Goodbye, dear, you probably don't know, but I don't actually hate that woman, even if she didn't respect me from the beginning, but I still don't hate it.

But it's only because I haven't been seeing her for long, after all, that woman is just like you, a first-class beauty, and the beauty is terrifying.

I like beautiful things, and that's probably one of the reasons why I've been able to stay with you for so long.

Speaking of which, the first time I saw that woman, I thought that if I had the chance, I really wanted to get close to her, and it would be nice to be friends.

But I didn't expect that the woman would treat me like a thorn in the flesh, these are things you don't know, in your eyes, what that woman said is right.

And my words are all wrong, you are like a scholar in the book, as soon as you see a beauty, you lose your soul, and then think about her all day and night.

My dear, I don't really mind, it's just a little uncomfortable, and it's just a little uncomfortable because of your hypocrisy and lack of affection.

I didn't complain too much about what you did, because I knew, from beginning to end, that I didn't have that qualification, that you didn't love me and didn't care about me, and that's something I knew for a long time.

I'm just a little disappointed, but what I didn't expect was that you could be hypocritical, do you remember? Before you know how many times you met that woman, she once took you to a bubble tea shop.

This shop is something you've never been to before, and you feel new, and I want to leave, but you don't allow it, because you're used to taking me with you, and I'm used to following you.

It's terrible, but I think that if I can be ruthless, I will be able to leave you and have my own life.

In that bubble tea shop, you and she chatted very happily, so it was like a match made in heaven, and I felt very redundant there, and the superfluous was me, and you didn't notice it at the time.

Or if you perceive it, you won't say anything, because what you care about most is yourself, and when you were away for a while, the woman began to provoke me impatiently, saying specious things, but this trick was not enough.

So when you were about to come back, this woman spilled the milk tea I didn't drink much on herself, and began to look aggrieved, looking at you who came back.

This woman's trick is very naïve, but you believe it, I thought you were misled at first, and you comforted her with a serious and distressed look, obviously you have only known her for a long time.

But when I came out with an excuse, the waiter girl who was watching told me that you saw the whole process, you know that the milk tea was poured by the woman herself, but you still scolded me, regardless of the image.

Did you know, dear? At that time, I was cold, how terrible, you are such a hypocritical person, I always thought that you were simple and kind, but I never thought that you would do this.

That girl comforted me, and saw that the people I didn't know in the whole process were comforting me, but you were the only one who was scolding me for bullying that woman, it was really ridiculous, you or me, they were all ridiculous existences.

But I'm even more pathetic than you. My dear, your choice has left me speechless and I can't see through you, my dear, I had a strange premonition at the time that something like this would happen many times.

When you go back, tell me that you want to be friends with that woman, even at the cost of slandering me, and you are terrible, really.

After that, my hunch was correct, obviously every time I was alone with that woman, I would 'hurt' and 'bully' her.

And you don't ask the reason, don't ask the indiscriminate reprimand me, care about that woman, dear, I didn't explain, even though on the surface it seems that I am such a jealous person, but I still haven't explained.

Because I'm stupid, I'm actually waiting for you to come and give me a comfort, an explanation, it's terrible, I still have thoughts about you, but you didn't give me an explanation, your eyes are all that woman, all of them.

You never had me in your heart, that woman seems to be addicted to playing, and has been doing this boring act, dear, you don't have any reaction, just a cold eye.

It turns out that eight years of companionship is not as good as a person who has just known each other for a short time, isn't it? My dear, you don't know how sad I was during that time, all these years, I was wrong after all.

It's my fault that I shouldn't believe you, I shouldn't still have thoughts about you somewhere, it's all my fault, I'm wrong.

Honey, you probably don't know, I've never been weak enough to cry, and I'll fight back when I'm pressed, even if it's for you to be happy, your family has talked to me many times.

Let me endure, let me endure this almost humiliating act, it's ridiculous, what am I? Over the years, because of that agreement, because of my obedience, your family has made me your appendage, your possession, but I am not.

It never was, so one day I thought of something funny, and when the woman tried to lie to me again, I literally pushed her down the stairs with my own hands.

Since she wants everyone to think that I am a jealous and unsympathetic villain, then I am, so if you say a word to let me go, even if you scold me to get out, I have a reason.

I watched the woman flip in pain, ugly and horrible, but I only felt pleasure, because I didn't have to be entangled with you anymore, because I could leave you.

But when you are really frightened and anxious to check on that woman, why am I so sad that I want to cry?

If I hadn't met that little girl with a panda, maybe I would have really fallen in love with you, but if I did, as if it was fate, I wouldn't be in love with you.

I didn't look at the next development, because I was ready to accept the result, but to my surprise, you didn't reprimand me, you didn't scold me, but you cared about me very much.

What does this do? I don't know, no matter how real your performance is, I won't believe it, a hypocritical person like you, only that woman is the most suitable for you, and your disgusting level can really be regarded as a natural pair.

I didn't respond, I just looked at you indifferently, you seem to be sad, and you seem to be very wronged, but I just want to laugh, bully me at will, control my life, and now I am still wronged, you really make me extremely disgusted.

But I didn't say anything, just waiting for you to let me go, but you didn't, you showed a look of deep affection, it was really terrible, and disgusting.

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