It was almost 10 p.m. after the meeting.

Brother Hang said that after the meeting ended, I immediately got up to pack my things, but Xu Siyang was stopped by Brother Hang and got up to discuss matters on the podium.

I casually raised my head and glanced at Xu Siyang, just in time to catch a glimpse of Xu Siyang taking the information from Brother Hang's hand, and seeing the bracelet on his hand, I couldn't help but be stunned when I put away the books.

When did he change that bracelet to the titanium one?

I was very puzzled in my heart, thinking of what Peng Meixin said crazy that day, my heart tightened.

Is it really because of this? I held the book nervously, feeling uneasy: was it during my illness that Xu Siyang was also attacked, was it more ugly than Peng Meixin's words, so Xu Siyang had to change this bracelet?

If it's true...... As soon as I thought that if it was true, half of my whole strength was drained, and even the cross-body backpack with Jiang Yueze was hooked to the ground by me, and the contents of the backpack fell out scattered, making a small sound.

I hurriedly came back to my senses, turned my head to look at Xu Siyang, who was discussing things, and found that he didn't look at it, so I squatted down and hurriedly cleaned up.

I picked up the books one by one, knee pads, wrist pads, and tissues stacked together, and when I put them in my backpack, I revealed a small iron box that had been thrown open.

I immediately recognized that it was the last time, Xing Sisi asked me to give Xu Siyang an apology gift.

I looked at the small dark blue iron box, revealing a little bit of bright yellow precision forging cloth inside, and the idol of the people at the tip of the iceberg, and suddenly I vaguely guessed something.

My heart was beating hard, and an intuition was growing stronger in my head, and there was even the truth coming out.

It was as if as soon as I reached out and looked at the contents, it was like opening Pandora's box, and the consequences were unimaginable.

I hesitated to stretch out my hand, my breathing became unsteady, and there seemed to be a fight between two villains in my head, as if they were arguing about whether to look at the contents or not.

If one person says he won't look at it, if he does, it's called snooping on other people's privacy. A person who wants to see it, because I now know what is inside, if I am not sure, I will be restless and not say, and I will miss the truth.

One person disagrees: if you don't look at it, you can treat it as if you don't know what to do, which is good for everyone.

The other scoffed: you are already staring into the abyss, and even if you don't look, you will one day, you will be disturbed by it again.

The two sides were tugging at each other, and in the end, curiosity gradually overcame reason, and the outstretched hand became the driving force behind the unveil of truth.

I slowly picked up the box and opened it nervously, and the secrets in the box appeared in front of me in its entirety.

Lying in the box is a Q version of the girl doll, with thick black hair tied up high, but still smooth to the waist, eyes are big and round almond eyes, clear and watery, but the eyebrows are slightly raised, with a unique heroic spirit, which makes the whole person's temperament deviate a lot in the direction of cold and indifferent.

The nose is small, the bridge of the nose is not very high, but it is delicate enough, with slightly pursed red lips and bright red lipstick, it shows this girl's domineering and confident, flamboyant and cold.

And the stroke of genius should be that this girl is wearing a red background and black border uniform, looking lazy but not caring about holding a basketball, and the whole person has added a layer of arrogance to me.

I looked at this delicately detailed, vividly depicted and lifelike doll, and my heart seemed to have caused a storm, and the whole person fell into unbelievable surprise.

It's not, isn't it me? I covered my mouth in surprise, still not wanting to believe it, even if it was the Q version, I recognized at a glance that this girl wearing the No. 30 jersey was me.

The eyes, the eyebrows, the nose, the mouth, even the hair, lipstick, and even the bracers are all carved out of a mold on the day of the match with Jiang Yueze.

My heart felt like a bottomless pit, and I couldn't stop falling down, and my brain was in chaos, and I couldn't figure it out.

Why? Why did Xing Sisi give such an apology gift? Why did you send Xu Siyang my Q version of the idol? And Xu Siyang didn't refuse, and he still carried it in his backpack all day long? Is there something between them that is hiding from me?

People's hearts are all-encompassing, and together with Xu Siyang's suspicions, my heart irrepressibly began to speculate maliciously. The last time I celebrated his lunar birthday, I found that I was very similar to Senior Sister Wang Min, and I couldn't help but ignore it.

The roar in my head was all over the place, and I couldn't help but remember the scene of the first time we met.

At that time, when he saw my expression, he was surprised and surprised; With disbelief, but also with meaning. These emotions are clearly not what they should have when they meet for the first time.

But if he saw someone who looked like Senior Sister Wang Min, then ......

No, it won't. I hurriedly closed the box, dispelled this thought, stuffed my hands and feet into his bag in a panic, and comforted my messy heart vigorously: No, Xu Siyang won't.

He is good to me, and he is good for a true friend. I can't ignore that.

I can't even speculate about him like this because of a little doll, I can feel his true feelings for me, and there is no trace of calculation and unbearability in it.

I closed my eyes and suppressed all the careful thoughts in my heart, and when I opened my eyes again, I had regained my clarity.

I packed up Xu Siyang's things and put them back in my backpack, glanced at Xu Siyang, who was seriously discussing with Brother Hang, put on my shoulder bag and left. Please net

On the way back to the dormitory, I only felt that the road was very long, and the wind at night was very cold, as if it was about to penetrate into my bones.

There are many voices around, there are students from the roller skating club laughing back and forth, there are also students from the skateboarding club laughing and laughing, and students from the Circle Club riding mountain bikes whistling past, but these have nothing to do with me, only the unstoppable whirring wind in my heart.

That's when my phone rang. I opened the interface and found that Xu Siyang's message had been sent, and he seemed to be very dissatisfied with my move of leaving first without saying hello: Don't say a word when you go? Afraid that I'll blackmail you for milk tea or what?

I paused in my footsteps, stood under the street lamp, and watched my shadow stretched thin and long, lonely and gloomy.

I was at a loss in my heart, holding my phone and standing there stunned.

The phone kept vibrating, and it took me a long time to come back to my senses, and looking at the message that came from the phone, I pressed down the discomfort in my heart again.

I breathed a sigh of relief, kept my light tone and replied: Hehe, of course I'm because of my beauty, I can't care about anything else.

He didn't notice anything wrong at all, and was very indignant: I know, get out, get out, look at you.

I replied with a [small retirement] meme, and didn't say anything more.

I put away my phone, looked at the way back to the dormitory, and turned around to go towards the roof of the laboratory building.

I carried two cans of beer, shredded squid and fried chicken nuggets to the rooftop, sat on a wicker chair, pulled the ring with a snap, and poured most of the beer down.

The sake entered my throat, with a cold bitter taste, and slowly went down to my stomach, which made my whole brain much clearer, but my body couldn't stop chilling.

I looked at the neon lights in the distance, and it was already dark night, but the campus was still boiling, and it was like a city that never sleeps.

I unconsciously poured the wine, and before I knew it, when I put the can to my mouth again, I found that the can was already empty.

I threw away the empty one in my hand, opened a new can, and continued to pour most of the cans with a bang, only to feel that the unhappiness in my heart was tightly suppressed.

I continued to stare at one place, and the night wind blew, and I felt my cheeks cold, and when I realized that I had touched it casually, I found that I had cried at some point.

This realization startled me, I was a little confused, a little surprised, touched my face, and was quietly confused for a few seconds, and then I noticed that more tears were falling.

I felt so flustered that I quickly wiped my tears with both hands and on the ground, only to find that the more I wiped them, the more I wiped them.

I was stunned again, feeling that the tears were more like not wanting money, I blinked, and simply let the tears burst and did not move again.

What are you crying about? I was very confused in my heart, and I also asked myself in melancholy: Is it because of grievances? Or is it because of sadness, or because of disappointment?

After asking myself, I found that I couldn't answer, but the tears were increasing.

"Jin...... Yu? ”

Just when I was sad, a familiar voice sounded behind me, I quickly wiped my face, turned my head to look over, and found that it was Xing Sisi.

"It's really you." Xing Sisi also carried two cans of beer, and slowly approached me, with a little joke in his tone: "It seems that you really found a good place to hide here for recreation when I brought you here that time." ”

I forced out a laugh and replied, "Aren't you the same?" Is two cans enough for you? ”

"Enough, enough!" As she spoke, she sat down in front of me and opened the beer: "If I drink too much and get drunk, no one will carry me back." ”

I listened to her brisk words, and she didn't shy away from ridiculing the past, and I must have really let it go, and I couldn't help but feel a little relieved and quipped: "What? If Wuli Chongwen Dancer is willing, she can't find someone who is willing to warm nephrite into her arms? ”

She grunted and poured beer, listening to me joke like this, she almost sprayed the beer in her mouth on my face, and her expression was full of disgust: "You broken mouth, I really owe you in my last life, and I was squeezed by you like this." ”

This time, I really smiled a little, and said, "Oh, just kidding, don't take it seriously." ”

She shook her head, continued to drink, and sighed comfortably before she remembered to ask me, "Why did you come up alone?" You've just recovered from a serious illness, and the minister will let you blow the wind here? ”

My expression flashed, and I returned to my leisure, shrugging my shoulders without shying away: "So I came up secretly, and I want him to know, but I can pay it back." ”

She shook her head helplessly, as if she remembered something: "Is that a bad mood?" Because of the competition? ”

"It's not." I honestly denied it, but I didn't tell the truth: "I fell behind a lot of homework, and I was a little stressed, so I came up to relax." What about you? ”

"Ditto." She rubbed her eyebrows helplessly: "It's really not easy to go abroad, although my English is not bad, but I have to listen every day, and I find that I am still a rookie who can't understand anything." ”

I listened, smiled at her, and clinked glasses.