Take three steps and make two steps to walk into the community.

"Xiao Han?"

"Who else?"

"Will she?"

"No, it won't."

Zhang Ruolei's face was gloomy, and his sides were angular. The two of them were speechless. When I entered the door, it was Xiao Han, and she was gossiping with my mother. It seems that she doesn't want to tear her face yet, or are we suspicious?

Naturally, he and I didn't dare to show too much in front of the old lady, but the smile was obviously stiff, the scene was embarrassing, and she didn't have anything to say there by herself, pretending to be intimate, and we all behaved indifferently and had no way to cooperate.

"Look at Xiao Han, he came over to see me during the lunch break at noon."

My mom was laughing all over the place.

I twitched the corners of my mouth, which was a response.

"How can you not come and see? I'm so worried to know that you're in this body. ”

Xiao Han held my mother's hand affectionately and turned his face to us.

"I knew that you would also return, so I made an appointment with you. I'm afraid you're in trouble. ”

"I'm really afraid of bothering them, so don't come back in the future."

My mother still had a faint smile on her face, I thought I didn't hear clearly, Zhang Ruolei and I quickly exchanged glances, Xiao Han didn't expect the old lady to be so direct, she was stunned on the spot, sparing her is essence, and the expression on her face became far-fetched.

"Xiao Han, Auntie is old and confused. I thought you were sincere to Meizi, but you kept saying in my ear that my tumor was malignant, and it would be empty of people and money if it was cured. But I've been discharged from the hospital for so long, I don't see chemotherapy, and I don't need to take any targeted drugs. However, the doctor said that if the tumor continued to grow, the brain stem would be involved. No matter how stupid I am, I know that even if the tumor is benign, if it grows to the brainstem, the difficulty and risk of surgery will increase. You weasel give New Year's greetings to chickens. My daughter is kind, she can't bear to expose your true face in front of me, how clever are you to think of yourself as a fool? ”

My eyes widened and I was stunned. My mother's words are not only reasonable, but Luo Ji's thinking is clear and clear, and he is loud. Is this still the elderly woman I knew all day long? It's because I've been negligent, thinking that she doesn't understand anything, that she is out of touch with this society, and that she is dying. But the fact is that no matter how old she is, the years will not only stop at the rings that grow day by day and the wrinkles that are more and more and more and deeper and deeper.

"Mom!"

There were tears in my eyes, but Zhang Ruolei seemed relieved, his eyelids drooped and he smiled.

"Please."

The old lady got up to see off the guests. Xiao Han still didn't come out of the play she wrote and directed, she was stunned and frightened, and then angry and sinister, with an expression like a chameleon.

"You are not welcome here in the future. Besides, I don't know what your intentions are, but as an elder, I still have to give you a word of advice. There are gods in the head. You have no father or mother, and no one teaches you, I don't blame you. But now that you have reached the age of motherhood, not for yourself, but also for your children, accumulate virtue, heaven is good for reincarnation, who will the sky spare? You think you're smart. However, "

The old lady pointed to the sky.

"And

Smarter and more powerful----- that's God! ”

Xiao Han was still sitting still, and I saw that her cheeks were vaguely distinct, and I was afraid that she was going to crush her silver teeth.

"Anyway, I'm a classmate with her, and I'm doing it for her good. Whether you believe it or not. ”

Xiao Han staggered to his feet, his face as pale as the withered branches in the dirt in winter.

"Slow down and don't send it."

The old lady stood in the wind, and suddenly I felt that I didn't know much about the world, and I seemed to have missed too much, and thought I was too much. I always thought that I was protecting her, and she didn't understand everything she had to bear alone, so I told her the good news and not the bad news. But in reality, she probably knows everything.

My throat tightened and I choked. At her age, she is still trying and has the wisdom to protect me again.

Xiao Han finally went out, and there was silence in the room.

"Mom, your blood pressure ......"

The old lady smiled.

"You look down on Mom too much. Mom, wasn't it a big wind and waves back then? Do you think it's so easy for one person to pull you big? ”

My eyes lit up, and I didn't dare to think about her past. I used to magnify my grievances, and I always felt that I was the most wronged and saddest person in the world. But in this world, whose life has been smooth sailing?

"It looks like this new card won't be needed."

Zhang Ruolei said with a smile.

"New card?"

My mom didn't know what was going on, so I typed a haha and misunderstood the topic.

"How did you come back at this time?"

My mom asked.

"I'm not going to come back to see you."

"What's not to worry about? Mom is still old in the end, thinking that brain tumor is a terrible serious disease, first she is scared enough, and she is even more afraid of causing you trouble. That's why she fell for her. ”

I walked over and helped her get a dress.

"It's not cold."

She touched my hand, and it was as warm as when we first met in life, when she was my god, and the great troubles were clear when I touched these hands.

It's a pity that I haven't held her for a long time, and I thought she could no longer provide me with protection or even warmth.

"Mom."

I choked. Her loving eyes hit me with the sun.

"Mom is old." She was also teary-eyed, and her eyes were reddish and shiny.

"Mom has no ability, she can't protect you, and she has made you suffer so many grievances."

"It's not."

I finally burst into tears, like a sudden flashback of time, and my female classmates boycotted me because I had taken the first place in the exam again. I threw myself into her arms as desperately as I do now, and I still remember that she rubbed my hair over and over again with those big hands that were slightly rough, telling me that with her, the whole world had betrayed me and that she was still there, telling me that people must learn and learn to face these things in life---- or be defeated, become as mediocre or even philistine as them, and only know how to be short and scratch their heads every day, or learn to make themselves strong and become light.

"Mom, I'm not strong, I haven't turned into light. I ......"

I totally

I didn't care about everything, so I fell on her and cried.

"I'm a failure."

"Silly boy, where is this? There's still a long way to go. Good boy, mom in, mom in, mom in. ”

I knew I should hold back my tears, like the role I have been playing in front of her for many years, I should play my own character to the end, but I was too tired, too hard, too wronged and too failed.

I want to be a kid again.

How greedy people are. When I was a child, I looked forward to the day when I was full of wings and left my mother to leave home to spread my wings. When I grew up, I gradually understood that when I was a child, I exhausted all the blessings and blessings in my life. I know that the days of ignorance by my parents' side are the most beautiful, and there is no one.

Zhang Ruolei walked out gently, my mother raised her eyes to look at his back, was silent for a long time, and finally didn't say anything.

On the way back, I talked to Zhang Ruolei about Xiao Han.

"I don't know what she's up to."

"It's not going to be a good thing."

He didn't look back, he looked ahead, but the focus of his eyes faded into a large red and white halo at the front window.

I frowned.

"Then you ......"

I didn't finish it, but I knew he knew what I was trying to say.

Also, why? Why did you lure the wolf into the house in the first place? Since you know that her heart is like a snake and scorpion, and you know that she has those holidays with me, is it really a great benefit that the hurricane promised him? This benefit is enough for him to forget all her threats?

He didn't speak, his lips pursed even tighter. I know that means he has a storm in his heart.

"I'm sorry."

For a long time, he gently spat out these words.

"It's not your fault."

"It's my fault."

His fierce gaze was straight ahead, colder than the harsh winter outside. I saw his hands gripping the steering wheel burst. I shook my head, I couldn't bear to see him blame himself so much.

"Forget it."

We're all going to learn to do the math eventually. Everything, everything.

"As long as the two of us are good, let's try to kick her away in the future."

"If she hurts you again, I'll make her worse than dead."

The words popped out of his teeth word by word, and he gritted his teeth.

I let out a long sigh. That's enough. Maybe! Enough is enough. I found his hand and held him firmly, but he held my hand in the palm of his hand with his backhand and squeezed it hard.

When we saw Xiao Han at the company, she looked as usual. also came up to greet me, Zhang Ruolei stopped in front of her and asked her to stay away from me.

Xiao Han smiled meaningfully.

"Who brought me close to her?"

Zhang Ruolei's face was bloodless.

"Xiao Han."

I say.

"Although I don't know the plot behind you, we have no grievances in the past and no enmity in the near future."

"Humph!" Xiao Han interrupted me with a contemptuous snort.

"Come on!"

Xiao Han's eyes were close to my pupils.

"Put away your pretense of being like this, you're only going to make me feel more disgusting. I'll admit I'm not a good person, but what about you? More hypocritical and shameless than me. past

No grievances? When your husband climbed on my body, the two of us were destined to be inseparable in this life. ”

She tried to get close to me, but Zhang Ruolei stood in front of her.

"What a flower messenger."

She sneered.

"It's good if you can really protect it, and if you really want to protect it."

She made a pun, and I knew that she never gave up trying to provoke a relationship between me and Zhang Ruolei.

"Can you not hate me? I'm afraid that I hate the root of my teeth, but I can't do anything about it! ”

She threw a sharp glance at me from afar.

"I don't believe that if murder is not illegal, you don't want to kill me now. To put it so innocently, it is nothing more than powerlessness. ”

She snorted, and then walked away, and I saw Zhang Ruolei clenching his hands into fists, and his bones were white.

"Forget it."

I patted him on the arm, and this was the second time today that I said 'forget it'.

And Xiao Han's words just now pierced into my heart like a needle. I squinted my eyes and thought about my words. Also, why do people forget it? Because they don't have the ability, it doesn't count. Most people are not really open-minded and open-minded to that extent, and can really let go of attachments, resentments, and grievances in their hearts, but they really don't have the ability to settle those who let their thoughts be persistent, resentful, and wronged.

(End of chapter)