Chapter Twenty-Six: The Dreams That Were Originally Woven by Blazing Passion Now they have long accumulated into an empty cold wind

Originally, this was nothing, because the two of them seemed to be talking like this, which made people cry and laugh, so Ersi didn't care, but the two of them became more and more arguing, and in the end they even fought, and no one wanted to let go first. When Ersie later danced with us to tell the whole incident, Cai Qiang and He Xiaoxiao had reconciled as before, we looked at Else's appearance and laughed more than once, just imagining that scene laughed until tears came out, and couldn't help but sigh that it was really a pair of living treasures.

"Cai Ye, why are you laughing at He Xiaoxiao, people finally found some confidence, no wonder they will be angry with you." After Xichen laughed, he asked Cai Qiang, who was laughing at us with a cold face.

"How do I know, I just can't look past it, even people like him have someone to take care of. And he's really a big carrot, he's a woman, he's smiling, isn't he cheap? Cai Qiang blushed and forced words, and these words are just an excuse for jealousy in our opinion, there is no real meaning at all, we just want to see Cai Qiang's reaction, I really can't imagine that such a manly Cai Qiang will have such a shy side, and there will be such a moment of crimson, and it is when we don't expect it.

Love always comes so suddenly, and before you know it, you have a person living in your heart.

The next morning, I was woken up by the ringtone of my mobile phone early in the morning, the voice of Beilu over there was very tired, it is estimated that it must be difficult to take care of Beichu yesterday, it must have been a night without sleeping, he was still yawning and said to me, "Beimo, are you up?" We called my mother last night, and she was anxious to see Beichu, so let's go home together if there is nothing to do. ”

"Ah, uh, oh, okay, okay." I sat up, rubbed my aching temples, and walked to the mirror to be startled by my huge red circles, although I knew that my eyes would be red and swollen every time I cried at night, but I didn't expect it to be so serious.

I briefly cleaned up and explained to Xichen and then hurriedly went out to find the North Road, there were not a few pedestrians on the street at six o'clock in the morning, only the hard-working cleaner aunt and a few people who got up early to run and exercise, looking at this street that was different from usual, the slight cold wind blew over and blew the hair away, and my thoughts became extraordinarily calm.

It is almost possible to imagine that my mother was so excited when she heard that Beichu came back, she must have been so surprised that she was incoherent, she waited so long these years, standing in front of the door every day to look, thinking about Beichu when she kept pacing on the road in front of the door, coming and going more than ten times until Yin Taoze called him back to the house, and then no one called her name in the house, she was even more forgetful to stand in front of the door and wait, watching those relatives who went away, and the lover who could not come back.

The people who are waiting seem to age very quickly, and unconsciously over the years, my mother's snow-white hair has begun to be conspicuous, and her eye diseases often attack, and there are always indelible tears in her eye sockets. It is said that the white-haired person sending the black-haired person is the saddest thing in the world, but the white-haired person waiting for the black-haired person is not sad about the rings?

When I came to Qu Yan's house, they were having breakfast, everyone was sitting around a table but it was quiet, there was no sound, I heard someone knocking on the door, Sister Qu Yan hurriedly ran over to open the door for me, I greeted with a smile, "Sister Qu Yan, good morning, are they ready on the north road?" ”

Qu Yan didn't speak, raised her head and smiled at me, and pointed to Beilu and Beichu who were sitting together for breakfast, her eyes were also red, even more obvious redness and swelling than last night, my heart was shocked, looking at Sister Qu Yan's haggard and sad appearance, I immediately understood the original reason, but I could only pat her shoulder and didn't know how to comfort her, on the one hand, my biological sister is a relative of Beilu since she was a child and a woman who has loved Beilu for many years, and her liking is definitely not inferior to anyone in the world, But I also don't want Qu Yan to be sad, after all, she is such a gentle, delicate, and affectionate woman, she should have her most sincere love, and she should have the man who cares for her and takes care of her and treats her as a treasure.

And all I can do is probably give her a warm hug and apologize softly before leaving, "I'm sorry, Sister Qu Yan, forgive me for not explaining it to you in advance, I'm really sorry." ”

"It's none of your business, I know it's not easy for you, stay safe along the way, go early and come back early." Qu Yan smiled softly at me, but it seemed that the tears in her eyes would gush out again in the next second, but she still pretended to let me go easily, she was always so understanding, she was never willing to force anyone, but she still wronged herself in every way.

Qu Yan said that she was not not sad, but what made her most uncomfortable was that she was not qualified to be sad at all, because she was not even qualified to vent her dissatisfaction or even ask questions. She said that she didn't need to apologize to her, and she didn't have to feel guilty, because Beilu had never promised anything, and everything was just her own wishful thinking.

The joy of the two is love, and the wishful thinking is just self-reaping, Qu Yan's words are so vicissitudes and power, I have nowhere to refute.

"You still have the energy to comfort her, why don't you comfort me, you see how happy she is, living in such a good house, and young and beautiful, what is there to comfort, really, just a person with no conscience like you will be stupid and apologize." I don't know when, Beichu stood behind me, leaned close to my ear and faintly called me downstairs, I was full of excitement, I had to smile apologetically at Qu Yan, and then turned around and went downstairs, but just out of the stairs Beichu said to me what he had just said, and then walked out on his own, leaving me in place sluggish, never thought that one day Beichu would compare with people like this, compare with everyone around him, and then think that everyone around him is happier than himself, Only I am the one who needs pity, love, and comfort the most, what makes Bei Chu put himself so low, I don't think clearly.

"Hey, hurry up, what are you doing?" Beichu walked a distance and saw that I didn't follow, standing in front and turning around to call me, so I hurriedly ran over with my luggage, panicked like when I was a child carrying a schoolbag for Beichu, but the back in front of me was no longer so bright.

While the train was still running for a while, we decided to buy a few new clothes for Bei Chu first, and Bei Chu seemed very happy about this, she said happily, "Yes, yes, you all look so brightly dressed, you can't let me lose face," and then walked into a shopping mall, turned around and held Beilu's hand and continued with a smile, "What's more, my North Road is so rich now, I have been poor for so many years and have the opportunity to be a rich man again." ”

"If you like it, buy more if you like." Beilu replied with a soft smile, turned to look at me, and did not speak again, but his eyes were tired and full of bright red bloodshots.

I hurriedly caught up and smiled at Bei Chu and said, "Yes, let me help you choose, I will definitely dress you up and go home to see your mother." ”

Bei Chu glanced at me and said sadly, "It's really feng shui in turn, now it's your turn to dress me up, don't forget that you still picked up my clothes and grew up wearing them." ”

"Beichu, how can you talk like that? You ......" Bei Lu sighed and couldn't help but say Bei Chu, but before he finished speaking, Bei Chu interrupted his words and stared at him coldly, "What's wrong with me, did I say something wrong?" At the end of the north, you yourself said that you didn't pick up my torn clothes and grew up. ”

Seeing that the situation was wrong, I hurriedly stepped forward to play a round game, and smiled and grabbed Bei Chu and walked forward, "Yes, yes, I will always be the one who follows you, it's my mouth that can't speak, where does my sister need to deliberately dress up, and she is naturally beautiful and fascinated all over the world." ”

Originally, she just wanted to make a joke to make Beichu confident and happy, but her face changed dramatically and asked me, "Are you deliberately mocking me, knowing that I have become ugly, I deliberately said these words to make me sad?" ”

"I didn't, how could I mock you," I cautiously followed behind, and Beilu also caught up and said, Bei Mo didn't mean that, or Bei Mo didn't forget that you still have to go to class today, don't you delay the class, or I'll accompany Bei Chu back.

Then the North Road squeezed at me, meaning that I would go back to school first, but I looked at the tired North Road, looked at the unhappy North Chu, how could I put my mind at ease, how could I go back to school alone? I know that Beilu doesn't want me to be angry with them, and I don't want Beichu to say that I want to find an excuse to go back to school, but Cangnan's words sounded in my head, he said that everything would be fine, and Beichu just came back and didn't fit in, I believe that our warmth and our care will definitely make her turn back to that kind and confident Beichu.

That day, we accompanied Beichu almost turned over the entire shopping mall, and tried on good-looking clothes I don't know how many, but Beichu still didn't find the clothes he liked, every time I put it on, although we all clapped and praised, but Beichu always said that it was not good-looking at all, either it was old or fat, or the color was too bright or the style was too old-fashioned, and almost all the stores were offended before walking out of the mall.

I remembered the scene last time I pulled Cangnan to accompany me shopping, and suddenly felt that Cangnan was really tired to walk around with me, and I couldn't say that it was not good-looking, and at the same time I felt that he was still very happy, at least I just like to wear it but I won't always be picky, no wonder he said that the most fearful thing is that he is afraid of shopping with me, especially when buying clothes.

There are a lot of people on the train, people come and go, most of them are carrying large bags or pulling large and small suitcases into the carriage, looking dusty, anxious to hurry, as if all the people in this world are walking in a hurry, running to the distance, are fighting against reality.

Bei Chu didn't speak again since she got on the train, she looked very nervous, I worriedly handed her mineral water and asked her if she was okay, she didn't speak, just her eyes were evasive, and she shook her head desperately. Then, after a while, he leaned on my shoulder and slept soundly.

Beilu and I couldn't sleep and watched a movie together, and when we were chatting happily, Bei Chu suddenly had convulsions, trembling all over, and was drenched in cold sweat. I woke her up and asked her if she was okay, but she didn't remember what had happened, saying she had a nightmare, and went back to sleep.

I remember many years ago when I listened to the North Road talk about the train, when we were just thin children, we liked to sit on the bridge after school, I loved to listen to the North Road tell me about the outside world, and listen to him take the train to the bustling world outside. At that time, the sky was still very blue, the water was still very clear, and we were still very ignorant of the world.

I thought that the train was connected by small houses, I thought that the train was bigger than the town I lived in, and it was very prosperous, so I couldn't help laughing, and the North Road asked me what I was laughing at, and I recalled to him the appearance of the train in my mind at that time, and then both of us couldn't help laughing, laughing at the simplicity at that time, laughing at the good wishes in my heart at that time, and smiling bitterly at the fragmentation now.

Will everything in the world be as unrecognizable as the image of the train in the heart?

I didn't tell Cangnan the news of my homecoming, not that I deliberately concealed it, but that it happened suddenly, and then I followed Beichu to work all day, completely forgetting that I hadn't told Cangnan about my homecoming, until I received a call from him halfway through.

"Where are you now? You didn't even say a word to me and ran home, are you like to say, really, didn't you say that I would leave all the things to me? Isn't it true that after speaking, no matter what is good or bad, we have to carry it together? As soon as I answered the phone, I heard Cangnan's chatter and complaints, sometimes Cangnan is angry like a child, you don't need to see him standing in front of you at all, as long as you listen to his words, you can imagine his pouting and aggrieved expression.

As soon as I thought that it was my own fault, I let him vent my dissatisfaction, and it wasn't until he said that I asked him flatteringly, "Hehe, have you eaten, you must take good care of yourself, don't faint from hunger, don't freeze, I will be reluctant, because you are the most handsome and best person in the world." ”

As soon as Cangnan heard my words, he immediately smiled helplessly and said, "Yin Beimo, Yin Beimo, you are really my nemesis, you said that you can change your tricks, can you not coax me with sweet words every time, can I still have a little luck?" ”

"Okay, since you don't like to hear it, I'll just not say it next time, but you have to think about it, you won't regret it, right?" I lowered my voice and pretended to be aggrieved to answer him, because the air conditioning on the train was running so much, it was so cold that I couldn't help but cry in my voice.

Cangnan heard my words and hurriedly salvaged the situation, and hurriedly smiled and said, "Okay, okay, even if I don't have any chance, I can't do without you, right?" Who called you my most helpless Yin Beimo? ”

Then I smiled triumphantly, Beilu always said that maybe I don't know how much I like Cangnan, but he can see how much I rely on Cangnan, how much I like Cangnan, because only when I talk to Cangnan can I laugh completely regardless of anything else, I can laugh so much that my mouth is about to rise to the sky, and I can hold happiness in my arms and hold it in the palm of my hand like a child to show it vividly.

Erse said that to judge whether a boy likes it or not, you only need to see how happy he is smiling when he is with you, and to judge whether a girl likes you or not, you only need to see whether she is willing to cry for you, so she always said after I quarreled with Cangnan Yin Beimo, you must be hopeless, you must have been contracted by Song Cangnan for the rest of your life.

Cangnan said that he was very angry when he learned from Xichen that I had gone home, but after I said that flattering word, he suddenly felt that he should not be, suddenly felt that he was not a man, and suddenly felt very sorry for me, I was surprised and asked him why, he said that because he knew that you were very tormented alone, he still called you to increase the burden, add pressure to you, and let you coax your sister is not enough, but you have to be good-natured to talk sweetly to me. Suddenly I feel very sorry for your forbearance, it's such a simple reason.

Just like I don't want Cangnan to be sad with me, so I'd rather face it alone, just like Cangnan doesn't want to see me uncomfortable, so I'm angry at me and unwilling for me to bear it alone, I think this is probably love, maybe this is the embodiment of sincerity.

Later, Cangnan repeatedly told me to take good care of myself, don't always think that others have wronged me and don't say it, I couldn't cry and laugh, don't say that I am as good as the Virgin? How can I be so self-sacrificing? ”

"You're so stupid sometimes, you always lack a tendon in your head, and you only think that others can't think of you, so I'm worried about you." As he spoke, Cangnan was clamoring to catch up with us, and I laughed and hurriedly dissuaded him, "Okay, my little master, now that I'm two years old, don't toss me anymore, okay?" ”

"Okay, okay, then you must come back early, and you have to call me ten times a day to report my safety, you know?" In the end, he compromised and instructed me, and I muttered in my heart, making ten phone calls a day, so would I not be able to live a good life? But he still pretended to be serious and agreed to his child's unreasonable request.

The moment he got off the train, Beichu finally couldn't help crying again, five years apart, now it is still verdant and still the same old attic old signboard, still sending away a group of young people full of dreams, ushering in a group of tired homeless children, but Beichu, the girl who likes to wear a red dress in the wind is no longer the original youthful appearance, The girl with a flamboyant personality and a voice that is better than a horn will no longer be so confident to accuse others that she is the most perfect dancer in the world, and the little girl who used to treat us as children and adults is really mature this time, and no matter how much she misses it, she can't go back to such simple years.

And we are not like this, walking out of thorns, covered with spikes.