Liao Yifan committed suicide because of his wife's depression, and cut off the intimate relationship with Lu Xiaojing out of responsibility and self-blame, although Lu Xiaojing could understand Liao Yifan's distress from the bottom of her heart, but when she really entered the days without Liao Yifan, she also felt depressed. She feels like she can't keep up her spirits every day, and she is in a trance many times, especially when she is free, she is always in a daze at her mobile phone-

One Monday morning, Chen Jiashu presided over a regular work meeting of the middle-level cadres in the hospital, and Lu Xiaojing attended as usual, and she and Zhao Xiaoyan were next to each other. At the meeting, Chen Jiashu reported the progress of some work items in the past week, and at first Lu Xiaojing could still listen to it and made some notes, but then Lu Xiaojing's mind appeared Liao Yifan's figure, and she couldn't help but wonder where he was at this time, how he was doing, and whether his wife's condition had improved.

At this time, she seemed to hear someone calling herself, and subconsciously she thought it was Liao Yifan calling herself, so she quickly replied, "Hey, I'm here!" When she finished shouting about this life, she woke up like a dream, it turned out that she was attending a regular meeting, and she looked at the colleagues around her with surprised eyes.

Lu Xiaojing realized that she was distracted, and the somewhat exaggerated answer just now made everyone feel weird, she quickly glanced at Chen Jiashu and said, "Dean Chen, is there something wrong?" Chen Jiashu also smiled and said, "Doctor Lu, it's not that I have something, it's that your department has something, it's time for you to report to work!" ”。

Hearing Chen Jiashu's words, Lu Xiaojing's face burned, and she realized that it was the work of each department that reported for a week, and it was already her turn, and she didn't know that there had never been such a sacrifice of ugliness, Lu Xiaojing couldn't help but feel a little annoyed in her heart, and after a while, Lu Xiaojing calmed down.

She said to Chen Jiashu, "I'm sorry, Dean Chen, I was a little distracted just now, I was thinking about how our department can innovate the model to serve patients, and my thoughts are a little deserted, I'm really sorry!" Chen Jiashu looked at Lu Xiaojing with a serious look, nodded, and said, "Well, Doctor Lu, you can report it!" ”。

Lu Xiaojing was very grateful when she saw that Chen Jiashu did not criticize herself, so she concentrated on making a statement and report on last week's work and this week's work plan, and also talked about her thoughts on topics such as model innovation. After her report was completed, Chen Jiashu seemed very happy.

Chen Jiashu commented, "Dr. Lu since he was in charge of gynecology work, the work of gynecology can be said to have made obvious results, which also fully illustrates the forward-looking and feasibility of the adjustment of the department in the hospital, in addition, Dr. Lu also based on the existing work foundation, put forward his own ideas for innovation, which is very worthy of recognition and praise, I also hope that all departments should be the same as gynecology, be prepared for danger in times of peace, and take innovation as the top priority, so that our overall medical level and service level can be improved and leapfrogged!" ”。

Hearing Chen Jiashu give such a high evaluation of her work, Lu Xiaojing suddenly felt ashamed, she knew that since the adjustment of the department, her motivation had faded, not to mention slack in her work, at least it was not as positive as before, as for innovation, it was just hearsay, and she had never paid attention to it at all. Chen Jiashu praised himself at this time, was he really unaware, or did he have other intentions? Lu Xiaojing was also a little confused.

Fortunately, the topics of the later meetings had nothing to do with him, and Lu Xiaojing's heart calmed down a little. After the meeting, Lu Xiaojing returned to the office, sat on the chair and thought about her gaffe just now, she couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable, she warned herself that she must not be distracted at work, otherwise something big may happen!

Just as she was admonishing herself, someone knocked on the door, Lu Xiaojing hurriedly sat upright and said, "Come in!" As soon as her voice fell, Zhao Xiaoyan pushed the door and came in. Lu Xiaojing hurriedly stood up and said with a smile, "Xiaoyan, is there something wrong?" ”。

Zhao Xiaoyan also looked at her with a smile and said, "It's nothing, come and see you!" Lu Xiaojing pulled a chair and said, "Well, sit down", so Zhao Xiaoyan sat next to Lu Xiaojing, and she stared at Lu Xiaojing.

Lu Xiaojing noticed that Zhao Xiaoyan's eyes were a little strange when he looked at her, so she asked, "Xiaoyan, why are you looking at me like this?" Zhao Xiaoyan continued to look at her without moving, and then asked Lu Xiaojing, "Sister Lu, what did you think about when you had a meeting just now?" I feel like I can still get distracted in regular meetings, it's not your style! ”。

Lu Xiaojing saw Zhao Xiaoyan and asked about her distraction, she was also a little embarrassed, she pretended to be innocent and said, "What, I just thought about some issues, but I didn't expect it to be my turn to report and speak, it was purely a coincidence, but it's really embarrassing!" ”。

Zhao Xiaoyan continued to look at Lu Xiaojing and said secretly, "Isn't it, sister?" Lu Xiaojing replied, "Originally, there is nothing to make a fuss about!" Zhao Xiaoyan said, "Sister, there are a lot of abnormalities in your state these days, you usually walk with your head held high and very stylish, but in the past few days, you always walk with your head down, looking thoughtful!" ”。

Zhao Xiaoyan continued, "Also, yesterday afternoon, I saw you take a teacup to pour out the waste tea leaves, and I actually saw that you didn't pour out the tea leaves, but took a cup of tap water, and went back to the office with the tap water, doesn't this look explain the problem?" ”。

Hearing this, Lu Xiaojing understood her state Zhao Xiaoyan had indeed seen it clearly, thinking of this, Lu Xiaojing's expression suddenly became decadent, she lowered her head, there were many things but she didn't know how to talk about them!

At this time, Zhao Xiaoyan grabbed Lu Xiaojing's hand and said kindly, "Sister, you and I are sisters, if you have any hardships and encounter any difficulties, don't carry it alone, you tell me, even if I can't help you, but it can also make you feel relieved, it's better than you being bored alone-."

Listening to Zhao Xiaoyan's sincere and warm words, Lu Xiaojing's depressed mood finally had room to release, and tears couldn't help but burst out of her eyes.

Zhao Xiaoyan was also taken aback by Lu Xiaojing's reaction, she knew that Lu Xiaojing had really encountered something, she couldn't help but clench Lu Xiaojing's hand, and said softly, "Sister, tell me if you have any grievances!" When Lu Xiaojing heard the word grievance, tears poured down like pearls with broken threads.

After a long time, Lu Xiaojing gradually stopped sobbing, she glanced at Zhao Xiaoyan and said, "Actually, it's not a big deal, it's just some bad things that hurt because of love!" When Zhao Xiaoyan heard this, she understood the real reason for Lu Xiaojing's sluggish state, she said, "My stupid sister, don't you know that only love words hurt people the most in this world?" ”。

Lu Xiaojing took a long breath, she said, "Yes, I didn't understand, I thought those emotional injuries were just on TV, but I didn't expect you to encounter them in reality, it's really a knife to the bone!" Then, she recounted her emotional experience with Liao Yifan to Zhao Xiaoyan. In the end, Lu Xiaojing said with emotion, "This may be a bad fate, it shouldn't have happened, if it didn't happen, there would be no sadness behind, and there would be no suicide by cutting his wrists!" ”。

In the process of listening, Zhao Xiaoyan was also in tears, and at the end of listening, seeing Lu Xiaojing's full of remorse and self-blame, Zhao Xiaoyan said to Lu Xiaojing, "Sister, fate is all arranged by God, not something we can control, as for his wife who committed suicide by cutting her wrists, you should definitely not blame yourself, the reason is not because of you, it is because she has depression, as a doctor, you should know the consequences of depression, so the fault is not you!" ”。

Lu Xiaojing looked at Zhao Xiaoyan and nodded, and said, "I understand this truth, but whenever I imagine her desperate appearance, I have palpitations", Lu Xiaojing continued, "Besides, although this relationship made me experience the tenderness and sweetness of love, but when I lost it, I felt that the six gods were masterless, as if I didn't even know myself!" ”。

Zhao Xiaoyan looked at Lu Xiaojing's haggard face, and said distressedly, "Sister, in fact, you are too kind, and you are too persistent in treating feelings, which is the main reason for your heartache.

The two women who sympathized with each other talked on their knees, Lu Xiaojing did not reserve, Zhao Xiaoyan did not be stingy, the two of them talked for two hours, and in the end, the conversation between the two became relaxed, and Lu Xiaojing's heart no longer felt so depressed.