Ji Shisheng.

The executive president of Century Group, the future chairman, and the helmsman of the group, are rich and beautiful, and impeccable......

In the eyes of outsiders, Ji Shisheng has countless advantages brought by his family background.

Even if it's just to restore the facts, it will sound too exaggerated and unreal.

It is such a perfection, as if there are no weaknesses or shortcomings.

At this moment, he was helpless and wronged, like a child thrown by an adult on a crowded street.

Ji Shisheng also wanted to take the incident fourteen years ago as the difficulties he usually encountered, work hard to overcome it, and then pass it and let it go.

However, whenever he thought of that incident, Ji Shisheng felt as if he had returned to the time when he was twelve years old and abandoned by Mo Nian.

For a twelve-year-old child, ten words of praise are no match for one malicious slander.

Compared to "he is just a child and will soon forget", for real children, it is precisely because they are just children that many things cannot be forgotten.

From childhood to adulthood, a person's experience of more than ten years, the most profound experience can not escape the sentence "hate is longer than love".

Even if outsiders listen to it and laugh at himself for being too "stingy", Ji Shisheng still can't cross that hurdle.

This is the hatred and resentment that has lasted for 14 years, and there are grievances that he can't tell anyone.

As the pride of the sky since he was a child, no matter who will value him and hold him, he has the influence of his life experience, and also because of his own ability.

So Mo Nian abandoned him, and his pain was infinitely magnified in this happiness.

It turns out that he will also be abandoned one day.

Once you have been abandoned, you can never forget the feeling of fear and helplessness, and when you meet the next person, you can't help but panic, will you be abandoned again?

Ji Shisheng also wants to forget about that damn inferiority, but what he can't do is what he can't do.

"If you think I'm too sensitive, too self-righteous, too stingy...... I can judge you, but ......"

Ji Shisheng's voice trembled slightly, he stared at Mo Nian tightly, the water in his eyes floated, but he gritted his teeth and insisted on his last stubbornness, not letting himself cry out in front of Mo Nian.

Fourteen years ago.

If it's because it's been so long, it's too sad to be able to do it yourself.

"I still can't forgive you."

Ji Shisheng finally said this sentence, "If you remember those things and run away, I won't forgive you." Even if you don't remember those things and don't come to me because you forgot about me, I still can't forgive you. ”

This seems to be a word that does not give Mo Nian a choice, not so much unreasonable, but rather narrating the grievances and sorrows that Ji Shisheng has experienced.

"I won't say you're sensitive, or you're self-righteous, and I won't think you're stingy."

At this time, Mo Nian spoke, she looked directly at Ji Shisheng's reddened eyes, and said slowly: "When I couldn't perceive emotions and tried to learn to pretend to be a normal person among everyone, my brother once said to me that if it weren't for the issues of law and morality, no matter what emotions a person had, it would be normal, even if I couldn't be considerate, I couldn't understand, and I couldn't speak ill of each other." ”

"Because people are different from each other, just like some people are born fast and some people are very slow...... The same is true of people's feelings, although they are ethereal and cannot be substantially reflected, but the differences still exist, and they can indeed be measured by their own scales, but they can indeed have feelings for some people, but ...... No matter what, there will be people who are different from you. ”

Mo Nian said this, paused, and then said: "What's more, I have no feelings, and there is no scale, so I can accept your unforgiveness for me, this is your right." ”

"Ji Shisheng, don't feel that you are too narrow-minded because you didn't forgive what I did to you fourteen years ago."

Mo Nian said calmly: "Because, I did make a big mistake to you. ”

When her words fell, Ji Shisheng looked at her in a daze, and tears fell unconsciously.

It's like years of grievances, and finally found an outlet to vent.

Seeing this, Mo Nian stretched out his hand, crossed the table, stroked Ji Shisheng's face, and gently wiped away the tears that still left Ji Shisheng's body temperature.

"Ji Shisheng, I'm sorry."

Mo Nian said softly, "I shouldn't have failed to save you, and I shouldn't have forgotten you. ”

How desperate would it be to be left in the fire by a friend and watch his friend leave without looking back?

Mo Nian couldn't feel that feeling, but looking at Ji Shisheng who was in tears, his chest felt stuffy.

She really did something too much to Ji Shisheng.

Just when Mo Nian's heart was stuffy, Ji Shisheng seemed to be relieved, took a deep breath, took Mo Nian's hand away, and wiped away his tears.

It's probably because I've lost my temper too many times in front of Mo Nian, and now I'm crying in front of Mo Nian, and I don't seem to feel too ashamed.

However, such a habit is really scary.

Ji Shisheng wiped away his tears, cleared his throat, and suddenly said to Mo Nian: "What about you? ”

"What?" Mo Nian didn't understand what Ji Shisheng was asking.

"That's it...... After your parents left. ”

Ji Shisheng's words were said quickly and quietly, although he knew that Mo Nian would not be sad because he mentioned this matter, he still subconsciously did so.

"How were you doing after that?" Ji Shisheng's tone was a little awkward.

After venting, his mood was also better.

In fact, Mo Nian didn't go to him because he had amnesia, which was more or less comforting to him than remembering everything and just wanting to abandon him and not looking for him.

It turns out that he is not so useless and has never been abandoned.

Although Ji Shisheng still couldn't forgive Mo Nian, he was not so unreasonable as not to understand Mo Nian's difficulties.

At that time, everyone was just a child.

Adults are not qualified to judge the difficulties and sorrows of children.

"At that time......

Hearing this, Mo Nian thought for a while and said: "Actually, it's not that difficult, in the first year or so, I was taken care of by different relatives in turn, ate hundreds of family meals, and there were times when there were conflicts, but everyone finally relented and reconciled because of pity for what happened to me and my brother. ”

Compared with most children who have lost their parents, Mo Nian has always felt that she and Mo Chen have been very lucky, although the life under the fence for more than a year was relatively hard, dragging their bodies around all over the place, but their relatives also helped them, so as not to leave them alone.

Mo Nian has thought about whether she will complain that those relatives are not good to them when she recovers her feelings and looks back at that time.

The final answer is, no.

When their relatives are individuals, after getting married and forming a family with others, they are no longer arbitrary individuals, and they always have to share the responsibility of the whole family.

But those people still carried the pressure brought by the family, took them over and raised them, and did their best.

That's enough.

Although Mo Nian has no feelings, he is also trying to make himself "grateful".

Although clumsy, but attentive.