Compared with the previous positive attitude towards work, at that time, I suddenly burned out in front of the real work. I put it off until the school started urging me to vacate my dorm room for the new freshmen.

And the reason for my resistance, presumably, has a lot to do with Uncle Elm.

On the day she packed her things, Liu Zhen found two candies in the corner of the bed, which were the specialties she brought when they met for the first time.

"Mu Xi, I'll go, guess what, what did I find?"

At that time, I was listlessly sorting things, Liu Zhen got down from the top bunk and spread out her palms in front of me with a smile: "Look! Sugar! ”

"Sugar?" I looked at her palm, puzzled. The soft glutinous two golden sugar wrappers were warm and bright in Liu Zhen's palm. This warm hue, and the reflection of the time four years ago behind it, suddenly shot straight into my heart like a sword off the string.

I put down what I was holding and reached for one. Liu Zhen hurriedly shouted: "Don't eat!" It's all expired! ”

I smiled, "No! I'm not a child! Besides, you can keep enough sugar, how many years, it's good if you don't have bugs! I touched the softness of my palm, and suddenly a sour feeling welled up in my heart.

Liu Zhen's voice was a little low: "I don't know what year it is, after all, I will bring it every time I come back." ”

"Then why didn't I see you give us points later?" I looked up at her. Liu Zhen smiled: "When I first reported to the school, I gave you and Jiang Shanshan candy, but you didn't eat it, she said it was unpalatable." Later, I brought it with me, but I never gave it to you again. She kept her head down as she spoke. If she had looked up at that time, to be honest, I might not have had the courage to face her.

The sugar in that hand has a different weight. She made Liu Zhen from the enthusiasm in the strangeness to the strangeness in the familiarity, such a mental journey, from the golden yellow in the palm of the hand, has been interpreted.

I think back to the first time I met. I remember that time. At that time, Liu Zhen's hair was not tied behind her head like now, but tied up in a ponytail and hung down her waist. Holding the sugar now, taking over the sugar at the beginning, time, it is really just right to perform the parting of life and death and the warmth and coldness of people.

It allows us to fade away the green clothes in the process of our youth, and it is our chic youth, as soon as we say goodbye, we are about to become women.

The piece of candy in the palm of my hand made me especially want to say something to Liu Zhen when I looked at her. However, I was eager to try for a long time, but I couldn't open my mouth after all. In fact, I have always wanted to find an opportunity to tell Liu Zhen that when we first met, I didn't eat candy, not because I looked down on her. But then think about it. At this time, we are no longer able to empathize with the state of mind at that time.

The flowers bloom year after year, time seems to be crazy, I can't even remember some of the mental journeys I have gone through, and it is useless to explain.

Because Liu Zhen has outstanding foreign language scores, the internship unit was set in a foreign company, and then on the eve of graduation, she became a regular. For that, I am happy for her. There is no such thing as outstanding or not, and I am already happy to be able to go from college to bachelor's degree and go all the way. For the future, I am not as passionate as Liu Zhen. When everyone around me was busy making a living, the departure of the school made me feel at the bottom of my heart again.

Later, I summed up that I had been muddy all the way, but I never got tired of it. It's hilarious to think about.

When Liu Zhen first went to the company, he was just an administrative employee. And law was studied later.

Liu Zhen sat beside me and asked me in a low voice, "Mu Xi, do you have any plans?" ”

I shook my head.

I looked down at the old sneakers on my feet. I've been wearing those shoes for more than two years, and I've been reluctant to throw them away. It's not that I don't have shoes to wear, but no matter how mature and glamorous I dress up outside, I can never wear the feeling of being in school in a flashy way. Those flat-soled sneakers, every time I step on the land of the school, my heart is extremely steady. Although the school had given me two public opinion hearts, I was already relieved.

For me, who grew up in public opinion, what is public opinion? Public opinion is nothing more than a tool. If I ignore it, it can cause an uproar, and if I don't care, then I'm afraid there will only be a gentle drizzle.

The shoes on my feet have taken me through too many roads, and they have witnessed too many of my sorrows, and this time, it is precisely my own interest in life that I can hardly mention.

In more than two years, I have changed from a spectator to a protagonist again. Behind the bombastic talk and ridicule of others, I have made a mess of my life. At the moment when the beautiful dreams that had been pinned on others collapsed one by one, I could also hear the annual rings striking the bells of human nature, echoing for a long time.

I looked up and my gaze fell on the empty bed across from me. Jiang Shanshan cleaned up and moved out a long time ago, and this female classmate who was against me and had a terrible fight, it seems that she has not seen her for more than two months.

Liu Zhen saw that I was staring at Jiang Shanshan's bed, and she pushed me: "What do you think?" You shouldn't miss her! "I know, Liu Zhen is joking. The corners of my mouth raised: "Yes, it's really a little." ”

"Jiang Shanshan, it is said that she has changed her boyfriend again."

"That's not normal." I replied disdainfully.

"Well, normal. Mu Xi, you say, sometimes I don't understand myself. She treated me like that back then, I should have hated her, and I did hate her, but this is about to be scattered all my life, and I suddenly became a little worried. Liu Zhen's voice was not loud, but her emotions could be perceived.

"Worried? What are you worried about her? ”

"That's it, I'm worried about her future, you say, can it go on like this?" Liu Zhen's tone looked very anxious.

I looked up and smiled, "You're her mom when you're it?" Jiang Shanshan, in fact, just cares too much about face. People always need to grow, at least after going bankrupt. Jiang Shanshan has always wanted to be a rich man. And really, what is a rich person? Money is used properly and is a real rich person. But the distortion of values and the abuse of money have nothing to do with money. I heard my uncle say that there was a discussion about money once. He said that money is both an external form and an internal product. That thin flower is green, but there are too many things that can be tested. In fact, very few people can really realize the correct value of money reasonably and moderately, but when people are young, it is not a bad thing to take some detours because of money, but it is necessary to know the sudden brake at the right time. It's a pity that it's hard to stop the car with this thing of desire. That's how Jiang Shanshan is. Although I haven't seen her for some days, I guess she is still happy to have fun and never wants to be in the future. However, although I didn't enjoy it, I didn't think about it either. ”

When I said this, my eyes straightened! I found myself staring at the tips of my sneakers in a trance, dazed and surprised.

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