(a)

"Get up, beauty!" Jia Xiaodao opened his eyes and saw that Xu Anqi beside him was still slightly closed, and her hair was fragrant, so he kissed her on the forehead.

I had no sleep last night and remembered the old story. Those memories and pains have been far away from Xu Anqi.

Jia Xiaodao gently lifted the quilt and quietly admired Xu Anqi's beautiful and seductive carcass. He felt uncomfortable all over his body, and it was a sleepless night.

"Damn, how can there be such a moving woman in the world, every place is so wonderful, and every place makes people tremble in their hearts." Jia Xiaodao used his fingers to wander around Xu Anqi's body, as if exploring a magical treasure, he felt fresh and excited.

Xu Anqi turned over slightly, and her lips moved. It felt like a dream.

"Ah, what is this, so beautiful!" Jia Xiaodao touched a picture of a similar tattoo on Xu Anqi's body with his fingers, a red rose. The tattoo was the size of a rose, tattooed on her back, in full bloom.

He was amazed: "I've never seen such a beautiful tattoo. The colors are bright, the composition is exquisite, and the position is just right, and the print on your body is simply ingenious and magical. ”

Xu Anqi didn't speak, and continued to close her eyes, thinking about her own thoughts.

Jia Xiaodao stroked Xu Anqi's tattoo and felt very excited. He lowered his head, opened his lips and kissed Xu Anqi's tattoo carefully.

Xu Anqi noticed Jia Xiaodao's abnormal movement, opened her eyes slightly, and asked lazily, "What are you doing, don't kiss." ”

"No, I'm going to kiss, your tattoo is so beautiful", Jia Xiaodao didn't listen and continued to kiss.

Xu Anqi was a little angry and turned over. The eyes were wide open.

Jia Xiaodao was coquettish like a child, "Give me a kiss, I want to kiss it."

"No, no, no!" Xu Anqi and Jia Xiaodao were in a stalemate.

Jia Xiaodao continued to be coquettish, "I want to kiss, kiss one, kiss me and add money." ”

"It's not kissing if you add money, do tattoos look so good?"

"I don't know, looking at your tattoo is like seeing something deep inside you, always wanting to possess it and kiss it."

"Nerves, you nerves." Xu Anqi felt a little angry.

Jia Xiaodao behaved a little innocently. He didn't know it himself, but in front of the stunner in front of him, he seemed to be like a child. And Xu Anqi is like a magnet, magnetic, sticking his whole heart together.

"What are you thinking, stay." Xu Anqi saw that Jia Xiaodao was deep in thought, and Xu Anqi pushed him.

Jia Xiaodao looked at Xu Anqi's beautiful carcass attentively, and really wanted to eat her.

"I'm leaving, the job is over." Xu Anqi sat up, took her clothes and began to put them on. People like Xu Anqi and them, once things are done, they will definitely not drag their feet. I also rarely talk about feelings with customers. Because, if the women of this profession believe in love again, who will come here and fall.

Jia Xiaodao pulled her into the quilt and said almost pleadingly, "If you don't go back, don't you, stay with me for a while today." ”

"If you don't go back, how can you make any money, you support me!" I felt ridiculous, and instantly broke free of Jia Xiaodao's hand and continued to put my clothes on my body.

"Wait, let me see you again, I'll take you another day." Jia Xiaodao really likes the woman in front of him too much. She had never seen such a beautiful girl, with a slender body and snow-white skin, kissing her skin was like a treat.

"Okay, let's get the money first."

"Okay, here you go." Jia Xiaodao spent a lot of money this time, he took out another 600 yuan from his pocket and gave it to Xu Anqi, and then lay on the bed and looked at the beautiful girl.

Xu Anqi collected the money and said, "Handsome guy, I'll take a shower first." ”

After saying that, he went to the bathroom. Jia Xiaodao was lying on the bed, his eyes slightly open, looking at the lights on the top of the wall, they seemed to be flickering. On the table next to the bed is a sign that reads "Massage service, please dial 123***", and the sign shows a jade photo of a famous singer. Around the sign are some drinks and snacks, and the box next to the snack reads "For your safety and the safety of others, please use the slim ##避孕套." Jia Xiaodao turned sideways and saw Xu Anqi who came out of the bathroom with a bath towel.

Xu Anqi walked to the side of the bed, climbed onto the bed, covered her body with a sheet, and then took out a bath towel from the sheet and put it on the table next to her. She asked, "Are you going to take a shower, there is hot water." ”

"No, tired." Jia Xiaodao said without strength. I came twice last night, and although Jia Xiaodao was very tired, his whole body was refreshed.

At this time, Xiang Anqi hugged Jia Xiaodao's body and stroked Jia Xiaodao's chest. She climbed onto Jia Xiaodao's body and rubbed her face against Jia Xiaodao's face. Jia Xiaodao felt a little itchy, but still persevered.

"Big brother, I didn't pay attention last night, your bottom is so big!" Xu Anqi held Jia Xiaodao's gun and said in surprise.

"Yes, no matter how big it is, you can fit it, I heard that the land under your belly, what kind of plowshare, can be cultivated, you are very adaptable, you don't need to keep pace with the times, you have always been in the leading position in the world, more advanced than any high-tech, all ahead." Jia Xiaodao joked that Xu Anqi had already installed it twice last night.

Jia Xiaodao stroked the hair of the knife with his hand and continued: "Light, I'm going to lose it!" ”

Xu Anqi got up and rode onto Jia Xiaodao's body, at this moment, Jia Xiaodao suddenly felt that he had entered a warm area, and a sense of comfort permeated his body!

"Can you slow down, I can't stand it." Jia Xiaodao hugged Xu Anqi's waist and pleaded.

"Okay, you're up there." Xu Anqi turned under Jia Xiaodao and let Jia Xiaodao work and gallop on her body. Jia Xiaodao felt like he was riding a thin horse, galloping on the grassland, the warm wind blowing his every nerve, and he felt like he had entered a fairy situation. Jia Xiaodao's whole body was hot, as if he was on the side of a volcano, sweat fell drop by drop, his whole mind seemed to be drained by something, there was nothing in his mind, only sensory stimulation and indescribable excitement.

Xu Anqi hugged Jia Xiaodao tighter, and her nails seemed to be embedded in Jia Xiaodao's skin. Jia Xiaodao felt that he was a dam that was about to be washed away by the flood, and used all his strength to meet the momentum, but this momentum was too turbulent, and in the end Jia Xiaodao couldn't resist this violent pleasure, let out a long hiss, and collapsed on the girl's body.

The lights in the room looked enchanting and unpredictable.

(b)

"You're reading?" After the two came again, Xu Anqi asked while lying in Jia Xiaodao's arms.

"yes, XX University." Jia Xiaodao replied casually.

"Huh? You are? Xu Anqi was a little surprised, but immediately pretended to be casual and said, "Oh." ”

Jia Xiaodao heard that Xu Anqi was a little strange, and wondered in his heart that Xu Anqi was also from his own school. Jia Xiaodao said suspiciously in his heart.

"What's wrong, what are you thinking?" Xu Anqi asked Jia Xiaodao.

"I think, there are only villains and **ruthless people in the world."

"What are you talking about, you are so unreasonable." Xu Anqi seemed a little angry.

"Oh, I was wrong, I shouldn't have used that word, by the way, tell me, where is your home? Are you still studying? ”

"It's not good to ask this, it's a violation of professional rules!"

"It's okay, I'm sincere in wanting to make you a friend. Go ahead. Let me introduce myself first: a local, a rural hukou, 1.78 meters tall, with three acres of farmland, four tiled houses, and a fish pond, earning a meager income every year. After studying for four years, he learned nothing, picked up countless girls, and occasionally published articles in various newspapers and periodicals. Recently, I have been unemployed, wandering the streets and alleys, and reading countless beautiful women. I was fortunate to meet Miss Beauty, a night of spring dinner, unforgettable for life. ”

"It seems that you are a very special person. Well, to tell you. I'm studying, nursing, and I won't tell you about it yet, but it's not more than 20. My father opened a shoe factory on the coast, and he has lost money in recent years, and his divorce from my mother is in the process of being processed. Anything else? Xu Anqi pretended to confess to Jia Xiaodao and concealed her truth.

Jia Xiaodao saw Xu Anqi's delicate face, and exclaimed in his heart that this ** was simply a stunner. The lips are ruddy, as clear as the cherries of May; The eyebrows are light and relaxed, like the wicker of March, soft and smooth. The teeth are like jade, and the ivory is as white as snow.

When Jia Xiaodao saw this, his physiological impulsive reaction began to manifest. Jia Xiaodao kissed the girl on the forehead and continued to ask. "Your family is not poor, and you have a book, why did you come to do this kind of profession?"

"Hehe, who knows, boring, or indifference to life, hey, everything speaks in mood."

"By the way, have you ever had a boyfriend before?"

"How to ask this childish question, young people nowadays, who has never talked about friends of the opposite sex? The little brother in the third grade of primary school knows how to kiss hand in hand. ”

"It's also ha, let's talk about the process between you and your boyfriend."

"Hey, why do you have such a strong desire to inquire about other people's privacy?"

"I can't help it, I've got it to this point, I have to go on. As Chen Lin said to Cao Cao in "Romance of the Three Kingdoms", "The arrow has to be sent on the string". Tell me, is your boyfriend a cow in that aspect? ”

"No comment!" Xu Anqi was a little angry and refused to answer.

"Haha, if you look for a boyfriend in the future, you will also find me like this, the thirty rounds of the battle are not a problem, it will not let you relax your bones, and it will also make you have endless memories. Isn't it, am I outstanding in some way? Jia Xiaodao said proudly.

"That's right, but if every guest is like you, then our business can't continue, and we have already declared bankruptcy. The basic living guarantee is not met, let alone cosmetics and skin care products. Xu Anqi said.

"Oh, isn't it? Sometimes I think that if my material foundation is as strong as my ** foundation, it will be impossible to live a long time ago. Alas, Heaven is fair, and if it gives you happiness on your left, it gives you tribulation on your right. ”

"Look at what you said so profoundly, say a word to comfort you, my husband will look for you like this in the future, although he may not be materially rich, but he should not be physiologically lacking." Xu Anqi echoed.

"Yes, yes, I couldn't agree more." Jia Xiaodao laughed, and he carefully looked at the stunner made by God in front of him. My heart was trembling. His mind was like the tide of the morning sea, constantly beating at his heart. He seemed to have arrived at the endless grassland, listening to the sound of the wind blowing through the grass. The heart is full of infinite longing and reverie.

Jia Xiaodao felt that what he was holding was not a simple body, he felt that there was a very big and beautiful spring flower in his arms, with a charming fragrance and refreshing heart.

Xu Anqi rode on Jia Xiaodao's body, and she began to shake her body.

Jia Xiaodao's eyes were closed, and everything seemed to be an illusion. He felt his body like a dandelion floating gently in the air, floating into the unknown, floating towards the zone of love. He seemed to see the angel beckoning to him, saying to him, "Honey, you must hold back, you must carry your heart, through this land, through this dense forest......

Gradually, Jia Xiaodao's body was getting hot, as if it was being smoked in the heat. He felt that he was being hit by the flood, and he was resisting an unprecedented thrust, but this thrust was hidden in his body, and he was not uncomfortable, on the contrary, he felt very comfortable. He wanted to keep it that way and keep it that way. Just like wanting to die under the peony flowers, completely forgetting yourself.

I don't know how long it took, after Jia Xiaodao experienced a battle, he lay on Xu Anqi's body, like a deflated ball. He was too tired to do anything, his facial muscles twitching, but he looked happy. Xu Anqi turned sideways and slept on the side holding Jia Xiaodao.

The room was eerily quiet, with the occasional car honking outside the window.

(c)

"By the way, you haven't told me yet, how did you get this knife, did she give it, or?" The woman on the train and Jia Xiaodao asked while playing cards.

Jia Xiaodao took out a black-headed K, threw it on the table, and said lazily: "Don't panic, I'll tell you slowly." ”

Many of the people in the carriage were asleep, some covered their faces with their hands, leaned back in the chairs, some covered their heads with their clothes, and some opened their mouths, showing their gray teeth, and snoring. Some sat in their seats and dozed off, looking too sleepy. The conductor who sold dinner pushed the car past the carriage and never shouted again.

Jia Xiaodao looked at the woman with a smile and continued to tell his story.

The second time I woke up, it was already afternoon. Xu Anqi was still asleep, Jia Xiaodao went to the bathroom to take a shower, returned to the room and opened the curtains, the sunlight came in, and the room was suddenly very bright.

Xu Anqi was also woken up by the sunlight shining in, she opened her hazy eyes and glanced at Jia Xiaodao. "Why, get up so early. Hey, it's been so long since dawn, I'm a little tired. As he spoke, he put on a bath towel and went to take a bath.

Jia Xiaodao sat on the bed, took away the girl's clothes casually, and took out an ID card from the clothes. Jia Xiaodao picked up his ID card and looked: Xu Anqi, Han nationality. Born on March 26, 89. A native of X City, Sichuan.

After Jia Xiaodao read it, he put the ID card back in her clothes pocket, and he accidentally touched some more things, a knife and a student ID. Jia Xiaodao picked up the knife, which was small and had traces of being sharpened.

Jia Xiaodao looked at the student ID card and found that it was not the nursing major she said, but XX University. Jia Xiaodao didn't look at it anymore and put the student ID card back in its place. The knife went into his pocket.

He finally knew that this girl was the netizen he had chatted with once on QQ. He is also an alumnus of his own university. He also knew that Lin Feng in the bedroom had also talked to them about one of his girlfriends. Later, they broke up for some inexplicable reason.

Unexpectedly, college students also came out for prostitution. The rumors I heard before, Jia Xiaodao encountered it for the first time. He actually slept with his roommate's ex-girlfriend, and still paid for it. Jia Xiaodao felt that the world was really wonderful, and anything strange could happen.

Jia Xiaodao lay on the bed, looking at the ceiling, thinking about many things in the past. He felt like he had become very bad and had lost himself. He is no longer the simple and naïve Jia Xiaodao he used to be, and he is no longer the person who vomited all over the place with his girlfriend.

Jia Xiaodao suddenly slapped himself with his hand and scolded: "Damn, change, change with this era!" ”

Thinking of this, Jia Xiaodao walked out of the bathroom with a bath towel, and she was wiping her wet hair with a towel. "Hand me my clothes. Thank you. ”

"yes, okay." After Jia Xiaodao handed the clothes to Xu Anqi, he left the room with the knife without a sound and walked towards the street outside. For this perverted life, Jia Xiaodao can't understand. The world is so big that there are no surprises. Jia Xiaodao was a little hysterical and helpless.

The streets are still full of people and cars.

Jia Xiaodao took out his mobile phone and made a call to Xuesong, and the other end of the phone rang several times before Xuesong answered.

"Jia Xiaodao, are you up? I'm on the bus now, and I'm going to go to A to do something. Come back next time and have a good time with you! ”

"Okay, brother, I'll talk about it when I come back."

"Say that, you and my brother, okay, I won't say anything, I'll find you for fun when I come back."

"Okay, bye-bye." Jia Xiaodao hung up the phone and found a snack bar and ordered a bowl of fried noodles. Jia Xiaodao was eating, and he thought about what to do in the afternoon.

Jia Xiaodao felt that he should find a school to teach, and maybe he might succeed. So Jia Xiaodao felt that he had something to do in the afternoon.

(iv)

"That knife was given to you by the woman who had sex with you. By the way, her name is Xu Anqi. Hey, what a young girl, but also a confused girl. So small, so beautiful! The woman in the carriage sighed, and then pulled out a Xiao Wang.

"Hehe, eat, eat, King." Jia Xiaodao hit the king and said with a smile.

"By the way, you haven't seen that Xu Anqi since then?"

"No, but who thought that street entertainment, maybe they could see her, maybe."

"Alas, young people nowadays are crazier than we were then."

"Really? Tell me how you were crazy when you were younger, you're only 30, aren't you? Generation Chaos. ”

"Also, did you finally find a school to teach?"

"I found a school, privately run, I taught for a month, the salary was too low, and finally I quit, and when I left, the principal also deducted half a month's salary from me, damn, I only charged a few hundred yuan."

"Go ahead and tell your story, I'm fascinated by it."

So Jia Xiaodao continued to talk about his story, and the carriage became quieter.

After Jia Xiaodao finished eating noodles, he looked at the time, 11 o'clock. I felt that the time was a little early, so I ran to the Internet café to kill time. Jia Xiaodao met his brother from high school on the Internet, Xiongwei.

Xiongwei told Jia Xiaodao that the text was arrested and sentenced to ten years. Because of the kidnapping, it seems that the victim was mutilated. Jia Xiaodao felt very desolate, what a kind of person he used to write, and he was afraid to speak loudly. I didn't expect to go out and wander for a few years, and it will become like this. The text also said that Ah Bing had his sentence commuted, behaved well in prison, and may be released early. Thinking of when he was in junior high school, he went to worship with Ah Bing, went to fight, went to drink and smoke with fake money, Jia Xiaodao had some sourness in his heart.

Yes, a lot of times, it's the environment that affects a generation. And some people go astray, perhaps largely because of poverty, which makes them lose the direction of life.

Jia Xiaodao also met Zhang He, who grew up with him, and Zhang He is now at Peking University and studying Chinese. When Jia Xiaodao talked to him, there was an inferiority complex hidden in his bones, yes, it was this Zhang He, who had studied together since childhood and went home from school together, is now at Peking University. Peking University, this Jia Xiaodao dreamed of being admitted to Peking University. Now, it's an unattainable dream.

Jia Xiaodao remembered that when he was a child, he went to Dahe to take a bath with Zhang He, and was punished for standing for a few hours when the teacher knew about it; remembered that when I was young, I went to the cemetery behind the school with him to blow up the golden flowers, lost and didn't admit it, and beat up the others; remembered stealing other people's sugar cane and oranges together when they were young, and their clothes were confiscated; remembered that at that time, the exam was always a few points more than Zhang He's, which made Zhang He's eyes red from crying......

But now, when Jia Xiaodao and Zhang He were talking, they always felt that there was a wall between them, and this wall was invisible, but it was so clearly placed in front of them. Zhang He said that he was going to study in the United States and wanted to get a full scholarship to study in the United States. Zhang He said that the minimum goal of the people in their dormitory is to study abroad.

When Jia Xiaodao heard this, he suddenly felt that there was a huge gap between himself and him, and this gap was like the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl, the isolated bank, vast and boundless.

Zhang He asked Jia Xiaodao what he has been busy with recently, and whether he has found a job. Jia Xiaodao didn't know how to answer. Yes, Jia Xiaodao has not really struggled for himself since he went to college, and he, like most people in this school, has no ideals and goals every day, and lives one day at a time. When I'm really bored, I go find a woman to spend a while.

Yes, Jia Xiaodao sometimes thinks that the greatest sorrow of people is that they have lost the courage to struggle. Many people are discouraged by their current situation and have lost the resolve to persevere.

Zhang He told Jia Xiaodao that he could send graduate students to the university, but Zhang He wanted to give up, saying that he was going to Harvard in the United States. He wanted to see the outside world.

Yes, Qi Qin has a song that sings well: "The outside world is wonderful." "This song touched a lot of people.

Jia Xiaodao just wished him, wished this brother, hoped that he could realize his ideals and be able to realize his pursuit.

But Jia Xiaodao himself felt dazed, yes, he hadn't even found a job yet. I've been getting my graduation certificate for a long time, and I've been looking for a lot of places.

A few weeks ago, I also went to take the civil service exam, but the number of places was limited, and Jia Xiaodao was brushed off during the interview. In the end, I heard from the insider, in fact, this interview is just a formality, just a radish recruitment, because the person to be recruited has already been decided. There is no Jia Xiaodao at all, Jia Xiaodao is so angry that he can only swallow his resentment in his stomach.

(5)

Jia Xiaodao talked with Zhang He for a while and then went offline, because he really couldn't find a topic to talk to Zhang He. Yes, they are no longer at the same starting line, and they have a lot less common language. Jia Xiaodao thought that this world has divided people into several categories since ancient times, and what kind of people are together is destined to be what kind of group. The so-called gathering of like is this principle.

Jia Xiaodao started playing games, in fact, Jia Xiaodao didn't play games before. It was Xiong Yang in the dormitory who taught him, and the game is a thing that has a huge temptation like opium, and if you don't touch it for a few days, your hands will be a little oxygen.

Jia Xiaodao is okay, he hasn't immersed himself yet, but Xiong Yang can't help himself at all. In the days when there was no network cable in the dormitory, Xiong Yang spent most of the time in the Internet café for most of the month, eating almost only one meal a day.

Xiong Yang was almost completely addicted to the game at that time. In the end, the network cable was installed in the dormitory, and the dormitory buddies also bought a few second-hand computers, and the situation was better. Because at least you can go when you are tired, wake up and continue to struggle. Xiong Yang's game skills are relatively high, and he fights well against terrorism. often boasted in the dormitory, saying that Chinese sniper masters like him are simply rare, and there are very few. China's military universities should admit him exceptionally and give him a chance to show his talents. However, Maxima often has, but Bole rarely.

Yes, no matter how talented a person is, but the conditions are extremely difficult, or the environment is harsh, your talent will disappear with time.

Jia Xiaodao misses the days of the dormitory, because their dormitory can put together a pair of mahjong occasions. It is possible to divide into groups for anti-terrorist games. Jia Xiaodao was not good with his hand today, and he was killed by someone else after a while.

Jia Xiaodao felt extremely unhappy. So he quit the game and started browsing some websites. Jia Xiaodao loves to go to a forum called Cinderella. It's not because of how good this forum is, it's because of the nice name of this forum. Jia Xiaodao listened to some stories when he was a child, and one of them was "Cinderella". But Jia Xiaodao is not a prince, so he can't meet his Cinderella.

Jia Xiaodao knows the aquatic grass sister in the Cinderella forum. Sister Shuicao is from Suzhou, and Jia Xiaodao has seen her photos, and she is as beautiful as a fairy. Sister Shuicao will often chat with Jia Xiaodao, and will also leave messages on Jia Xiaodao's blog. Sometimes I would make a phone call to Jia Xiaodao to ask about the situation, and ask for warmth. Jia Xiaodao didn't see Sister Shuicao in the Cinderella forum.

Jia Xiaodao entered the school's post bar again, and there was someone in the post bar who made him hallucinate, Sister Zimo. Jia Xiaodao also specially wrote an article "Missing Zeng Zimo" published in a local newspaper, in order to commemorate Zimo's sister who posted it. But there are very few people online in the post bar, and Jia Xiaodao didn't find the person he wanted to meet.

He felt empty. In my mind, all of a sudden, I felt like I had nothing to occupy, and I felt like all my thoughts were being pulled out. Jia Xiaodao sat there in a daze, did not speak, and the whole person seemed to be stiff.

In fact, many times, people will lose consciousness like this, they don't know what they will do, what they will do, and the whole person loses any thoughts about the next step.

Jia Xiaodao stayed for a long time, and suddenly remembered that he had long wanted to watch a movie, but he had never been able to watch it. So Jia Xiaodao searched for "Winning the Handsome" in Baidu. Yes, the star lineup of the movie "Winning the Handsome" is what Jia Xiaodao likes. He likes Ren Dahua's coldness, hopes Sammo Hung's stability, and likes Wu Jing's exquisite martial arts moves. Fortunately, the video of "Winning the Handsome" is not stuck, it is very smooth.

Jia Xiaodao sat in an Internet café watching this movie. Jia Xiaodao liked to watch this kind of blockbuster movie when he was very young, and he liked Bruce Lee, Jet Li, Donnie Yen, and Wu Jing. Their movies are good and exciting. I don't know if it's because I have too many things to suppress, or for some other reason. Jia Xiaodao watches action movies to relax his dull mood.

Recently, Henan Wulin Feng has produced a people's hero, named Wang Hongxiang, this is a character, in dozens of games to maintain a full victory, which is rare in the martial arts world, that is, Liu Hailong, Baoligao, or foreign Tyson or Lewis, etc., have not been able to have a record of all victories. Jia Xiaodao thinks that Wang Hongxiang is a hero.

Jia Xiaodao laughed while watching the movie, he felt that he was a person who couldn't concentrate his whole body, and when he did one thing, he would always think about other scattered things. Just like when he watched "Winning the Handsome", he thought of boxing, Wang Hongxiang, and violence.

(f)

At two o'clock in the afternoon, Jia Xiaodao left the Internet café, and he went to a middle school in the city to find the principal, hoping to find a way to enter the school to teach. Jia Xiaodao walked to this school, which is in the urban area, and this school is quite famous in the city and even in the province.

Jia Xiaodao once heard that the salary of this school is very good, and he can earn thousands of yuan every month. Jia Xiaodao thought that he was already very lucky to be able to enter this school, what else could he ask for.

Jia Xiaodao arrived at the door of the school and saw that the gate was written with the words "Vigorous and Powerful XX City No. 1 Middle School". He remembered what he looked like when he first entered high school, when he went to a national key middle school, and when he saw the gate of his high school, he was a little dizzy. Jia Xiaodao's middle school is an unrealizable dream in the eyes of others.

At that time, they gave the impression that as long as they entered this middle school, even if they had one foot on the threshold of the university. What is even more impressive is that Jia Xiaodao is studying in the top class of this middle school. Thinking of this, Jia Xiaodao was very melancholy. His high school was deserted. The top class kicked him out, to the top class, and finally to the ordinary class. I studied in the regular class for a while, and because of the fight, I had to go to a vocational high school.

The result can be imagined, Jia Xiaodao only studied a dead end major. Jia Xiaodao swore in his heart that in the future, if his son dared to apply for a Chinese major, he would break his leg. If it is a girl, it will be enough to learn Chinese, Tao Yue sentiment, increase connotation.

Indeed, Jia Xiaodao thinks so. He wants his son to study economics or medicine. Yes, it is science and technology that determine the productive forces, and it is not a few empty slogans that can produce benefits. If you study economics, you can also do some speculative things, learn medical skills, and receive some red envelopes. But after learning Chinese, it is a big copy of the world's articles, and the monkey is full of mountains and is the king.

But Jia Xiaodao can't change the current situation, just as people can't change their fate, God has already doomed his future, and you can't stop or fight.

Jia Xiaodao, like many students, indulges himself and decades himself in college. Jia Xiaodao forgot the bold ambition he made when he first arrived at the university, "What's wrong with Peking University, after 10 years, everyone is a hero!" But this is just a sentence to vent his anger, Jia Xiaodao is still like other students, degraded in this city, decadent in this era.

Jia Xiaodao walked along the lush forest of the middle school, and he came to the administrative building. I saw a girl with glasses walking from the front with a book. Jia Xiaodao stopped her and asked, "Classmate, can you ask, where is your principal's office?" ”

"Oh, the sixth floor, the outermost one!"

"Thank you!"

"No thanks." The girl replied and continued to walk outside. Jia Xiaodao walked up the stairs. Jia Xiaodao thinks that his life is like this staircase that extends upward, constantly going up, turning, with no end and no end. But you still have to climb up, maybe you are tired and want to rest, but the journey of your destiny still extends forward and unfolds. Never stop because of your own tiredness.

Outside the staircase there was a sky of a few clouds, not a single bird, no fiery sun, only the glow and dust of unrecognizable colors.

There are several boys on the playground in the school, running along with a suited soccer ball. Their hair flies, just as their youth flies. Yes, Jia Xiaodao felt that they still had such a rich youth, this youth was like a river, rushing by, surging endlessly.

On the edge of the pitch were rows of willow trees, the willows hanging down, looking like shy maidens. Jia Xiaodao thought that many ancient poems had written about willows, Liu Yong or Zhou Bangyan, and they had praised them. But when Jia Xiaodao saw these willows, he couldn't be happy. He felt uneasy.

Unconsciously, Jia Xiaodao walked to the sixth floor. Jia Xiaodao looked for the principal's office, and he looked at it carefully. Finally, he saw the front one, with the words "Headmaster's Office" written on the door. Jia Xiaodao straightened his waist, patted the dust on his body, stood by the glass of the window by the staircase, looked at himself, cut his hair, and then calmed down, and walked towards the principal's office.

(g)

"Hello, is the principal here?" Jia Xiaodao knocked on the open iron door and asked in a low and polite voice.

"You are?" A dignified-looking woman stood up from a chair in her office.

"I'm here to apply, is the principal here?" Jia Xiaodao said.

"Do you have an appointment?"

"Nope."

"I'm sorry, our principal is not here, and besides, you have to make an appointment before we can receive you." The woman looked very embarrassed.

"Oh, it's okay, I just wanted to ask, what are the general procedures for entering your school as a teacher?"

"I don't know much about this, it seems that it was approved by the Education Bureau, and then the selection was carried out through the public recruitment examination. By the way, what did you graduate from? ”

"XX University!"

"Oh, it's the original BBY. In a national key middle school like ours, now only graduate students are needed. Your undergraduate is not qualified enough, and it is useless for you to find a principal, because if you want to enter the school, you have to recruit students every year. ”

Jia Xiaodao was silent for a while, then took a deep breath and said to the woman, "Thank you, sorry for the interruption." ”

"It's okay, next time you come to our principal, remember to make an appointment."

"Yes, got it."

Jia Xiaodao walked out of the door, he walked to the playground of the campus, looking at the children who were still running, with indescribable envy in his heart. Hey, if people never grow up to be much better, then they wouldn't face so many troubles, and they wouldn't be overwhelmed by the sight of these highly poisonous social flowers.

When Jia Xiaodao remembered college, he thought about graduating quickly, leaving that annoying university quickly, and wanting to go out to start a new life as soon as possible, but today he especially remembered those decadent days, although he was confused and wasted every day, but at that time there was no pressure of employment, and he lay in bed all day long and slept whenever he wanted, and watched as much as he wanted. As long as you don't do illegal and criminal things, and don't do things like stealing chickens and dogs, no one will interfere with your freedom.

Yes, freedom suddenly became precious to Jia Xiaodao. Jia Xiaodao walked under the maple forest of the school, and the leaves would never stop growing because of Jia Xiaodao's loss and helplessness.

At this time, a child ran towards him, and a child behind him was trying to catch up with him, and suddenly he crashed into Jia Xiaodao's arms. Jia Xiaodao held the child who was about to fall. He felt a lot of pain in his heart, as if he saw his former self. Yes, I am the same age as them, carefree, and happy to do what I want with other children every day, running, playing, flying kites......

The child looked up at Jia Xiaodao, then turned sideways and continued to run forward, and there was a cheerful shout in front of him. The sun, without knowing when, emerged from the clouds and hung right in the sky. Jia Xiaodao looked at the sky through the maple leaf forest and felt very dazzling. Beneath your feet is a freshly cleaned, clean slate and cement road. However, this did not bring freshness and comfort to Jia Xiaodao. On the contrary, he felt that his heart had become more empty and lonely. His heart seemed to be like a barren field, with no crops, no straw, no dense woods, and abundant weeds, but only empty and deserted.

Jia Xiaodao unconsciously walked to the door of the campus, and the two guards in the school guardhouse were sitting around the studio playing chess. Yes, it's not the peak of the crowd, and they have fun when they're bored. Jia Xiaodao passed by the door, and the doorman swept Jia Xiaodao, then turned his head and said, "Go away, will." ”

Jia Xiaodao smiled, the muscles of his face tensed. Yes, he wants to leave here, just as he is leaving a period of affluence, leaving a prosperous land.

(viii)

Jia Xiaodao returned to Aunt Fu's teahouse, and he was about to go and get his luggage back. Coincidentally, Aunt Fu went out to run errands, leaving only one waiter to doze idly at the cash register. Jia Xiaodao walked to the room where he put his luggage and sat on the chair next to him to rest.

He stayed for a long time, and there were few pedestrians outside the window. Yes, the younger students in the lower grades are still in class, and the brothers and sisters in the graduating class have already gone their separate ways. Jia Xiaodao took out his personal bag from his duffel bag, and he took out a plastic bag from it, which contained photos and letters. The photos are of some of his classmates and former lovers. Jia Xiaodao flipped through a photo of a girl wearing Dai costumes and looking pure and beautiful.

Jia Xiaodao knew that she was the wilderness he once loved. N years ago, when he was most difficult and helpless, she accompanied him and gave her great comfort and help mentally. He once told himself that although he could not bring her happiness, he must not hurt this girl. Because she is so kind, so beautiful and innocent.

Jia Xiaodao found some letters that Yuan Ye had written to him, and he sat down in his chair and began to look.

Attached is one of the letters:

Penknife:

See Xinyue!

Today is Saturday, and the lights are on at this time...... I know you're hopefully waiting for my call right now, right......? I'm sorry, I can't call, I don't call you because I don't love you, and it's not because I look down on you, my phone is down, my dad is not at home, and my mom won't borrow me on her phone, I'm also in a hurry at this time, I'm sorry, baby. I have a hundred apologies in my heart, and I want to kill myself...... When I arrive in Kunming tomorrow, I will definitely beat you, don't resent me, okay?

I saw your picture. Hey...... It's okay, it's average...... My ideal boy is roughly like yours, but you seem to be too thin, just a little bit thin. You've lost some muscle. I like to be taller than me and not very big. Not very fat! Generally speaking, there are some muscles, so you can fall on your chest with peace of mind after each one, touch his pectorals, and gradually fall asleep......

I took off my clothes and turned into the covers. At this time, I am lying on the bed writing a letter, maybe the words will be ugly, don't laugh!

Baby...... I'm sleepy @@, I seem to see you, hehe...... With you with me, I'm not afraid of the dark, baby, kiss...... I'm asleep, and I'll write again tomorrow!

Sleep well, I love you.

Now it's ...... It's eight o'clock! I woke up and had a good night's sleep...... This sleep took away my troubles and tiredness, and I slept like a dead pig, hehe. I can't blame me for being too sleepy, I like to sleep naked, I can sleep naked at home, but at school I ...... Baby, I'm writing to you naked right now...... It's a pity that I don't have a camera, otherwise, I'll take a picture for you...... I've got big boobs, hehe...... Wow...... It's very hot here, and I still have a thin layer of sweat on my body from sleeping naked...... It's hot to death. It's hot to death. I'm most afraid of the heat......

My dear. In the future, you will call me mother-in-law, because in Sichuan, my wife is called my mother-in-law, and my husband is called a man.

Wear black or white panties later, my dear! I think it's sexy...... Black is mysterious, and it can fill me with a desire for you; White has a certain transparent effect, and it will also be very provocative, my underwear is white and pink, unless it is menstruation, otherwise I don't wear red underwear!

…… (Ellipsis content, not suitable for children)

I wrote a lot of things, but I just tore them all up because it was too ...... I'm afraid you don't like it. Hehe......

All right! I won't write more, and you haven't answered me yet! Quick back, quick back, quick back!

Wish: Happy Eve

yday

Succeed in your studies! Other Epistles omitted.

(ix)

Jia Xiaodao sat there reading the letter for a long, long time, his eyes moistened. Yes, he was moved, not in a long time to be so moved. Looking at the letter that Yuan Ye wrote to himself, although it was a little naïve and a little naïve. But it's so real, and it's so hard to resist grief. Jia Xiaodao remembered that year, he broke up with his first love Wang Xiaomei.

Yes, the 6-year marathon long-distance running love has no result in the end, and I can only watch the emotional thread be broken by time. He couldn't do anything about it. It was the wilderness that saved him, saved him in his most difficult moments.

He has always thought that there is no such thing as 'love' in the world, and he thinks that he has always been deceived by 'love'. But the wilderness pulled him out of the whirlpool of feelings, called him every day, and wrote to him. He knew that he couldn't fall in love with another girl, and he couldn't give happiness to the girl in front of him, and the only thing he had to do was not to hurt this girl.

Yes, I received a letter from Yuan Ye every week, and from the letter, I knew that Yuan Ye was reading the poems he wrote at the radio station, one by one, Jia Xiaodao was very moved. He also knew that the wilderness was for himself, looking at the northern sky, and making a wish to Aphrodite, the goddess of love, hoping that he would come to the wilderness as soon as possible.

Jia Xiaodao once promised Yuan Ye that he would definitely go to Lijiang, and in the century-old inn in Lijiang, he sat on the windowsill with Yuan Ye and watched the bright moon and stars in the sky. In the bars of Lijiang, listen to the songs and sip coffee and spirits with the wilderness.

But this wish has not been fulfilled until now. Yes, there are many things in the world that you can't decide by yourself. We are all in the river of fate, drifting with the wind, with no direction and no end.

It was a sunny day, and the wilderness came to City C alone. Jia Xiaodao thought he was dreaming, thinking that none of this was real.

However, when Yuan Ye held his hand, he knew that this distant woman had come to Jia Xiaodao's city without telling her family. She said she wanted to meet the person she had been dreaming about.

In those days, they had so much fun, so free and happy. At night, Yuan Ye snuggled in Jia Xiaodao's arms and said intimate words. There were many times when Yuan Ye teased Jia Xiaodao, but Jia Xiaodao forced himself to hold back.

Because Jia Xiaodao once secretly told himself that he couldn't hurt the girl in his arms when he didn't have the ability to give her happiness. It was she who saved the collapsed self. Jia Xiaodao adhered to his principles and spent those days with the purity of the wilderness. This made Yuan Ye love Jia Xiaodao even more.

On the day of Harano's return, they kissed passionately by the train station, and the whole train station watched them. The tears of the field fell on Jia Xiaodao's lips, and Jia Xiaodao knew that this woman had occupied his heart.

She was like a little deer, jumping with joy in his gentle heart. Jia Xiaodao put his arm around Yuan Ye and said to her: "Yuan Ye, I will definitely come to Kunming to find you, and I will definitely go to the old town of Lijiang with you, where we will buy a house and have children." ”

Yuan Ye hugged Jia Knife tighter. Her tears fell like knives on Jia Xiaodao's fingers.

The train station was noisy and full of people. Old people, children, and girls, carrying bags, luggage and food, walked to the train. They will go on to the next journey, to the next part of their lives.

A dog, walking alone beside the train tracks, looked at the upcoming train, and did not know whether it was confused or panicked. A beggar, with messy hair, walks down the pavement, his dull eyes staring at everyone waiting in line. I don't know if it's because of doubts or yearning.

Suddenly, the beggar lowered his body, picked up a bottle of mineral water that had not yet seen the bottom, unscrewed the cap, quickly poured it into his mouth, and then rubbed his mouth with his dark and dirty palm, showing a long-lost smile. A well-dressed station employee walked up to the beggar and said, "It's you again, get out of here, it's dirty!" ”

The beggar looked at the menacing employee and ran away in fear. His back disappeared into the crowd, looking so small.

Jia Xiaodao hugged the field in his arms, and felt like this beggar in his heart, he had nothing, he was so poor that he couldn't support the woman in front of him, and he couldn't say to her: "Don't go, okay?" I'll raise you! ”

But he can't say that, yes, he is not as brave as Stephen Chow in the movie "The King of Comedy", and he is not as free and easy as him. When he was penniless, he dared to say to Cecilia Cheung: "I'll raise you!" But does Jia Xiaodao dare to say this? He couldn't, just as he didn't have the courage to go to City D and say to Wang Xiaomei: "Please come with me, even if you beg, I will feed you." But he retreated, and he was dominated by the harsh reality. He's just a coward, he can't do anything.

The train is finally about to leave, and the field begins to walk on the train. Jia Xiaodao saw the back of the field, and his heart felt like he was being cut by a knife, and he couldn't breathe in pain.

The honking of the train, very hoarse, sounded poignant and sad as if cotton was being stuffed in the throat.

(x)

After reading the letter, Jia Xiaodao put the letter back into his pocket. At this time, Aunt Fu, who was out on errands, came back. Jia Xiaodao walked out of the room and greeted Aunt Fu: "Auntie, I'm back, it's okay recently!" ”

"It's okay, but it's been a slow period recently, and the graduating class is gone, and I feel very lonely."

"Auntie, I'm here to get my luggage, I'm leaving tomorrow."

"Why are you in such a hurry, play for a few more days!"

"No, Auntie."

"Hey, don't be like that, let's have a light meal together at noon, and my aunt will cook it herself, don't say 'no'."

"Okay, I'm sorry for you."

"Nothing, you're welcome."

So Jia Xiaodao stayed and prepared to eat at Aunt Fu's teahouse. He thought that maybe this time he would never come back.

Who knows when we'll be able to meet. He looked at the trees outside the window of the teahouse, and felt that they were growing vigorously in the years, just like his own years, and were growing violently.

He seemed to hear the voice of this 'growth'.