"How are you?" Bai Xue, who was extremely worried, was very surprised to see that it was Liu Xiyao who opened the door, "Do you live with Hao Yali?" ”

Liu Xiyao, who was in a daze, didn't expect to see Bai Xue at this time, "Why are you here?" I thought it was her! Come on in. ”

Liu Xiyao woke up when she heard the doorbell, thinking that Hao Yali suddenly changed her mind and turned back, and hurriedly opened the door, only to see Bai Xue with a surprised face, "I forgot that I told you the address here!" I only stayed here yesterday, and if you look over there, I haven't taken out my suitcase and clothes to tidy up. I don't work part-time at this bar at night, it's three or four o'clock after work, and the school is too far away, so I live here temporarily. ”

Although Bai Xue and Liu Xiyao met for the third time, they seemed to be friends, but she seemed to notice that Liu Xiyao was going around in circles with her, so she still asked straight to the point, "Then, what about Hao Yali?" I have something I want to ask her about. ”

"You're late." Liu Xiyao poured Bai Xue a glass of water and pulled her to sit down together, "I left the day before yesterday, saying that I was going to travel." Seeing that I was working very hard, I was allowed to live in for free so that she could take care of the house. ”

How could it be so coincidental? Bai Xue didn't believe it, so she took the excuse of visiting to look at each room, and indeed didn't find a second person except Liu Xiyao. I thought, could it be that Li Jia came before her again?

After the two chatted casually, Bai Xue couldn't help but ask, "Has anyone ever come to Hao Yali?" ”

Hao Yali specially instructed Liu Xiyao before leaving, and Liu Xiyao also heard the conversation between Hao Yali and Li Jia, and knew the seriousness of the matter, so she could only act as if she didn't know anything, "I don't know, she was no longer there when she came over yesterday." ”

"Oh······"

Bai Xue's "oh" is meaningful, it seems that she wants to see Hao Yali, but she doesn't want to know the answer, she is afraid of hearing an unacceptable answer, which is very contradictory, just like she feels that she has gone insane for the past few days.

Liu Xiyao brushed her teeth and washed her face and said to Bai Xue: "It's almost time for dinner, I'll see what's in the refrigerator, I'll show my hands!" ”

"Don't bother, don't forget, I still owe you a meal, it's better to hit the day now!" Bai Xue finally showed her first smile of the day.

"Can I eat meat?" Liu Xiyao laughed, "If you have such an opportunity, then I won't let you go!" I want to eat Kung Pao chicken, farmhouse stir-fried pork, cold beef ······"

It may be that when you are alone, you will feel lonely, when you have someone who can chat face-to-face, you won't be so cranky, and even Han Yi will leave her behind.

Liu Xiyao painted a little light makeup, and walked out with Bai Xue without washing her head and wearing a hat, as if she was hungry.

After getting in the car, Bai Xue looked at her mobile phone and said unhurriedly: "According to these dishes you said, I'll take a look at Dianping and take you to eat delicious!" ”

After all, Liu Xiyao is still a girl in her early twenties, and in her eyes, she is just like that

Sister in general.

"That's great! You, like Sister Yali, are so kind to me, touched! Liu Xiyao made a gesture of emotion, and looked at Bai Xue as if shouting tears, "I really envy you!" To be tall and have a face, and to be an international student from a famous foreign university, with such good working and living conditions······ I'll have to struggle for a long time when I get out of the next restaurant! If you hadn't come today, I might have been eating instant noodles at home! ”

Liu Xiyao seemed to be joking, but what she said was sincere.

"Are you talking about me? I have what you can envy! Bai Xue didn't understand Liu Xiyao's feelings at all.

"Look at you, you don't know how to be blessed in the midst of blessings! Isn't it enough to live in a big house, drive a nice car, have a decent job, and have a nice boyfriend? Liu Xiyao said with a wry smile.

Bai Xue also laughed, "Really? But I didn't feel like I was happy! The house is not mine, the car is not mine, my boyfriend, there seems to be no difference between having and not seeing, I don't see each other once or twice a month, except for the work in the hospital, it seems that nothing really belongs to me. ”

After saying that, she suddenly realized something, "By the way, how do you know I have a boyfriend?" I don't think I told you. ”

"I guessed!" Liu Xiyao smiled, "You're so beautiful, it's strange if you don't have a boyfriend!" ”

In order not to arouse Bai Xue's unnecessary suspicion, Liu Xiyao then said: "I am studying for a higher vocational school, and I will graduate next year, and it is so difficult to find a job now, it is difficult to find a good job with an academic degree and major like me······ I now work two part-time jobs a day, working as a shopping guide in a brand store during the day, and working part-time at a bar at night, working 12 hours a day, plus squeezing the bus back and forth and taking the subway for more than two hours, but fortunately, I can earn a few hundred yuan a day. When I rushed back to school at three or four o'clock in the morning, the dormitory was still closed and I couldn't enter, but now it's okay, I don't have to worry about living here with Sister Yali, and I can sleep for an extra hour or two. ”

Bai Xue didn't expect Liu Xiyao to be such a hard-working girl, they met in a bar, and at that time, Bai Xue saw that she was drinking and having fun with a few rich boys in a bar, which completely subverted her image of a girl who likes to play and clubbing.

"I didn't expect you to work so hard at such a young age!" Bai Xue was impressed with her.

Although she also worked part-time when she was studying abroad, the two of them don't seem to be the same. She had a full scholarship at that time, and when she was studying abroad, Keiko gave her a bank card, and Han Yi put a sum of money in it, for fear that something would happen to her, so that she could use it for emergency purposes. Although she didn't move, there was a fundamental difference. It's like a poor boy from a poor birth and a rich man with a prominent family background eat the same steamed bun and eat the same thing, but the feeling and mood are different.

"I didn't work too hard, that's how life is!" Liu Xiyao didn't feel how humble she was, and smiled cheerfully, "What else do you have."

Grid and life bargain too! ”

For Liu Xiyao, she can only rely on her own efforts to change the trajectory of her future life.

Although she is young, she has experienced no less than Bai Xue, and her perception of life is even far greater than Bai Xue. In the stumbles, learn to grow, and in the ups and downs, learn to be strong. I gradually understood that all the hardships in life have to rely on yourself, not how capable you are, but many times, there is no choice but to be strong. Of course, she was very fortunate and grateful for the help of some friends.

People who are strong alone must be very tired! His eyes were very sore, but he couldn't cry, and he was wronged, so he could only grit his teeth and insist. In the eyes of outsiders, they don't need to rely on them, they don't care about injuries, they can face the wind and rain alone, go through thorns alone, and endure time, pressure, and loneliness. But in fact, I wanted to give up countless times, but I didn't dare, although I survived the matter, but I was tired.

Liu Xiyao looked at the glamorous white snow, and was naturally envious, but it was limited to that. She didn't pretend to be pitiful in front of Bai Xue to win her sympathy.

Say not tired, it must be false, along the way, every person who struggles must have experienced a lot of unknown bitterness, but when they are sad, they will not want to talk to anyone, they will not go to anyone to complain, who to cry to, but bravely accept all this, and being strong is their own dependence.

There is such a picture of a man who has been stabbed in the back, and because of the pain, he cries loudly. The other reached out to hug the weeping man and gently comforted him, but no one saw that he had been stabbed countless times in his back. It's not because he doesn't hurt, but because he doesn't want to express his pain.

I don't know how long I've been holding out, being strong has become a mask on my face, and smiling and saying it's okay has also become a habit. In fact, I also thought about being my true self, crying when I wanted to cry, and confiding in me when I was in pain, but many times, I still have to rely on myself.

But life is not like a movie, when you are most desperate, there will be someone to help, in reality, you laugh, everyone will laugh with you, you cry, but no one wants to know why you are crying, society is so realistic, so, even if they are tired, they will not easily admit defeat.

Every strong person has a tired heart. For Liu Xiyao, she is willing to be a strong person and then meet someone who understands herself.

Bai Xue finally found a parking space, and then led the elated Liu Xiyao into the restaurant. In Bai Xue's view, the vast majority of local restaurants in Chongqing are thriving, so lively. But it may have been a little late, and many of the tables were empty, with a few diners sitting around.

Three people, two people, and one person eats. Most of the people who dine alone are holding chopsticks in one hand and mobile phones in the other, pressing them desperately, as if they are really chatting with very important people. At the same time, the mouth kept gobbling up, and then quickly left as if the ass was on fire, and the whole process looked like

It's a restless monkey.

Bai Xue talked to Liu Xiyao about this phenomenon, and Liu Xiyao said with a smile: "How embarrassing it is to eat alone, haven't you heard that sentence?" 'Shame on anyone who is lonely'. ”

"Hmmm! There is some truth to it. Bai Xue nodded, almost convinced, and continued: "I used to be quite afraid of eating alone, but now I feel that I am used to eating alone, but I feel strange in the past two days." ”

(End of chapter)