Chapter 20 Doom is inevitable
S City at night is as calm as water, but it seems to hide a small whirlpool at any time, which will set off stormy waves at any time and drown everything unpredictable.
Cher is still feeling her life experience, she remembered herself as a girl, she finally graduated from high school, and was not admitted to college, and her stepmother was kind and sent her to a girls' vocational high school.
In fact, the purpose of letting her study in women's vocational high school is to hope that she can quickly find a job after graduation, and her major is hotel management.
It's just that her little flower, which looks like a small lotus with sharp corners, has been bitten by flies too early. When she began to wake up as if from a dream, and remembered what the man had done to her, she finally understood that her virginity had disappeared without her knowledge.
Although she had never mentioned it to anyone, it still weighed on her like a rock, and she didn't dare to look back like a nightmare. Occasionally, when I think about it, Cher will alternate between a dislike for men and an inferiority complex that feels impure.
Before graduating from vocational high school, her beauty attracted the peep of another wolf, who had a heart for her.
This guy with a beast's heart is an overseas Chinese who has invested from abroad, and he accidentally saw Xue'er who came to intern in the hotel, and was moved by her natural and healthy appearance with white and red, and Tingting Yuli's uneven curves, which shocked the heavens.
The needs of the wealthy businessmen were naturally handled by their subordinates, and within a few days, Xue'er's information had been presented on the desk of the wealthy businessman's office.
Of course, what followed was a set of pickle girl plans tailored for Cher, and every day the wealthy businessmen only had to act according to this plan.
Xue'er and her family have gone through this kind of battle, especially her stepmother, who has had enough of living a poor life, and even counts the people who buy soap and toothpaste, and has already taken her down with a money offensive.
The stepmother's defection directly led to a change in the attitude of Xue'er's family, and for the sake of money, they were almost frightened and forced to send Xue'er into a wolf's kiss.
It is said that it is a wolf's kiss, mainly because some of the functions of this rich businessman are seriously degraded, but he is still lustful, and he uses other methods to toss women, and the means are extremely perverted.
Xue'er can almost be regarded as being sold by her family, no matter how she opposes and fights, in the end, she can only give in and passively become a plaything.
She has been with the wealthy businessman for three years, and among the playthings of the rich businessman all over the place, Xue'er is the most well-behaved and the most angry, so she also gains the most.
Later, the wealthy businessman became ill and was paralyzed in bed, and the property under his name was taken over by the prince, so Xue'er took the private money she had saved in the past few years, as well as the car and house that the wealthy businessman bought for her, to restore her free status.
It's just that after being held up for three years and enduring all kinds of cruel abuse by rich businessmen, Xue'er found that she no longer had any interest in men.
No matter what this man's appearance and temperament are, in Xue'er's eyes, they are just like wax figures and machines, without life and no temperature.
Ordinary people are still like this, not to mention those who have ulterior motives to rush at her when they see her beauty and money.
When she finds that she is more and more interested in women, when she sees women with outstanding appearance and gentle personality, and the desire to conquer them rises in her heart, Cher knows that she has completely changed.
After opening a bar with Ah Zi, she often encountered her favorite dishes, but unfortunately those dishes had no appearance, and few of them made her willing to taste them again and again.
Until Shizuko appeared, as if a thousand years of waiting was for this woman, as if she was destined to be entangled in several lifetimes, Xue'er's heart could no longer be calm.
If the people I met before can be regarded as Xue'er's catastrophe, but Shizuko is more like Xue'er's catastrophe. The calamity is better, and the calamity is inevitable.
She gave everything, as long as she had, as long as Shizuko wanted, from Cher's heart to her body, from Cher's soul to her life, for Shizuko, she would rather give it away.
I thought that the present world was fine, the waves were not alarmed, there was love, and the red dust was mild. Who knows, halfway out of the way actually killed a Cheng bite gold. That Chen Chen, who counts which green onion and which dish, easily snatched Jingzi.
Seeing Shizuko's obsession with Chen Chen and her affection for him, Xue'er's heart was broken. She cried, made trouble, begged, and persuaded, but the delicate and willful Shizuko didn't listen to her at all.
There was no way, Xue'er rushed to the medical school, ready to find Chen Chen's bad luck, but when she saw Chen Chen, before she could say half a sentence, she was pulled away by Jingzi, who rushed to hear the news.
Chen Chen was still inexplicable, he didn't know where Xue'er was sacred, although he asked Jingzi, but was vaguely deceived by Jingzi.
For this reason, Shizuko actually announced that she had severed her relationship with Xue'er, and at the same time told Ah Zi that in the future, in order to prevent Chen Chen from knowing her past, she would keep a certain distance from her former friends and have less contact.
On the surface, Xue'er begged Shizuko to forgive and obtained her understanding, but in fact, she hated Chen Chen very much, and she counted all the faults on Chen Chen.
No one can snatch the beloved things from her, from childhood to adulthood, even if her father came back from her stepmother, to this woman who intervened in her family and isolated her parents. Xue'er really started a fire, and her stepmother had to back down a little.
For a magical pen, which was rare among students at the time, Cher once broke the bridge of the nose of a female classmate with a punch, just for the girl to say that Cher stole something from her.
Now, there is a man, a stinky man who has always been despised and ignored by Xue'er, and he snatched his beloved woman without knowing what tricks he played.
If he agrees, then what will Cher mix up in the future? Can't even keep the woman you love, watching it be taken away by him?
No, no, no, absolutely not...... Ride a donkey and read the record book, let's see. Let's see if your Chen Chen's love can develop like this, and see what I Xue'er can use to fight you.
Hmph, the most poisonous thing is a woman's heart, no matter how much I want to be a man in my heart, but on the surface I am still a woman. Don't despise a woman, especially one who has lost her mind because of love.
When you close your affectionate eyes, you will never see the sun rising in the morning again, and you will no longer see Shizuko's flower-like smile; When you bow your proud head, and bend down to receive the greeting from hell, you are kissed on the cold forehead by death......
"Hahahaha......" Thinking of the smugness, Xue'er suddenly burst out with a terrifying laugh, startling Shizuko, who was singing with her about wine.
But when Shizuko saw that the expression on Xue'er's face was so hideous and terrifying, her heart throbbed even more inexplicably, and she hurriedly asked, "Xue'er, what's wrong with you?" ”
Hearing Shizuko's concerned greeting, Cher retracted her thoughts like a wild horse and smiled sweetly at Shizuko. "Shizuko, no one can separate us anymore, and in the future, we will never be separated."
Although she didn't know why she said this, Shizuko obediently answered and raised her glass at the same time, clinking glasses with Cher and drinking it.
The atmosphere in the private room was very good, and the slightest tenderness was mixed with each other's words, and even Shizuko temporarily forgot the pain of losing Chen Chen, and let herself and Xue'er look at each other, you are thick and I am thick.
Maybe it's because the obstacle that has worried me for a long time has been removed, or maybe it's because I haven't been alone with Shizuko like this for too long, and Cher, who has always been drinking a lot of alcohol, is a little drunk.
She suddenly asked Shizuko very seriously: "Honey, if one day, you find out that I have done something sorry for you, will you forgive me?" ”
At first glance, Shizuko didn't care about this sentence, thinking that it was Xue'er who said it casually, so she replied with an indifferent expression: "Yes." ”
Hearing her answer, Cher breathed a sigh of relief, as if she had let go of a big stone in her heart, and continued to drink without saying more.
Maybe it's the throbbing in the bottom of my heart, and the more I want to numb myself, the more sober I become, Shizuko drinks cup after cup, but she can't find the feeling of being drunk anyway.
Looking at Xue'er's drunken state, Shizuko remembered many times before, she was drunk and Xue'er was taking care of her, and she suddenly thought that she could take care of Xue'er again today.
Let her also taste the taste of being cared for and loved by her lover, Shizuko looked at Xue'er's flushed face, thinking with some pity.
From today on, she will be the only one in this world who advances and retreats with me, the sun rises and the moon sets, hand in hand, and there is no way back to the red dust. Maybe all this is really the arrangement of fate, since Chen Chen is gone, I can only accept my fate.
While Shizuko was thinking wildly, Cher finally lost her strength, half-closed her eyes, held her hand tightly, and muttered.
"Shizuko, I'm drunk...... I'm so happy today......
"Do you know how much I love you? Baby. From the first time I saw you, I was fascinated by you......"
Shizuko replied to Cher while freeing up a hand to clean up her and Cher's things. Cher was still babbling on and on her mind.
"Shizuko, my queen, you will never know how much I love you! ……
"You know what? When you chose Chen Chen, my heart was broken......"
Hearing Xue'er mention Chen Chen's name, Shizuko's body suddenly stiffened, and the hand held by Xue'er trembled.
Perhaps sensing her strangeness, Xue'er pulled her to her side twice, and recounted again: "Looking at you and Chen Chen holding hands, in and out of pairs, my heart is like being bitten by a poisonous snake......
"I was thinking, if only that guy died all of a sudden; Otherwise, he would be missing......
"In short, it's better for him to disappear out of your world and never come back......
Cher's words stung Shizuko, and she tried to break free of Cher's hand, but was pulled tighter by Cher. Let's just think she's talking about wine, forget it when she's done, Shizuko comforted herself in her heart.