I forced the door shut, because it was very windy, and standing in an empty neighborhood, to be honest, I didn't know where to go. I'm a lonely person, I don't have many friends, I don't have a place to go, I don't have a place to shelter me from and take refuge.

I pursed my lips, tightened my neck and left the neighborhood without looking back.

In the closed door, Lin Jia sat motionless on the sofa with his head in his hands. He knew I would be angry and react violently, but he didn't expect that I would just leave him at home and run out. I've never run all over the world because of a quarrel, which makes people feel uneasy. But because I was diagnosed with depression before, Lin Jia was a little scared, afraid that one day I would receive a call from the hospital or the police station, and that I would be lying quietly in the freezer when I saw me again one day.

Thinking of this, Lin Jia didn't care about the mess in the house, so he ran out of the door in his slippers, and even kicked the fragments of the vase in the house farther because he ran too quickly, and he didn't even have time to lock the door, for fear that he wouldn't be able to catch up with me.

There are three exits in the community, and Lin Jia stands in the central garden of the community and looks around. He took out his mobile phone and dialed the familiar phone number, but there was a cold girl on the other end of the phone, "I'm sorry, the user you are calling has been turned off." ”

Lin Jia clutched the phone and hurriedly ran to the gate. I looked around as I ran, for fear of missing everyone on the street who looked like me. Unconsciously, Lin Jia ran to his mother's community, and the security guard at the gate of the community greeted Lin Jia, "Doctor Lin, I haven't seen you for a long time." ”

"Uncle Li, did you see Fei Fei coming?" Lin Jia stopped and asked the security guard.

"Hmm...... Just now I went to deliver a ladder to the newly moved residents of Unit 2, and I left for about ten minutes, I didn't have it when I was on duty, what time did Fei Fei come back......" Uncle Li replied scratching his head.

"It's okay uncle, I'll go first, I'm in a hurry to find Fei Fei." Lin Jia hurriedly ran to his mother's house.

At this moment, I was sitting alone in a daze at the green belt at the entrance of the community, because there were several tall and thick plane trees planted in the green belt, so Lin Jia didn't see me curled up in a small group when he looked out from the sidewalk.

I patted the dirt off my body, got up and started to walk.

Lin Jia went upstairs and found that the safety of the door lock had not been opened, proving that I had not returned to my mother's house, so Lin Jia hurriedly called my mother, and as soon as the phone was connected, Lin Jia asked anxiously, "Mom, did Fei Fei call you?" ”

"Called, the two of us talked on the phone in the morning, what's wrong?"

"Didn't call you just now?" Lin Jia asked at a slower pace.

"Nope." The mother replied, "What's wrong, what's wrong with Lin Jia." ”

"It's okay, Mom, I just called Fei Fei, the phone is turned off, I want to see if she has contacted you, she hasn't contacted me, I want to see if she is off work."

"Oh, that's it, that Feifei didn't call me just now, you call the hospital and ask."

"Hey, okay mom, it's estimated that the phone is out of power and can't be charged, okay, I'll call them now and ask, by the way, Mom, why don't you pick up the child for me later?" My mom came home with the cream, and I need to go out later. ”

"Yes, no problem, I'm just going to get off work, I'll pick it up, your mother went back with the little cream? Does Fei Fei know? ”

"Yes, I told Fei Fei."

"That's right, that's okay, I'll pick it up later, Lin Jia, you remember, you ...... Fei Fei" Before the mother finished speaking, Lin Jia said, "Mom, I'm in a bit of a hurry now, I won't tell you yet, I'll call you later" After speaking, he ran and hung up the phone.

Out of the door of his mother's community, Lin Jia quickly turned back to the underground garage, Lin Jia drove out to find me again, this time he sat in the car, drove very slowly, with double flashing lights, and drove forward slowly.

Along the way, Lin Jia called Jingxin and a few colleagues who could usually talk to our department, and everyone said that they didn't see me again after work.

Lin Jia parked the car next to the park, lying on the steering wheel in some frustration, he didn't understand, why I reacted so much to send the child away, obviously taking care of the child is to help me reduce the burden, what do I have to be angry about.

I didn't take the road that leads to the hospital on weekdays, I originally planned to go to Vivian, but then I felt that it was too troublesome for Vivian, I opened the phone book and wanted to call Jingxin, but I didn't know what she was doing at the moment, so I didn't call. Thinking about it, I didn't know where to go, so I followed the road at the entrance of the community, and wandered aimlessly in the direction of the hospital.

Along the way, I felt a little sad in my heart: "Why did you send the child away without my consent?" Isn't my opinion important? If my mind can kill people at this moment, then my sister-in-law, oh, Bu Linjia's sister-in-law should have died tens of thousands of times. ”

I kicked discarded cans on the road with my feet and wandered around like a child.

Lin Jia lifted his head from the steering wheel, stepped on the accelerator, and the car drove quickly in the direction of the hospital, but he did not go to the hospital, but went to Vivian's bar.

After about ten minutes or so, the sound of slamming the door at the door of the bar had to make Vivien yawn and speed up from the second floor to the first floor. Vivian held a cigarette, squinted her eyes, and muttered, "Who is not afraid of death, this point has shocked the old lady, but is it okay at four o'clock in the afternoon." Vivien had long hair draped over her shoulders and an eye patch on her head.

Slammed the door open, "Who is not afraid of death dares to disturb me while the old lady is sleeping!" ”

Seeing Lin Jia standing at the door, wearing a coat and slippers, Vivian frowned and asked, "What's wrong with this?" ”

"Then I want to ask, is Xia Fei here?"

"Nope." Vivien said vaguely as she took a cigarette in her mouth.

"That'...... Sorry to interrupt. Lin Jia turned around and prepared to leave.

"What's wrong? Something is wrong. Vivien asked, leaning her hands on the door.

Lin Jia stopped and said, "I had a little argument with Xia Fei, and now I can't find her." ”

"Disputes? Is this time because you're having an extramarital affair? Or what's wrong with you? Vivien said politely.

Lin Jia ignored Vivien and turned to leave. "Well, you wait, this is the phone number from our bar, you leave me a phone number of yours, if she comes, I'll call you." Vivien picked up a piece of paper from the bar and wrote it to Lin Jia, and took down Lin Jia's phone number by the way.

"Find her and apologize seriously, she is really bitter." Vivien sighed. After that, he closed the door, lit a cigarette and went upstairs, and while walking, he said to himself, "If you want to be inviolable, the only way is to swing a sword and cut the root of love." He smiled softly, stood on the second floor and watched Lin Jia drive away quickly, then took a puff of cigarette and lay on the bed again.

Lin Jia kept calling me, and a mechanical female voice kept coming from the phone, Lin Jia even angrily threw the phone on the co-pilot's seat, and kept saying in his mouth, "Xia Fei, don't have an accident, don't have an accident." ”

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