At the end of the eighth grade and the beginning of the ninth grade, I met a female Chinese teacher with a peaceful personality, and she had a daughter who was in elementary school. During self-study classes, the female teacher would occasionally bring her daughter to the classroom and study with us.

It's a good feeling, and we can often see the little girl smiling sweetly and speaking rigorously and lively.

In the third year of junior high school, the teacher who taught mathematics was changed to my favorite teacher, Zhao Guobao. Then, I enjoyed both Chinese and mathematics and literature, and I also liked ideological character and politics.

Although I have already explained that I am naturally different from other children, many people may not pay attention to it when they look at it, or misunderstand what I mean. It may leave everyone with a label of "smart". It is necessary to emphasize here again that I am different.

I am a left-handed man with a well-developed right brain; It's a girl, but the left brain speech function is not developed. After such a peculiar brain has been educated by a combination of Chinese and Western, the learning and memory of the left brain is placed in the left brain, and the learning and memory of the right brain is placed in the right brain. There is no effective connection, and I am just remembering what is happening, not understanding, so as to achieve a left-brain and right-brain balance.

In fact, before I went to school, I don't remember how old I was, once when I was digging the roots of wild strawberries in Qinglongling with my eldest sister, I was accidentally injured by my eldest sister with a hoe.

Then, I made a bold guess: the memory black hole is related to the corpus callosum of the human brain. Unraveling the secrets of the corpus callosum is like expanding the storage space of the brain, so that people's learning and memory can break through the memory black hole. This kind of breakthrough is about 4 times enough. As for how to break through, this is difficult to explain clearly in one or two sentences.

So, the reason why I won't talk about it is that I don't understand the logic at all, but I remember the mess.

Language is recorded by speech (i.e., speech), and in ancient times, it was a symbol that was recorded by the respected witch spirits of the tribe, observing all things and celestial phenomena day and night, so as to facilitate the survival of the tribe according to the celestial phenomena and record the symbols, which were used to determine the direction of food. And the Mongolian nomads still retain to obey the will of heaven to graze is a truth.

When I was in junior high school, my subconscious mind went through two confusions, and I was not good at words.

Literature was compiled by ancient officials based on records, and I don't know what it should be called in ancient times. But that's not the point, the point is that this ability to record celestial phenomena and observe the dynamics of all things is genetically inherited, called perception. Literature is born when the author records his or her powerful sensibility, which the author is often unaware of, or who puts on an attractive cloak of this ability.

At that time, I had a dismal impression of what was happening in history because of my chubby body, and I didn't like history teachers and history classes with red-framed eyes. On the contrary, because the teacher of the ideological character and politics class is a serious and responsible person who is good at learning and teaching, and is the same size as me, I like the class taught by the ideological character and politics teacher.

My preference also has a certain relationship with body type, just like I don't understand why girls of that age are popular to pursue 4A paper waists, obviously I feel that the dry bone feeling is not as good as the warm feeling of chubby.

At first, my history teacher barely gave lectures, and only let us read the textbooks on our own. She said: "If there is anything to be said in history, it just happened like that, just remember it." "So, when she usually goes to class, she sits quietly on the desk of the podium.

Until one day, her indifferent behavior made the experimental ducks who were waiting to be fed spiritual food a little dizzy, and silently began to discuss in private: "How can this be, isn't this herding sheep?" Treat us like experimental ducks......."

Sometimes, when I was in history class, I couldn't help but want to read it aloud, and she would come to me and tell me kindly: "You can't remember it like this, so you can remember it better by reading it silently." ”

Then, privately, we would tell the class teacher, and she would start to make some changes, asking us to read quietly and silently for 30 minutes, and then spend 15 minutes reading the textbook to us.

Although I was also angry in my heart, what she said also made sense. When I read aloud, I can only be heard, and my brain doesn't know what I'm reading, and I can't remember it. Fortunately, this did not affect our ninth grade entrance exam, because we caught up with compulsory education, and compulsory education does not require rote memorization except for mathematics, physics and chemistry plus Chinese.

The teacher of the ideological character and politics class is a female teacher, the appearance of the whole look, in line with the aesthetic sense of men in the ancient Tang Dynasty, just wearing a modern windbreaker, as if wrapped in a quilt, but the smile is also full of expression, eye-catching.

Her teaching is in line with her kind, responsible, childlike and delicate mind, and she is good at asking questions. Before each lecture, she would ask us to lay out the questions for a chapter, and then she would take us through the questions that were asked, and those questions covered everything she had said. In the end, she left 15 minutes for her classmates to remember. Occasional spot checks in the next section.

I learned this method of memorization, and I can usually memorize all the knowledge points in a 45-minute class. Subconsciously, I forgot about history and preferred ideology, morality and politics. But I didn't realize it was the beginning of an epoch in my subconscious.

In addition, when we were in the third year of junior high school, we had another chemistry class. The chemistry teacher is also a female teacher who is particularly serious about teaching, but yes, when I was in the first year of junior high school, because I envied the Chinese teacher, I could be admitted to university at the age of fourteen, and I was attracted by the concept of genius. Because the eighth grade suffered from memory confusion, he was also thrown into the memory black hole.

Memory is an amazing process, and I tend to focus more on the beginning and the end of the process. And forget the long logical relationship in between. For example, in the third year of junior high school, the ideological and political teacher gave an example of logical relationships. That is, from white to black, and from black to white, it has to go through a long process of white turning gray, gray turning black, black turning gray, and gray turning white.

All the beginnings and endings are remembered as if they were white in memory, and the gray gray in the middle turns black and gray into gray and gray is a logical relationship.

When I was introduced to chemistry again in my third year of junior high school, at first I just thought that I had taught myself and did not want to take it seriously, so I daydreamed in chemistry class. Such daydreams may be subconsciously going on all along, but they are not consciously aware of them.

Until one day, my chemistry teacher told a strange anecdote about the history of chemistry, about the order of the periodic table, the Russian chemist and physicist Dmitry Ivanovich Mendeleev dreamed of it, Kekule dreamed of the benzene ring structure, and Kekule said, "We should be dreaming...... Then we can discover the truth...... But before checking with a clear mind, they will declare that our dreams. “

This inspired me to daydream more. But because of these efforts and actions that do not require will, it is even more difficult for me to speak.

In this way, the subconscious mind begins with chemistry class, and after a long time, the conscious mind will not be aware of the crankiness, but will say, "How do you seem to have seen this, there is a person talking in the head......" and other abnormal thoughts, which are referred to as daydreams.

In the end, I discovered a process of remembering enthalpy change, enthalpy change is to stop the brain from being confused, the enthalpy change increases, the brain has only one thought, the enthalpy change decreases, the brain will follow the enthalpy change (will) effort, more and more thoughts, until the brain is confused, and there is no clue.

Even if a person's will is very hard, it is difficult to have results, hard work or exercise, can play a very good role, can suppress this chaos, and then the brain enters the memory black hole, can't think of anything, or just can't extract it.