Zhou Tianle heard about the suicide at school, but he was unmoved, thinking about what it had to do with him, he was still angry with comfort, and angry with himself and everyone. It wasn't until he received a comfortable letter and a box that he knew that the person who committed suicide was Shuxin, and he didn't believe it and went to study with Ai, because Ai's girlfriend Yuan Tienan was the president of the student union, and there was nothing in the school that she didn't know. In the dormitory, Zhou Tianle opened the letter that Shu Xin wrote to himself.

Dear Lehe,

This may be the last time I'll address you so intimately. After that day, I actually have a lot of things to say to you, really a lot of words, I don't know who to say, you are my only relative in this world, the only person I care about, I care about your feelings, I am very happy every day with you, but why can't you insist on being good to me wholeheartedly? Hold on to your love for me?

I was really angry that day because you chose rumors and ignored me as a person, your lover. I did lie to you, but it didn't hurt you in any way, just because I didn't want to explain to everyone that my money came from my parents who were in a car accident. Do you know what heartache feels like? In the past, I only listened to talk, and thought that only people with heart problems would have heartache, but that day I really felt the taste of heartache, and my heart really hurt that day, and I couldn't breathe because of the pain. I seem to be holding someone and crying, hugging you and crying, but I don't think you'll ever hug me again. No matter what they say, I can smile at it, but you... I really care, I care what you say, I can no longer feel your love, you trample on me with my love for you, my heart is already full of holes, what I don't know is why you are talking about my parents, saying that one of me is enough, you know that my parents are gone, why do you still say that, at that time I really felt sorry for my parents, and my grandmother. Do you know that my grandma really wants to see you, and when she knew that she was going to die soon, she wanted to see what kind of person my boyfriend was, whether he really loved me? Is it someone to be trusted? I wish you could see each other, so that Grandma would stop us and not let me be with you. That day I felt that you were a different person, someone I had never seen before, and I kept thinking how you were such a person, and you couldn't feel my love for you?

In my life, I have only been sincere to two people, one is an online dating, when I met a netizen called "Afternoon Autumn Breeze", every day we chatted online for three or four hours, I felt tightly surrounded by his love, I was deeply trapped in it, unable to extricate myself. Because I can feel his love every day, the day we met later, that is, the same day you fell out of love, I learned that he was a married person, and my heart was broken at that moment, his love was fake, not kind. My love was actually pinned on him, and I really wanted to slap myself twice and scold myself for being a big idiot at that time. And you, I'm not simply tempted, you are a real person, I feel real love and warmth with you, I even thought about our future, get married, have a child of our own, the family is not very rich, but we must be very happy, now I think about it, it's really ridiculous, I really think too much.

I don't know who is trying to hurt me, I really want to know who it is, I want to talk to him about why he did this to me, whether I did anything unreasonable to him, and if so, I apologize to him, but I don't know, I can't know.

Lehe, have you watched "Love in the Time of Cholera"? When the rumors were everywhere and I was bruised all over my body, I really wanted to be like the hero and heroine in that book, hanging the cholera sign on a ship, sailing freely, unhindered, away from rumors, away from the world that does not belong to us. I also want to be on the boat with you, just the two of us sailing freely on the Yangtze River, and whoever sees the boat will hide far away. Do you think that's good?

When you receive this letter, please go to the entrance of the academy, where you will find "Midoriko", I am gone, and I don't want it to wander again. This cat has several names, Sisi first called it Child, and later called it Red Child, and the reason why I like to call it Midoriko is because your cat's name is Watanabe. Hope you can find it and take good care of them. We can't be together, so let them be together.

My grandmother told me that a woman's reputation is very important, I don't want to leave this world by myself, this world still has foul language against me, I have a way to make them speechless, I want to prove my innocence. I thought about death, I was thinking about why I thought of this, maybe I didn't have the belief to live, I didn't have the courage to face everything in the future, but I also wanted to prove my innocence, and I also wanted to warn others, rumors.

One day you told me that my aunt said that I was a good girl, and I was really happy, and if I married into your family, I think I would be able to get along with my aunt like a mother and daughter, because that sentence warmed me and made me think of my mother.

There's really a lot to say, and... And also... There are a lot more, why I can't remember it at this time.

If there is fate, I will tell you again in the next life, and I hope that you will no longer carry your back in the next life.

Love you a thousand times

Hate you a thousand times

This winter is really cold, Zhou Tianle has been blaming himself, he has a sense of guilt. Shu Xin is my girlfriend, and when the whole world is attacking her, instead of standing up and blocking her, she falls into the ground. Recalling the scene of the quarrel that day, I really should have cut a thousand knives why I also listened to the rumors and slandered Shuxin, I am not a competent boyfriend, and my words must have broken her heart.

Shu Xin's death brought all rumors about her to an abrupt end, and the virginity certificate undoubtedly slapped everyone in the face, leaving everyone who spread rumors guilty. You are not the flowers of the motherland, but ignorant people who do not distinguish between right and wrong, and people who invisibly harm others. The so-called students are just ignorant of the world and think of themselves as smart children.

Zhou Tianle felt that he should do something for comfort, and I must find the source of this damn rumor. It's just that Zhou Tianle didn't know where to start and had no clue. He thought about it for a while, and went to the food stall before? The owner changed the food stall in the summer to a hot pot in the winter.

Zhou Tianle was silent, listening to the hot pot in all directions, he just wanted to hear if there was a topic about comfort, and a hot pot was chewed slowly from six o'clock to half past eight. During this time period, people came and went, and the sound of talking was too noisy, and Zhou Tianle left without finding anything.

It was sleet outside, making people feel extra cold, Zhou Tianle pulled his collar, put his hands in his pockets, and walked with his head down. didn't go far Zhou Tianle was attracted by a card, the card was soaked in rain and snow, Zhou Tianle picked it up from the ground, there was a comfortable avatar and phone number and a line of foul language, Zhou Tianle put the card in his pocket, and took the card to the police station the next day.

The police learned that the person on this card was the girl who jumped off the building of Westlake College and became serious, and the police thought that this card may have been deliberately spread rumors to slander the party, causing the party to be overwhelmed and jump off the building to commit suicide, and even went to the hospital for a virginity test to prove his innocence.

The police found the shop that printed the cards, and the owner of the shop only roughly described the appearance of the person who printed the cards, who was not of good height, about forty years old, and had loose hair. But with this information, it was difficult for the police to find someone, so the police sent a patrol officer to come over regularly to inspect, and also asked the shop owner to pay more attention, and if that person came again, he would call the police in time.

Zhou Tianle went to the police station every few days to inquire, but there was still no progress, and when he was waiting for news at the police station, Zhou Tianle suddenly thought of a person, a person who had been mentioned comfortably, and tried to check him. Zhou Tianle told the police the QQ nickname of "Afternoon Autumn Breeze" that Shu Xin had mentioned, and the police found Afternoon Autumn Breeze through the network system and disguised himself as a strange girl to add him as a friend.

The police also followed this clue to catch the afternoon autumn breeze, and found a number of cards about comfort in his room, Zhou Tianle asked, "Why did you do this?"

The man said, "Love begets hate."

Zhou Tianle rushed up and punched him, scolding, "Let your fuck fart."

In the police station, after being questioned by the police, "Afternoon Autumn Breeze" learned the news of Shu Xin's suicide, and Afternoon Autumn Wind was not sad about Shu Xin's death, but said even more angrily: "Because of her, my wife divorced me, my children didn't recognize me, and even the work unit fired me, so I didn't let her have a good time."