"Let's go, I'm enough," Zhang Lin shouted at me as he walked out of the unit building with anger and helplessness. "Let's go." I replied calmly as I opened the car door. "Wait a minute." The father, supported by his brother, walked towards us a little hobbly, "Qiangzi, you take the fourth son away, and I will talk to Zhang Lin." Father said in a tone of unconfidence, his face was full of exhaustion and anxiety at this time, he longed for himself to be able to extinguish this sudden war before leaving, of course, maybe yesterday's events had planted worry and anxiety in his heart, but he didn't expect it to break out so quickly! So urgent!

"You say yours, I won't leave" may be uneasy about my father, maybe ..... Even I don't know why I stubbornly chose to stay, and at the moment I only think of two words: "divorce"! Because at that time, I was paranoid that only divorce was a relief for me, for her, for my son, and for everyone. I sat on the lawn of the community, as if I was in a vacuum world, I couldn't hear anything my father, brother, Zhang Lin said, and I couldn't see the busy pedestrians coming and going, but I was always thinking about whether I should tell the secret that had been hidden in my heart for a long time. "Say! With her personality, she will definitely divorce me, isn't that what I want! But doesn't she look down on me even more? I've been a man in her eyes for so many years, doesn't she look down on me even more? Why don't you say it, haven't I always wanted to get revenge on her? Haven't you always wanted to find a chance to completely vent your depressed feelings? Say! Don't say it! Said ....." "Fourth son, Zhang Lin said that you have someone outside, what is going on with the money?" "My brother's sudden words pulled my soul back to reality.

"What nonsense? What can I do, ask for money without money, ask for no one. Zhang Lin's inexplicable question caught me unexpectedly, "Forget it, I'll tell you everything when you're all there." "I don't know if I want to prove my loyalty to my marriage or if I am impulsive, but at the moment I don't bother to say it or not, I walked straight to the building while talking." Go back, see what the fourth son says, don't let people see jokes here. The elder brother said while beckoning his father and Zhang Lin home. Go back and talk about it well, and don't quarrel anymore. The father was talking to Zhang Lin as he walked, perhaps with a premonition that something would happen, so his tone was obviously lacking in confidence.

I sat on the couch in the living room of my home, looking at the mess and wondering where to start, like a soulless shell waiting for an unknown outcome.

"You can talk about it," Zhang Lin entered the house with an expressionless face, and looked at me with too many questions and grievances in his teardrop eyes, and said lightly.

I glanced at it, and when I looked at each other, my heart instantly collapsed, and I eagerly walked around the house, and I didn't know where to start for a while.

"Tell me," Zhang Lin said to me impatiently.

"What are you yelling at, I wanted to talk about it a long time ago, I wanted to talk to my brother first, and then I told you, I called my brother in the morning and asked him to come to the hospital in the afternoon, that's what I said."

"Yes, you did call me in the morning" My brother, who was standing on the side, helped me confirm my words, but he didn't know what was going on, so he stood silently by my father's side and listened quietly. Judging what happened to my younger brother, who had not taken the initiative to call for help for many years.

"Okay, I said. Everything is thanks to you, for so many years, no matter what I have done for you and your family, you have never looked up to me in your heart, because in your eyes I am not as high as your salary, I should be like a dog to let you drink around, I have been wronged in my heart, I have always wanted to prove myself in front of you, so I chose stocks. I did make a lot of money in the past two years, and everything changed until Lele left, because of the car accident...."

"You probably don't want to talk about it?" Zhang Lin interrupted me. "You let him finish." Brother interjected softly.

"You see, you want me to say it, and you interrupt me." Maybe it was my brother's words that gave me confidence, and I raised my voice and scolded Zhang Lin. "Because I bumped into someone, I accompanied too much money....""What hit someone?" Isn't there insurance? Is the matter settled? My brother hurriedly interrupted me and asked me repeatedly.

"I didn't call the police because I was drinking at the time, I was afraid that it would affect my work, and Xiaole was about to go to college, so I didn't want to burden his mind."

"Are you so confused? Even if you don't say it to Zhang Lin, you should tell me," my brother was very puzzled and asked me.

"Brother, do you really believe what he said? ...... the following minute, Zhang Lin recounted the car accident I said at noon like a machine gun with sufficient firepower.

"You don't believe it." I was afraid that my brother would also doubt the authenticity of the car accident and quickly interjected.

"Yesterday, the fourth son also told me about it." My father, who had been sitting on the couch silently, spoke.

"What? You know? Then why don't you say it? Zhang Lin looked at his father in surprise.

"It's not that I don't say it, yesterday he said that others asked him for money, I didn't want you to quarrel, so I gave him the money, who knows today.... Alas! ”

"Did you give the money fairly?"

"It's just." I casually coped with my brother's questioning.

"The Book of Justice is coming? Let me see. The elder brother asked incredulously.

"Lost, I don't want to keep these things"

"Do you think he's talking like that? Excellence, don't you think it's ridiculous? Hehe, "Maybe I don't believe that I will do drunk driving if I don't drink at all, Zhang Lin couldn't help laughing.

I was shocked by Zhang Lin's sudden laughter, but the lie has come to this point, and I can only go all the way to the dark, even if it ends up with a more dismal consequence in the end. Looking back on the situation at that time, I realize that my lying at that time has been deeply rooted in my bone marrow and has become a habit.

"Because of the car accident, there was a hole of nearly 800,000 yuan in the money in my hand, and because I was anxious to speculate in stocks, I was fooled by the people who added me to WeChat shortly after the hospital moved out and started to do futures, fantasizing about filling the hole in the money as soon as possible. Whoever admits that the more anxious it is, the worse it will be, and the more it will lose. ”

"Futures? It's against the law, you've been deceived" My brother looked at me in surprise. "How much did you lose? How do I transfer money? This is to be called to the police. ”

"At first, I didn't know if it was fake, but I didn't inadvertently find out that there was a problem with the trend until before the National Day holiday, and I knew that I was deceived, and I called you in the morning to tell you about it."

"You said that the money lent to Lao Wang was also on this by ourselves? Don't you have any money? Zhang Lin interrupted me and asked.

"Nope."

"And what about the money you took from Dad?"

"Give it back to someone else."

"Whose money are you borrowing?"

"Someone you don't know."

"You're not going to borrow from a loan shark, are you?" My brother listened to the conversation between me and Zhang Lin and asked me worriedly.

"Yes!"

"You told me some time ago that the car was rented to someone else, so it should be mortgaged to someone else, right?" Zhang Lin's previous doubts were all solved at this moment, and she looked at me calmly and asked.

"Yes, it's like this now, I've lost all my family's money, and I still owe a lot of money, I don't want to bother you anymore, let's divorce!"

"Well, I really don't know what to say!" Zhang Lin said and walked into the bathroom.

"You think about the ins and outs of the matter carefully, what is this, you must call the police, how much have you borrowed? Say it and don't hide it anymore. For a period of time, my father and brother talked about things and solutions, and their minds completely blocked all information. The secret that has been pressed in my heart for a long time is suddenly revealed, and I am not only relaxed but also worried about the future and fate! I just want to get away as soon as possible, find a place where no one knows me, and spend the rest of my life.

When the clock reached three o'clock in the afternoon, Zhang Lin walked out of the bathroom, and I rushed to say: "Let's go, go and leave, you will be free......" "No, I will not divorce, I will face it with you!" I was stunned for a moment, I had thought about the possible outcome for a long time, but I never thought that Zhang Lin would have this attitude after knowing the truth of the matter. I looked at everyone blankly and didn't know what to say for a while. This big accident is as puzzling and unexpected as I, a seemingly honest person, made this mistake. It was this accident that made my original plan to pour beans from a bamboo tube begin to loosen again. Is it moving? Be...... I can't say it myself.