Arrived at the restaurant earlier than the agreed time, and to be honest, I wasn't ready to meet. The reason I said I wanted to meet that person was because I didn't want him to harass my parents.

The restaurant is in the commercial street, and it is very lively, and the young people in front of the door have happy smiles on their faces. Looking at their happy faces, I was very envious.

"Fei Fei, are you here?" Xie Yongjiang was standing in front of me, and at this moment, I was extremely disgusted in my heart, and I even wanted to vomit.

I frowned and said, "Let's go in." ”

"Hey, okay."

After sitting down and ordering food, Xie Yongjiang kept staring at me. "What do you see me doing?" I asked coldly, still frowning.

"It's really grown up, I remember you were still a three-year-old child, probably this tall."

"Yes, the age you remember me is the age you remembered when you left me." I smiled contemptuously, I didn't care about his family card at all.

"I'm really sorry for your mother and you all these years, and I want to come back to make amends to you now, I really regret it."

"Don't, you will never appear, we will never get along with each other, which is the greatest respect and gift for the two of us." I immediately interrupted him, not wanting to hear such disgusting words.

"Feifei, you know what? When I was young, I felt that I still had many opportunities and possibilities, so I didn't think that my family and children were important. But it will be understood as it matures. ”

"Mature? You're almost 60 years old now, and you're talking to me about maturity? There are many possibilities for being young? These countless possibilities are that after you get married, you don't care about your family and get mixed with other women? "I didn't want to reminisce with him, but he wanted to mention to me such an unbearable memory of him, so I had to reminisce with him.

"My mother said that the first time I had a fever was when I was one year old, it was snowing heavily and she held me alone, walked from home to the maternity hospital to treat me, I was wrapped in a cloak and wore cotton clothes, my mother was 160 tall, and she walked from home to the maternity hospital, you know how far this is I don't know? Now it takes at least 20 minutes to walk from the old house to the maternity hospital, not to mention that 28 years ago it was a dirt road, and it was impassable and snowing heavily. I just want to ask you where you were then. "I beckoned the waiter to serve me a cup of hot water.

"When I was three years old, my uncle saw you driving a woman holding your arm, and you told me, who was that woman?" He looked at me and didn't seem to expect me to say these words.

"I ......"

"You shut up for me, listen to me now, you divorced my mother when I was three years old, I ask you now, how much is my child support a month, and you have given me a few times."

Xie Yongjiang didn't know what to say, he was a little embarrassed, opened his mouth and closed it again.

"When I was a child, my mother supported me alone, and in order to earn more money, I could only use my off-duty time to sell popcorn in the park, and work overtime as a worker in the unit to pick up a sledgehammer, let me ask you, where were you at that time?"

"You embezzled public funds and ran away with the woman with the money, I ask you now, did you think about your children at the time?"

"Fei Fei, don't say it."

"Don't say it, why don't you say it? You run back now and say that you miss me, which sentence is not nonsense, not to compensate me, I will tell you now, I need money now, how much can you take out? ”

"I, I, I" Xie Yongjiang stammered slightly.

"You stammer, you're not a man at all, you want to recognize me, but now no one is giving you a pension, right? I'm telling you, yes, I'll never recognize you, don't come to my house again, no matter how you got my mother's home address and phone number, please tell that troublesome fool, let me know, I can't kill them. And you, come to my mom one more time, and I'll break your legs. Die where you love to die, don't come out like a fly and disgust people. ”

With that, I took the money out of my wallet and slapped it on the table. "You eat slowly by yourself, I'll go first, I feel disgusted to people like you."

Leaving from the small hall, tears couldn't stop flowing, not because of breaking off relations with Xie Yongjiang, but because I thought that my mother had worked too hard with me alone for so many years. If it weren't for him, I might not have been affected by my family of origin, and I would not have had a sense of security.

I blame him for everything I've been through, and if it weren't for the sins he did so many years ago, I wouldn't be in such a miserable situation now.

Thinking of this, I instantly felt that I couldn't control myself again, my angry hands began to tremble, I forced myself to be quiet, I hoped that I could be calm, calm, I kept saying to myself in my head "Xia Fei, take a deep breath, don't be in a hurry, don't lose your temper, Xia Fei, you have to be calm." ”

I stood on the side of the road gasping for breath, I felt like I had run a five-kilometer cross-country race, I clenched my fists and tried to calm myself down, but I didn't do it, but let the anger in my heart get higher and higher, I turned around and ran back to the small restaurant, Xie Yongjiang stood up in surprise when he saw me coming back, some surprise, "Feifei, why are you back?" ”

I stepped forward and grabbed him by the collar, "Damn, you go to die, why don't you die?" Who the hell are you going to disgust when you run out? ”

After saying this, I smashed the water cup on the table hard, and picked up the pieces to pierce the carotid artery in Xie Yongjiang's neck.

I thought I was finally going to put an end to this crime, but I was stopped by the attendant at this crucial second, and about five minutes later I got into the police car to the police station.

I didn't say a word in the police station, not scared, but I kept shaking, I only hated that I didn't do such a move 20 years ago, I only hated that I couldn't end his life all at once.

After a while, I saw my dad running quickly, and when I saw my father, I suddenly felt inexplicably sad, my nose was sore, and I hugged my father and cried bitterly, "Dad, I'm sorry, I couldn't avenge my mother, I'm sorry, Dad." ”

My father patted my head lightly and said, "It's okay, it's okay, it's all over, I'm not afraid of Dad, I'm here, I'm here." ”

I wiped the tears from my face and said to my dad, "It's just one second, and one second I'll be able to let him see Hades, damn it." "I was swearing, and I didn't come out of my resentment just now because it was my father standing in front of me or because it was the police station.

The policeman said, "Please be careful when you speak, this is the police station." Think about whether you're doing the right thing. ”

"I'm not wrong, I have to pull him even if I die, you are not me, you don't know how I lived when I was a child, you are not me, you don't know how my mother lived, you should shut up." I trembled, and suddenly wanted to laugh, and laughed uncontrollably, "Hahaha, please tell Xie Yongjiang, as long as he dares to destroy our family, I will definitely let him not get out alive." Hahahaha"

"Sit down, please be quiet," the policeman said to me, a little angrily.

"Okay, be quiet, I'll be quiet, I'll be quiet now" I pulled the scalpel blade out of my bag and slashed it towards my arm, for me, maybe only physical pain can relieve mental restraint.

"Do you see beauty?" I said to the police, "You don't want me to be quiet?" "Before I could finish my sentence, I was pressed on the table by the police.

I was then taken to a room and watched by the policewoman.

Then, I don't know how long later, the door of the room was opened, and my father stood in the doorway, and said to me in a slightly low voice, "Feifei, let's go home." ”