Xiaotian, in fact, I have a lot of things I want to say to you, and those who can't say it can only be written to you in words. There are several emails for you lying in the draft box of my mailbox, but maybe they will never be revealed. So, I compiled some of the things I want to say to you, I don't know, these words will fall into your hands one day.

I like you, you know, I've liked you since the first semester of my first semester of grad school.

You probably wouldn't have thought that after studying the video assignment that the vice dean asked to complete in groups during the semester, it was me who asked the vice dean to be in a group with you, and in order not to be discovered by teachers and classmates, I wanted to be in a group with you, so I pulled Shen Yao on.

You definitely don't know, in order to pester Editor Qiu to help you contact Miss Cheng, I bought him lo-mei every day for two consecutive weeks to help him.

We went to volunteer together at the Agricultural Fair, and I signed up because you signed up. I just wish I could be part of the same thing as you and have more opportunities to meet you.

When you told me at the barbecue stall that you had a boyfriend, and the boyfriend was Yuan Dutian, you probably didn't know how much my heart hurt. I thought I had a chance, and you would see that I was good to you, but although you knew that I was good to you, you would not accept it. That night, I realized the meaning of these four words, and my heart seemed to be dug into pieces. During that time, I was in a very bad mood, and I thought that I would slowly forget about it if I hid from you, but I found that it didn't help. I have seen you and Yuan Dutian from afar in a shy and happy way, you didn't notice me at all, I know, I probably don't belong to your heart. Not seeing you doesn't alleviate my pain, so I try to be by your side, like a close friend, not to disturb your feelings, hoping that you can live well, only in this way can I get along with you from time to time. All of this, I put it down to the fact that I like you, deeply.

Until there was a rift between you and Yuan Dutian, I thought I could get closer to you again, but you turned away from anyone and didn't want to open your heart. Of course, you don't know, on the night of Professor Su's speech, when you were talking about the past entanglements in the ginkgo forest, I was already around there, I listened to Professor Su's speech in the corridor and followed you to the ginkgo forest, and it was no coincidence that I met you that night.

Actually, as long as you are willing, I am willing to be your listener at any time, but I clearly feel that it is not that I am avoiding you, but that you care too much about maintaining a friend relationship with me, there are many things with Yuan Dutian and feelings, you don't want to share with me anymore, you are afraid that I will think too much, you want me to live well, I know all this. If you were around, I would have dreamed of your dreams, but you eventually pushed me away. Therefore, I still chose to pursue my dream and come to Beijing to do my favorite photojournalism work.

I want to thank you, Xiaotian. You have given me many beautiful feelings, although most of them are my own, but I am still grateful for the passage of time.

I also want to thank you for sending Lu Feifei to me, her persistence and cheerfulness dispelled the gloom of me alone in a foreign land. I was very touched by her courage and loveliness, and her warm and sincere approach to her feelings, even though she was often not in Beijing, as long as she was there, it was a comfort to me.

Xiaotian, I hope you can be brave and frank in your relationship. I will always bless you, I will always be your friend, and I will always support you silently!

Friend: Chunming

PS: By the way, there is one thing, I think I should tell you, I never thought that Yuan Dutian would take the initiative to contact me one day.

A few days ago, I was on my way to the interview site when my mobile phone rang, and the words Yuan Dutian were displayed on it, which surprised me. Xiaotian, you know what? I originally asked Chen Shaoyu only for you Yuan Dutian's phone number is stored in the mobile phone, and the number of this name has never been dialed and rang. I don't know how Yuan Dutian knew my number in Beijing, and I was curious how he could have called me.

"What about Chunming?"

"Hmmm! Why did Teacher Yuan call me? ”

"I came to Beijing for a meeting, I thought of you in Beijing, and I thought about whether I would like to make an appointment to meet?"

"When?"

"Today."

"I'm sorry, Mr. Yuan, I have a very important interview today, and I really don't have time." I really had an important interview in the suburbs of Beijing that day, and it must have been very late to rush back to Beijing, so I rejected him directly.

I know that you applied to work in the branch of Xiangcheng for 1 year, and when you usually contact me, you rarely mention Yuan Dutian to me, I want to know how you are now. So I asked Yuan Dutian.

"Are you and Xiaotian okay?" I'm short of words for a while, and I don't know how to cut into this problem, so I can only go straight to the point.

"As always, she always deliberately keeps her distance from me sometimes." I never thought that one day I would discuss issues with Yuan Dutian about the two of you.

"Where's your ex-girlfriend?" I'm curious.

"I'm back in the United States, but I'm going back to China soon."

"And what are you going to do?"

"I'm going to pursue Xiaotian again." Yuan Dutian's tone seemed to be relaxed, I don't know if his heart was as relaxed as he said.

"Do you know that Xiaotian has a person named Song Ming in their company who is chasing her?" I just wanted to remind him that he's not the only one chasing you.

"Yes." It seems that Yuan Dutian is very concerned about your information.

"Good luck." Then, I hung up.

I don't know now, is Yuan Dutian trying to pursue you again as he said?