Yu Shushan seemed to be saying something very happy, walked to Lin Suwan's side, and said with a smile: "After my multiple considerations, I think it's better for me not to spend time thinking about these things, and being by your side is what I need to do the most." ”

Originally, the relationship between the two people had reached a frozen realm, but Yu Shushan instantly resolved all this, Lin Suwan thought he was dreaming, tilted his head, looked at Yu Shushan very seriously, and asked: "Have you forgotten what you want to do, or haven't you woken up!" ”

All in all, Lin Suwan just couldn't believe what Yu Shushan said just now, he couldn't believe it at all, and would rather feel that Yu Shushan was talking in a dream just now.

They were already planning to completely break down their relationship with Yu Shushan, but now it was a lot better in an instant, and Lin Suwan was stunned and didn't react to things in an instant.

"I'm not wrong, I just don't think there's a need to spend a year doing it right now, so I just want to be there for you, that's all." Yu Shushan said this sentence ruthlessly and seriously, since he let go of this matter, he was actually thinking about Lin Suwan all over his head, no matter when, in fact, he was pretending to be Lin Suwan in his heart.

It's just that he doesn't want to show it, he feels that it is a particularly unsafe thing to write a person he likes on his face, although many people can't understand this feeling, but Yu Shushan will not change himself because of how others feel.

He is such a stubborn person, sometimes it will make people feel very likable, and sometimes it will make people not want to get close.

"But you were so determined to do this before, and now you are suddenly about to give up, and you told me that this matter really makes me unbelievable.

Do you want to make sure that I can accept it, if you are just tempting to ask such questions, I think you have to leave, or don't blame me for being rude later. ”

Lin Suwan has already said his temper very politely, but Yu Shushan feels that this is a very reasonable thing, he even thinks that Lin Suwan may make things more absolute, I don't know why he can speak so gently now, everything is changing, this way of changing is changing in a good direction.

"I'm not kidding, I've been thinking about this for a long time before I made a decision, if you still don't believe me, I can only say that maybe I didn't express it in the right way or I made it clear before I expressed my attitude, and I apologize here."

Yu Shushan was already very serious about explaining that he had let go of that matter, and he didn't even know how long he had been apologizing, but at this time, Lin Suwan was still stunned, and he couldn't accept all these changes at all, as if he was in a dream.

Originally, I thought that a person was going to leave and stay, but in the end it was as if nothing had happened, isn't this a deception or something?

I have to say that no matter what happens, what Lin Suwan hates the most is the matter of cheating feelings, no matter how big or small the deception is, at least it is deception.

But I don't know why when I see Yu Shushan's face, I feel inexplicably comfortable, it's like seeing my favorite thing in my life, and I don't know how to describe this feeling.

If he said it directly, Yu Shushan would definitely feel particularly false, and he might forget himself because of such a compliment.

But Lin Suwan was very calm, and a flower had already bloomed in his heart, some things were not as simple as he imagined.

Seeing that Yu Shushan is so serious, Lin Suwan intends to choose to trust, sometimes the most important thing for two people is trust, and being able to choose trust in the most crisis is already a gamble.

Yu Shushan saw Lin Suwan's attitude change, grabbed her hand very happily, took a deep breath and said: "Actually, I already knew from the beginning that you would definitely forgive me, it was my fault to make such a reckless decision before, but I also hope you can forgive me, after all, I am too anxious." ”

Yu Shushan explained very seriously why he gave up and why he chose such a decision before, but now Lin Suwan is still very confused.

looked at Yu Shushan seriously and said, "Actually, there are not many things I want to know, I just want to know why you want to give up, is it because I put pressure on you?" If that's the case, I don't think you need to, and to be honest, I made up my mind to cut ties with you before you came, and I'm not lying to you. ”

Lin Suwan felt that the most important thing to get along with Yu Shushan was sincerity, even if Yu Shushan did something wrong, he should do it right, so he said the most true thoughts in his heart.

I have to say that Yu Shushan was a little sad after hearing this, but he was not so sad that he cried, but he felt that Lin Suwan might have made some decisions too early, and looked at Lin Suwan very suspiciously.

The state at this moment is as if Lin Suwan was looking at Yu Shushan. Sometimes two people just don't understand, and there are many things that can't find the way to consensus.

Yu Shushan accepted all this very indifferently, after all, his previous attitude was too resolute, so that people had no room to talk at all, some things were too desperate, and it was very difficult to deal with them in the end, especially now Yu Shushan felt that if there was another chance, he would definitely consider it carefully.

However, the previous relationship will definitely choose to decide, spend a year thinking about the meaning of life, one thing is unpredictable, take one step at a time.

Yu Shushan also felt that this matter could only be viewed in this way. Therefore, what Lin Suwan said just now made people feel a little uncomfortable, but all this is the price, Yu Shushan is thinking that all this is the price, and his heart is a little more comfortable.

At this time, Yu Shushan walked in front of Lin Suwan, as if looking at the most important person in his life, and asked: "There were a lot of conflicts between the two of us before, and there were many things that didn't happen very well, and I don't ask for all your forgiveness, but I want to know if you still have feelings for me now, and have you made up your mind to cut off relations with me?" ”

I have to say that what Yu Shushan is thinking about at this moment is that Lin Suwan will break off the relationship, although he will feel very naïve when he first hears it, but he will take it more and more seriously later, as if all this is real.

Lin Suwan couldn't help laughing after hearing this, he didn't expect Yu Shushan to be so honest. I was angry and funny, my fists were already clenched, but I was reluctant to hit Yu Shushan's body, and the contradiction in my heart was particularly prominent.

In an instant, Lin Shuwan began to cry. Originally, crying was not something Lin Suwan habitually did, but I don't know why Yu Shushan wanted to cry when he stood in front of him, always wanting to find a sense of security that he had never gotten before.

This feeling may feel very satisfying after getting it once, but Lin Suwan found that no matter what time it was, as long as Yu Shushan was not around, his heart would be very uncomfortable, and he had already made a decision to forget all this, and his emotions had basically reached a very peaceful state, and as a result, Yu Shushan broke all this again.

Lin Suwan couldn't help but accept it, after all, the man standing in front of him was the man he liked, and it was actually a particularly difficult thing to meet someone he really liked in his life, if he didn't grasp it well with Yu Shushan this time, maybe he might be with someone else a few years later.

Originally, there were too many things that had not been done in college life, and after graduation, I encountered so many troubles, I originally thought that basically nothing would happen after the confession, so I thought that Yu Shushan would propose to spend a year thinking about life, Lin Suwan still can't think about what Yu Shushan thought at that time, and now he has paid the price, resigned and has no job.

But fortunately, Yu Shushan figured it out and was not in a hurry to spend a year thinking about life at this time, it was precisely because of what Xiaolan said that he had some enlightenment, and he felt that if he really wanted to think about the meaning of life, he should not take specific time to think about it.

As long as you put yourself in a box, you basically won't get the answer you want to get, it's better to live a normal life, and then think about this problem when you calm down, maybe you can find an answer by then.

These inner feelings were not directly told to Lin Suwan, after all, Yu Shushan felt that he couldn't speak clearly, and many times he felt that Lin Suwan was particularly impatient and didn't want to listen to some things, so he decided to rot in his stomach and not say anything.

But at this time, Lin Suwan was very anxious, especially wanting to know what Yu Shushan thought, and always felt that he had the opportunity to know, but looking at Yu Shushan's attitude, he didn't get any answer at all, and he only saw indifference and indifference.

All this only made Lin Suwan more and more uncomfortable. The two of them are like grasshoppers on a rope, no matter what, even if they quarrel, they still have to support each other to stabilize the rope in the end, so as to survive in a balanced way.

Lin Suwan clearly knew what Yu Shushan's attitude was, so he didn't plan to ask some important things at this time, so he pretended not to see this person and lived his life peacefully.

The only change is to forget about the decisions you made not long ago, after all, it is very difficult to forget a person.