Later, I really realized what Song Zitian said about the lily with frost.

However, I did not really see the lily with frost, but my coldness, which was especially abrupt in this hot society. Since then, I seem to have a psychological rejection of lilies, but whenever someone gives me a bouquet with lilies, I don't hesitate to throw them in the trash.

In fact, what Song Zetian described is not accurate. I never felt like a lily, but I felt like a hydrangea huddled together. The leafy, huge one looks plump on the outside, but in fact, it is strong on the outside and dry on the middle. The little broken flowers wrapped around it were a disguise, a bluff effect, and it was nothing more than air and flower stems supporting its swollen body, stripped of the periphery, and the inside, nothing.

Song Zitian poured me a glass of beer and handed it to me: "Come, fairy, take a whole sip." ”

I took the cup he handed me and smelled it, it was a pungent smell.

"Oops, drink! I won't force you! All you know is that this one in the cup is not wine, it's loneliness. ”

"What is it? I asked curiously? ”

"Loneliness." After he finished speaking, he laughed: "No! What a popular word now, eh, let me tell you, after this word was born, it seems that everything can be related to loneliness, but there is no sense of disobedience. You know why? Song Zitian's eyes seemed to be glowing under the light of the shining glass lamp ball in the bar.

I looked him in the eye and shook my head.

"The key, there is no sense of disobedience, which means that in fact, most people in this world are lonely. You see, they're happy, right?! What's behind the happiness? No one really likes it here, however, the pressure is too great and people need to vent. And here, when the lights are dimmed, who knows whom! So, they use it as a safe haven to remove their masks. Haven, you know? "Although Song Zitian is relatively close to me, the sound of music forces him to talk to me and still need to shout.

I smiled, "How else can you say that!" ”

"Underestimate me, don't you?! I'll tell you, I, there are more advantages that you don't know. He winked at me.

I had the beer in my hand and didn't put it in my mouth. I followed the direction pointed by Song Zitian, looking at the figures swaying under the strange lights, and suddenly felt that what he said might be right. In this world, loneliness is a label that everyone must put on. They dance, they sway, they are presumptuous, they are arrogant, they release their loneliness in the darkness that they have nowhere to place, and out of the dark night, will the sun of tomorrow illuminate the soul under the heavy mask? But, perhaps, the brilliance of the moment is eternal.

That day, Song Zitian really didn't persuade me to drink, probably because I saw the release of so many strangers, so I also decided to be chic. So, I began to try to taste the wine. It was the first time in my life that I went to a bar like that, and it was a process of self-liberation from the initial rejection to the gradual acceptance and integration of myself.

At the instigation of Song Zitian, I decided to go to the middle of the dance floor to let loose my moldy soul.

As a result, as soon as I got up from my seat, I saw a familiar face in a light that was not too bright. I was stunned. Song Zitian noticed my abnormality behind me, and he looked in the direction of my eyes: "Who?" Who do you see? "I didn't say it.

I lowered my head and rubbed my eyes, and when I craned my neck again and tried to find that face in the crowd, I found that she was gone. So, I rushed out, I made my way through the crowd, not even caring about the disdain of the physical collision, I stood where she had just stood, looking around. It's a pity that the light in the bar is too dim, and looking for people is almost like looking for a mystery.

As I tried to get back to the booth in frustration, I saw her standing at the front of the bar with her back to me. I was about to lean forward when she turned her head. When she met my eyes, I realized, yes, it was Shen Yue. The smile on her face vanished. I frowned, and was about to call her, but she was nowhere to be seen.

Song Zitian kept babbling beside me and asked me who I saw? Classmates? Male or female? I didn't answer.

Regarding Shen Yue, if she is also here for entertainment like me, it is understandable, and there is nothing unusual. However, Shen Yue was wearing a very short skirt, which was a particularly sexy one, with heavy makeup. This is the same as the innocent her in the 611 dormitory.

With a glass in my hand, I poured myself a full glass and drank it all.

"Oh, auntie, who did you see? First love? No, wasn't your first love me? Don't drink it, be obedient, you can't drink it. Song Zitian snatched the cup from my hand and placed it on the side of the table far away from me.

He handed me a tissue: "Okay, okay?" "I still didn't speak. When the taste of the beer tumbling in my stomach from the rush subsided a little, I looked up at him: "Why are the waiters in this bar wearing two kinds of clothes?" ”

Song Zitian was confused: "What waiter, what two kinds of clothes?" ”

"That's it, the one who came to deliver the fruit basket was wearing a suit and vest, and how many girls were there, the one in a short skirt?"

"You're asking me about short skirts?" Song Zitian's tone had a sudden realization, and there was also a kind of contempt in it.

"Hmm."

"They're not waiters, they're drinks salesmen."

"Alcohol sales? What do you mean? I asked, confused.

"As the name suggests, you sell alcohol! On this occasion, you have to have a beautiful woman to sell high-end wine to customers! Otherwise, what kind of money do you make when you come to such a big bar, eat some fruit and drink some water? Song Zitian said very easily.

"Oh, selling wine." I repeated, then nodded thoughtfully.

"Well, in essence, it's selling wine, but..."Song Zitian's words suddenly took a turn.

"But what?"

However, the sales promotion on this occasion is not like a small restaurant on the street, which takes the route of small profits and quick turnover. Like here, the sales are also high-end wines, such as red wine, foreign wine, etc. And then, that is, it's messy... You get the idea...? "Song Zitian said it more vaguely, but I basically understood what he meant.

"But I'm not talking about everybody, I'm just talking about it. How she wants to sell this wine depends on herself. I've heard that a lot of them are college students. Song Zitian picked up a piece of watermelon and handed it to me, I took it, but I didn't eat it.

"Here, basically, how much money can you make in a month?"

"Money, it shouldn't be too much. I really don't know. But I guess it's not as popular as the kind of beer that drinks on the street, but I guess I can make a lot of money by selling one bottle. Who knows. Why do you ask this? Who do you see? ”

"No one." Song Zitian pursed his lips.

After he finished speaking, my whole mind was basically the bottles of expensive cosmetics in Shen Yue's suitcase, and the limited edition lipsticks one after another. My heart was sinking little by little.

Can't there be some good people left in this world?

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Sogou