Chapter Twenty-Eight: My Drama Is Ruthless and Affectionate, How to Match Your Green Plum Cooking Wine Pen and Ink Danqing

When the police arrived, we were having breakfast, and they broke into the house like that, my mother and I thought we had run to the wrong door, and we were stunned, but Yin Taoze's face was pale, and his expression was very unnatural, and the police pointed at Yin Taoze and scolded loudly, "You are Yin Taoze, you are really well hidden, I finally caught you after so many years." ”

"I said, comrade policeman, you must be mistaken, he's not a bad person, he's always been like this, he's always nervous when he sees the police, I'm his wife, I can testify that he must have done nothing." Mom stood aside and watched everything in front of her, and hurriedly went over to the police and said with a smile.

"You say you're his wife? What about your marriage certificate? Show me the marriage certificate. The policeman smiled contemptuously at his mother, and there was a determination in his eyes, as if he had seen everything thoroughly, as if everything could not escape his sharp eyes.

When my mother heard that she was going to take out the marriage certificate, she was stunned, Yin Taoze said that she lost her ID card and was a stranger, saying that it would be good as long as everyone took care of each other and lived together, anyway, there was nothing to do with each other, and her mother listened to his words and didn't care, but now her mother realized the seriousness of the problem, she hurriedly rubbed her clothes and tried to explain, "This ...... We didn't have time to do it yet, and something happened along the way. ”

The police seemed to have expected this to be the result, and stared at Yin Taoze with a slight smile and said, "I don't think it was done without it, but it couldn't be done at all, Yin Taoze, how dare you appear in the Civil Affairs Bureau, right?" ”

So on the spot, the police took Yin Taoze away, my mother and I ran all the way to catch up, but they still didn't want to let go, my mother cried tears, followed closely behind the police and pulled the corners of their clothes to prevent them from leaving, I quickly walked to the front of the car to block the door and prevent them from entering. Yin Taoze turned around and said to us apologetically, "I'm sorry, I've lied to you for so many years, but I didn't expect that hiding for more than 20 years will inevitably come this day, don't be sad and don't be angry for me, it's not worth it." ”

Mom listened to Yin Taoze's words and stopped tearing and pulling, and froze in place, like a puppet whose soul had been taken away, not a little angry, but tears kept flowing from the corners of her eyes, she looked at Yin Taoze being taken away with a blurred eyes, and scolded me loudly, "Beimo, you get out of the way, you let them take this liar, he is not your father or my husband, he is a big liar who deceived our feelings, why are you protecting him?" ”

"Bai Ping, you don't want to be like this, you have to live a good life in the future, take good care of yourself, don't cry for me, it's not worth it. It's been a problem for you for so many years. Yin Taoze turned around and shouted at his mother along the way, there was no aggression in his eyes, there were so many emotions in his eyes that he couldn't let go, and there were so many regrets that he didn't have time to see, his voice disappeared in the wind and was drowned out by the wind little by little, until it disappeared without a trace, leaving only the dust of the car driving in the air.

It took a long time for my mother to come to her senses, and she ignored my shouting and questioning, but just sat down in front of the door and looked up to the sky and cried, "What the hell is going on, God, what kind of evil have I done, and you want to do this to me?" ”

"Mom, don't scare me, don't be sad, it must be a misunderstanding, it must be a mistake, Dad Yin is so good to us, he will not commit a crime, and the police will definitely give him a clean slate," I looked at my mother who was crying all the time like crazy, her expression was so out of control, her behavior was a decision I had never seen before, she was like the woman who was mentally disturbed at the corner of the street, I hugged her tightly in fear, wanting to give her a little warmth, how worried I was that my mother would be crushed like this.

The neighbors around hurried to the school after the accident and told the north road, he ran back in a panic, the thin figure stood in the wind, he stood not far away and looked at my mother and me, he didn't dare to come over for a long time, his slow steps seemed to hesitate as if coming from a dream.

"North Road, hurry up and persuade Mom, those policemen must have misunderstood Dad Yin, right?" I saw the North Road coming and quickly ran over and took the North Road's hand and walked to the door, but the North Road looked sluggish, his body was stiff and his face was bloodless, he walked to his mother and sat straight beside her, staring quietly into the distance, I followed his eyes but saw nothing, only the willow tree in front of the door was still swaying slightly, and the North Road saw maybe his distance, maybe those long memories.

Until now, I don't dare to recall those days, that dark and damp years, even if there is a big thing, no matter how painful the emotion, no matter how strong the sense of suffocation, I think that there is still the North Road, and the soft voice of the North Road, and the solid support of the North Road, he is my strong backing. But this time, I realized that it was not myself who was really suffering, but the mint boy, the tall and thin boy, how did such a change make him support him and let him continue to deal with life naturally, I looked at the trance-faced North Road and felt a faint pain in my heart.

Sometimes I was even afraid that Beilu would not be able to think about it, he always did not cry or make trouble, he always stayed with my mother every day to comfort her, and always smiled at me when I looked at him, but I knew that he was more sad than any of us. I didn't know how to open Beilu's heart, how to make him happy, so I had to quietly follow Beilu behind, quietly by his side, not daring to let him leave my sight for a second, sometimes I deliberately stayed not far away to look at the toilet, Beilu helplessly said to me, "Beimo, don't worry, I'm fine, don't keep following me." ”

"Hehe, I didn't follow you, I just happened to see you here." I quickly dodged and explained with a smile.

One day in the middle of the night, I got up to look at the situation of the North Road, but found that there was no one on the bed, I was so frightened that I stood on the edge of the bed and cried, and I wanted to go out to find the name of the North Road, when my mouth was covered, and the warm breath came, Bei Chu leaned close to my ear and said softly, "Don't talk, do you want to wake up my mother who is finally sleeping?" ”

Seeing that I had finally stabilized my emotions, Beilu put down his hand and breathed a sigh of relief, and then pulled me to the roof and said solemnly, "Bei Mo I know that you are worried about me, and I know how good you are to me, these days are really thanks to you by your side to comfort me and make me laugh," he gently rubbed my hair as usual and continued, "But if you make yourself nervous for me, then I will be even more sad, so don't continue to follow me carefully, I promise you that I will live a good life, okay, my little princess? ”

Beilu said that in fact, he was also very sad and uncomfortable, but looking at this broken home, looking at his mother in a trance, and looking at me who was nervous and worried because of himself, he knew that it was time for him to become a real man.

More than 20 years ago, Yin Taoze was a prisoner who was imprisoned in prison, and when he went out to work, he escaped while the supervisors were not paying attention, and there was no turning back, and he was destined to live this life in fear. He said that when he was halfway through the run, he also stopped in fear, and he also had the idea of going back to confess his guilt, but he didn't know much about the law, he thought that he would be sentenced to death if he went back, and he would have no chance of survival. So he gritted his teeth and continued to run forward, and from that moment on, he set the tone of his life.

After he escaped, he suffered a lot, because he was bullied and deceived and oppressed because he had no identity, and he didn't dare to resist, because he didn't dare to expose his identity, the woman he loved also abandoned him, because he was afraid of being discovered, he had to leave in a hurry every time he was in a place, until he met us, until he fell in love with his mother.

There are some steps that once you take a step, there is no turning back, and all regrets must be repaid with time.

The freedom of the body was banished, but the heart was locked from then on.

After we returned to school, Haoran also came to the city, he said that he still wants to be with his relatives, or used to buy drunk with us when he is sad, or used to be the first to share good news with us when there is good news, he said that he will not be hit by reality with you, he said that he once thought that he could be a good person and live freely so that we can all envy and maintain his mystery, and then one day in the future he will stand in front of us gorgeously, Then one day give us all the life we want.

He hugged Beilu tightly and cried bitterly, "Brother, I didn't expect that one day I would still have to come to you, you said that if you hadn't dropped out of school easily, maybe we would also be two flowers in college." ”

The original sentimental atmosphere was instantly broken by Haoran's last sentence and transformed into a funny demeanor, so sometimes looking at Haoran's excited expression and listening to Haoran's still out-of-tune words, I will still have the illusion that time has not flowed, and I will still think that he is still the simple teenager of the year, who has not gone through wind and rain, has not traveled alone, and has not returned with all the vicissitudes of life.

When Yin Taoze was arrested, he confessed to his crimes, everyone was surprised, all of them couldn't believe it, everyone was talking behind their backs, and at the beginning it was just for Yin Taoze, saying that this man usually looks so honest, but he didn't expect that he was a big criminal who had escaped for decades, and the hearts of the people were really ill-intentioned. Later, I don't know when it started, their eyes began to turn to North Road, sometimes I walked on the street with North Road and could always hear the whispers behind me, everyone said that North Road must know Yin Taoze's sins, maybe North Road also came here with a purpose.

Maybe people are such heartless animals, once you make a mistake, all the good before seems to be not remembered, just floating clouds.

I will also hold the grievances for Beilu when I hear those gossips, and I will also encounter the surrounding classmates to ask me about gossip, and I will also warn others not to talk nonsense, but Beilu always pulls me and always says don't cause trouble, anyway, their words have no effect on him at all.

When I went to visit Yin Taoze for the first time, I was reluctant to go on the north road, my mother and I looked at the man opposite, this man who has been with us for ten years, the past is vivid, my mother cried bitterly, and I didn't want to believe that the man I loved loved every day slept on his arms The man who slept on his arms would be a heinous bad person, my mother said that she originally thought that her heart was dead, and she thought that she was unwilling to forgive this man who deceived herself in her life, but when she saw this familiar face again, When I saw his reddened eyes again, when I heard his ashamed language again, my heart seemed to be hollowed out, and all my resentment turned into full distress and worry.

She said that it was like a story, but she was an outsider, she didn't see Yin Taoze commit a crime with her own eyes, she didn't see him stumble and escape, she said that all she saw was a man who cared for her warmly and carefully.

Sometimes you have to trust the feeling of the heart, because it is more real and reliable than all gossip.

Beilu is a strong teenager, I thought he said that he wouldn't go and wouldn't go, Yin Taoze finally couldn't help crying when he mentioned Beilu, "Beilu This child was implicated by me, he is a good boy and shouldn't have such a sinful father!" ”

"You're my dad, I know what you're like." Beilu stood at the door with teary eyes and looked at Yin Taoze's eyes and said firmly, I looked back at Beilu who arrived in a hurry in surprise, he looked so calm, but I knew that his heart was turning over the river and the sea, and I knew that he must have made some psychological struggles to take this step.

Yin Taoze earnestly told Beilu to study hard and bring him the good news of being admitted to university, but Beilu said something that made all of us unbelievable, he said that I was not going to continue studying, and I planned to go out to earn money to support my family.

The look on Beilu's face tells us that he is not angry, and he tells us with his next actions that he is not acting rashly. Everyone's persuasion can't stop his determination, and he will make you even more speechless in his own words.

It didn't take long for Beilu to go through the withdrawal procedures and start packing his bags and preparing to go to a distant place.

I still remember the morning when the North Road left, my mother and I followed closely behind to see him off, my mother has been carefully telling the North Road to pay attention to safety and take good care of themselves, when it is cold, you must wear more clothes and pay attention to heatstroke prevention, she seems to always have endless words, but the same content is repeated over and over again, the North Road pit stop is blurry in front of my eyes, as if everything has become nothing, but the lonely and clear back has been left in my memory, Every time I think about it, I feel a lot of distress.

We once agreed to get on the train together and go to all the distant places we wanted to go, but now the North Road comforted me, he just went to lay the groundwork for me first, stood firm for me, and went to inquire about the situation for me first to welcome my arrival.

Although all of us are reluctant, the North Road still goes away without hesitation, and my life has become monotonous since then, without the childish companionship of Cangnan, without the loud scolding of the North Chu, and even now even the warm accompaniment of the North Road is gradually going away. We are like a group of separated children, time passes year by year, and the people around us leave one by one.

He always told us interesting things about that side with a smile on his face, always proudly showed off his small achievements in his work to us, and always gently told me to study hard and then said that I must go to him in the future and said that I would definitely let me see his success with my own eyes.

He thinks that what he says to us will be remembered, but he doesn't know the hardships he doesn't say, we can imagine.

Haoran's arrival reminded us of the past, Cangnan gave Haoran a punch and jokingly blamed him, "Look at how you are like this, you have made my goddess teary-eyed as soon as you come, can you still say something happy?" ”

It was at the party to welcome Haoran, a group of us had a good time, and Beilu hadn't laughed like this for a long time, but Haoran's sadness was so obvious on his face, although he tried his best to hide the surprise and discomfort in his eyes, but he never dared to look up at Xi Chen who was sitting in the corner, he never dared to stare at the side face of Xi Chen and Tianyi who laughed when chatting, he kept shouting desperately and always looked elated, but his dodging eyes betrayed his heart deeply, Maybe all of us can see it, but no one dares to break this window paper, and no one dares to touch their hearts.

Originally, I planned to hide it from Xichen, afraid that she would feel uncomfortable, so I never told her the news of Haoran's arrival, but she still heard the news on the phone, and then announced that she was also going to Haoran's celebration, she said that I would make him regret it, and let him see that I am still living well without him, and even living more beautifully than before.

I couldn't persuade her to look at Xichen's determined appearance, she tried on almost all of her clothes that afternoon, and then asked me one by one which one was the most beautiful, and I chose for three hours, and finally dragged me to buy a new dress.

But all of Xi Chen's careful preparations proved to be superfluous at the first sight of Hao Ran, the sadness in her eyes could not be concealed, and she instantly fled to the corner with tears in her eyes, Xi Chen said that she originally wanted to show off her happiness with him, but looking at Hao Ran's haggard appearance, she felt that all showing off was a sin, and she was doing something too much, her expression was so sad, Tian Yi next to her was very sensitive to the fact that it was not simple, he looked at Xi Chen for a while, and looked at Hao Ran for a while, and probably understood a little in his heart, The arm that grabbed Xichen's shoulder tightened a little.