Life is all about feelings,

Life is all doctrine,

When we got to life,

Life flew away.

--- Gu Cheng "In the Faint Autumn"

A long, long time ago, a friend told me that in fact, 80% of the words in our lives are meaningless words, and I agreed, especially after someone asked me not to say meaningless words to him, I found that I had nothing to say, I really didn't know what meaningful and valuable words were. Just like our life, before we die, we always feel that it is tedious and meaningless, so we decide to live a meaningful life, then as the book says, live the last day of the day, but there are either too many things to accomplish, or it is impossible to achieve in one day, so the day seems to be spent meaninglessly as before. To me, it seems that the meaningful moments in retrospect are all made up of a series of meaningless moments.

Getting to the classroom is always crowded, and the way to swim up the street is to walk to the side. It seems to hear someone call my name, this scene I have fantasized about many times, the scene where someone recognizes me at a glance in the crowd, that person must be a handsome guy, this scene must happen in front of acquaintances, so that it will have a very face-saving feeling. This scene happened just now, handsome guy, in front of my classmates, I looked up but was a little disappointed, it was the senior who taught German. "I just got out of class, are you going to class?" He asked. "Well, go to class, I'll go first." I replied.

During class, the teacher talked about a word, and the teacher said that the word was beautiful, and the word was "se."

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dipity", this word has been rated as the top ten most difficult words to translate, can be simply understood as a happy accident or a pleasant surprise, the teacher said that there is a wedding dress shop using this word as the store name, the Chinese store name is called "fate for life", it is indeed very beautiful, two people because of accidental fate together, how rare to continue this fate.

"If you have time, let's meet, I broke up with your senior sister." A message from the German senior. I didn't reply, I don't know how, I don't know if it was because I broke up, or if I broke up so I thought of me.

After class, I unconsciously walked under the green cherry blossom tree, it was still so beautiful, and the white *** flew up the branch as if it fell and flew back to the branch by itself.

"Hey!" Someone tapped me on the shoulder, and as soon as I turned my head, I saw him. Wearing a black baseball cap today, a Levi's yellow t-shirt, black shorts, and as sunny as ever.

"I want to know you." I say.

"Aren't we already acquainted?" He replied.

"I want to know your name, I can't be unable to name it every time we meet."

"Guan Shan, I'm Guan Shan."

"Guan Shan, hello, I'm Nan Fang."

"You know what? A lot of people introduce themselves and say, "My name is so-and-so, but both of us say I'm so-and-so, which is funny." ”

"Yes," I smiled, and every time I talked to him, I was always in a good mood.

"Guan Shan, come here to play football!" The boy on the playground waved at him and shouted.

"Do you want me to play?"

"Good!"

I went to the nearest vending machine to buy two bottles of water, and then sat on the steps of the playground, I have never had any sports cells, and I don't know much about football, I just look at him, the way he runs, the way he sweats, the way he scores a goal, just like watching a movie, every frame is very charming, unconsciously into the mind, the ball is flying to the side and I don't know, when I notice, the ball is only twenty centimeters away from me, what to do, it's too late to dodge, admit it, I close my eyes and wait silently for the ball to hit me, wake me up, Surprisingly, it didn't come, I opened my eyes, he blocked it for me and pushed the ball back.

"What should I do if I have such little guts?" He chuckled.

"You guys play, I'm tired, I need to rest." He shouted to his friends on the field.

I handed him the water, took out a tissue and handed it to him to wipe his sweat, and he sat next to me, the breeze blowing, mixing his smell, it was so nice.

"I see that every time I see you, you are alone, don't you have any friends?" He asked.

"I try my best to fit in, I prefer to hang out on campus than to stay in the dorm room and watch dramas, and I prefer a place with good light and good air circulation." I replied.

"That's it!" He smiled again, and sure enough, he was a gentle boy, and every moment of getting along was like a spring breeze.

"Are you going to be bored then? Will it be lonely? He asked.

"Most of the time it's okay, but occasionally when I want to talk to someone, I'll be lonely, especially meaningless nonsense, everyone's time is precious, so I don't know who to talk to." I replied.

"Tell me all about it in the future, those nonsense, let's be friends who can talk nonsense to each other!" He raised his hand to give me a high-five.

"Good!" I responded to him.