(93) Solved the moon
After complaining about Cao Yunxiao in my heart, I knew that my face must have been settled. In desperation, I had to sigh and say to the moon:
"I'm really angry with you two, not for anything else, but I think it's not worth it for you to do these things for people like Chen Yong, you are practicing yourself. I can't get used to you like this, and I don't want to see you hurt yourself, but you don't listen to you, so I'm very angry. As for why I am angry with Zexin, it is not so complicated, that is, she didn't stop you with me, and let you hit the south wall so hard, saying that you will only die if you hit the south wall. I know she said this because she understands you, and I know that she actually has good intentions, but wouldn't it be better if you could stop this without hitting the south wall and suffering less grievances? Why do you have to choose a path that makes you suffer so much? ”
As soon as I opened this chatterbox, my words unconsciously increased, and I didn't hide them, but put all the things I wanted to say in my heart on the surface.
The more the moon listened, the lower her head became, and when I finished, she wished she could bury her head in her chest. I was still serious, but I couldn't help but smile when I looked at her ostrich-like shape, so I showed a shallow smile. And the moon kept doing this, and said to me in a sullen voice:
"You're right, I also think I'm really fed up, just when Zhang Yumo was looking for me just now, I already wanted to give up. But I still have the feeling that I have to send an arrow on the bow, as if even if I give up now, it won't be of any use. You don't know, I've actually been chasing Chen Yong for a long, long time, so long that I feel that chasing him has become a part of my life. I feel like I have to get it done whether it succeeds or not, and if I don't, then I'm really putting in all this effort, and it's like squandering my money. ”
"You really don't hit the south wall and don't look back, you just hit the water, so what? I think that knowing that it is impossible to succeed, I must have to try, that is not called daring to fight, that is called waste, it is a naked waste of time, money, and ability, and there is no meaning at all. What's more, even if you catch up with him, then he may not really be with you because he likes you, maybe he just thinks he is sorry for your love, so he reluctantly agrees to you, and even he may be greedy for your kindness to him and doesn't want to lose this love. What is there to be nostalgic for this kind of person, if I did, if he dared to do this to me, I might have to kill him alive. ”
I think I may have been influenced by my teachers, and when I talk about the big truths, I always have a sense of dogmatism, empty and full of loopholes. If it were a normal day, I think the moon would probably find a lot of fault with me, and I wouldn't even miss the language problem. But instead of finding fault with me, she now pursed her mouth like a schoolboy who had been criticized, as if she was thinking in her heart why she was being told.
In just a moment, there are enough cold spots. Fu Chengwen, who had been listening to the side, probably had no other way to let himself listen to it anymore, so he opened his mouth and said to the two of us from a "long-term" perspective:
"Moon, I don't need to say that you yourself should know that you have now strayed from the subject, and more than a half, but almost to the opposite end. If I'm not mistaken, you're trying to say that even though you know you can't chase him back, you still want to have a complete sense of ritual and know it all the time, but do you tell me there is any point in doing so? It's like a sprinter running in the wrong direction, even if he runs the same distance as his peers, will he have any results? No, when he insisted on running in this direction, it would have become a laughing stock for everyone around him. It's not just because he ran wrong, but because he knows it's wrong and wants to continue. Everyone should do things with a meaning, do you think this kind of grandstanding glorious? If you don't think so, why would you want to be this sensationalist? It's not that we disagree with your insistence, and the second is that all insistence should have a meaning, but there is no point in doing it now. ”
What Fu Chengwen said is indeed a bit harsh compared to what I just said, and the meaning of criticism is more important. I felt a little hot on my face after listening to it, let alone the moon. But this time, to my surprise, the moon didn't argue with him, but gave him a very soft "um" after he finished speaking.
I didn't expect Fu Chengwen to say this to be able to completely change the moon's mind, seeing that the moon has loosened a little in persistence, this is already a good progress. So I decided to let the moon think about it again before making a choice.
And so we ended today's meeting, and the three of us sent the moon home. When I came back, Cao Yunxiao asked me what to do with Cheng Zexin, if I wanted to call Cheng Zexin out, and wanted to ask him face to face like today. I immediately rejected his idea very crisply and decisively, and then the two of them stopped discussing the issue.
They didn't understand why I was doing this, they thought I was still angry with Cheng Zexin, and they still wanted to persuade me, I really couldn't stand the nagging of the two of them like an old aunt. hurriedly waved his hand and rejected the two of them, and told them that I was not angry with Cheng Zexin, and asked them to stop guessing and not worry too much about this matter, just leave it to me to deal with it myself.
Fu Chengwen didn't say anything, I said don't let him take care of it, he really doesn't care, but Cao Yunxiao has been grinding and chirping, and he has told me this and that, as if I don't know anything and am still a child who can't take care of myself.
I really couldn't stand his nagging, and I didn't like anyone to take care of me, so when he was about to say it again, I stopped him and warned him that if he dared to say anything more about this matter, I would immediately block all his contact information, and then never contact him again for the rest of my life.
As soon as he heard me say this, Cao Yunxiao immediately closed his mouth. And he didn't say a word for the rest of the way, as if I was afraid that I would say something wrong, and I would never contact him again. Take a hundred plating to read the latest chapter of "A Paper into a Book, a Thought into a Written Claw Book House" for the first time.