I didn't expect to see Shangguan Yan, who I hadn't heard about for a long time, and when I saw him, the tragic situation when my grandfather died once again appeared in my mind, and I wanted to kill him and avenge my grandfather.

When I was about to succeed, he fled, but I got the news that shocked or despaired me more than I could not take revenge.

How ridiculous is this! I always wanted to protect that person who I thought it would!

But what about Xun'er, where did the real Xun'er go?

Should I hate this woman who occupies Xun'er's body? But I found I couldn't!

My wish is so simple, I just want Xun'er to live. I don't know why God has to joke with me again and again, despair, hope, despair, reincarnation again and again, until I can't bear it anymore.

I killed Shangguan Yan, but I was also bitten by his five poison beads, I know that there is no antidote to the five poison beads, I am actually happy at that moment, I have no regrets in my life, what should be done has been done, and the revenge that should be avenged has been avenged, if I can end my life, maybe it is a good thing for me, my life is too hard.

Perhaps, I can go to a world where I can find smoke.

I didn't expect Shangguan Yingxue to sacrifice her life to save me. I have no love with her, but she used her death to make me remember her forever and ever.

I think in the rest of my life, in my memory, there will be a girl named Shangguan Yingxue. I regret why I didn't treat her better before, her figure is so blurry, but even so, I will never forget it.

I'm really tired of officialdom, I thought I wanted to protect Xun'er forever, but if Xun'er is no longer Xun'er, I don't know how to face it.

Leave, leave this sad place.

I decided to travel all over the world and hang pots to help the world.

Healing and saving people is something that can really make me happy, I just want to help more people, I don't care about power and politics anymore, those things have nothing to do with me anymore.

There is nothing more proud of watching my patients recover under my care.

However, natural and man-made disasters are also continuous, and in the face of disasters, my strength alone is so humble and insignificant. As I traveled, I passed by a small village that had just experienced a war, and the whole village was almost slaughtered, but in the arms of a mother, I found a little girl who had survived.

She was visibly stunned, staring blankly ahead, her skin was rough from the coastal wind, but her eyes were dark and bright. But what surprised me was that she looked so much like Xun'er, or me, the little angel I remembered.

I took the little girl with me and gave her a new name, Kaoru.

Since Queen Nan can be resurrected, will this child be Xun'er? I have my own little expectations and longings, if she is here, I will not be lonely in my trip.

Kaoru is very sensible, she is also very interested in medical skills, I just taught her everything I have learned in my life, and her comprehension of medical skills also reminds me of Yingxue.

As the days passed, we walked through a lot of places, and our footprints traveled all over the five continents, and Xiao Xun began to grow up day by day, becoming more and more beautiful and moving.

I knew that her beauty would only get us into trouble, so I asked her to show off in men's clothes, and Kaoru was outgoing and didn't care about that.

But what makes me uneasy is that Kaoru looks at me with more and more tenderness day by day, it is with a look of affection, I think, when the child is older, we will be separated after all.

"Isn't it time to find an in-law for you!" I said to Kaoru with a smile.

Xiao Kaoru's face turned pale, she looked at me with a little horror in her eyes and said, "Doesn't Master want me anymore?" Is Kaoru doing something wrong? ”

I smiled slightly and said, "When a girl grows up, she will marry after all, so she will follow the master for the rest of her life!" ”

Kaoru pulled my sleeve and said, "Why not, Kaoru just wants to take care of Master and follow Master for the rest of her life, isn't it?" ”

"Of course not!" I said categorically, "I still have some acquaintances, and I will definitely arrange a good family affair for you!" ”

Kaoru didn't speak with a white face, even if she was unhappy in her heart, she never refuted my words.

Although I said that I wanted to find a family for Xiao Xun, I was reluctant to marry her off. For me, after ten years of getting along day and night, she has been integrated into my blood and blood like a relative, where is it so easy to give up?

When we were traveling around Yue's Clan, I didn't expect to be able to meet her.

Her appearance is still unusually beautiful, dazzling, and almost impossible to take your eyes off. Ten years seem to be a flick of a finger, and the years have not left any mark on her body, if there is any change, she looks happier than before.

Next to her was Zhao Ling, holding her hand tightly, and the two looked like glue. Seeing them so happy, I smiled slightly, as if I could feel their joy.

I said that although I can't face her anymore, I want her to be happy, but I mean it.

Kaoru seemed to notice my gaze, and asked suspiciously, "Did Master see an acquaintance?" ”

I didn't intend to go up and say hello to them, I just shook my head. I didn't expect them to notice me.

Looking at each other from afar, everyone pursed their lips and smiled.

"How are you doing all these years?" She asked, and I could feel the sincerity in her tone.

I smiled and said, "Sometimes the conditions are a little difficult, but the heart is very peaceful, calm and free!" ”

Zhao Ling looked down from the window of the restaurant, his eyes fell on Xiao Xun's body, and then raised his eyes and said to her, "Don't you think that little girl looks like a person?" ”

She raised her eyebrows and said, "You mean what I used to be?" ”

"No!" Zhao Ling said: "It's Murong Xun's appearance!" He turned his head to look at me and said, "Shangguan, did you say yes?" ”

I smiled slightly and said, "It's very similar, it's her who has been with me all these years so that I won't be so lonely!" I sighed and said, "It's just that the child is big after all!" ”

Zhao Ling looked at me and didn't speak, and a trace of sadness appeared in her eyes, I knew that what I didn't like the most was the sympathy of others.

After breaking up with them, I started thinking about Kaoru's family again. For me, it's not just a matter of age between us, it's also that I can't give her any happiness.

Rather than let her sink deeper and deeper into my side, I decided to cut through the mess quickly. I picked out a family affair for Xiao Xun, the other party is a pharmacy, the business is not very big, but the family is rich, and the young man's character is also excellent.

Kaoru didn't refute, just looked at me and laughed painfully.

After the worship and the newlyweds were sent into the cave, I left.

Happiness should belong to young people, and the second half of Kaoru's life is still very long.

"Master!"

My body stiffened, I didn't expect to be able to hear Kaoru's voice, I turned around, but I saw Kaoru standing in front of me with a burden.

She smiled faintly at me, and then said, "This is the first time that Kaoru has disobeyed Master's will, please let Kaoru follow you!" ”

"Nonsense!" I was furious, and yelled at Xiao Kaoru for the first time, "How can you be so messy, where have you learned the rules, hurry back!"

Xiao Kaoru was not angry or sad, just looked at me with a smile and said, "Xiao Kaoru has already figured it out, Xiao Kaoru doesn't want to get married, I just want to stay by Master's side for the rest of my life and take care of Master!" Does Master really not want Kaoru? ”

She walked towards me and said, "Master just hopes that Xiao Kaoru can be happy, but Xiao Kaoru will be happy after following Master, no matter if we are together in this life with the relationship of master and apprentice or father and daughter, as long as we can be together!" ”

"The road after following Master will be very hard!" I said.

"Kaoru is not afraid!" Kaoru seemed to be smiling extraordinarily happily.

Why can't I be selfish, so I selfishly keep Kaoru by my side for the time being, until she gets tired of me as an old man!