I am Jingli, the Jingli who scolds Fang Xuan and points out the country.

I am the heir of the Turks, the only son of my father, and since I was a child, I have been imbued with such thoughts, knowing that such a burden is weighed on my body.

So I never dared to expect an earth-shattering love, and I knew that my love would also be used to trade political weights in the future.

What I love most is the carefree horse hunting on the grassland, and I love to enjoy the scenery on this vast grassland and gallop without any scruples.

But I can only do this quietly in my little free time, I spend most of my time locked in that cold study to study the way of governing the world, learning the art of war and strategy, I have no prodigy, but I know that I have a heavy responsibility, and I can only accept all this.

When he was ten years old, his father brought a pair of younger siblings, they were very cute, and his father said that their names were Liuning and Liubin.

The arrival of Liuning seems to be a ray of sunshine into my life, Liuning is very studious, often with me in the study to study those military books, famous books, so that I feel that learning these is not as boring as before, this cold study seems to gradually have a temperature.

But what I like the most is her personality, as free and easy as me, unrestrained, riding horses with her, learning martial arts together, making me feel very comfortable and relaxed.

As we grew up, the distance between us seemed to be slowly narrowing.

Liuning became more and more slim, Liuning was both civil and military, coupled with the identity of a Turkic princess, Liuning was loved by more and more people, and the people who came to propose marriage came in waves, and she was rejected by her in waves after waves.

I was both happy and conflicted, fortunately Liuning was not in such a hurry to marry herself, and fortunately I could still be by her side as a brother, but at that time I didn't understand why I had such thoughts.

Time flies in my memory, and in a blink of an eye, it was the year we went to Chang'an together, and since then we have started a completely different life from before.

I still remember that my father didn't want to take Liuning at that time, but Liuning repeatedly begged my father to agree to take her with her.

When I said the plan to find a person and a relative, when my father and mother chose Liuning, I had the feeling for the first time that she was going to leave me, I felt my heartstrings being plucked heavily, and I began to understand my own thoughts a little.

Fortunately, Liuning escaped smoothly, but my own sister was about to be sent to the harem, I was conflicted, both happy and sad, but there was a louder voice in my heart telling me that I wanted to get Liuning back.

I brought her back, but I lied to her, I told her that it was Li Shimin who killed her father, and asked her to send troops to the Tang Dynasty with me to avenge her father, but I didn't expect that I pushed her out with my own hands and pushed her into the abyss of her fate.

No matter how much hatred and entanglement, it can't match a word of love.

I saw with my own eyes that Liuning fell in love with Tang Changyu, and I saw with my own eyes that she had paid so much for Tang Changyu, how much grievances she had suffered, and how much suspicion she had suffered, I didn't know, I felt sorry for her, but she was willing.

I personally brought her to this battlefield, and I personally sent her to Tang Changyu's hands.

Even I can't describe the feeling of oscillating between my country and my lover, I love her, but I use her again and again.

The first time, I used her marriage to encircle and besiege the city, the second time, I held her hostage and forced the ** reinforcements to retreat, and the third time, I forced her life to force Datang to return my Turks.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I hate myself, I said it to her over and over again in my heart.

From the moment I knew the heavy responsibilities I had on my shoulders as the heir of the Turks, I knew that everything about me could not be controlled by emotion, and although it was hard, I was always proud to be able to support this country.

But one day, my last insistence and last pride were ruthlessly shattered.

My mother left me a bombshell on her deathbed, she said that I am not my father's own son, and that I have always admired and learned from the example that my father is not my biological father.

My mother said that my appearance and my personality were very similar to my biological father, and she said that my biological father was so brave, so handsome, and they used to be so proud.

Why did the queen mother understate a few words, denying my father who I have always admired, and the happiness of our family in the past few decades.

I can't accept the reality that the beliefs that have always supported me are all illusory things, I am not a noble heir of blood, and I am not rightfully doing everything I am obsessed with.

Later, I can't remember what the queen mother said with Wanyan and Liuning, but I heard that they quarreled later, and I was very confused, so I pulled Liuning out of the door.

I regret making that choice at that time, I was so cautious and cautious every step I took, for fear of any deviation, but it was the willfulness of that time that made me miss the opportunity to meet my mother for the last time.

The queen mother went, and I experienced so many joys and sorrows, life and death in this war, I thought my heart was numb, but seeing my mother's death, I still felt like a knife, as if I had fallen into a silent world, I couldn't hear the cries of the people around me, and I only saw tears blurring the world in front of me.

I finally understood, in life, why bother so much, let go of a thought, and be at ease.

I decided to forgive my proud biological father, whom I had never met, and moved his grave next to my mother's mausoleum.

I have decided not to drag the entire Turkic Turks into a bitter war for the sake of my own ambitions, and I want to negotiate peace with all my heart.

But I can't stop Ryuning from hating me for killing my father.

I couldn't organize Li Shimin to hate me for taking Wanyan as a hostage, and I no longer believed in my sincerity in making peace.

The whole world has abandoned me, the country no longer belongs to me, my relatives and lovers have left me one by one, I don't know what else I can be nostalgic for, I fell into a madness.

I actually kidnapped Liuning, my favorite Aning.

I haven't confessed my love to her for so many years, and I never wanted to really hurt her, but all I did to her was hurt.

I think, let's die together, so that we can walk across the Nai He Bridge together, drink Meng Po soup, and reincarnate together in the next life, don't be rich and rich, don't have a good reputation, just be an ordinary cloth couple together, and let me do everything I can to make up for the mistakes in this life.

But in the end, Liuning chose to jump off the cliff with me for him.

She died with me, but she died for him.

At that moment, I finally understood what love is, my love is too narrow and selfish.

I pray to heaven at the last moment of this life, please don't let Liuning die like this, please make her happy, I am willing not to be reincarnated again, stay in hell and never be reborn.

This is the last thing I can exchange with the Divine.

Just for her.

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