"It's almost there."

Wan Qian stretched out her hand, as if the brand-new Ultraman of someone else's house from many years ago was right in front of her eyes.

"It's coming! I walked so fast that it seemed to me that nothing was there, nothing but it, only that Ultraman. ”

Wan Qian's two hands reached out towards the void.

"At that time, I only noticed two things. First things first: the parents of the child can't come back; The second thing: don't wake up that little boy. ”

Wan Qian continued.

"Nope. None of them. None of them. ”

Wan Qian turned around and grabbed my shoulders excitedly, and the ten long and slender fingers on those two hands were inserted into the flesh of my shoulders like bamboo poles.

"I felt like smoke was coming out of my throat. Got it, and when my hand touched the box of that toy, you didn't know that I wanted to scream, I wanted to scream, I wanted to laugh excitedly. ”

Wan Qian turned around and covered her mouth, for fear that the excited cry that had not had time to be shouted many years ago would blurt out tonight, at this moment.

"I looked at the little boy on the bed again, my ears were as sharp as leopards, and I could tell which pair belonged to the little boy's parents in the midst of the multitude of chaotic and varied footsteps in the corridor of the ward."

Wan Qian clasped her hands in front of her chest.

"I didn't hear his mother's voice."

Wan Qian turned to face me, her eyes full of pain and expectation.

"Really."

Wan Qian said.

"I really didn't hear his mom coming in."

Wan Qian turned around and continued to face the boundless darkness outside.

"I was holding that Ultraman in my arms, and I had a rabbit in my chest like a rabbit bouncing around. The Ultraman's outer packaging was cold and hot, which made my heart feel weak and cold for a while, and it made me feel hot for a while, and it made me want to let go of my hands several times. ”

Wan Qian's voice began to tense again.

"I am also the daughter of a pure white family, if it weren't for the fact that I have no father and no mother......"

Wan Qian said.

"The door was nearer, closer, and there were no suspicious voices behind him. When I think of Wan Huan, I don't want to think about anything anymore, nothing is important anymore. I opened the door, and at this time I knew that I should first look at the movement around the left, and I came out when I saw that there was nothing unusual outside, really. ”

Wan Qian's voice revealed desperation.

"There was no familiar face of one of his relatives in the corridor outside, and he didn't wake up, he slept soundly."

Wan Qian said.

"I felt a wave of ecstasy in my heart, and I felt that victory was in sight. Wan Huan, I'm just such a younger brother, I will try my best to satisfy him with what he wants, but I'm really not incapable, I don't have anything, I can't give him anything, I'm really......"

Wan Qian kept waving her hands.

"Really, I'm really......"

Wan Qian choked with tears in her throat.

"I'm ...... really"

Wan Qian's words were blocked back by her own tears.

She turned her head, and I saw that she didn't move for a while. It's been a long time

She looked up and let out a long sigh.

"I carried the Ultraman and walked out of the ward, and then walked out, the high room was in the innermost part of the ward, and my goal at that time was to get out of that ward and never come back. I know it's wrong to steal. ”

Wan Qian lowered her head, and a crystal teardrop fell into the dust.

"I thought it would be the only stain in my life, I thought it was ......"

Wan Qian clenched her fists.

"I'm walking fast, I don't dare to run, the door is far away from me, I'm going to walk out of that door in a few steps, and then spend a while rushing home, see Wan Huan, how old is Wan Huan?"

Wan Qian closed her eyes in pain, and she turned her head to ask me.

"How old do you guess Wan Huan is?"

I shook my head, knowing she didn't really want to ask me for an answer. Sure enough, Wan Qian turned around and continued to face the night outside the window with her face.

"Wan Huan was four years old that year."

She said.

"At the age of four, he wanted an Ultraman, and he had the heroic dream that all boys cherished. He wasn't asking too much. ”

Wan Qian slowly pulled her face back in front of me.

"Is it excessive? Mr. Mei, do you think a four-year-old child wants an Ultraman, even if it is an old one, is this too much to ask? ”

I shook my head silently.

"Right?!"

She looked into mine, trying to find out something.

I nodded silently again.

Wan Qian took a deep breath, and the story continued in the boundless darkness of the night. Like spring grass, it sprouts silently, grows silently, and blossoms and bears fruit silently.

"On that day, I passed by many people, patients who were recovering, doctors, nurses, cleaners on that floor, family members, relatives and friends of patients who came to visit. They are like shadows, like ghost shadows, like black tree shadows, like human figures, like all kinds of shadows, all of them are not as important as me and Wan Huan, only Wan Huan's face is left in front of me, there is no one else, other people, all people, and people all over the world are all shadows. I can't see their facial features clearly, and I have no interest in their facial features, I don't care what they look like, I don't care if they are good or bad for me, I don't care about anything, I only have Wan Huan, I am his sister, I have the obligation to let him live a good life, I have the responsibility to take care of him. I ......"

Wan Qian was excited again.

I saw her chest rise and fall, like a choppy, undulating peak.

"I continued to walk out, I was only a few years old at that time, I knew that I couldn't mess with my steps, my eyes must not show fear, I had a good hand to let others see the flaws, I couldn't let people see my ......"

Wan Qian paused several times.

"I can't let people see that I don't deserve that toy, and I can't have a toy like that."

Wan Qian clenched her fists again.

"I'm worthy!"

She said.

"I'm actually worthy."

Again, she repeated.

I had never found the city so peaceful at night.

"Get out of that door, that

For many years after the door, I often dreamed that the gate was the door of my life and death. One foot in the door, one foot outside the door, but inside and outside the door, no matter how I choose, I seem to be dead. ”

Wan Qian's tears came unexpectedly again. She continued crying.

"I didn't go far to the elevator, and after getting off the elevator, I walked home and saw Wan Huan. But at this time, a woman came out from the side, do I know that woman? I know. I really do. ”

Wan Qian repeated.

"She's the boy's mom. She didn't know where she had been hiding, where she was hiding, so she rushed out and grabbed my wrist. ”

Wan Qian stretched out a hand, exposing her right wrist under my nose. Her eyes were locked on her wrists, scrutinizing them left and right, as if she were looking at the parts of her body.

"I had thin wrists, I had been malnourished for many years, and my neck was thin, like a big-headed doll. The body is as thin as a piece of paper. When I saw that woman's face, guess what happened to me? ”

Wan Qian turned around.

I confronted her, and I really wanted to tell her that I didn't want to listen any longer.

"Wan Qian."

I called her softly, my voice was ethereal and lonely in the night, but I wanted to use this ethereal and lonely to soothe her equally ethereal and lonely heart.

She smiled lonely at me.

"I was so scared that I peed my pants right there. The cold night of urine dripped down my pants, and I was afraid that I would shake apart if I shook all over. In fact, the woman did not threaten or intimidate me, nor was she disgusted, she even smiled at me, but that smile ......"

Wan Qian unconsciously hugged her shoulders.

"That smile, like coming from hell, makes people feel more hairy on the back than the fierce gods, and I am terrified. I don't know what she wants to do, but I know I really like Ultraman, I don't let go, I had a big mess in my head, I don't know what I don't want, but I know there's one thing I can't lose. I want to get her on her knees and take her to my brother, because rich people may pity poor people like us. ”

Wan Qian hugged herself with her arms tighter and tighter.

But she didn't get angry, she didn't blame me, she didn't beat me, she didn't scold me, and she sent me to the police station. She also treated me to something delicious, which was the first time in my life that I had eaten something so delicious. The hotel is very magnanimous, the hotel is splendid, I have never dared to enter, let alone the opportunity to enter. I don't dare to eat it, the more she asks me to eat it, the more I dare not eat it, but I want to bring those exquisite foods back to Wan Huan along with that Ultraman. The woman asked me, she had fine skin and white flesh, peach blossom eyes, and eyebrows were even more beautifully drawn, and I especially remembered that hand, those hands, not a pair of women's hands, they were ......"

Wan Qian tilted her head, and her pupils enlarged, as if she had met the most doubtful in her life.

"I can't say it. Is that...... Like a snake, when you touch your hand, you will feel a chill arise from the soles of your feet. ”

Wan Qian still looked at him in confusion.

She touched my arm and asked me, "Do you want to eat all this in the future?" I shook my head at her. She just laughed, no

Angry, just shook his head, and said I was such a stupid boy. She was not in a hurry to force me to make a statement, and gave Ultraman to me again, and after eating, she also took a taxi to take me home. ”

Wan Qian's eyes revealed indescribable pain.

"I thought I had met a good person." Wan Qian rubbed her hands together and crossed her hands on her chest.

"The red car came to my house in a circle. My ...... When the woman saw it, her eyes lit up. It was only later that I understood why her eyes lit up. I didn't understand at the time. My brother was crazy with joy, and so was I. Like a trick, she conjured up a bunch of small food out of nowhere, bread, biscuits, sausages, yogurt, chocolate...... There were many, and there were so many more of them that I was dazzled by the colorful wrapping paper, and I couldn't tell or understand what was hidden under the gorgeous coat. As soon as the woman was gone, my brother and I took the things apart. ”

Wan Qian closed her eyes slightly, and her butterfly-like eyelashes trembled slightly.

"We have been, never, never."

She used three "never." "I remember my high school Chinese teacher teaching me that repeating a word was to emphasize and strengthen the tone.

(End of chapter)