My kindness is too impure.

I only really cared about Huaiping's life and death, and I didn't mind his life and death.

I thought about it for a long time, only Huaihai may have the same enemy as me, no matter what, he is Huaiping's biological father.

So I secretly called him, and he picked it up and said Meizi, it's really you! Every day, Mr. Zhang is worried, always asking people how to make you speak again, how to make you happy. Keep asking all the people you know your preferences. You don't know what he has become now. I guess he's only cautious in front of you now, and in front of everyone he's turned into a bag of explosives that can explode at any moment.

I hung up the phone silently, and my heart was completely broken to ask him to help investigate the so-called truth. I think that if a person is used to being a slave, he may forget that he was once an independent individual.

What's more, his mind has never been on me or Huaiping from beginning to end.

Huaiping is just a hurried and dispensable passerby in his life, and in a sense, Huaiping is even superfluous.

Not long after hanging up the Huaihai phone, Zhang Ruolei rushed back, I saw that his forehead was full of sweat, when I was at home, he ordered everyone not to turn on the air conditioner, and he was a person who could not live without the air conditioner in summer, sweat dripping down his hairline, wetting the broken hair in front of his forehead, and was beaten into locks, close to the forehead.

He squeezed my hand tightly, a cautious and flattering smile on his face.

"What's wrong? What's wrong with the child? ”

My eyes swept aimlessly over his face.

In fact, he was worried about the child, the piece of meat in my womb, not me.

I turned my head and closed my eyes, and he was half-crouching and half-kneeling in front of my bed, and in my mind was the vague and clear image of him I had just seen, he was a little thin, his already angular face became more and more angular, and the lines of his face were as cold and hard as a knife and an axe. When he doesn't talk or laugh, he is cold and cool, and his image adds a bit of charm to him, and I don't know how many ignorant girls will be fascinated.

As long as Zhang Ruolei comes back now, he will keep making noise in my ears. Tell me all kinds of anecdotes in the company, on the Internet, and hearsay with him in one day. Once he told me a joke from someone, and although I didn't want to hear it, I couldn't help but think it was coke, so I pulled the corners of my mouth and smiled. I didn't want him to get such encouragement, so I changed my path, searched for jokes every day, and told them to me when I got home.

I don't want him to see me happy, I am happy when the child in my belly is happy, he makes me happy is nothing more than wanting to make the one in my belly happy, and when he succeeds in croaking to the ground one day, what am I to him?

He really cares that I won't be connected with Xiao Han, and he won't let Xiao Han give me that fatal blow when I am pregnant with Liujia, in the short video when Huaiping is dying, he is talking to someone, that person seems to be very familiar with him, Huaiping calls him Uncle Zhang. Huaiping knows a few Uncle Zhang, and I still know it in my heart. But I don't know why Huaiping ended up like that.

It seems that Zhang Ruolei has known about it for a long time, and Lao Bai has been helping him deceive me. I push

Zhang Fusheng should be as ignorant as me, if it weren't for Zhang Ruolei saying that I was pregnant, I would have been allowed to marry into the Zhang family, including their insinuation that I was Zhang Fusheng's old treacherous and cunning put Huaiping under house arrest.

But why would Lao Bai help him? Lao Bai has always remained neutral.

What is Xiao Han's role in the center?

Is she really the best, the most genuine, the most honest one for me, as she says?

I unconsciously put my hand on my stomach, and Zhang Ruolei's hand covered it, how many months? I was mentally calculating the days, and someone came to my door every month to do a prenatal check-up, and the day of the next prenatal check-up was approaching. The nanny didn't know what it was, she waited for me 24 hours a day, sometimes I went to the bathroom for a long time, she knocked on the door outside, and asked nervously, "Mrs., Mrs., what's wrong with you?" If I don't come out again, I'll call my husband.

I slowly came out of it and floated indifferently past her eyes.

On a few occasions, she tried to set porcelain with me. persuaded me a few words, saying that women, all marry chickens and chickens, marry dogs and dogs, although I have not been here for a long time, but I can also see that Mr. is very good to you, and women have nothing but to ask for a man who is good to themselves, loves themselves and loves them all their lives. You've got it all, what's not to be satisfied with?

At first I ignored her, and then I yelled at her and said, ", do you know he killed my son?"

Not long after, Zhang Ruolei ran back with a snort. I was very surprised, and after a little attention, I realized that I was now in prison, and there were monitors everywhere.

I was under house arrest by him, why did he want this piece of meat in my stomach? What kind of bargaining chips do you keep him? He used to trap Huaiping without humanity, and now he traps me again, and in the future, I don't believe that the child in my belly can really be treated well.

I realized that I was caught in a vast and unfathomable web.

No, no, no, I can't allow myself to be the second Huaiping. I can't die here in vain, trapped here.

Zhang Ruolei looked at me, hugged me, and hugged me into his arms, and recently he always looked at me and cried, and the crocodile tears that flowed from his eyes could not move me.

I only have one son, Huaiping, and he promised me to bring him back, he is just a child, and in my mind, he will always be just a child.

He's quit drugs, he's got a chance, he's got a lot to look forward to. I don't know how long I hope it will take, and I hope that he will return to his hometown and be reunited with my family.

I snuggled into Zhang Ruolei's arms, I want Huaiping, I want Huaiping, but I will lose him forever, and I can't even see him for the last time.

I hate him.

I will never forgive him.

"Let's get a divorce!"

Zhang Ruolei pushed me away in disbelief, looking at my face in disbelief.

"Let me go."

I say.

There was a slashing look on his face, and I turned my head away, easily ignoring the emoji that had a certain meaning. I never want to trust him again.

"What did you say?"

Zhang Ruolei turned my face.

"You spoke to me?"

His face flushed with excitement, and he looked left and right to talk about other things.

"You're finally talking to me?"

He couldn't believe it.

"Say one more word to me."

He kissed and hugged and hugged.

"God, you don't know how long it's been since I've heard you. I heard you talking to me in my dreams, you calling me husband. ”

Acting!

Acting!

I turned around and silently returned to the room, leaving him alone in the living room and dancing.

Later, I thought, could Xiao Han's illegitimate child be his, that child may have leukemia or some strange disease, and Zhang Ruolei can only save his life by having a healthy child with me?

I don't want to sit still.

I'm planning to leave, have you seen Don't Talk to Strangers? Although he is not abusive, he is becoming more and more like an inscrutable devil in my mind.

The next day, Zhang Ruolei went out to work, the nanny was cleaning up, I put on a coat and walked towards the door, the door was easily opened, I dodged, squeezed out through the crack in the door, but saw a man wearing sunglasses in the corridor in the middle of the day blocking my way.

"Ma'am, where are you going?"

I really didn't expect him Zhang Ruolei to have this trick, anger and surprise appeared on my face alternately.

I didn't have time to react, and the nanny inside had already heard the door and ran out with her slippers on.

"Madam, it's cold outside, come in."

I'm as angry as an ox. I thought, cold fart, cold, it's only been a few months now, not to mention that I haven't gone outside, just in the corridor.

The babysitter couldn't help but drag me back indoors.

"Madam, where are you going, Mr. has ordered, ask the driver to take me with you, you must not go out alone."

"Am I not free anymore?"

"How could you not have it, old woman, if I had such treatment, I am afraid that I would have burned high incense in my previous life."

"I'm going to go out on my own."

The old nanny's face flashed and panicked.

"Don't you dare, Mr. ordered, if you let you go out by yourself, we will all be laid off."

"I can get you all laid off as well, do you believe it?"

"Believe it, madam, don't get too excited, be careful of the tires."

It's tire gas again!

Except for tire gas, doesn't anyone care about me? I held out my hand to my stomach and beckoned.

"If you don't let me out on my own, I'll die with him."

I shouted excitedly, the old nanny's face had already changed color, and when I was at a loss, the door opened, and Zhang Ruolei flashed in with a sweaty face.

"Plum!"

My eyes were fixed on his eager face.

I saw Zhang Ruolei hurriedly make a look at the nanny, and the old nanny retreated, and he coaxed me into the house with a hug.

I struggled violently, and he held me so hard that I could barely breathe.

"Don't move, Meizi, please, don't move. Please, plum, hurt our children, our children. ”

"That's yours."

I cried and shouted.

"I don't want him."

"What is the sin of the child?"

I yelled at him, "Yes, the child does."

What sin? Then why did you treat Huaiping like that? How did Huaiping die? He went out well, but you killed him. ”

Zhang Ruolei comforted me on the edge of the bed, and he was half-squatting and half-kneeling.

"Listen to me, you listen to me."

He shouted.

His shout also woke me up, and I thought to myself, why should I quarrel and quarrel with him. I tilted my head, my gaze limply fixed on a spot in the wall, and I didn't speak again.

I will turn a deaf ear to whatever he says, and I will not look at him any more.

His depressed appearance made me feel so happy in my heart, in the past two people loved each other, his joy is my joy, and now the two of them have come to the present, making him and him painful will actually become the greatest pleasure in my life.

Not without irony.

"Are we torturing each other?"

He asked.

"How can you possibly forgive me?!"

"Never!"

I gritted my teeth.

"What if I let you see Huaiping?"

I frowned. He's lying to me again! Why should I always fall for him? He always knows where my weaknesses are.

"Plum,"

His head was on my knee, and in a moment I saw his shoulder shrug, and a moist, warm liquid quickly wet the fibers of my knee.

(End of chapter)