled!
The white-collar youth smiled and said, "I'm too busy at work and haven't considered this aspect yet." Wait for your career to stabilize a little more, and think about personal problems. ”
The middle-aged uncle said: "What is there to say, the old husband and wife have been for many years, and they no longer have the original passion, and the two people living together are not so much an emotional relationship, not to mention that they are used to each other." ”
After listening to the uncle's words, the beauty expressed her incomprehension, so she went on to ask the last question: "Then what is your dream now?" ”
The college student said, "Dream! I haven't thought about it yet, maybe I'm going to be a painter. I think painters have their own unique perspective on things, and then express them in their own way, this is the way I like it! ”
The young man laughed even happier when he heard this question, and said with a smile: "My dream is to start a business and set up my own company." So I work hard every day and work hard to accumulate experience, which will help me start my business in the future! ”
The beautiful reporter was very appreciative after listening to the young man's words, and then continued to listen to the uncle's answer, and the uncle thought for a while and said, "Huh? What dreams can there be, every day when you get up together, work and life are in front of you, and dreams are too unrealistic. If there is anything I want, it is to have a few days of leisure, fishing, spending time with my wife and children, this is what I want most. ”
After hearing this, the beautiful reporter expressed her incomprehension, and all of them showed on her face, and asked the uncle: "Have you forgotten that those two people are yourself before!" ”
In the end, I left a shocked uncle, and I also left a touch on my face. I don't know if it's because of my age or what's the reason, when I saw the beautiful reporter's rhetorical question, I was a little sad. Sadly, once upon a time, I was not like now, and I am also a person with dreams.
Speaking of dreams, I remember that when I first came into contact with dreams, my teacher asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Scientists, inventors, these are the people we most hope to be in the future when we are innocent. But the more I grew up, the less this idea became. When they grow up, they really become scientists, and they are probably the ones who never forget their original intentions.
I remember when I dreamed of working hard the most, it was probably the last semester and half of high school, not including the repeat of my studies, of course. Compared to the casual attitude when I repeated, I studied quite hard in the second half of high school. Not only did I study hard every day, but I also left all my electronic devices at home and didn't get them to school for fear of affecting my studies. However, at that time, I studied hard just for the goal of being admitted to a good university. As for what to do in the future, I haven't thought about it seriously and long-term, and at that stage, the dream of being admitted to a good university is just a choice at that stage.
I still remember my dream of being a boxing champion, no, I just talked, and I didn't work hard for it at all. When I went to college, my parents didn't care about themselves anymore, and all of a sudden I felt that the world was unrestrained, and I could do whatever I wanted. Sleep every day, no one cares, and no one cares about skipping class and playing games every day. Naturally, in this environment, there is no awareness of the goal, let alone the dream.
In this way, I spent the first two years of college, and the turning point was probably in the summer of my sophomore year, when I went to my cousin's house to play, she had a conversation with me that I will never forget.
When she first arrived at their house, her boyfriend at the time was from Northeast China, and the whole family followed him to Beijing. Seeing that I was also studying in Beijing alone, I was naturally very concerned and asked me how I was doing alone in the north, whether I was not used to my life, and so on. I also said at the time, after all, I am also a very adaptable person, so they don't have to worry about anything. Then I was pulled aside by my cousin and spoke alone.
They are all people in a foreign land, and the shortcomings of parents are naturally indispensable, and later it naturally pulled into the situation of my school. My cousin asked me, "Zhuang, what are you all doing at school?" ”
As soon as I heard her ask like this, I was not stupid, of course I couldn't answer truthfully, so I said: "School, I study every day at school, and when I don't have classes, I go to play ball for a while, or travel outside on a whim." ”
My cousin smiled and said, "It's very rich, didn't I hear that college students don't have many classes all day, either playing games or playing friends?" ”
I smiled awkwardly and said, "It's not a small class, but it's a lot less than in high school." You wouldn't believe me if I didn't play games, but I only play once in a while. ”
The cousin continued to ask: "Zhuang, you have been in college for two years, and you are already halfway through the college time, have you ever thought about what you will do in the future?" ”
I haven't thought about this question yet, and the things I'm worried about at the moment are not that there are no classes on which day, where is there anything fun, and where is there something delicious, so when I was asked this question, I didn't know how to answer one thing, so I said twice: "Maybe I'll find a job as soon as I graduate!" ”
When my cousin heard me say this, she was obviously very dissatisfied, and said, "That's it? It seems that you haven't thought about it. Sister doesn't mean that you think wrong, it's just that ......"
My cousin was a little embarrassed halfway through her words, so I could only ask, "What's the matter?" ”
My cousin said: "It's normal to find a job after studying, but there are too many college students nowadays, especially in Beijing, you may be walking on the road and accidentally stepping on a puddle of water and splashing nine out of ten people may be college students." No matter how fierce the social competition is now, it is no longer the era when college students were so popular in the eighties and nineties. ”
I thought about it thoughtfully, and what I said was actually quite right, and my cousin continued: "You are also a college student, what qualifications do you have to compete with those from Tsinghua University and Peking University?" There's nothing wrong with seeing more of the outside world when you're in college, but if the whole university is like this and doesn't take these into account early, then you'll only have one more diploma after you finish college and before you go to college. ”
My cousin said to me earnestly, "Don't waste four years in vain, my sister won't have the opportunity to go to college like you." After so many years of hard work in Beijing, the only thing you know is that being content with the status quo will only make you a person who can be easily replaced by others, and those who cannot be easily replaced by others are never people who do not make long-term plans at all. ”
My cousin also came to Beijing alone when she was in her early twenties, and naturally she has experienced many more people and things than me. It is undeniable that there is nothing wrong with what she said, but as for completely waking me up, as far as I am concerned, I am still almost a little hot. However, this remark was also a bit irritating to me at the time, so I deeply agreed with it at the time, and now I don't know the weight of this remark until I work.
After I came back from my cousin, my cousin's words kept going back in my head, and I often thought about what I wanted to do in the future and what kind of person I wanted to become. After rejecting many ideas, and then adding my procrastination, the matter was forgotten for a while, until one day the old super-ruffian was peddling his agent's things.
One day before class, a few of us came to the classroom early, and as soon as we entered the door, we saw the old super ruffian half-naked, holding up his beer belly, bringing a straw hat, and shouting loudly for a white towel around his neck: "Graduate school entrance examination, graduate school entrance examination." Three pounds each, ten dollars three. Come and buy and try it, you will definitely be satisfied. Don't miss it when you walk by. ”
The group of people in our class who gathered around him said in a few words, "Bring me one." "I want ten bucks!" "I want ten bucks too!" Look at the atmosphere is quite lively.
Like a melon seller? That's right, at that time, the behavior of the old super ruffian was like a melon seller in my eyes, looking like a melon farmer who was black and not slipping away, and at first glance he was an honest farmer. It's no wonder that the gang of people around him are scrambling to get the 'melon' of the old super ruffian. Of course, the old super ruffian was very happy with this situation, and he was so busy for a while that he even wondered if he should hire a person to settle accounts.
When class was about to start, the people began to slowly disperse, and I walked to the old super ruffian and watched the old super ruffian happily counting the money with a handful of saliva, it seems that today's battle has been quite fruitful. I leaned in and asked, "Brother Chao, how many baskets of melons did you sell today?" ”
The old super ruffian said without thinking: "There must be a dozen!" ”
I looked at Brother Chao's happy face, and I continued to ask, "Is your melon sweet?" ”
The old super ruffian smiled and said: "Keep sweet, don't be sweet and don't want money, why don't you taste it?" As soon as the words came out, Lao Chao suddenly realized that something was wrong and said, "Ah Piao, what are you talking about?" What's sweet or not?? ”
After this temptation, I found that Brother Chao really has a talent for selling melons, and he can subconsciously be so good to me. I almost didn't laugh at the time: "Watermelon? I saw that everyone was surrounding you just now, and I thought you had changed your career to selling watermelons? ”
The old super ruffian was a little embarrassed when he heard it, and thought I was teasing him (in fact, it was teasing!). )。 So he said, "Get out of you!" Ah Piao, are you talking nonsense here? I'm going to graduate school here, what melons are not melons, I want to buy watermelons outside the school! ”
I wanted to live with Lao Chao Ruffian for nothing, but at this time, it was class, and I obediently returned to my position. Although I just told Lao Chao Ruffian about some of the things that I didn't have, I found out that there were so many people in our class who were going to graduate school, which was a little refreshing of my understanding.
Originally, before I went to university, I just thought about finishing college well, working early, and striving for financial independence. On the one hand, I don't want my parents to worry about me, and secondly, I want to get out of their jurisdiction as soon as possible. Originally, I didn't pay attention to the word "graduate school entrance examination" that Lao Chao ruffian let me come into contact with for the first time, but who knew that the other people in our dormitory had decided to take the graduate school entrance examination, which invisibly affected the subtle relationship between me and the graduate school entrance examination.
When the word "graduate school" was integrated into our dormitory, the life in our dormitory slowly began to undergo subtle changes. At the beginning, the first thing to change was Ye Yu, and I can't say what the specific changes were, but I always didn't go home at night in the next few days, and during the day, I occasionally came back to sit during the recess.
At first, I thought I went online all night every day, but when I thought about it, it was wrong, so I said that I went all night and didn't see him go back to the dormitory during the day to make up for sleep. And later found that the daily necessities in Ye Yu's dormitory had disappeared one by one, and even his favorite funny monkey puppet wrapped in diapers was gone. That toy is a toy that he has to hold every night, and he also takes care of this toy to go to the toilet from time to time, saying that he is experiencing what it is like to be a father.
Until one day, the great god came to our dormitory and said, "Has Ye Ruffian been adopted recently?" ”
When the fat man heard this, he was embarrassed, and immediately asked excitedly, "Why do you say that?" ”
The great god continued: "It was the day I met Ye Yu in Xiaozhangezhuang, he seemed to be accompanied by a girl, carrying things together and walking in, but he didn't come out, so I ask you if he was adopted?" Besides, he was fostered, what are you excited about, fat man? ”
The fat man seemed to have only heard the first half of the sentence but not the second half, and still said to himself: "Later, I must ask him for clarification when he comes back!" ”
I don't know how long it took, Ye Ruffian and Lu Ruffian returned to the bedroom, and the two of them talked and laughed. The fat man couldn't hold it anymore, so he stepped forward anxiously and asked Ye Yu directly: "Are you someone outside?" ”
Ye Yu was confused: "What is it?" Who are they? ”
At this time, I felt that the fat man was very abnormal, and the fat man pointed to the direction of Xiao Zhang Gezhuang outside the window and said: "That day, the great god saw you and a girl, and there were talking and laughing along the way and walked into Xiao Zhang Gezhuang and didn't come out." Tell me if you have something to do with that woman? ”
Ye Ruffian wanted to get angry when he heard it and couldn't help but say: "That woman is a girl from my radio station, this girl also happens to be admitted to graduate school, and it just so happens that she rents the same place as me, so I often run into it!" ”
It turned out to be like this, no wonder Ye Ruffian didn't come back to sleep these days, it turned out that he went outside to rent a house to concentrate on preparing for the graduate school entrance examination, so that the doubts in my heart could be explained. As soon as the fat man heard that Ye Ruffian had moved out to live in order to take the postgraduate entrance examination, he immediately went to Xiao Zhang's village to find a house and lived there that day.
I asked the fat man, "Why did you suddenly think of running outside to rent a house?" ”
The fat man found a few excuses to prevaricate me: "It's not for the graduate school entrance examination, can I not be in a hurry when I see that Ye Ruffians have run out?" Besides, moving outside is more able to calm down and study, and you can also smell familiar smells, which is more conducive to graduate school entrance examinations! ”
It seems to be quite the same thing, but according to the usual urine of fat people, how can they be so positive. So I went to visit the place rented by the fat man on the same day, but before I got to the place where I lived, I smelled a familiar smell. I followed the taste and found the source, which turned out to be the garbage mountain of Xiaozhanggezhuang. It's a familiar taste, and then I don't dare to go into the dark alley in front of the fat man's residence, let alone the original purpose of coming here, I can only choose to turn around and go to the dormitory.
Let's not explore the reason why the fat man moved in, they are the laziest people in their dormitories, and they are so conscious, not to mention the other people in the dormitory. Wang Yayu gave up his daily dungeon time, and ran outside with his schoolbag every day without class. Lu also ordered a lot of materials, and then held the materials every day. Needless to say, the second baby usually works hard, but now he is plunging into the library.
The normally lively dormitory suddenly became empty, and only Lan Yu and I were often left in the dormitory. Lan Ruffian was lying on the bed holding his phone and reading a novel, and I recently bought the game 300 Heroes, and the two of them often couldn't say this sentence.
We kept this state for a week or two, and finally one day the pet rat in our dormitory, who had been living under Wang Yayu's bed for a long time, couldn't stand this depressing situation, dragged his last stored food, and said something to me when he left: "Damn, the two men don't eat snacks, you want to starve me to death!" With that, it left our dormitory in a huff.
As soon as it left, it took the ruffian with it, and finally I was the only one left in the dormitory.
It's terrible to be quiet! So boring!
Finally, I could no longer be alone in the dormitory, so I could only pick up my books and plunge into the library and into the army of graduate school entrance exams.
To be honest, since my high school years, I haven't taken the initiative to study in the library except for the final exams. I used to have a teacher with me in high school, but now I just look at it on my own, so it is inevitable that I can't find the state of preparing for the college entrance examination for a while. At the time, I thought to myself: just start! Maybe not familiar yet. When you get acquainted with it, you'll definitely get back to the state.
After being familiar with it for a while, I found that the efficiency of my self-study was not too low, and I often fell asleep unconsciously while looking at books, and when I woke up, I found that the time for studying had long passed. At this time, I still felt that I was used to being lazy in college, and it was understandable that I couldn't get back to my state for a while.
I didn't realize that I had reached a misconception that I hadn't figured out what I was making the decision to go to. At that time, I just saw that the people who usually joked around me began to seriously step up their preparations for their graduate school entrance examination, and there were also people from the national examination and the State Grid. And I still had nothing to do for a day, and I was inevitably a little anxious, so I made that decision in a hasty way.
To say why God is fair, because He has given everyone the right to think. I paused my daily aimless revision and sat quietly in my dorm room to think. During this period, I looked forward to my life after graduation, considered the future of the two paths of going to graduate school and not, and intermittently remembered what my cousin said to me. No matter what comes to mind, I always believe that when my future self looks back on who I am now, I will have no regrets about the decision I made, and that's it.
At that time, I decided that I must go to graduate school, and I thought that as an electrical person, I must make even a little contribution to our country's intelligent technology (now that I think about it, there was a sense of righteousness at that time). However, although my results in the final graduate school entrance examination were not satisfactory, I have now fulfilled my wish at that time, and I have officially become a programmer ape, with my Mediterranean hairstyle head, and I am dedicating a little strength to the science and technology of my motherland.
Since I thought about why I went to graduate school, I naturally had the motivation to review when I had a purpose, and at this time I really joined the army of graduate school entrance examinations. In this way, our dormitory has officially become a postgraduate dormitory, which is really hard to imagine if it was put on hold. If it were for you, would you imagine the situation where the last ten students in the final exam took up seven seats in the dormitory, and every day they were scrambling to get a seat in the library, leaving early and returning late to study? But that's what our dorm does, that's it.
Let's talk about the graduate school entrance examination, before the graduate school entrance examination, I thought that coping with the college entrance examination was the biggest mountain in my life. But when I really started the graduate school entrance examination, I realized that the college entrance examination or something in front of the graduate school entrance examination was simply too pediatric. The college entrance examination has three years for you to progress step by step, and there are parents and teachers by your side to help you. And the time for the graduate school entrance examination is only one year, so that you can make your own plan and study in your own way. As for the knowledge content of the exam, it is basically equivalent to learning from scratch, and the same is true for the people around you. If you encounter a question that you can't know, you can only look at the answer by yourself, and if the answer is not clear, you can only ask your classmates, and if you can't do it, you can only discuss it together.
How many people who have passed the graduate school entrance examination have changed from ruddy and shiny skin to dry and curly skin with loose eye bags, and how many people have had enviable hair, but after going through the postgraduate examination, it has become sparse and sparse, and may become the next Yuan Shikai at any time; How many people began to be full of fighting spirit, and after countless days and nights of artillery fire, they finally died on the eve of liberation.
But these are not things in front of me, a strong man will never be afraid of the suffering in front of him, and a strong-willed person will certainly be fearless. Just like the second fried rice in front of me, no matter how much 'processing' I have experienced by the second and the second child, I will not care about stuffing it into my mouth, if nothing else, I will make a name for the strong!
"Don't eat it, you still have to eat! It's said that the second fried rice is unhygienic, why are you still strong? Lu Yu knocked on the toilet door and said, "Hurry up, I can't stand this smell, here you go!" As he spoke, he handed a pack of paper through the crack in the door of my bathroom.
At this time, I squatted in the toilet and inserted the sweat on my head, and then grabbed the package of paper and said painfully: "I didn't expect it, since I had acute gastritis before, my stomach is not as good as before." I didn't expect the second child's meal to be more energetic than before! ”
"Lupuffie, will I bring you one later?" I asked maliciously.
But after I finished asking, there was no movement outside, and it was estimated that Lu was tired and had already left. So I had no choice but to continue to solve my unfinished battle. After a while, I don't know exactly how long it was, I just remember that when I stood up, my foot was no longer my own. I could only barely hold on to the wall and staggered towards the dormitory, but fortunately, the toilet was not very far from the dormitory, so it didn't take me ten minutes to get back to the dormitory.
Back in the dormitory, I quickly made it to the bed where I used to be fat and now I am a chicken master. Lu Ruffian looked at me and scolded me: "You want to be excited, right?" What time is it today? Do you have numb feet? ”
My feet were still hurting at this time, but I still forced myself back for the sake of face: "The result is very exciting, and the numb nerves of the past few days have finally relaxed a little!" Why don't you try it later? ”
Lu Yu sneered and said, "Money is burning, what am I doing with the money to buy that thing?" ”
I smiled and said, "I invite you, remember that you didn't like to eat fried rice the most in the past?" Sometimes I finish eating at noon, eat in the afternoon, and eat after self-study. If one is not enough, do you need two? ”
As soon as Lu Ruffian heard what I said, she remembered the past, and said with disgust for a while: "Don't talk about this again, besides, I'm in a hurry with you?" ”
Seeing that Lu Yu was so excited, I had no choice but to continue the topic, and Lu Lu asked me, "Look at your current appearance, do you want to go to the library later?" ”
I endured the discomfort in my stomach and said, "It's not okay if you don't go, I told others today that I want to talk about the topic, and I'm afraid it's not good if I don't go!" ”
Seeing that I had made up my mind, Lu Yu kindly advised me: "Don't challenge the dick again, such an unclean thing!" ”
I listened to Lu's advice and nodded and said, "No more, no more!" ”
Lu Yu said: "I'm going to the library now, I'll send you a piece of paper, I don't know if others have taken my good place." Lu Ruffian looked at me again and said, "Why don't you come with you later?" ”
I hurriedly said, "No, no, you go first, I still have to take a break in the dormitory!" ”
Lupu looked at me again, and I continued, "Don't worry about me, I'll be fine for a while, you go first!" ”
Luppy heard me say this, then got her phone out of bed, and then went out and turned left. After seeing Lu Yu leave, I rubbed my stomach, and then continued to stay in Ji Ye's bed for a while, and then slowly walked out of the bedroom.
I have to say that the second fried rice has really made great progress in recent years, and even if I ate the second child in the middle and afternoon, there was no reaction. But now that I have only eaten one box of Er, my stomach can no longer be controlled, so I conclude that the second child's current fried rice is not the same as before.
I endured the residual discomfort in my stomach, and I insisted on coming to the library, not to say that I was sick to show my attitude towards graduate school, I did this just to not lose my trust in others. I didn't expect to be poured cold water on the library as soon as I arrived at the library. I looked over and saw that the person entrusted to me was not there today, and looking at the empty seats, I can imagine what kind of mood I was in at that time. Before I knew it, my stomach twitched. I subconsciously clutched my stomach and found my place to sit down first.
At this time, I saw my comrade-in-arms Cuicui, who was at the same table as the graduate school entrance examination, was gnawing on the grapefruit in her hand with relish, while the other hand was still holding half of the grapefruit. When I ate to my heart's content, there were still a few remnants of grapefruit left on my mouth, and my mouth was still buzzing.
As soon as I saw her like this, my stomach instantly improved. Cuicui took away the grapefruit in front of her mouth, chewed it a few times, and then swallowed all the contents in her mouth, then breathed a long sigh of relief, and then said to me: "I ask you, are you a relative?" ”
"Huh?" That's all I thought of at the time.
When Cuicui first spoke, I thought she was going to ask me if I ate grapefruit. But I didn't expect her to say such a sentence, and I didn't react to what she meant for a while, I looked at her with a confused face at the moment, and I looked very idiotic in her eyes. So she took the trouble to explain to me again and said, "I said, what are you doing with your stomach, is your aunt here?" ”
After her reminder, I realized what she meant, and I could only say embarrassedly: "It's hard to say, and the ugliness of the family can't be publicized!" ”
Cuicui said with a disgusted face: "What kind of mystery is there, don't say it, I'm not that interested." By the way, the husband and wife lung tablets you bought that day taste quite delicious, is there a link to send it to me? ”
I nodded, and while taking out the remaining packs of husband and wife lung tablets from my school bag, I said to her: "Just enter a couple lung tablets on Taobao, just see which package is the same as this!" By the way, why hasn't Xiao Wang come yet? ”
While eating grapefruit, Cuicui took the packets of husband and wife lung tablets in my hand and said, "Well, she's doing laundry, and it's estimated that it will be there in a while, what?" Miss her after only a day of not seeing her? ”
I hurriedly said in horror: "It's all comrades-in-arms who don't want to think about it, but if she is not at this table, it feels like something is missing." Hey, don't forget! ”
Cuicui was puzzled and asked innocently, "Did I forget something?" ”
I smiled and said, "I mean, don't forget, leave a few bags for Xiao Wang." You can eat so much, I'm afraid you'll solve these things alone! ”
Cuicui said angrily: "I seem to be particularly able to eat, don't worry, I will definitely leave a few bags for your Xiao Wang, there is a share of her!" ”
said that Cao Cao Cao had arrived, and at this time, Xiao Wang was here with a buddy of the mechanism. Cuicui laughed when she saw him, and Xiao Wang also smiled awkwardly and said, "Is there anything funny?" ”
I was the first to open my mouth and waved my hand and said, "It's nothing, it's nothing, let's just say how you came so late." ”
Xiao Wang explained seriously: "It's too late to wash clothes." I ran into him on the way and delayed a little more! ”
At this time, I noticed that the buddy of this mechanism was covered with beads of sweat on his forehead and his hands were still holding his stomach from time to time, so I asked, "What's wrong?" Auntie is here? ”
The buddy said bitterly: "What, I have a bad stomach!" I've just been tossing in the dormitory for a long time! ”
I said, "Did you eat the second fried rice?" ”
The man looked incredulous and said, "How do you know?" ”
I smiled bitterly and said, "It's the same end of the world!" ”
As soon as he heard this, he hurriedly walked up to me, took out his hand and shook it with me, and said, "I still have to learn after all this, this spirit is really worth learning from me!" ”
I waved my hand and said, "It's not that you said that you were going to give you a lecture today, I told you, how can I release your pigeon?" ”
As soon as the buddy heard me say this, he almost burst into tears, and said gratefully: "I didn't expect you to take my words so seriously." The reason why I'm dragging my body to come here is also because of this, it seems that you are really a trustworthy person! ”
When Xiao Wang saw us like this, he quickly said with concern: "I look at your appearance, are you sure you don't want to go back and rest and come back tomorrow?" ”
Cuicui muttered: "It's not to stay with you for a while, it's really touching to come as scheduled without fear of pain?" ”
Xiao Wang hurriedly asked, "What are you talking about there alone?" ”
Cuicui cleared her throat and said: "I said that the two of them are masters and apprentices, don't perform the role of a confidant here, go back to rest if you have a stomachache, and you can't delay anything if you don't study for a day." ”
I had no choice but to say, "Yes, it looks like I can't learn anything today, but I'm living here in vain, so I'll give you a lecture tomorrow, right?" ”
The buddy nodded in agreement, and we walked out of the library hand in hand with our bags.
This incident can be regarded as a small episode in the postgraduate entrance examination, but there are countless such episodes in the process of the postgraduate entrance examination, and it can be regarded as a joy in the bitterness. If it weren't for these small episodes, wouldn't I have been suffocated to death in the painful process of going to graduate school. Thanks to these small episodes, the life of this library has been adjusted, and my learning efficiency has gradually increased. The exact extent of the increase is to look at the people who ask me questions about my major courses one after another.
"What's in your head?"
"Didn't I tell you about this the day before yesterday? What wasn't told to you, so why didn't you listen to it at the time? ”
"Really, you're the worst class I've ever met!"
"This question of giving points, sending points, the answer can be seen at a glance, what is there to say!"
It was a lot of work, and the more I lectured, the more I felt that I was born to be a teacher. When I looked at these people, I realized the state of mind of my teacher when he looked at us. I think if I were a teacher, I would be a good teacher who was wholeheartedly devoted to my students, so good that I would end up exhausted and die. It's terrible to think about, but fortunately I didn't apply for the normal college at that time, and I was destined to lose the word teacher for the rest of my life.
But I was wrong (gossip), and when I work now, although I am not really a teacher, I still have to take on the task of training, and I can be regarded as a teacher in a sense. I faced this group of Party A personnel, I talked about the things I talked about, they didn't seem to pay attention to it at all, and from time to time they also drilled out some tricky questions, and sometimes I really wanted to kill people. In the end, I could only soothe myself and say, "Normal heart, normal heart, the world is so wonderful, I want to see everywhere!" "This can be regarded as a psychological comfort for myself.
I don't have a chance to be a teacher, but who calls my brother a good professional class, he can help others, and he can review his knowledge points, so why not do it. However, through this, people who had no intersection at all before, or knew people who had not spoken a few words, became familiar with each other after this postgraduate examination. The relationship was originally good, but now it has become better, and I wondered at the time that the graduate school entrance examination is also a quite social place. But then I learned that people who have a common goal and work together are comrades-in-arms, and this is a proper comrade-in-arms!
As the day of the graduate school entrance examination approached, I became more and more reluctant, and as the day of the exam approached, I cleaned up the library position I had occupied for a long time. Reluctantly took a good look at the place where I used to fight together, thinking of the comrades who fought together, I couldn't help but take a deep breath of the air here, and then with a very reluctant mood, I closed my stool under the table!
The next graduate school students behind me couldn't bear it anymore, and as soon as I left on the front foot, they scrambled to put their things on the table. After setting up the items, I immediately began to study hard. It seems that my place has been handed over to a credible person, so I can leave here with peace of mind.
Needless to say, the memories of this struggle, whenever I feel unmotivated, I think of this experience to encourage myself. Not making excuses for my retreat is one of the legacies that this experience has left me.