The weather is starting to get cooler, the days are getting shorter, and the nights are getting longer.

I used to have a habit of keeping my eyes open in the dark, looking at the empty ceiling, and staying up all night. But now that Sun Keyi is by my side, he is like a big stove, holding me, which makes me feel very relieved.

Unlike before, Zhao came more and more often, and each time I hid outside, like a gambler running away from creditors.

It was late autumn and early winter, and the weather in S City was unusually cold this year, and every time Sun Keyi came to look for me, I hid in the same café and froze my hands and feet. His smile at me was always gentle and apologetic, and I looked at him and turned my head to the side. I said, "Sun Keyi, I'd better move out." ”

He said, "Don't make a fuss. The tone was a bit harsh.

I said, "I'm not making a fuss. The tone was also very serious.

He stood up and took my hand and said, "Go, go home." ”

I sat and didn't move, and when he saw that he couldn't pull it, I sat down again, and his tone was a little softer than just now, "Gentleman, I know, it's very difficult for you, but my mother will go abroad after a while, so it's okay for you to endure it for a few more days." ”

I said, "Not good. ”

One sentence scared him so much that he had nothing to say, and after a while he said, "Go home first." ”

I know that it is difficult to reach a consensus on this matter for a while, so it is better to go back first, after all, it is too cold outside, and I am also torturing myself here. So I got up and went back with him.

When I got home, it was getting late. Zhao has been here for a long time, and I know that she is wearing down my patience, but sadly people like me really don't have much patience to kill her.

I went straight to the room, Sun Keyi followed behind me, and he didn't speak. Putting down the bag, I went straight into the bathroom, spent a long time in it, and when I came out, Sun Keyi stood at the door without saying a word, I was startled by him, but soon I withdrew my surprised expression and walked past him.

Sun Keyi still didn't speak, he looked at me for a long time, and he also went into the bathroom, and I had already dried my hair when he came out.

He walked up to me, sat down on a stool next to me, and in a soft voice as if nothing had happened today, poked his head out and said, "Help me blow it too." ”

I shoved the hair dryer into his hand and said, "Myself." ”

He poked his head a little more and said, "You help me." ”

I turned my head to the side, moved away from him, and ignored him.

He smiled, reached out and took me into his arms, saying, "Don't be angry. ”

I said, "Not angry. ”

He rubbed my head with his still wet head, I avoided it in disgust, Sun Keyi at the moment was like a child, coquettishly begging for forgiveness, I actually rarely saw him like this, to say that the last time he was like this may be when he was in high school, my heart softened, took the hair dryer in his hand, turned it on, and blew his hair.

I rubbed his hair gently with my hand, under the light, his hair was soft and soft, the delicate skin was attached to the crystal clear small droplets, the high bridge of the nose cast a shadow on the right cheek, and the lips that were usually reddish were not dark at the moment, but pink.

Seeing that I was looking at him without taking his eyes off him, he smiled at me and said, "What? Now I find out that I'm actually pretty good-looking, and I'm so handsome? ”

I nudged him and said, "It's less stinky and beautiful." ”

It's still the second middle school boy Sun Keyi. I was in a much better mood, but I didn't bother to talk to him, so I took his hair seriously. When my hair was dry, I put away my hair dryer and told him, "Don't go to bed yet." As soon as this sentence came out, the atmosphere instantly became ambiguous, and Sun Keyi's gaze at me was also extremely ambiguous, I gave him a blank look, got up and walked to the bed, turned off the light and lay down. There was a sound of footsteps in my ears, and I lay down on a person in the place I had set aside, and I turned around and hugged him, put my lips to his ear, and said, "I don't really think about it that much, as long as I am with you simply." ”

Sun Keyi hugged me back, his palm stroked back and forth around my waist, I was a little itchy by him, giggled a few times, he saw me shrink into a ball, withdrew his hand, and stopped touching it.

He put the same position against my ear, and his voice was low and pleasant, "I still remember when I was in junior high school, I never brought an umbrella, and every time it rained, you would always hold an umbrella and wait for me at the door of the classroom." ”

I nodded, and the skin on my cheek brushed against him as it was so close to his.

He continued, "At that time, you were small, and you didn't always wear a school uniform, so you liked to wear a pink skirt and stand at the door of the classroom, so cute. ”

I said, "I used to be so nice to you, but you always bullied me." ”

He said, "Is there any?" ”

I pushed him away a little bit, a little annoyed, "Yes." ”

He patted me on the head, a little flattering, of course I wasn't really angry, in fact, I knew that Sun Keyi at that time just wanted to get rid of the plan given to him by his parents, and for me, he has been doing his best to do everything he can. But he still showed apologies, he said, "In my consciousness at that time, I always felt that no matter who I liked or who I was with, the person who married me in the end must be you, so I rebelled and consumed the little bit of mutual affection between us, you know? The only time I had a sense of crisis was when you said that you liked Li Munan, that was the first time you were serious, and you have never been so serious about me. But I always have to thank Li Munan, whether it was at the beginning that he made me have a sense of crisis, or now he sent you back to me, I should thank him. ”

I said, "Li Munan, he accompanied me through the most difficult moment of my life, if I have to thank him, I am the one who should thank him the most." ”

He said, "Don't worry, he is so good, he will definitely meet someone who cherishes him and loves him." I nodded, yes, Li Munan is so good, but I didn't cherish him with the only time I spent with him, in fact, the time I spent with him was very short, and we didn't even get along well, but every time he made a mistake in front of him, I was the one who made a mistake, and every time he not only forgave me, but also helped me get through the difficulties regardless of his previous suspicions. In my life, if I met a nobleman, it could only be regarded as Li Munan. But from another point of view, Li Munan met me, in his life may be his misfortune at all, I have never brought good luck to him, if I can do it again, I hope that Li Munan will not meet me. I hope that Li Munan will never meet someone like me again in his life after that.

Sun Keyi took me into his arms again, and he said, "Gentleman, in Li Munan's matter, don't blame yourself too much, everything in this world is doomed, maybe even if we don't make that bet, there will be other things that force Li Munan to leave, besides, he is very good now, so don't feel that all this is your fault." ”

I looked at his gentle eyebrows, Sun Keyi was the one who understood me from beginning to end, even if he didn't like me and didn't love me, I wouldn't care at this moment, because he was the only one in this world who understood me so well, and that was enough for me.