In the early stage of the winter vacation, Zhou Tianle became depressed because of comfortable things, listless all day long, and only accompanied him with his mobile phone, bed, instant noodles, and a muddy nightmare. Ai studied persuasion again and again, comforting him to no avail, so he simply left him to fend for himself. Ai Xuexue and You Da felt that as long as Zhou Tianle did not have suicidal tendencies, he would come out on his own.

One night, the cold wind howled. Zhou Tianle, who was curled up in a nest, received a message from Yun Jiuge: Senior Zhou, I haven't seen you for a long time, have you crossed over?

Zhou Tianle thought in his heart that this girl was really like a teacher urging students to hand in their homework, Zhou Tianle replied: My heart is like ashes, don't disturb!

Yun Jiu Ge replied: Because of something, it will be half solved by saying it.

Zhou Tianle suddenly thought of something and replied: Do you know a person named Shu Xin?

Yun Jiu Ge replied: I don't know, who is it?

Zhou Tianle replied: No one, have you heard anything recently?

Yun Jiuge replied: I heard that a student in our school committed suicide by jumping off a building.

Zhou Tianle felt a pain in his heart and replied: Then have you heard that the student committed suicide because of what?

Yun Jiuge replied: It seems that she committed suicide because she was abandoned by her boyfriend, and her boyfriend is really not a thing.

Zhou Tianle replied: Yes, I think so too.

Putting down the phone, Zhou Tianle looked at the wind and snow outside blankly, Watanabe hasn't appeared for a long time, I really fell to death, by the way, there is also Midoriko, comfort let me find Midoriko to take good care of them, how did I forget, damn, Watanabe can't be gone without Midoriko.

Early the next morning, Zhou Tianle got up and went to the school gate, looking for the figure of Midoriko everywhere, looking for a few days, until the day before the winter vacation, he found a dirty Midoriko in a bush, it is really very similar to Watanabe, the only difference is that the current Midoriko is skinny.

Zhou Tianle took Luzi home and asked his mother to take good care of him, and then he transferred to Suizhou.

There is a box in Shuxin's relics, which contains grandma's posthumous photos and some photos of life with Shuxin, Zhou Tianle feels that this box does not belong to me, and "grandma" should be sent back to Suizhou's hometown, she believes that the old people have the idea of "returning to their roots".

Shu Xin's funeral was handled by her uncle, the school could not find any relatives except for contacting her uncle, the uncle learned the news of Shu Xin's suicide while crying bitterly and angrily said that he wanted to settle accounts with the school, these inside information were told by Yuan Tienan to Zhou Tianle. And Zhou Tianle went to Shuxin's hometown to hand over things to her uncle, except for Shuxin's uncle, he didn't know who to hand it over, and if he wanted to find her uncle, he could only go to her village to look for it. Zhou Tianle came to Shuxin's hometown in Suizhou with the box, he didn't know Shuxin's specific home address, and he only learned about it through Yuan Tienan.

As soon as he entered the village, there was a little boy in a thick old-fashioned cotton coat staring at him, Zhou Tianle was about to go over to ask him which comfortable house it was, the little boy turned around and looked at the blooming plum blossoms in front of him, and Zhou Tianle asked the oncoming villagers again.

Standing in front of the door of the comfortable house, Zhou Tianle saw that the lock on the door was covered with snow, thinking that the door had not been opened for a long time. A woman in her forties walked out of the house next door, she walked up to Zhou Tianle and asked, "Who are you looking for?"

Zhou Tianle said: "I am a comfortable friend, she has something here for me, I came to give it to her, just to see if there is anyone at home."

The woman said, "Shu Xin hasn't been back for a long time, and there has been no one at home."

Zhou Tianle asked, "What about her uncle?"

The woman said, "Yo, remember, you can wait."

Zhou Tianle saw that the woman returned to his house and walked back with something from inside, and when he got closer, he realized that it was an envelope, and the woman said: "Her uncle comes back every once in a while to see if Shu Xin is back, I don't know if the girl has living expenses at school, this is the money left by her uncle, let me hand it over to her when I see Shu Xin come back, it just so happens that you are her classmate, you can help me transfer it."

Zhou Tianle said: "No need, Shu Xin has money to spend, her uncle went to school a few days ago and gave her the money." This box is a comfortable thing, Auntie, put this thing here for you first, if the comfortable uncle comes again, please give him this box. ”

The woman wanted to say something to Zhou Tianle, but Zhou Tianle had already run away, he didn't want to stay here, he just wanted to leave quickly, and he felt that his emotions were entangled with Shu Xin again.

After Zhou Tianle returned home, he took good care of the "green child", his mother was also curious about where he picked up a stray cat, Zhou Tianle only said that he brought it back because he was pitiful, at home Zhou Tianle has avoided discussing the topic of girlfriend with his mother, his mother asked a few times, Zhou Tianle said perfunctorily that it was good, and his mother asked Zhou Tianle again to be annoyed, holding the cat back to his room.

His father only asked Zhou Tianle about his plans after graduation next year, and Zhou Tianle still said "go to Beijing, Shanghai and Guangzhou to work". The parents seemed to see that Zhou Tianle had something on his mind, and they didn't ask him much why.

Chinese New Year, Zhou Tianle hugged "Green Child" lying in the quilt, thinking about this year's events: In 2008, I lost two girlfriends, my studies did not make the slightest progress, and the relationship with You Da became stiff, and I didn't even read the Chinese historical context in a year, and I fell to death "Watanabe", the money was spent, the time was lost, and I got nothing, nothing was accomplished, last year's New Year's Eve with me was Liu Yuxin, this year I thought it would be comfortable, but I didn't expect it to be "Green Child". This damn 2008 is finally over, and what damn things will happen next year?

The Chinese New Year's Eve in the countryside is full of beautiful fireworks, listening to the sound of firecrackers, Zhou Tianle does not feel lively, and feels the loneliness and melancholy in his heart.

Liu Yuxin, how is she now?

Zhou Tianle found Liu Yuxin in the QQ of his mobile phone, and only dared to look at her seven-second fish avatar, and the personality signature column read: Live a life of peace with your encounter with a willing attitude.

He didn't dare to step into Liu Yuxin's space anymore, and found Liu Yuxin's phone number from his mobile phone, but he just looked at it and didn't dial it, maybe her phone number had changed.

At this time, a message suddenly flashed in the mobile phone, a message from Yun Jiuge, seeing the news, Zhou Tianle knew that she was here to urge "homework" again, shouldn't this girl say Happy New Year in the first sentence?

Zhou Tianle replied: Happy New Year

Yun Jiu Ge replied: I'm not happy at all, I'm a year older.

Zhou Tianle replied: Isn't it happy to grow old with your boyfriend, isn't it happy?

Yun Jiu Ge replied: Well, it's very happy, very happy.

Yun Jiu Ge replied: Senior, Happy New Year.

Zhou Tianle replied: Not happy at all, he is a year older.

Yun Jiu Ge replied: Isn't it happy to grow old with your girlfriend, isn't it happy?

Zhou Tianle scolded himself in his heart for being so talkative, and he was not happy to find anything. Zhou Tianle replied: Sleep, good night.

Yun Jiu Ge replied: Senior Zhou, choosing the beginning is choosing to persevere, come on!

Seeing this sentence, Zhou Tianle's eyes were sour, tears almost flowed out, and his heart was very painful: Why, why did I forget this sentence, if I kept this sentence in my mind, I would not do anything that hurt comfort, I chose comfort but did not choose to insist. Guilt, guilt hit Zhou Tianle's whole body, it was I who killed Shu Xin, I pushed her into the abyss when Shu Xin needed me the most, I don't know how many tears she shed at night, her heart was full of holes.

On New Year's night, Zhou Tianle had a nightmare: the sky was cloudy and rainy, lifeless, Zhou Tianle looked downstairs at Shu Xin jumping from the stairs, and was hitting himself, Shu Xin's face became distorted. Zhou Tianle and Shu Xin fell to the ground, Shu Xin stared at Zhou Tianle with angry eyes, blood flowed out from under Shu Xin's body, and Zhou Tianle's face was splashed with Shu Xin's blood, Shu Xin's eyes became terrifying, and he kept opening his eyes and asked Zhou Tianle why he didn't believe me, Zhou Tianle was afraid to retreat, and Shu Xin's eyes got bigger and bigger until the whole eyeball rolled out of his sockets, still staring at Zhou Tianle.

Zhou Tianle woke up from the dream, his whole body was already wet with sweat, the dream was so real, the more he thought about it, the more afraid he became, he had to change his mood as soon as possible, otherwise he was afraid that he would be scared to death. Zhou Tianle took off his clothes, naked, put on headphones and searched for familiar music in his mobile phone, and turned up the volume to the maximum and listened. This night, Zhou Tianle did not sleep.

The next day, Zhou Tianle was sick, and he was sick until the seventh day of the Lunar New Year, these seven days Zhou Tianle's father went out to visit relatives, and his mother stayed at home to receive relatives and take care of Zhou Tianle, Zhou Tianle knew that he was frightened by that dream, the first two days were really sick, and then there were no symptoms, Zhou Tianle just didn't want to get up, didn't want to go to relatives, just wanted to lie in bed, and didn't do anything, although there were some slight dizziness and brain swelling, but he didn't think so, and understood that as long as he got out of bed and moved these symptoms would naturally disappear, But why get out of bed?