"Let's go?" I said to Lin Jia, looking at this man I have loved for so many years, I instantly felt that something in my throat was choked, it was very painful, I immediately turned around and prepared to walk towards the Civil Affairs Bureau, for fear that if I was one minute late, I would give up my decision.

"Xia Fei." Lin Jia grabbed my arm hard and pulled me into his arms. I banged my head on his chest, "Shall we go back?" Shall we do it all over again? Let's not get a divorce, okay? The resonance of his voice and chest made my head buzz.

I was a little dizzy, leaned into Lin Jia's arms and didn't speak. Okay, yesterday was the last time, but why did you lean here again today, and even hope that it would take a little longer?

"Feifei, I know it may be a long time for you to accept me again, but I will wait......"

"Lin Jia, don't you understand? We can't go back. I've never believed in a moment of ghostly obsession, betrayal is a cumulative process, from the beginning when you don't expect you to have feelings for her, just like our love, we are also together after getting along day and night. ”

"Fei Fei, Fei Fei, I beg you okay? Let's go home. Lin Jia tightened his arms, and I was even a little suffocated in my arms.

I smiled and gently put my hand against his chest and slowly propped it up, "Lin Jia, you know, I haven't been very harmonious with your family in the past few years, but I'm willing to endure it, they are all your family, I love you, I want to learn to accept it, and wait for the day when we can really live like a family." But this thing is different, you make me no longer see hope, I can't see love. You keep saying that you love me, but someone comes to me and says that she is pregnant with your child, Lin Jia, teach me? How can I forgive you? ”

I touched Lin Jia's face, "Let's go, Lin Jia, we really can't go back." ”

"Feifei, wait a minute!" It turned out to be a mother!

"Mom, why are you here?"

"Lin Jia called me last night and told me everything, you go home with me first, and we'll go home and solve everything." My mother grabbed me by the arm and pulled me back.

"Mom, Lin Jia and I have already agreed that I must divorce today."

"Fei Fei, can you go home with your mother and Lin Jia first? The Civil Affairs Bureau is open every day, and it's not too late for you to come back after we talk, okay? Mom, please. When she said this, her voice trembled.

I looked at my mother, my heart was very uncomfortable, before I was depressed, my father said that my mother couldn't sleep all night, for fear that I would do something stupid again, I went to Yunnan with Lin Jia, and my mother video, my mother pretended to be very happy, in fact, every time I hung up the phone, my mother had to secretly cry, and now I caused trouble to my mother again, so that she was worried.

Because of my mother, I didn't say a word, and obediently followed my mother and Lin Jia into the car. Back at his mother's house, his father was boiling water and drinking tea on the coffee table with little cream in his arms.

He pretended not to know anything and beckoned me, you two, come and sit here with Dad, and Dad will give you a noble person. ”

"Hey." I sat down next to my father, took the little cream that I hadn't seen in his arms for a long time, and suddenly my nose was sore. "Dad, I'm not in the mood for tea."

"Just accompany Dad, you are usually so busy with work, how can you have time to drink kung fu tea, just take advantage of today, Dad will make tea for you."

"Lanya, you go cook. I had a pot of tea with the two of them. The father turned to the mother and said.

"Okay." Mother went to the kitchen.

I saw my father take advantage of the time to boil water, open the teapot and say to the two of us, "Come and smell it, is it fragrant?" This was specially brought to me by your Uncle Shi from Hainan. ”

Although I was in a bad mood, I had to take the tea caddy and smell it for my father's sake, "Well, it smells like osmanthus, but it seems that it is not only the smell of osmanthus, but I also think it smells of cream." ”

My father took out a small tea leaf with a teaspoon and put it in the palm of his hand and motioned for me to put it in his mouth.

"Chew it up and see." My father looked at me.

I chewed hard, it was so bitter, I frowned instantly, and I wanted to find a trash can and vomit. But my father said, "Chew a lot, and swallow it." ”

I endured the grievances in my heart and the bitter taste in my mouth, chewed hard, and swallowed it.

Father smiled, "Open your mouth to breathe and see." ”

Open your mouth and take a deep breath, the original bitterness is all gone, the sweetness of the cream, the aroma of osmanthus suddenly linger in your mouth, and even when you breathe, it is full of aroma.

The father asked, "Is it fragrant?" ”

I nodded.

The father opened the tea pot again and poured the tea leaves to Lin Jia to experience. At this time, when the water was boiled, my father made tea for us, and the clear and bright yellow tea soup was drunk in the mouth, slightly bitter and mixed with aroma, which made him gradually loosen his back like a fried cat.

Little Cream waved her little hands, babbling in her mouth, as if she wanted to try a bite too, I rubbed her head and signaled that she couldn't drink it. She obediently patted my face with her hand, and at that moment, I was really in a trance. The mother came out of the kitchen and carried the cream to the dining room to add food and eat complementary food.

My father burned a small stick of incense on the tea table, which is a woody incense, which smells and makes me feel like I am in a large pine forest and a sea of snow, although it is a little cold but I feel a little warm, "Drinking tea is the same as life, and only by being able to withstand this dryness can we get the fragrance full of goodness." My father looked at me meaningfully.

"Fei Fei, my mother and I definitely don't want you to be wronged at all, when Lin Jia told us yesterday, I also wanted to divorce, and I resolutely didn't live with him, my mother and I are both from the past, and we know how angry and sad it is after betrayal. Lin Jia hopes that we can persuade you not to divorce. ”

"Dad, I've thought about it......" I interrupted my father.

"Fei Fei, you are the baby in the hearts of your parents, and we will not allow anyone to abuse my baby, but my father and mother hope that you and Lin Jia will get all the problems done before divorcing, don't worry. I don't want you to regret it in the future. Just like when you tasted the tea just now, let the whole rhythm slow down, don't rush to do it, I just hope you can be cautious and don't regret it. "My father took my hand and patted the back of my hand gently.

"You can leave the two children here, and you don't have to worry about anything. Your mother and I are on leave at home, whether it's mango or little cream, with dad and mom, you just have to solve your problems and remember not to do things that you regret. Dad, I hope you think about it again. "Hearing this, I couldn't help but cry, and I threw myself into my father's arms." Dad, I'm sorry, I'm so old and I still let you and Mom worry about it. ”

"Okay, silly boy, when will you be my and your mother's child, and the sky will fall and Dad will give you a top." Dad patted me on the head.

"Lin Jia, you are too wrong this time, when you married Fei Fei, you said that you would protect her well instead of me, but now you are so protective? Today, your mother and I stopped Fei Fei to divorce you for you, but the idea is still in her hands, as long as she says divorce, we will not interfere, if you want Fei Fei to forgive, you have to work hard to fight for it. Next time, if Fei Fei still decides to separate from you, your mother and I won't stop you again. ”

Lin Jia nodded and did not speak.

"Let's eat first, and then we'll talk about anything after we finish eating." My father patted me on the back and said.

I wiped away my tears, and you hugged the little cream in the restaurant and got ready to sleep. Looking at this sweet and soft lovely child in my arms, my heart trembled. I can't cry, I can't shed tears in front of Little Cream, I pursed my lips and pulled out a forced smile at Little Cream. Little Cream seemed to sense my reluctance and gently touched the corners of my mouth with her little hand.

At this moment, I couldn't control it anymore, stuffed the child to my mother, rushed to the bathroom, and cried solidly. This is my home, a place where I can heal my wounds, and whenever I come back covered in scars, I can be soothed.