Chapter 12
Su Guo spent the whole night in his heart, reviewing and summarizing the past between them with a youthful and painful tone.
Although she said "It's all over", "I won't chase you anymore", "I can shine on my own", such painful and stupid words, but once again she opened her heart, it was still bloody and painful.
"Qin Yao, I'm tired." Su Guo didn't pull his hand out of Qin Yao's hand, and his whole person was so tired that he couldn't even move a finger.
"Yes...... Because of me? Qin Yao couldn't see Su Guo's face under his own shadow clearly, just as she had always followed behind him in the past ten years, Qin Yao never thought to look back at her.
It's not that he's ruthless, it's that he knows that no matter what happens, she will always follow suit and won't miss a step.
Su Guo said that she was the light she had been chasing, but in fact, Su Guozhi was not the warm and strong light behind Qin Yao, like a beam of chasing light on the stage that followed him all the way behind him, illuminating the darkness that sunlight could not penetrate through for him.
All his self-confidence, all the things that are taken for granted have subtly turned into stubbornness and stubbornness that don't need any words and behaviors in his relationship with Su Guo.
He thought that the strongest relationship in the world was not "I love you", but "I am used to having you".
Qin Yao remembered the movie "Beijing Meets Seattle" that he and Su Guo had watched, but he thought that Su Guo was not Beijing, and he was not Seattle, so he didn't need ups and downs of the plot to piece together the thread of love.
Relying on each other is the deepest love.
It wasn't until the day they broke up five years ago that he realized that he was just consuming Su Guo's love for him all these years. Different expectations and attitudes towards love are the most critical crux, and those so-called misunderstandings are just the last straw that overwhelms the camel.
"Qin Yao, I'm really tired, let's go."
If Qin Yao used strong words, shirked responsibility, and blamed the breakup and separation on those misunderstandings, then she would definitely kick him out without saying a word!
However, Qin Yao, the man he loved so much was full of reluctance and discomfort. Like a fawn trapped and disoriented by the past, even though he knows that you are the hunter who will kill him, he still treats you as the only person who can save his life.
"I know I was wrong...... I'm not qualified to ask you to change your mind, but I don't believe you don't love me anymore, Su Guo, I don't believe you can care about our past! โ
"There's nothing to believe or not, Qin Yao. The truth is that we've broken up, broken up! How many more times do you want me to say it? We broke up five years ago! "Su Guo couldn't face Qin Yao who was begging for mercy and praying for reconciliation to him!
"Even if you break up, can't you start all over again?"
"No, you can't!" Su Guo didn't think twice, "Of course not!" โ
"Why?"
"Qin Yao, do you remember the tree downstairs in your hometown? Remember what you said to me back then? As you said, as long as you uproot it, it will cease to exist! โ
Of course, Qin Yao remembered that tree.
It is a ginkgo tree that is already a few years old, and it bears orange-yellow fruit every October. In Qin Yao's memory, no matter how old she was and how fruitful she was, she was just an ordinary tree.
But Su Guo liked the ginkgo very much, and gave her a code name - 711.
Qin Yao laughed at her, you just call her 911, it's louder.
Su Guo said that I was going to call her 711, and on July 11, the summer vacation of Xiaoshengchu, we met for the first time, and I saw you under this tree.
Since the summer vacation of that year, since July 11 of that summer, Su Guo has appeared in Qin Yao's life for no reason.
Regarding Su Guo's appearance, Qin Yao once viciously compared her to a pox that popped up out of nowhere in adolescence, if you don't care about it and let it develop, it can give you a whole face, if you squeeze it hard, it will ensure that your tears flow from pain.
You don't care about it, you don't care about it, you are doomed to suffer from it, so you can only throw it aside, and wait for the thing that should disappear after puberty, and there will be no shadow left.
Qin Yao didn't know until later that pimples can leave acne marks, and this kind of mark is likely to appear on your face for the rest of your life.
Then let's go back to Suguo's ginkgo tree.
When he was in school, Su Guo would appear under the tree on time every morning, dangling eggs and buns in his hands, and when he saw him appear downstairs, he called his name loudly: Qin Yao! Qin Yao!
Seven - ๅนบ - ๅนบ โ
If you pronounce it slowly, it's like you're reciting Qin Yao's name. Qin Yao rolled his eyes and walked briskly past the man under the ginkgo tree.
"Qin Yao, wait a minute! Your legs are so long, I can't keep up! โ
"Qin Yao, you may still be a little uncomfortable when you just transferred to our school, don't be afraid, come to me if you have anything, I am very good at school, no matter which class or which subject is the teacher, I am very familiar with it."
"Qin Yao, wait for me downstairs after class, our class will have a class meeting in a while, and it will be a little later than your class will end school."
"Qin Yao, I heard your name in the teacher's office just now! Your homeroom teacher said that you are the first in your grade in this exam! Yes? Why am I going to the teacher's office again? Isn't that everyone who knows that I like to be helpful and help teachers do something. โ
"Qin Yao, do you know? I used to hate our town, it's small and broken, I just hate her for being small, you don't know that you have to take a car to the city to buy an album by Jay Chou. But I don't hate it now, I still like her small, because you see, she's small, so we only have one high school we can get into, right? Qin Yao, we can be classmates for another three years! โ
"Qin Yao, I'm a little uncomfortable today......
"I heard from Grandpa Zhang on the ground floor that the property was going to kill 711...... They said 711 was too tall and blocked out some of the light from the first and second floors. What do you think I'm going to do? โ
"I went to find the property people today, and I asked them to release 711 and don't hack her to death. But the property owner didn't listen to me at all, he said that I lived on the fifth floor and was not affected, so he said such cool words. They said that in fact, Grandpa Zhang had an opinion on 711 for a long time, and they didn't dare to deal with it because they were not sure whether 711 belonged to an ancient tree with preservation significance, so they invited experts in the district to investigate, and the experts said that 711 was a ginkgo that was a little older, nothing special, and it didn't need to be preserved. โ
Later, Su Guo did a series of things for 711 that Qin Yao couldn't understand.
For 711, Su Guo tirelessly went to the residents on the first and second floors to discuss, Qin Yao thought at that time why this person was so thick-skinned, although they didn't chase you out openly, but the expression on his face couldn't be clearer, this matter was not negotiable!
The residents in the building, the property of the community, Su Guo even went to the gate of the town government to squat, fortunately she was not "caught" by the mayor and other officials, otherwise she would have become famous with their community!
During that time, Su Guo had been talking about 711 and asked herself to help her figure out a way together. Qin Yao said that it is just a tree, if you really like it, then take a few more photos before she dies for admiration.
Su Guo wasn't angry, but he was really in a bad mood. The most talked about is no longer "Qin Yao, Qin Yao", but "711~711~".
711 ghosts!
Qin Yao was probably influenced by that guy, and he couldn't even concentrate on the questions, although Su Guo's matter was not important in Qin Yao's opinion, and he didn't need to put any thought into caring about her at all. But she is 711 long and 711 short every day, and she hears a lot of anger for no reason.
After school that day, he planned to have a good talk with her after seeing her, and first of all, he had to find out why she was so infatuated with that featureless tree that his position was in jeopardy.
I knew that they would have more than half a class a day in the "make-up class", so I came to their class after making a set of papers in the classroom. But I didn't see her until all the people in their class were gone.
He rushed all the way back, and as soon as he entered the door of the community, he heard the noise of everyone and the sound of chainsaws, which shook his eardrums. However, the miraculous thing is that in these chaotic noises, he can clearly distinguish Su Guo's voice, and cry and wail about the dying 711.