My dear, during that time, my acting skills were not very good, so your brother saw my boredom and the desire to say goodbye to you.

He took the time to come to me and said a lot of things, probably to mean that you are not tired of me now, and you like me so much that I can't leave.

The reason is to not disappoint you, my dear, this conclusion is terrible and absurd, but I can't do anything about it, dear, you probably don't know, at that time I knew where your hypocrisy came from.

I learned it from your family, you probably didn't know it, and when your brother told me that I was really tired of it and could leave, it was a hypocrisy.

My dear, you don't know how many times your family has tried to persuade you to give up on me, because they can see that I am tired of being scared and not as concerned as before.

But you still can't see it, but it doesn't take long for you to take me out to play, completely oblivious to what is happening, completely indifferent to my feelings.

To be honest, it's really ridiculous that I still have expectations for you, I myself was a little spurned at the time, and I have always told myself not to expect anything from you, but there are still some.

After all, honey, I need a spiritual pillar, it's too hard to juggle between you and your family, honey, I'm not a natural actor, and I don't want to act if I could.

To be hypocritical, I dedicate the best of my youth to you, to this game with you, but dear, do you want me to tell me how you treat me?

It's not too much to read, but my dear, you always have a way, a natural way to wear away my love for you.

You take me to play, you believe the rumors outside, those who covet me with bad intentions, those who try to replace me, are all sending you the message that I am not worthy of you.

I scoff at it, but what? My dear, you have witnessed it with your own eyes, but you believe it, my dear, you are really a good skill, this is a skill that I can't learn.

And you still follow those people to despise me, thinking that I am a shameless person, my dear, you are ridiculous, but the most ridiculous is me. I'm even more ridiculous when I have hope for you.

You've never just pushed me into the fire, not pulled me out, and really, I'm really curious, if it weren't for the man who kept telling you that I wasn't, thought he had succeeded, and then showed me that ugly face.

Will you always believe that I am such a shameless person, and not a group of people who envy and envy me, dear, I really think that you will always believe that after all, you are so 'simple'.

You saw that scene, you were very angry, you felt that those people, even me, betrayed your trust, dear, do you know how much I hate you?

You don't know, and you won't know, that at that time, I was completely dead, isn't it just a game? Keep playing, sooner or later you will play through the customs.

I don't believe it, and when you get tired of it, will your family, your hypocritical family, still let me stay with you?

So this game, which lasted for eight years, for eight whole years, you think you love me, but more of you firmly believe that I love you, and you don't know how much your family gave me in order to appease me, to fill my hatred for you.

And how much promised I have been made, as long as you get tired of it, I can be free, get the freedom I want, these are all things you don't know.

In the past eight years, when you said that you couldn't feel my love for you, I coaxed you with kind words, but in my heart I was thinking that you yourself have never loved me, why should I love you?

More of it, it's all tired, I once thought that the day of freedom would not come, but it still came unexpectedly, and what I got was that I was more at a loss.

But it doesn't matter, dear, without you, I don't have to pretend, I can spend a lot of time adjusting myself, it doesn't matter, I can live with it.

But I can't bear to let me go when you meet that woman, when you meet your true daughter, my dear, do you know how much I hated you at that time?

It was the first time in so many years that I had been following you completely changed my face and expressed my dissatisfaction with you, but your attitude was even more dissatisfied.

Honey, you're ridiculous, because you want to play this game, I put on a mask and dress up as you like, but honey, you're still not satisfied.

Even though I've become something I don't even recognize, you're still not satisfied, and you still want my heart after meeting that woman.

It's ridiculous, it's hateful!!!

My dear, I won't let you succeed, never, even if I still can't fight against your family, I can still take your true daughter, beloved, and you to hell together.

However, your face is really quite disgusting to me, I still remember the day you met that woman, it was a rainy night, it was like fate, you met someone who would not follow you.

The woman who is all against you, she is delicate and willful, she keeps saying that everyone is equal, but she ignores the harm caused by you, and says childish, but more like flirtatious.

You called me to clean up the mess for you, and the woman felt strange about your attitude, and you didn't feel it, and even raised your head proudly at the woman, treating me as a show-off object.

That woman, when she saw me, was also shocked, which satisfied you, you see, you still don't care about me. After you and I went back, you thought about women all day long.

When I reminded you to rest, your attitude was quite bad, as if I had done something angry, but I didn't expect that when you met a woman who was more interested in you, you would care about me meaningfully.

I was a little surprised that you suddenly expressed concern when you didn't care about my feelings, and you weren't doing anything to hurt me, but more often than not, you had other plans.

You see, I know you so well that you really start asking how the woman behaved that surprised you, and you were surprised, but Crouching Tiger was surprised.

Because you are such a self-centered person, I am not surprised at all, my dear, you are such a person, hypocritical and naïve, but so sincere to the people you love.

Like your family, like the people you love.

I am the only one among them.

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