The boy's tense muscles were instantly relieved, and his eyes began to be gentle, and he looked at me like the warm sun on a winter afternoon. I think he might have wanted to say something to me, after all, he didn't think I was mentally ill and turned around and left. But after waiting for a long time, he didn't say a word, but I collapsed instantly.

Counting on the fingers, Huaiping has been away for a month, and the north has entered the middle of winter. Sometimes it was more than 30 degrees below zero, but he was like a mud cow into the sea, quietly, and he didn't even make a phone call or send a WeChat message to ask for money. I transferred the account to him a few times, but he didn't confiscate it once.

Those jokes on the Internet are all lies, they say that if you send WeChat to the other party, he doesn't reply, pretending not to be there, just send him a red envelope, and he will receive every penny in seconds.

But when I gave Huaiping a turn, it was a few thousand, and the amount was clearly displayed, but he just didn't accept it.

Once, when the transferred account was returned, I stared at the screen of my mobile phone and asked Zhang Ruolei, do you believe that if there is a father, there must be a son?

He probably didn't hear clearly, and he said, "Huh? ”

I smiled and said, "It's fine." ”

I thought to myself, if there is a father, there must be a son. Both of them had hard hearts, they didn't look back when Huaihai left, and their biological son didn't come back to see him once after the divorce, and they didn't give a penny of living expenses.

Now Huaiping is the same.

If he leaves, it will be indefinite.

I'm a failed woman.

Zhang grabbed my hand as a sign of comfort. But now what can give me the ultimate comfort except for his news?

Doesn't he understand?

But I don't ask him, I don't chase him. He is not Huaiping's father, even if he is his father? What's more, he Huaiping doesn't want me either. If he still has my mother in his heart, he won't say goodbye without saying goodbye, let alone going without a yellow crane and no news.

I persuaded myself that if they could be ruthless, I could. It's a big deal when you don't give birth, what's there, mother and son are nothing more than a fate. Mother and son also have a deep relationship, maybe I have a shallow relationship with the person surnamed Huai.

On this day, I received a strange phone call.

I picked it up, and the other person's voice was obvious, and I asked me to guess who she was.

I'm not in the mood to play such a childish game with her, and I'll hang up if you don't say it.

The other party hurriedly said, "Don't don't, look at you, you can't afford to play so much now." You weren't like that when you were in college! ”

I could tell it was Su Bai.

It turned out to be Su Bai.

I said, "Didn't you go abroad?" ”

Su Baiyin smiled like a bell: "I'm not selling it abroad?" Don't want to come back? It's not fun to be abroad, so I'll go back to China for a few days. ”

She was still like that, not waiting for me to reply, and then she continued to talk to herself.

"How? Are you still following Zhang Ruolei? Did you move the nest? Did you miss me? I miss you to death, so, I'm the east, I'll invite you to dinner tonight, I can tell you, the first thing I look for when I return to China is you, you can't refuse me, you wait, what time do you get off work? Five o'clock, usually this o'clock, so, five o'clock, I'll pick you up at the gate of your company. ”

After speaking, without waiting for me to answer, she "snapped" and the phone was closed.

Where is this?

originally wanted to tell Zhang Ruolei, but later thought that his relationship with Su Bai would inevitably be embarrassing, so he gave up. This Su Baiyuan is a person who is crazy, I actually don't want to see her, I couldn't talk about going together before. What's more, when I think of her high-flying appearance in college, I don't want to see it even more.

But it's hard to say goodbye, and besides, I want to know the next thing about that incident in college. Less than five o'clock, Su Bai's phone call came in. He said that he had been waiting at the door for a long time.

"It can really do the whole thing."

My heart said. Carrying my bag downstairs, passing by Zhang Ruolei's office, I leaned against his door and said, "Su Bai is back." ”

He glanced up at me.

"I know, she approached me."

I raised an eyebrow.

Think, old lover, and said that the first person to find me was me, and sure enough, I couldn't listen to the woman's words.

"She asked me out for dinner."

"Go."

He looked up at me as he sorted out his papers.

"That's right."

I nodded and turned. He stopped me again: "Do you want me to send you?" ”

"No, she'll pick it up."

Zhang Ruolei groaned, as if he wanted to say something to me, but finally said nothing.

"Complex human beings."

I think.

Out of the gate, ho, a flaming sports car, Su Bai is also red, she shouldn't be Su Bai, she should be called Su Hong. The fire is as red, bright and bright, I don't know what kind of blockbuster I think she is going to shoot, and she wears a red turban, only her nose and mouth are exposed, and a pair of extra-large sunglasses are put on her eyes. She's dressed like this, and I have to be the center of attention wherever she goes.

"What are you doing? Marilyn Monroe? ”

I smiled and opened the door to get into the car, and as soon as she stepped on the accelerator, the car rushed forward like a wild horse without a leash. A wild horse with an iron shell. The horse neighed at her feet, not knowing whether it was pain or excitement, and galloped across the asphalted road. Around it are its kind, and of course there are outliers. For example, those who ride electric bikes, cyclists, and pedestrians of all stripes.

Some of them glance inadvertently or with envy or jealousy, and the intricate look in their eyes sometimes makes you feel a little smug, but more often it is as cautious as a man's back.

You don't know where you've offended them, just as you'll never know where you've offended the world.

The car came to an abrupt stop in front of a high-end club. We got out of the car and entered the magnificent gate of the clubhouse one after the other, facing the artificial landscaping of the small bridge and flowing water. Although artificial, it can still be pleasing to the eye.

Just like those popular celebrity faces or Internet celebrities on the Internet, sometimes you know that they have plastic surgery and adulterated facial features, but you are still willing to go to the show, he has sacrificed himself to cater to your taste, why not praise the scene? In addition to the happy grudge of the eyes, there is also the smug feeling that he is inexplicably respected?

Like Qianlong, he knew that the gentry was insatiable, but he still spoiled him, believed in him, and refused to kill him. Life is really hard, sometimes just be kind to yourself, know that you are deceiving yourself and others for a while, and short-term vanity and happiness are better than nothing.

Thinking of this, I think of Huaiping again. Who is it, what can make Huaiping take drugs? What kind of bitterness and hatred does he have in his heart?

The guide lady is tall and tall, with a slender figure, regardless of spring, summer, autumn and winter, all of them are bare and exposed, and she has a standard eight-tooth smile. The world is changing dramatically with each passing day, but these most primitive things are still the original, more eye-catching and more marketable. It can also be inferred from this that this is still a man's world, because most of the money owners and payers are men, so the beauty market can be in the ascendant.

When the guests arrived, we both sat down, and Su Bai politely ordered the food. I haven't learned to taste tea yet, and I don't know the reason for it. Some of the tea soup is clear and yellow and bright, and some are as clear as jasper jade, sweet in the mouth, and fragrant in the teeth and cheeks. Although I don't drink much, I have drunk a lot of high-quality in recent years. People are this reality and snobbery, how can there be any experts, but there are many good things.

Me too, although I can't taste tea, but I can taste inferior tea in one bite now.

I know that Su Bai must have something to do with me, but if she doesn't say it, I won't ask, I don't know her character yet? If it sounds good, it is a heartless city, and if it is not good, it is the temper of a big lady, and the family is used to being pampered, and the dog's stomach can't hold more than two taels of sesame oil.

The dishes come up one after another, no more, no less, but most of them are exquisite, and they can make people happy when they look at them, not to mention that they can wrap their stomachs.

Zhumen's wine and meat stink, and there are frozen bones on the road. It has always been so.

I didn't move forward, and Su Bai smiled. Say you're still like that, and you're there to be compassionate.

I smiled, laughing at myself like a glass of water, how many years have passed, I can still let people see the bottom at a glance. Is this an advantage or a disadvantage?

After running away for half his life, he is still a teenager when he returns. This kind of life makes people yearn for it, but it is sad to be reachable, and it is also a kind of helplessness to be unreachable.

Su Bai still seems to be thinking about how to start with me, what is the reason why such a rectum can't pour beans into a bamboo tube? Later, she made up her mind and said, "That's it." "Turning around, I took one out of my bag and asked for advice.

"Red bombs"?

I took it and wanted to congratulate her. Every woman who has attained the sweetness and happiness of love should be congratulated.

Open, a photo, a pair of beautiful people. One is her, and the other is slow, let me take a closer look, it turned out to be Zhang Ruolei.

I banged, I felt top-heavy, and banged again, and I felt the sky fall apart. I thought that the girl with my surname Mei was invincible to all poisons today, but I didn't expect that there was still someone who could make me feel like I was hit by five thunders.

No wonder, no wonder, no wonder it's a little strange to see him these days.

No wonder, no wonder, no wonder he hasn't come to me so often these days.

I'm so stupid.

I think of Mr. Lu Xun's sister-in-law Xianglin in "Blessing", she kept repeating a sentence, and then she repeated it when she met people, saying, I'm so stupid, I'm so stupid.

I'm so stupid.

When did they take these pictures?

Yes, sometimes Zhang Ruolei said that he went out to talk about things, sometimes he was not in the company all day, and recently I think Huaiping thought so much that he didn't feel that he hadn't been to the boudoir for a long time.

When did they seal the remonstrance?

Zhang Ruolei is not interesting enough, Su Bai is not interesting enough, I don't have much friendship with her, but Zhang Ruolei shouldn't be, the last time he was engaged to her, forgot? I single-handedly planned and arranged it.

Su Bai asked people to serve wine and filled it for me.

I blocked the mouth of the cup: "I've been feeling unwell for a while, and I haven't drunk it for a few days." Xiao Ye, "I raised my eyes to look at Su Bai, she lowered her eyelids to avoid my gaze, and at that moment I was sure in my heart: she knew my relationship with Zhang Ruolei.

I gasped, is this the future main room declaring sovereignty to Xiao San? Or is it because I only see the new people laughing, and no one hears the old people crying? What era? It's just played in vain.

But how so? I remembered Zhang Ruolei hugging me, he looked at me, people said that a person's eyes can't deceive people, no matter how clever a liar is, he can't do it. I remember that he took me on a night's journey to see his crazy old mother.

He said he would......

No, no, no, he didn't say that.