I am Ding Chuchu, the simple and innocent Ding Chuchu who is always happy.

How to sum up my short life, in the eyes of outsiders, I am always so lively, so happy, but as people drink water and know themselves, only I know how much pain is buried in my heart.

When I was a child, I only had my father, and other children said that I was a nemesis, and my mother died as soon as I was born.

I asked my father for my mother, and my father always responded to me with a painful and helpless expression, and when I grew up, I knew that it was love and regret.

When I was a child, the children all said that I was a wild girl with a mother and no mother, only Sister Liuning and Brother Liubin did not dislike me to play with me, they were not as high as I imagined, and I also got acquainted with Brother Jingli and Sister Wanyan, but they did not have that affinity.

As the daughter of a general, I was able to become good friends with the princesses and princes of the Turks, and my childhood was extremely happy at that time.

Later, my father became the guard of Mirror City, so I said goodbye to them and came to a new environment as the daughter of the guard, and I was no longer lonely by my side.

All kinds of young ladies and sons in the city came to get acquainted with me, but I couldn't see their sincerity, knew their intentions, my heart was lonely, fortunately, my father loved me as always and regarded me as his pearl.

Later, the war broke out, and from here on, I was not just a simple lonely person, but in this twist and turn, I really experienced the taste of family, friendship, and love.

When my father fell to the ground for the emperor's arrow, I felt like my whole world had collapsed.

When my father was dying, I told me that he had secretly read the wishes I had written in the Valley of Spiritual Wishes, and at first I wondered why every one of my wishes would come true, from when I was a child, I wanted to eat a string of rock sugar gourds that were only available in other cities during the Chinese New Year, and when I wanted my father to accompany me more.

All of this has been achieved, but there is only one person, and that is my mother who I want to meet.

My father hasn't remarried all these years, and I know that he's all for me.

As I listened to my father's last words, I felt my father's body temperature pass little by little, and I saw my father's hand slowly drooping, and the world in front of me was completely blurred by tears.

I don't know what I did to finish my father's funeral, I only know that the person who loved me the most and loved me the most is gone, and I don't know the man he said could continue to fulfill my wishes.

When I was the saddest, fortunately I had Liuning and Liubin with me, and Tang Changyu and Zhao Nan who I met later also accompanied me, at that time I knew that these were my lifelong friends and my friends of life and death.

All my longing for love came from the story that Sister Liuning told me about her and Tang Changyu's life and death, and at that time I also fantasized about a man with outstanding demeanor and strong martial arts riding a horse towards me.

But Zhao Nan's appearance broke all my previous settings.

He is also personable, but what he loves the most is gags, his martial arts are not low, but only when he is on the battlefield will he seriously swing a knife to kill the enemy.

Later I realized that when that destined person appeared, all the previously set uh principles could be changed for that person.

He likes to call me Xiao Nizi, I call him a stinky boy, we often fight together, Brother Liubin often says that as long as the two of us get together, there is absolutely no time for peace.

When I was at my most vulnerable, my father left me, but fortunately he was by my side, that night, I thought I was his closest friend, but I discovered the biggest secret he buried in his heart.

I thought he just didn't understand, and the little fun contained in flirting with me, I thought that as long as I persevered, one day the iron tree would bloom.

But I never expected that the person he fell in love with was Sister Wanyan, and the woman he fell in love with was the emperor's woman.

I thought this was his catastrophe, but he didn't care, his chic appearance seemed to tell me that love is love, this is true love.

Maybe I was moved by his love, maybe it was because I loved too blindly, and I was willing to protect the person he loved for him, and let him get close to the person he loved.

Along the way, I carefully observed, Zhao Nan's gentle gaze always had to be cast on Sister Yan, I didn't see that gaze once, my heart hurt once, and I hoped that it was me who looked at it.

For him, I took the initiative to invite Sister Yan to have a snowball fight and build a snowman with us, I watched the two of them get closer little by little, watched Sister Yan face him with such a bright smile, and watched him protect Sister Yan behind him during the snowball fight, I could only force a smile.

For him, I did what I wanted to do for him and blocked the hidden weapon that flew towards Sister Yan.

After being hit by the secret weapon, I can feel that Zhao Nan's attitude towards me has gradually changed, he has always been a good friend and good buddy of mine before, I thought that he sympathized with me after I was injured, but I found that maybe he would fall in love with me, but I didn't have enough time.

I know that I have reached a terminal illness situation, but now that everyone is busy with so many things, I don't want to cause trouble to everyone anymore, and I don't want Zhao Nan to stay by my side because of gratitude and sympathy.

The house leak happened to rain overnight, and Sister Liuning disappeared, I was anxious and anxious, and I aggravated my condition and collapsed in front of everyone very uncompetitively.

I saw that Zhao Nan cared about me so much, I should have been moved and happy, but there is only one word in my mind now, escape, escape as far away as possible, I don't want him to see me so vulnerable, I don't want to use my little time to trap him.

I ran all the way back to Sunny Mirror, and I wanted to spend my last days in my hometown where I knew best, where my father was.

But I didn't expect Zhao Nan to follow, looking at his dusty appearance, I wanted to cry, I felt so sorry for him, that day was the first time I hugged him openly, the first time I kissed him quietly, and it was also the last time.

We tacitly agreed not to mention my illness, and we chose to escape together, which was the happiest rest of my life.

We did some things that I couldn't have imagined before, we accompanied each other, I took him around the beautiful scenery of Sunny Mirror, took him the path I once walked, ate my favorite food, and gave him the time I spent here as a child.

This kind of relationship between friends and lovers is our best way to get along, plain and bland, this is the love I want, but in his eyes, it is just the last companion.

I felt his tears as I leaned into his arms and I heard him say that if I met you first, I would definitely fall in love with you.

I was moved, I cried, it turned out that we were still possible.

Then I'll go first, I'll go faster, in the next life, let me be the first to meet you.

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