As soon as Shuang'er mentioned Lian'er, I couldn't help but think of Lian'er. Lian'er is the person I love the most, if I could, I would also like to see Shuang'er complain to Lian'er, but there will be no more days.

Uncle Sun hurriedly interrupted, "Second Miss, you see that the master is wrong, let's let the master eat something first, the master must be hungry if he hasn't eaten for so long." ”

Shuang'er then said, "Dad, you have to take care of your body." ”

I smiled and said, "Daddy got it." ”

Got it? Know what? I can't tell myself.

Now there are so many things that I can't breathe, I'm tired. But I can't be tired, I still have Shuang'er, I still have Qing'er, how can I fall like this? I can't fall.

I ate and rested for a while before I got out of bed.

The sun outside the window was good, and it was a little more relaxing to walk in the sun for a while. I also received a letter from Qing'er.

The letter contained a lot of concern, such as "Dad, don't be too tired, you still have me, and occasionally remember to ask your daughter." He also mentioned some of his recent situation and asked a lot about Shuang'er's recent affairs.

I don't get a reply to her until the next week.

I wrote back to her that I had been fine for a few days, but I was a little worried about Shuang'er, and Shuang'er was still the same as before, and I didn't know how long I could hide it. Finally, tell her that we are all right and don't worry.

I know, Qing'er's temperament must be worried, and the relationship between the two sisters has been good since childhood. But Qing'er is the daughter who got married, and I can't ask Qing'er to come back to take care of Shuang'er, Qing'er already has her own home.

Shuang'er actually can't read books all the time, although she has a book in her hand, in fact, I know that her mind is in Ying Quan, and she can't see Ying Quan's mind is always a little erratic.

I remember that day, Ying Quan's parents brought Ying Quan's body home, and they were sad for a long time.

Shuang'er was seriously ill at that time, and I just went there for a while and came back soon.

In fact, it is not only myself who suffers the same pain as me, but also Ying Quan's parents.

It's their only child.

I went to the doctor, and I asked the doctor, "If a person loses a memory, what happens if they lose another memory after a while?" ”

The doctor was found by Uncle Sun, and he is already very old. He touched his beard, frowned, and finally sighed, "Master Li, this situation is more likely to be a heart disease, and I can't help it." ”

I asked him, "Why can't you?" ”

The doctor frowned and said, "In general, in this case, the patient is seriously stimulated, and if she is asked to remember the past, I am afraid that she can only be stimulated by the same kind of stimulation, which makes her remember." ”

I looked at Shuang'er walking in the yard, and my heart welled up with sadness.

Such a sad thing, how can I be willing to let Shuang'er think of it?

Finally, the doctor let out a long sigh and said, "Master Li, then I'll leave first." ”

When I walked out of the room, I saw Shuang'er, who was walking in the yard, and Shuang'er liked to eat and walk for a while.

When Shuang'er saw me coming, he took my hand and said, "Dad, are you better?" I said, "It's better." ”

Shuang'er took my hand and walked with me.

Shuang'er said softly, "Dad, I feel like I'll never see Ying Quan again." ”

I turned my head to look at her, and her eyes were a little lonely, even a little fragile. I said, "Why did Shuang'er suddenly think of this?" Shuang'er is going to marry Ying Quan next month, why are you starting to think about it at this time? ”

Shuang'er said in a low voice, "Dad, I had a dream that I had an accident when I married my brother, and the horse thief overturned my sedan chair. Is Daddy real? ”

Everything Shuang'er had forgotten seemed to come out of her dreams.

Even if Shuang'er just mentioned this, I looked at the panic in her eyes, I couldn't tell Shuang'er that this was the truth, I couldn't tell her this.

Shuang'er helped me sit down in the courtyard, I looked at her and whispered, "Shuang'er, rest assured, it's just a dream." Shuang'er will marry Ying Quan next month, so don't think too much about Shuang'er. ”

Shuang'er said, "But I think the dream is very real. ”

The wind blew what Shuang'er said far, far away.

I couldn't answer her, I couldn't tell her it was true, I couldn't look into Shuang'er's terrified eyes and tell the truth.

I'm sorry Shuang'er, forgive Dad, Dad is lying to you.

I touched Shuang'er's head, Shuang'er rested his head on my shoulder, and I said, "Don't worry, it's just a nightmare, Dad is by Shuang'er's side, don't be afraid, Dad will always be by your side." ”

Shuang'er, no matter what, you have to remember that Daddy will always be by your side, and Daddy will always love you.

Even if your future father passes away, you know all the truth, I hope you don't blame your father, your father will always be by your side, and your father will always love you.

That night, I read some stories to Shuang'er by her bedside, and stayed by Shuang'er's side until she fell asleep.

Shuang'er fell asleep slowly, I listened to Shuang'er's gentle breathing, and felt as if everything was back to the past, back to when Shuang'er was a baby, I was like this, reading stories to Shuang'er, and letting her fall asleep slowly.

I lifted the hair from my forehead aside and gently closed the door as I left.

Uncle Sun was waiting for me outside, I looked at Uncle Sun and smiled, "Why doesn't Uncle Sun sleep so late?" ”

Uncle Sun looked at the oil lamp that had been extinguished in Shuang'er's house, and said, "Master, take me to see Madame, I bought some paper money again, and I am worried about you alone." ”

I nodded, "Okay." ”

Uncle Sun walked with me all this way and walked into the ancestral hall with me.

Uncle Sun saw the tablet of Lian'er that I took out from under the table in the ancestral hall and said, "Madam, I came to see you with my lord." ”

I burned paper money with Uncle Sun, and I listened to Uncle Sun babbling and saying, "Madam, my lord has not been in good health recently, you have to bless him." The second lady doesn't know that you are gone, the master is hiding it, and the master is not comfortable these days. ”

"Madam, if you have a spirit in the sky, you must bless the master and the second lady."

I saw the tears in Uncle Sun's eyes in a trance.

Uncle Sun watched me and my two daughters grow up, and he has a deep affection for us, just like our elders, I guess these days, in fact, Uncle Sun is not comfortable.

Uncle Sun sighed, stretched out his hand to wipe his tears, and said, "It's old, it's useless, I can't help the master and the second miss, Mrs. should take a good look at the master and the second miss, don't let them do anything wrong." ”

"If something happens to them, how will I live?"

I heard the cicadas chirping, softly, as if echoing Uncle Sun's words.

I believe that the Lian'er I love must be guarding Shuang'er's side and has never gone away.

Shuang'er is her daughter, how can she be willing to watch Shuang'er bear these sins?

When the flame of paper money was extinguished, Uncle Sun sent me all the way to the door, and then said, "Master, you rest early, the second lady still needs you." ”

Uncle Sun trembled and left, and I looked at the back of Uncle Sun leaving, and my heart was sour.

I remember Uncle Sun who held my hand since I was a child, and how tall Uncle Sun was at that time, with a straight back. Now Uncle Sun seems to be getting old suddenly, his back is bent, and the road is walking very slowly, Uncle Sun is really old.

I'm sorry Uncle Sun, Uncle Sun is still worried about me when he is old.