I am Wen Hai, the willful and ruthless Wen Hai.

I don't know how to retell my life, without Brother Lan, it's like my previous life was blank. Before I met Brother Lan, I was the same as all the ladies of famous families, I didn't go out of the door, I didn't step out of the second door, and I was forced by my parents to learn female red embroidery at home, and then waited to be arranged by fate.

But I'm different, I don't believe that my father said that a woman is virtuous if she is not talented, she is always famous in the world, and she is a gentle face above 10,000 people under one person. I like to read books, but not those four books and five classics, the legends of martyrs or something, I like to watch the deeds of rangers, I like those wild historical anecdotes that wander around the bookstalls, and I like those folk stories that are alive and fragrant.

But all this is not acceptable, after I went out for the first time to buy a bunch of wild history books and suffered all kinds of strange eyes, I decided that when I do this kind of thing in the future, I must dress up as a man, what three from four virtues, men are inferior to women, I Wen Hai will not care, the more I have seen, the more I yearn for the outside world.

And the first time I met him, Lin Yilan, was at that shabby little bookstall bookstall, but unfortunately he must not remember. At that time, I was still dressed as a man, in a shabby little bookstall I saw him, he was looking down with his head down, his slender fingers flipping through the files, dressed in white, his hair scattered and blown by the wind at will, he was so good-looking, his gestures exuded a luxury that was incompatible with this place, I was fascinated.

But he soon left, I deliberately bumped into him, I saw his heroic brow furrowed slightly, glanced at me, then bent down and began to pick up the books scattered on the ground, I hurriedly squatted down with him to pick up, and carefully brushed off the dust on it, I handed it back to him, he whispered a thank you, the voice was so charming, low. As I watched him go, my heart was like a deer, and I flipped through the books and went home.

From then on, I seemed to have a secret in my mind, and I thought of him all the time, but I had no idea who his name was, or whether he was the son of a family or a prodigal son who had wandered here, but I believed that we would meet again if we were destined to meet again. After a long, long time, I thought I had finally forgotten him, I still yearn for the world outside the house as before, and finally I got a chance, that is the emperor is going to Mount Tai to hold a ceremony of sealing Zen, my father is naturally also an entourage, I took advantage of the opportunity of my father to leave home, quietly followed my father's team, I want to take a walk the emperor walked, see the famous sunrise of Mount Tai, feel the feeling of stepping on everything under your feet.

I've been hiding, I'm afraid that my father will find out, I have slipped out quietly, I have been hiding in the shadows where the large army is stationed, but under such strict protection, I was still discovered. The moment I looked up, I was no longer afraid, but happy, the world was too small, I still met him after all, it was him, it was him, it was him.

Of course, he didn't recognize me as the skinny man at the bookshelf, but he seemed to recognize me, he knew that I was the young lady of the Wen family, and later I asked him why he knew me, and he replied with a smile that there was a big banquet in the palace before, and he had seen me once, and the proud and domineering temperament of the Wen family made him remember it vividly, although I don't remember which nameless banquet our fate began.

Although I was a little relieved to see him, I was still very worried that if he sent me to my father, or even handed me over to the emperor, I would say goodbye to my freedom from now on, which would be worse than killing me. So I was honest with him, and explained to him my intention, I don't know if he was born to be as fun-loving as me, or moved by my strong interest, he actually wanted to be with me, my heart was ecstatic, but the appearance was still calm, at that time, I also firmly remembered his name, Lin Yilan.

I will never forget that scene, he was so angry that he said his name lightly, three words, each word smashed deeply into my heart, and after speaking, he smiled faintly at me.

The road to Mount Tai was really full of twists and turns, and if it weren't for so many twists and turns, I don't think I would have fallen in love with him so quickly and so deeply.

At the beginning, I was full of vitality and kept walking in front of Lin Yilan, when he asked me to walk slower, I also laughed at him, a big man, even a little girl's endurance is not as good, he smiled and shook his head to refute me, let me still save some physical strength, Mount Tai is not as easy to climb as I imagined, otherwise I will regret it. It turned out that he was right, I was almost halfway there, I was already tired and exhausted, I didn't walk for a while, I had to lean on the side to rest, looking at the hidden in the night, I couldn't see the edge of the mountain at a glance, plus Lin Yilan kept saying that if you can't do it, don't climb, I'm really about to give up.

But I still didn't give up, I think this is the first time I have come out with Lin Yilan, I can't be embarrassed in front of him, maybe it's for this reason that Lin Yilan has more respect for me, so in the days of getting along in the future, I will treat me more as a brother, rather than a little girl.

Just as I had exhausted all my strength to reach the top of the mountain, the test happened again. It was raining on the top of the mountain, cold wind, drizzle, my weak will was on the verge of collapse under the devastation of the cold, I desperately told myself, don't cry, don't cry, I felt very good for myself, I didn't cry, but my eyelids became heavier and heavier, and as soon as my eyes were dark, I lost consciousness.

I believe that Lin Yilan must have been in a hurry at that time, he must have touched my cold hands, and when he saw my pale face and purple lips, he must have thought that my life was in danger, so he would come up with such a solution.

When I woke up again, I only felt a warmth all around me, I was in the arms of a person who was as wide as me, I had woken up, my whole body was warm, my vital signs were good, I was embarrassed to break free from his arms, I didn't dare to look at him again, I knew he was for my good, and I didn't think much about it, but this intimate skin-to-skin kiss still made my girlish heart pound.

We looked at each other, speechless, the awkward atmosphere spread between the two of us, there was still some distance from the sunrise, we had been waiting in the wordless embarrassment, in fact, I thought in my heart, it is already a gift from God to survive this rain, there will be no sunrise again, I believe that Lin Yilan must have thought the same at that time, we sat side by side, waiting for the final verdict.

But what we didn't expect was that we actually saw the sunrise, the rain and the sunny sky, the red sun was so fiery, the sun was clear, warm, sprinkled on our body, I watched the sun gently pass through Lin Yilan's eyelids, he raised his head slightly, accepting the baptism of the sun, that picture, it was really beautiful.

I couldn't help but hug him, which can be understood as excitement or my little selfishness, but this sunrise seems to break the embarrassment between us, and he even hugged me back, he is as happy and excited as a child like me, but unfortunately, such simple happiness is short-lived.

After going down the mountain, my father still found out about me sneaking out, I didn't refute it, and after my father took me back, he grounded me for three months, and for three whole months, I was locked in that small room, looking at the sky in all directions, thinking that Tarzan's time was an adventure, and missing someone.

At the end of the three months, after I was released, the first thing I did was to go to my brother Lan, but he was as dissolute as before, after he saw me, it was like seeing a friend I hadn't seen for a long time, he really treated me like a good buddy, we got along naturally and happily, and I naturally thought that we must be the most suitable.

I mingle with Brother Lan almost every day, he takes me through the alleys of Chang'an City, knows some talented people hidden in the market, tells me legends and stories in various places, and takes me to see all the prosperous three thousand, good mountains and rivers, I am also in this process, gradually found that my Brother Lan is so bohemian, he loves freedom, more than everything, his mind towards the world is so simple, if I tell him that I love him, it can only be a kind of tie to him, and I will not do this, I can only stay by his side as a good friend and love him silently.

Later, he got his wish and went out to attack Tibet, but the world was unpredictable, and this battle became the end of Brother Lan's career. However, my brother Lan, he is so proud, how could he allow such a mistake in his life, he has fallen himself, I can only be by his side, he used to be elegant, I can only take him to reminisce, and then continue to accompany him to wander the world, to more and more distant places.

Later, we unexpectedly met Liuning, Tang Changyu, Zhao Nan, Liubin, Mingfu, and Yunqing in Chang'an...... We became friends who knew everything, and our fates changed.

Before I was forced to marry, I told my brother Lan how much I loved him, but disasters followed, I was insulted, self-disfigured, and broke off my father's relationship...... I never thought that my father would give up on me and ignore me when I had no use value.

And at this time, by my side, it was Brother Lan, he loved me, and my friends, but what did my father do, he killed Brother Lan's father, and made my friends uneasy, how can I have the face to face them, those who love me and the people I love.

I chose to end myself at the very beginning, Mount Tai, this time I climbed up alone, watched the beautiful scenery, watched the magnificent sunrise, and then, I calmly jumped down from the highest peak, I have no regrets, I have left everything I want to say, and this place is very good, beautiful, and full of memories.

No one can find me, no matter if I live or die after I jump, however, I think too much, and the moment before I break my bones, I just want to take one more look at my brother Blue.