Why? Probably because I'm a father.

Uncle Sun didn't say anything, just went to bring the mushroom and chicken porridge over, and said softly, "Master, even if you are the master now, in my eyes, you are still the little master who followed me back then." The same is true for the second lady, as long as you don't regret it, I will support you if it is your decision. ”

Uncle Sun brought me the porridge, left by himself, and closed the door.

I looked at the steaming mushroom and chicken porridge, and some tears just dripped down the porridge, but I drank the porridge again.

Now that I'm everything to Shuang'er, I can't let anything happen to me. If Shuang'er has something, how can I explain it to Lian'er? How do I explain to Qing'er? I had to cheer up and smile and go to see my sons.

Shuang'er is my daughter.

I opened the door, just in time to see Shuang'er happily handing the letter to Uncle Sun, with a hint of crimson on his face. I vaguely listened to Shuang'er say, "Grandpa, you must give the letter to my brother!" Thank you grandpa! ”

Uncle Sun touched Shuang'er's head, smiled and said a few times, "The big girl doesn't stay, the big girl doesn't stay." Shuang'er gags a few times, which made Uncle Sun laugh.

Shuang'er forgot everything and smiled as before, but I was always sad in my heart.

I know that Shuang'er wouldn't be so happy if she knew the truth, and the more I thought about it, the more scared I became, afraid that she would show the same eyes as before.

Shuang'er pushed Uncle Sun out of the door, turned his head and saw me, jumped over and grabbed my hand, and said a little embarrassedly, "Dad, have you seen everything?" ”

Shuang'er is a girl with thin skin. I smiled and said, "Dad knows you and knows that you like Yingquan." If you really marry Ying Quan one day, you still can't be caught by Ying Quan? ”

"Daddy!" His face turned red and he turned away from me.

That's nice, that's it. It's good that Shuang'er doesn't know the truth, and she will stay by my side forever.

In fact, Shuang'er also wrote to Ying Quan when Shuang'er woke up the first two times, but every time Uncle Sun promised to help her send it, and finally gave it to me. Ying Quan is no longer there, and who can he send the letter to?

This time was no exception, and Uncle Sun also sent me a letter.

I knew it wasn't right, but I finally opened it and read Shuang'er's letter to Ying Quan.

Between the lines, it is full of Ying Quan's thoughts, writing that she seems to have not seen Ying Quan for a long time, and writing that I will marry you next month, and the words are full of joy.

I also tried to tell Shuang'er the truth, but in the end, I couldn't give up. Shuang'er is happy about the future, for her and Ying Quan's future, from beginning to end, if I tell her the truth, I am afraid she will be hurt.

I've already lost Lian'er, and I don't want to lose Shuang'er with me.

I love Shuang'er very much, and Shuang'er is everything to me now.

I went back to the study, I went to open the window, and I could actually see Shuang'er in through the open window, watching Shuang'er look at the book. The sun sprinkled a tenderness on her, and I think Shuang'er must be full of expectations for her future.

It's just that my twin sons don't have the future she was looking forward to.

I couldn't help but feel a special sensation welling up in my throat, and I took out the handkerchief, only to wipe out the blood.

I forced myself not to care about the blood that occasionally spit out, I couldn't help but think about it, I had to protect it, protect my beloved daughter.

Uncle Sun is by my side, and only Uncle Sun knows about this matter, and I don't want to tell anyone, especially my daughter.

Qing'er married someone else, if I knew that I was not in good health now, Qing'er would definitely come back, but I didn't want to. Qing'er is a gentle child, but she is already married, and she has to have her own life, so I can't disturb her life.

It's just that I don't know if I'll live to the day when Shuang'er wants to know the truth.

Occasionally, when I think about it, I actually think that if Shuang'er doesn't know the truth, it's fine, at least Shuang'er won't be sad about going through these things.

On this day of the ordinary past, no one actually knows what kind of ups and downs my heart has experienced.

I have never changed the servants in the house, and I still remember the time when I begged them not to tell Shuang'er the truth, and I remember when I knelt down, and these servants who had been with me for so long wept bitterly.

Shuang'er, everything Shuang'er has experienced now is a fortress forged for her as a father.

She didn't need to know what would happen to her outside the fortress, and I would always protect my beloved daughter until the end of her life.

Every night, I would go and burn some paper money for Lian'er.

Lian'er's tablet was hidden by me, and I would take it out every late at night and burn some paper money for Lian'er in the ancestral hall.

Before I lit it, I looked at Lian'er's tablet again and sighed softly.

I said, "Lian'er, Shuang'er forgot everything again today, I don't know if it's good or bad." My body is getting worse and worse, and I don't know how long I can protect my son. ”

I felt as if a wind was blowing, a summer wind, always dry and hot. But I felt as if Lian'er was answering me. I then said, "Lian'er, don't worry, at least while I'm alive, I'll protect Shuang'er, who is our daughter." ”

I couldn't help but spit out a mouthful of blood again, there have been more and more things like this recently, and I don't know how, maybe my time is not far away.

I sighed heavily.

Shuang'er, the one I can't let go of the most is Shuang'er.

Ying Quan, who she loves so much, is no longer there, I'm afraid of her, I'm afraid she will never be able to come out like this, I'm afraid she will be like this, sleeping in the past forever, but I'm afraid that she won't be able to accept the future, and in the end she can only die alone and lonely.

Twins, my twins.

It was late, and I watched as the red light on the paper money faded little by little, and finally turned into a pair of ashes.

I hid Lian'er's tablet again, Lian'er is sorry, forgive me, I don't want to. But I can't get Shuang'er to accept such a sad fact.

Lian'er, bless me and bless Shuang'er.

I walked out of the ancestral hall, but suddenly my mind was dizzy, and I finally fell to the ground heavily.

When I woke up, Uncle Sun was by my side, and Shuang'er was there.

Shuang'er watched me wake up and quickly asked, "Dad, how are you?" Stretching out his hand to help me up, I sat up, and Shuang'er complained a little, "Why did Dad remember to go to the ancestral hall in the middle of the night?" I heard my grandfather say, you fell down at the ancestral hall, fortunately you are fine, don't go to the ancestral hall late at night after my father. ”

I glanced at Uncle Sun, and smiled at Shuang'er, "Didn't you already tell the ancestors before, are you going to get married?" Naturally, we want to talk to our ancestors about it, don't think we have deceived them. ”

Shuang'er said with some reproach, "Then you can also go during the day, fortunately, grandpa heard some movement last night and went, if grandpa didn't find out, I'll see what you do." ”

I smiled at her, but Shuang'er turned around and ignored me, so I had to promise, "Okay, will Daddy promise you?" I promise that I won't go to the ancestral hall in the middle of the night in the future. ”

Shuang'er turned her head and snorted, "When my mother comes back, I will definitely sue you!" Dad, don't talk and don't talk! ”