Chapter Thirty-Six: The Beginning of We

In the middle of summer, the maple leaves are not yet red, and when I meet Jiang Xiaotang, the maple leaves are red. The speckled light under the shade of the trees is like small holes in the ground, and they jump mischievously when the wind blows. I was waiting for Sun Keyi under the straight and huge tree, when his car stopped in front of me, my heart almost stopped beating, Sun Keyi opened the car door and walked down, his eyes were red almost instantly, I think my state is probably very tired, since that day Li Munan said that he wanted me to return to Sun Keyi, I am in this state, full of anticipation, but faintly uneasy.

I want to go back to him, but I'm afraid to go back to him.

Sun Keyi gently took my hand and said, "Let's go back." ”

I had little resistance to his words, and I knew that he would open up to me at any time and be reckless.

I nodded, those things that I couldn't let go of were knots in my heart, but our initial relationship didn't allow me to push him away again, and this time I made up my mind that I would be with him no matter what.

When I got home, I stayed in the same room, and I had only been away for a few months, but I felt horribly strange again.

Before going to bed, Sun Keyi looked at me as usual, and he would not leave until I fell asleep. But I didn't feel sleepy, so I kept looking at him like that, his eyebrows were the same, and the difference from his youth was only his more distinct outline.

When I looked at him like that, he suddenly laughed, and he said, "Go to sleep." ”

I said, "Okay." Then close your eyes.

I thought he was going to leave, but after a long time he didn't get up, and I opened my eyes again. When Li Munan called Sun Keyi, he only said that he wanted to go abroad and had no way to take care of me, and I returned to Sun Keyi like an abandoned left-behind child.

Sun Keyi never asked anything, just picked me up at the agreed time, and for a while none of us knew anyone's thoughts.

But he just looked at me, and I suddenly felt uneasy, in fact, what I was most afraid of now was to lose him.

So I said, "Come with me." ”

He nodded, reached over and clasped my hand, and he said, "Go to sleep, I'll be with you." ”

I closed my eyes again, and this time I fell asleep peacefully.

When I woke up the next morning, Sun Keyi was lying on the head of the bed, his brows were slightly furrowed, and he seemed to be sleeping unsteadily, I woke him up, he opened his eyes, looked at me in a daze, and I said, "I'm sorry, I should let you go back to the room to sleep." ”

He shook his head, his hair was a little messy, he didn't look like him in his impression, he was unexpectedly comfortable, in short, there were no humans and animals.

I didn't know how that sentence came out that day, I said to Sun Keyi, who had just woken up and was still hazy, "Let's get back together." ”

He froze for a second when he heard my words, and then he said, "You've really figured it out." ”

I nodded.

He said "yes"

Maybe we didn't figure out what it meant for us to be back together, but I always felt like I could be careless.

It seems to have gone back to the beginning, I was stupidly waiting for Sun Keyi to come back, just like at that time, I was waiting in the classroom for Sun Keyi to send the other girl home. I wondered how stupid I was then, but why wasn't I now? My aunt told me that Mr. Sun was very busy, and it was rare to see him come back, but now he comes back much more often than before.

When Sun Keyi walked in the door, my aunt and I brought the dishes to the table together.

After coming back, I often saw him smiling, and even his eyebrows and eyes were a little brighter than before.

After eating, Sun Keyi went to the study, my aunt and I were cutting fruit downstairs, I brought it to him, he raised his eyes and looked at me, and said, "It's hard work." ”

I put the fruit on his table and stood behind him, not leaving.

He looked back at me and said, "Something?" ”

I said, "Let's eat some fruit first." ”

He picked up a toothpick and poked an apple into his mouth, and I walked up and looked at his computer screen, and I said, "Why are you so busy at work?" ”

He put down the toothpick, touched the edge of the table with his fingertips, and then crossed the edge to take my hand that was hanging from the edge of the table, and held it gently. I pumped it out and didn't pull it out.

I said, "You get busy first, I'm leaving." As if angry, I turned away, and this turn was unstable, and he gently pulled me into his arms, and he caught him steadily. I broke free and hit him with my other hand.

He held me tightly in his arms and struggled for a while, I didn't move, pressed against his chest, I could hear his heartbeat for real, and at that moment my heart was extremely safe.

Sun Keyi slowly pushed me away, I saw that there was bright starlight and endless tenderness in his eyes, he slowly approached me again, I closed my eyes gently, and the breath of his breath sprayed on the wings of my nose, tickling.

His lips fell to mine, soft and moist, and I opened my mouth to gently take his lips, and my heart was crispy and numb.

At that moment, I suddenly felt that my life was alive again, and everything suddenly had meaning. I don't know how long it took until I kissed each other until I couldn't breathe, and he let go of me.

After Sun Keyi came out of the study, he knocked on my door, he was holding pajamas and toiletries, and I looked at him with a puzzled look. He walked in and closed the door with his backhand, and I cleared my throat to hide my shyness, but he was at ease, as if this was his room.

He said, "The water heater in my room is broken. ”

I said, "Oh, then you go to my bathroom and wash it." ”

He nodded and went in.

When Sun Keyi came out, I changed into pajamas and sat on the sofa. I listened to his footsteps slowly coming out, sat up straight and didn't dare to look back, and I said, "The hair dryer is on the dresser." ”

No one answered, footsteps approached the dresser, and soon the hair dryer went off, and my heartbeat finally eased a little.

Five minutes later, the hair dryer stopped and I was still sitting stiffly on the couch, when Sun Keyi approached me, and I heard his very soft laughter and looked back at him. He said, "What are you nervous about? ”

I said, "Why?" ”

He sat down beside me, stretched out his index finger to lift my chin, and blew lightly on my face, with the scent of mint.

I said, "What are you doing?" ”

He asked rhetorically, "What for?" You tell me. At the same time as Sun Keyi said this, my feet instantly left the ground, and I was picked up by him.

I screamed at me, grabbing at him like a straw and hooking him around the neck.

Sun Keyi hugged me and walked to the bedside, and my face turned red with every step he took.

Finally he put me down, I sat on the bed, he stood on the edge of the bed and leaned over to look at me, I was red in the face by him, I raised my foot to kick him, he grabbed my foot and dragged me to him, and then he leaned down and pressed my kicking feet, I was quiet for a moment, he attached to my ear, his voice was very soft, and he said, "Don't be afraid, I will be very gentle." ”

I swallowed, nervous to the extreme.

Sun Keyi lowered his head and kissed my eyebrows, and then went all the way down, and the gentle kiss fell on the tip of my nose, lips, neck, collarbone, and chest.

That night, the sleepless night, blossomed in my memory.