Liu Zhen and I met Li Kai twice before we moved out of the dormitory. However, he just nodded and gestured. Liu Zhen later told me that after I moved back to the dormitory from outside, Li Kai suddenly became better, and he was still talking and laughing as before, and he was more caring for Liu Zhen than he was a few days ago.

At first, I really didn't understand the meaning of this, after all, everything can be calculated in years, like our age at that time, we were full of passion and curiosity for new people and things, I thought that one of my refusals could let him leave, and then it became his past tense. But I didn't expect that his good or bad for Liu Zhen had a certain relationship with me.

The two times I met in the dormitory, Li Kai always insinuated that he wanted to ask me where I was going to work, what kind of unit I wanted to find and other boring questions. I didn't answer directly, but I really didn't know it.

Shen Yue returned to her hometown during her internship, so it is unclear where she chose her employer, or whether she continued to have to sell alcohol to earn high tuition fees because of her younger brother.

When everyone dragged their suitcases out of the campus, although we had not yet received our graduation certificates at that moment, everyone knew in their hearts that this time, the youth raised the practice wine and said goodbye!

The one who dragged the suitcase and took it away directly, in addition to feelings and memories, there are also our youthful, those years that do not know sorrow.

I returned to Cao's house for a week to adjust, and then I began to devote myself to the intense search for work. Cao Ge is always chattering behind me when I am looking for a job, and the general meaning is that Cao Cancan and I are two people, and they didn't follow the meaning of the family, but chose to struggle by themselves.

In fact, whether it is Cao Ge or Xue Hao, they are not pedantic people, and their insights into the true meaning of life must be extremely profound. Can you say that they don't know that the family relationship arrangement will make us lose our ability to survive on our own and independent? Can it be said that they don't know how much this kind of family-responsible life has a big impact on a person's future? Of course not.

However, I knew that, in addition to my temper, she tried her best to let me work in the place that had been arranged, and in fact, there was an element of making up for me. I don't know, when Cao Ge said this, she asked knowingly, or she also knew in her heart that the reason why Cao Cancan and I didn't have a family relationship was to put it bluntly, just to stay away from Cao's family, away from that sentimental childhood memory, that's all. The two of us will resolutely choose to give up the opportunity to take fewer detours, but we will never get tired of it in the life we have chosen, and this happiness has a lot to do with freedom.

Since experiencing Uncle Yumu's incident, I suddenly found that I have become more independent than before, and I no longer have extravagant hopes for the Cao family, nor do I have any more dependence. I will go out alone and come back alone. Even the driver doesn't call. I feel that a person is free to do his own thing, very chic and comfortable.

I participated in several interviews one after another, and finally chose one of the companies to advertise. And this time, I crossed all the assistant-related positions. As a result, on the day of the interview, HR unfortunately told me that just half an hour earlier, the right person had been recruited for the position I applied for. However, she strongly recommended me to go to the marketing department. I agreed.

On the day I signed the employment contract, Cao Ge asked what the new company was like, and I lied. However, during the meal, my father suddenly raised his head and said, "This time, it won't be another assistant to the general manager, right?" ”

One of the chopsticks I was holding fell out in an instant. I slowly raised my eyelids to look at him, "Yes, or no, so what?" ”

The father was serious: "No, you can." Yes and no. ”

"Why?"

"What do you say?" This antithetical question sentence made my heart suddenly tighten. This attitude of my father seems to be the first time I have seen it in so many years. Although I was not comfortable with it, this kind of strictness made me feel the rigor that a father really shows when he is a gatekeeper for the future of his children. Maybe it's a big part of being uncomfortable, but this kind of questioning still makes me feel hurt my self-esteem and feel very uncomfortable.

I took a bite of food and said disdainfully: "Are you afraid that I will run away with which father again and embarrass you?" At that time, my father slammed the bowl and chopsticks in his hand on the table, and the force was so great that all the food left in the bowl collapsed all over the table.

"How old are you, don't you count in your own mind? You can't even tell right from wrong, you can't even tell the difference between good and bad guys, and your temper is still so stinky, do you really think that when others praise you for being smart, you are really smart? Yes, I'll admit that I haven't bothered you for so many years, but that doesn't justify your misconduct, right? ”

"Nonsense? What does it mean to be a mischief? How can I do anything wrong? ”

"You've found someone older than me, and that's a mess!" The father said impassionedly as he tapped his finger on the table.

"Am I doing something nonsense? What about you? I'm at most the plot of an urban TV series, you're all in love! My words made my father's face cold again. I know he must have had a lot of courage when he said these things to me. It's just that he forgot that I used this almighty reason to make him embarrassed at any time and on any occasion.

I could clearly feel a slight tremor in his body, I guess he was angry. He leaned on the back of his chair and looked straight at me, but said nothing. I turned around and went upstairs. If I change roles with him, even I, I'm afraid, I will be speechless.

My father's indifference to my childhood had been used by me as a favorable excuse for doing whatever I wanted. It's a very good excuse, he allows me to use it as a shield when I do anything wrong, and no one can refute it.

For a while, I felt a little proud, and I always felt that I had an extra umbrella, although this umbrella was built on my pain, but it was able to be used by me in the later stage, and the pain was worth it.

I saw the other people at the table looking at each other with embarrassed faces. Every time I contradicted my father in public, everyone was silent. In fact, it's nothing, no matter how you say it, it's a matter of father and daughter, it's not more or less. Besides, I am a false example of a mistake, and if they still protect me as they did before, I am afraid that even they will not find the point that can redeem me.

The new workplace is medium-sized, and most of my department is male, and my arrival has made the entire sales department boil. However, it doesn't matter to me, it's an important thing, a few days later, I actually met someone in the unit!

Li Kai!

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