Chen Yingjie's meaning, I probably understand. If it had been before, I wouldn't have understood anything. But now, I understand.

"Thank you, Yingjie."

"I see, little dragon. In fact, it has been my habit to accompany you over the years. Now that you're leaving, the closer the time gets, the more scared I get. I'm not just scared of not seeing you. Also, habits that are about to change. Xiaolong, it's not your problem, it's me. Let's go, sister. ”

He deliberately emphasized the word girl, I think, he was giving him psychological hints, telling him that my relationship with him can only be like this.

This little episode between me and Chen Yingjie is like this, plain and bland, over. Although it surprised me a little, but in the end, the tacit understanding between the two of us for so many years has not caused any irreconcilable contradictions, which is really lucky.

When I returned to the classroom, I suddenly felt that many things that I had not noticed or solved at all seemed to be imperceptibly solved.

For example, Xiao Ranzi and Xu Qiuyun, Xu Fengfan and me, and Chen Yingjie. Including, between me and my stepmother...... All of this, it seems, has erupted and been resolved with my departure as the basis.

Could it be that these problems have always been me? As long as I'm here, the problem is. I'm gone, and the problem is gone.

It turned out that I was the source of these problems.

Now it seems that I chose to leave, and it was indeed the right thing to do. It's just, Liu Wei...... How do I speak?

Until now, I don't want to tell him in my heart, and even, I think, that's it, between me and him, just silently separated. If we really have fate, no matter where I go, no matter how many years have passed, we will always see each other.

It's always like this, you can come whatever you want. In the evening, Liu Wei called me and asked if I was leaving. I'm a little curious, how did he know. I didn't tell him, I didn't even say Yuan Xiaorong, just to keep it a secret for me. Still, he knew.

"Liu Wei, can you tell me, how do you know?" With my unconcealed curiosity, I wanted to know the answer. On the one hand, I feel like I should know, and on the other hand, I feel like I have to know. Otherwise, I would feel like a person with no secrets, no privacy. Liu Wei will understand everything about me clearly. Although we are together, I also want to have my own space. If he does that and doesn't give me freedom, then I will be very angry.

"Xiaoxiao, I care about you, of course I want to know everything about you, I'm afraid that you will be in any danger." Liu Wei's evasive answer, I don't accept it. Thinking about the past, I must have left it at that. But now, I've really changed. Anyone who says I've changed, I'm right. What used to be the most hated thing has now become a fact, what else do I have to say? Say that life bends me, or rather, I succumb to life!

But, no matter what, at this moment, I am in this state of mind, I am who I am.

"Liu Wei, don't say those who don't, I know you care about me, and I'm very happy, it's good to have a boyfriend like you, but no matter what, you shouldn't be like this. If you just asked someone, that's fine, but if you're looking for someone to spy on me, then, I'm sorry, I don't accept it. My indifferent tone probably made Liu Wei a little uncomfortable, and he didn't say anything for a long time.

"Xiaoxiao, okay, I'll tell you, I just asked the people around you, so ......"

"Ask whom?" I was very anxious to know who told Liu Wei.

"Actually, there's no one left...... Xiaoxiao, don't ask. Anyway, now that I understand that you don't like it, I won't ask in the future. Don't be angry. I just thought, you're going to get out of here and go south, without telling me, I'm a little worried. Otherwise, there's really nothing. ”

Listening to Liu Wei's somewhat rambling explanation, I began to drum in my heart. Who told him the hell? Chen Yingjie, impossible. Well, no one's own. Who else is there now? Without.

By the way, I was suddenly shocked. Could it be Xu Qiuyun? She also knew, but as she said last time, she had completely broken off from Liu Wei. She doesn't have that idea about Liu Wei anymore. Moreover, Liu Wei is also dead, is there still an entanglement between the two of them!

This......

I don't dare to think about it anymore, and I don't want to think about it anymore. Listening to Liu Wei's hesitant tone, I was actually very apprehensive in my heart.

"Xiaoxiao, can you tell me why you want to leave." Liu Wei changed back to that gentle voice, full of care.

"It's nothing, it's just a problem at home, it's just a change of place, nothing will change."

"Xiaoxiao...... But why didn't you tell me? I'm your boyfriend, if I don't ask, can't you just keep talking about it? Until I come back, I can't find you! ”

I can't answer Liu Wei's words, because even I don't know the answer.

I was silent......

"Xiaoxiao, I know that Xu Qiuyun's matter makes you very sad and disappointed for you. But, Xiaoxiao, those are in the past. ”

"Liu Wei, since you said so, then tell me who you heard about this from." I asked him calmly, but what I meant, unquestionably, was that he was going to tell me.

"Xiaoxiao...... Then you listen to me, okay? Don't get angry just yet. ”

Before Liu Wei finished speaking, I interrupted him and asked directly, "Xu Qiuyun?" ”

He was silent for a moment and said to me, "Yes, but, Xiaoxiao, it's not what you think. ”

"I didn't even say what I thought, you know what I think?" I really, really, have nothing more to say. Do these two people regard breakup and entanglement as a game of flirting? I was literally a spectator between the two of them, and everything between them was like a farce performed for me.

"Xiaoxiao, no, it's really not like this, I'm just afraid that you will be angry, so I don't want you to know it's her."

"Really? If you're afraid that I'll be angry, don't contact her at all, since you're afraid that I'll be angry, but you still have to do things that make me angry! Are you afraid, or are you not afraid? ”

"Xiaoxiao ......"

"Okay, don't say it, then so be it, your promises, are they all for each other's play! Sorry, this game, from now on, I won't be playing with you. You two, love is as good as it is, no matter how she messes with you in the future, it's also between the two of you, don't tell me again, I will never want to know. That's all, goodbye! With that, I hung up the phone.