"Drugs?" Xin Yue's first reaction was that kind of thing.

Mang nodded, "Yes, it's that kind of thing, at first it was just some cigarettes mixed with MA Gu, and smoking too much of that thing would cause that kind of demand, I didn't understand it at that time, but I knew that I wanted to be very women together." The first time I had sex with a drinking girl in that environment, I woke up the next day scared and excited, I knew what I had done, but the feeling of stealing the forbidden fruit made an eighteen-year-old boy feel a sense of accomplishment, feeling that he was already an adult. ”

"But at that time, I didn't know what kind of dark world awaited me. At first, I was curious, thinking that I should not be addicted to smoking only once or twice, coupled with the happiness that I had never experienced, I couldn't help but smoke these evil drugs again and again, and then those people also smoked higher purity drugs for me, and by the time I began to realize the seriousness of the problem, it was too late, and I couldn't quit that kind of thing both physically and mentally."

"Don't you 。。。。。。 too?" From Xin Yue, she could probably guess what Mang would do at that time, and her heart trembled faintly.

"You guessed it, I started doing that kind of thing in order to satisfy myself," Mang kept his head down as he spoke, not daring to look at Cong Xinyue, he was afraid of seeing Cong Xinyue's disgusted eyes.

As if to comfort Mang, Xin Yue reached out and held Mang's hand on his thigh, which had been clenched into a fist, and comforted softly, "Who doesn't make mistakes, it's all over, how did you get rid of these later?" ”

"I've been doing this kind of thing for nearly two years, and I've been caught in and forcibly quit drugs, but what's the use, I can't help but run to that kind of place after I come out," Mang shook his head lightly, "My parents didn't want to care about me at that time, they were honest workers, and they couldn't accept me like this at all, so after I was released, they didn't even let me in, and kept scolding me and scolding me for embarrassing them." ”

"And my former so-called friends avoided me, for fear that I would ask them to borrow money for drugs. At that time, I even thought about suicide, but I didn't have the courage, so I could only linger in that kind of place night and night, selling myself to those rich women. ”

"And almost all of the money I earned was spent on drugs, which made me fall deeper and deeper and couldn't extricate myself. I thought I would go on like this until one day I overdosed on drugs and died, or I was arrested by the police and forcibly detoxified, and then I died in a drug rehabilitation center. ”

From Xin Yue's listening to this, she could almost imagine what Mang felt at that time, so desperate that there was no exit, a dark life with no future to speak of. But all this was caused by his own depravity, and Xin Yue didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only hold Mang's hand tightened again, and asked in a suppressed manner, "What about later?" ”

"Just when I thought there would be no future in my life, I met someone who changed my life," Mang looked up again, as if that person was so high, that he could only look up like that, "that day I was drinking in a nightclub as usual, waiting for my old customer to come to me, but it was a young man who asked me if I wanted a life-changing opportunity, and I really thought it was funny at that time, what else could a person like me change." ”

But he asked me if I wanted a life-changing opportunity, and when I looked up at him, I didn't know why I couldn't take my eyes off, and I was slowly attracted by his aura, and finally nodded in a ghostly way. Now that I think about it, this is fate, if I had refused at the time, I guess I would have been reincarnated a long time ago. ”

"At that time, Moxie must have just established the organization, and he was still looking for all kinds of people who could be used by him, but how did he fall for you?" From Xin Yue thinking that Mang was so depraved at that time, what did Moxi like about him?

"I know what you mean, I felt the same way you did, what did someone like him like me think about?" Mang laughed self-deprecatingly, "What does he like about me as a social garbage like me?" Later, I learned that he had already come to a bunch of such people, and then he would train and screen them, leaving the usable ones and removing the ones that could not be used. ”

"At first, I didn't want to study anything so hard and pretend to be a literate person, but the man didn't give me a chance to quit at all, and locked me alone in an underground hut to rehabilitate drugs, and for half a year, I couldn't take a step in that hut. In addition to the bed and table, there was an oversized bookshelf with all kinds of books. ”

"At first, I didn't even read it, I hadn't read a book for many years, how could I be interested in reading any books? Later, the drug addiction slowly weakened, and it was too boring to stay there alone, so I started to look through those books, and I was really addicted to watching them, and I almost all of the books in a cabinet were all over the place, and some books were read by me many times. ”

"Moxi is trying you, I want to see if you have the value of being cultivated by him," Xin Yue felt that Moxi actually wanted to judge his future destination by observing what books he read.

"I think so, he didn't come to see me once in that half a year, I thought I was deceived into detoxification, but I didn't expect that half a year later, after I completely quit my addiction, he appeared in front of me again, or said that sentence to me, and asked me if I want to change my life?" Mang sighed deeply, "The boss never said a word of persuasion to me at that time, but he used this strength to lead me out of that quagmire. ”

"You must have agreed, otherwise you wouldn't be where you are now," Cong Xinyue said in a busy voice.

"At that time, I was still a little grumpy, I didn't agree immediately, I said I had to think about it," Mang laughed as he spoke, feeling that he was quite stupid at that time, playing scheming with the boss, "The boss didn't say much, just turned around and left, and without saying anything, he locked me up for another month." ”

"A month later, he asked me if I wanted to change my life. To be honest, at that time, I didn't think that the boss would send me to study or anything, I thought that he must be the same as those who forced me to sell drugs, just a gimmick, so I still didn't pay attention to him, this time the boss should have been angry, and directly asked people to put me in a burlap bag and throw me back to the original nightclub door. ”

"You're upsetting Moxi," said Xin Yue.