Chapter 333: Heart-to-heart
Faced with such a scene, Tao Yao could no longer keep his calm.
The past is vivid.
Not long ago, she and Chu Fangnan trusted each other wholeheartedly, and they made such a design together, and together they sent this design to that small but delicate silverware shop.
Waiting for this piece of the two people's joint effort, it finally solidified into crystals.
We yearn for a better life in the future when we can wear this pair of rings together and enter the marriage hall.
But why is this ring here in Tang Ziye now? Could it be that Tang Ziye was really the craftsman of that small silverware shop?
"I did it." Tang Ziye nodded, with a hint of bitterness in his expression, "I didn't want you to know, if it weren't for these things, you would have received this pair of rings that have been polished perfectly today next week." ”
"I think if I can't be involved in the rest of your life, at least I hope to be able to accompany you on the day of your wedding."
"Even if I can't stand next to you and become the groom's candidate, there is no way to sit in the audience and watch your wedding with any emotion, but I hope that I can have something that represents myself, something that has poured my heart and soul into me, by your side, to accompany you through the most important moment of your life."
"I know you may be very curious about what happened between us, but I owe you too much for the previous things, and if I say it, I am afraid that you will leave me, so I was very conflicted at the time."
"I wanted to never appear in front of you again in this life and this life, but I really couldn't hold back my heart to get close to you, so I told the owner of the silverware shop that I would do the commission this time."
"That silverware shop was originally an industry under my name, and it was an extra attempt I made when I wanted to develop a design industry, and I wanted to see what kind of artwork would be created if I left it to the customer to design it completely by myself, without hiring a professional designer."
"I also learned the art of making silverware out of interest, but I never imagined that this would one day have such an effect."
"But I am sincerely grateful to myself back then, opening such a small silverware shop, although it is very inconspicuous, but in the dark it is entangled with my fate and yours."
"I thought that even if you never get your memories back, even if you never see me again for the rest of your life, I can be by your side with this pair of rings."
"I don't mind another ring being in another man's hand, I'm just afraid that there is no way to leave any trace in your life in this life."
"So even though my heart was twisted when I looked at this design, I made them in earnest."
"I didn't want to tell you again, but today we meet again because of this change, whether you will find your memories in the future, or whether you will be willing to be involved with me again after you recover your memories, I still decide to give you this pair of rings."
"Because they are, your stuff."
"As for how you want to deal with them in the future, that's all your business, how to solve the situation between you and Chu Fangnan, it's not convenient for me to interfere, and I can't predict how the matter between you and me will develop."
"But at this moment, this minute and second, this pair of rings should belong to you, because it embodies the love of two men for you."
Its design belongs to Chu Fangnan and you, and belongs to the good memories that the two of you once had.
And its production only belongs to me, to my distant hope and expectation for you.
Anyway, it was very rare for Tang Ziye to be able to say so many words, Tao Yao looked at this pair of rings in shock, and felt that he didn't know what attitude to use to face this matter.
Tao Yao stretched out his hand tremblingly, picked up the two rings from the brocade box, and rubbed them on his hand.
The surface of the ring, although the carving is not so meticulous, as Tang Ziye said, may need a whole week to polish it before it can be carved perfectly.
But looking at it now, although the details of the ring are not very exquisite, the whole is very complete, and there is no difference from the pattern designed by Tao Yao and Chu Fangnan.
Not only that, the surface of the ring is also polished very smooth, and the tentacles have a warm and smooth texture.
Tao Yao held this pair of rings in his hand, and he could imagine what kind of mood and meticulousness Tang Ziye had at the beginning, carving this pair of rings seriously.
He might have done this alone in his room at night with a small lamp, after all, there was no way for anyone to see that a person as high as him was condescending to do such a small thing.
He also had no way to explain to his subordinates why he could have summoned any top designer, or any top craftsman, to make jewelry that was more exquisite, more perfect, and more luxurious.
But Tang Ziye was still alone, carefully holding tools and silver blanks, and in one sleepless night after another, he carved the details bit by bit, polishing the surface bit by bit.
How many times does it take to polish the surface so smooth?
How many times did I sigh to hold this ring in my hand, and I couldn't help but feel sad in my heart?
Tao Yao couldn't speak, he only felt that a huge sadness enveloped him, no matter in which way, the sad mood lingered.
Tao Yao really wanted to say to Tang Ziye, I want to get back my previous memories with you, but he didn't dare, because he had already seen Tang Ziye's fear.
Tang Ziye kept saying that he didn't want to hide it, but he didn't dare to say what happened before, you can imagine how terrible things happened between the two of them before, so that Tang Ziye, who is so fearless, unruly, always in a high place, overlooking all living beings, said the word fear.
Tao Yao didn't dare to believe that after knowing his previous memories, he would still get along with Chu Fangnan as peacefully and politely as he did now.
Although maybe if you want the two of them to come together, you have to restore your previous memories, but in comparison, Tao Yao feels that it is very rare for two people to get along so calmly, like friends.
If you know the memories of the past, but the two of them have parted ways since then, it may be an even more cruel thing.
The memory of the past is indeed an indispensable thing, and Tao Yao really wants to complete his life and retrieve his previous memories.
But perhaps this was the first time, Tao Yao felt hesitant and hesitant when he thought about his previous memories.
In the past, Tao Yao always felt that he had regained his previous memories, and maybe his life would not be any different, but now the facts have told Tao Yao that the previous memories will change, maybe not just one or two small things.
The people involved in the previous memories may be everyone Tao Yao knows now, whether it is Tang Ziye or Chu Fangnan Chu Qingyin, they may all disappear from Tao Yao's life as the previous memories are retrieved.
Because Tao Yao knows that he is a person who can't accept concealment and deception, if he gets back his previous memories, maybe he has to face these facts that have deceived him, then now he may be able to get by with the past, and stop thinking about these serious issues for the time being.
Maybe this is the so-called escape, Tao Yao thought.
Escaping really can't do anything, it doesn't change the thing itself, and it doesn't solve the problem.
But when you want to forget about these complicated and annoying things for a while, escaping is definitely the most useful means.
Tao Yao took a deep breath, closed the two brocade boxes, and then solemnly handed the wide male ring to Tang Ziye.
"I hope you can give this ring to Chu Fangnan according to our previous process, is that okay? Tao Yao asked cautiously and carefully. ”
"Yes." Tang Ziye nodded, despite the bitterness in his expression, it was still so obvious that it lingered, this is what our shop should do, I just want you to see how the two of them look together.
"Well," Tao Yao nodded, "I really don't want to see Chu Fangnan again." ”
"Do you hate him? Or is it just trying to escape? Tang Ziye took the two brocade boxes and asked Tao Yao this question.
"I don't know......" Tao Yao shook his head a little confused, "I don't hate Chu Fangnan, but of course I won't be grateful to him, and I don't intend to forgive him for the things he did before." ”
"I don't like to deceive, and I don't like to hide, no matter how good he was to me before, but as long as I know that all this is based on a false foundation, then these things that are good for me will suddenly become boring."
"I don't want my life to be boring like this, I want every moment of freshness and pain to be real, laughter and tears, and if these things are false, then what if there is illusory happiness?"
"People who live in dreams forever can't capture reality......" Tao Yao thought for a long time before finally raising his head and plucking up the courage to say to Tang Ziye, "I'm the same as you." ”
"I have to admit that I don't hate you. It can even be said that although the time I have spent with you has not been with me for a long time, it does make me feel at ease. ”
"But when I see you, my feelings get complicated. There is always an emotion that is sad and sad, regret and anger, maybe both. ”