Section 252 Sudden departure abroad
When Liu Zhen mentioned the words legal aid beside me, I suddenly felt that the woman beside me instantly exuded infinite charm. She and Liu Zhen, who came from the countryside in my impression and had never seen the world, are like two people in terms of my own cognition, but in terms of personality, they are really a person, the stupid Liu Zhen who sleeps on my top bunk.
My praise and emotion for her come from the bottom of my heart, and it has a certain positive energy. I was so small compared to her. I think that most people in this world can't do Liu Zhen like this, after experiencing such a big change in life, they didn't choose to cry, they didn't quarrel, no one felt sorry for themselves, and they didn't try to do useless work to discuss with the world. She chooses to be strong and brave to face the reality, and re-embraces the sunshine with hope and longing, and uses a certain amount of positive energy to repay the society, and repay all the injustices that the world has done to her.
This not only reminds me of Cao Cancan. Both of them, after experiencing the ups and downs of life, finally mustered up the courage and decided to sail away from the bungalow and go all the way. I am not excusing myself by turning myself into most people in this world, but looking at the many people around me, I am afraid that there are not many people who can really do it.
Compared with Liu Zhen's future, my life is getting smaller and smaller. After the incident, Zhao Song showed me happiness and gratitude at the "celebration banquet" that night, and then basically disappeared. I tried to find him a few times, but it was all vague and refused to meet him for various reasons.
I told him I wanted to move back in. Unexpectedly, he refused. This made me wonder if Zhao Song had a secret behind my back. I stayed for more than half a month on the accident between Liu Zhen and Li Kai, and then I began to try to return my attention and mind to the right track. It was precisely because of the change in my mind that I began to feel that something seemed wrong with Zhao Song!
I went back to his house twice and didn't get anything. He kept using his work to shirk meeting me, and after more than ten days of procrastination, Zhao Song came to my door with a bouquet of flowers. He treated me the same way as before, and asked me to forgive him coquettishly, but of course, the clumsy rhetoric was still put on the job.
Women are always easy to deceive. After all, I had checked privately before this, but it was unsuccessful. So, very easily, I forgave him. Subsequently, I moved back to Zhao Song's side.
Later, I began to think that maybe fate had arranged the plot this way. Zhao Song had a secret from the moment he picked up the plane, even though I noticed the abnormality at the time, I put more thought on revenge on Li Kai, and then all the accidents happened, which made my whole person become wooden. And when I was relieved from my dullness again and wanted to explore Zhao Song, he miraculously returned.
Speaking of which, these are all coincidences. Even if there are too many people who say that there is no coincidence in the world, but apart from this word, I don't know what else can explain the occurrence of this series of events at that time.
In Zhao Song's home, except for the bed sheets I bought before, there was no abnormality. I asked about the whereabouts of those sheets, and Zhao Song said that they were dyed when they were washed, so they directly prevaricated.
I spent a few days at home and was mostly calm. For Liu Zhen, I still only dared to secretly inquire about her current situation, and the rest, it seems, I didn't have too many people or things to worry about, so I decided to find a job to work.
In the days of looking for a job, one day, Zhao Song suddenly came back nervously: "Mu Xi, you go and apply for a visa, and come with me in a few days." Zhao Song's expression was very serious, and he didn't dare to look at me all the time.
I sat up straight from the couch, stared at his dangling figure in front of me, and asked suspiciously, "Go?" Where to? ”
"Toronto."
"Toronto? Why? ”
"Ah, I've been transferred." It wasn't until I asked him why that Zhao Song seemed to have the consciousness to stop and explain to me the reason for his sudden departure. Of course, I didn't say much about the specifics, just that he was transferred to the field headquarters in Toronto to be a manager.
Regarding Zhao Song's proposal to go to Toronto together, I was hesitant at first. I can't deny that I still loved him at that time, but in the face of Zhao Song, who is about to be 40 years old, we have never talked about the future, and we have never even talked about marriage. I don't know what the future will be like if I leave this familiar place with him like that, and I don't even have the opportunity to give myself an explanation.
I told Zhao Song that I needed to think about it. He was stunned and didn't answer me.
After picking up his things, he went back to his unit.
That day, I thought about it for a long time, and I kept thinking about whether to go or stay. Even if the Cao family doesn't have people I need to take care of and worry about, if I am really asked to leave, I will still be reluctant. I don't know what I don't want to give up, it's a childhood memory? Is it your own journey of growth? Is it nostalgia for the mediocre people who have been scattered in my life and are gone? Still, the one, still alive, my father.
I thought about it for a long time and didn't figure it out. Looking out the window at the traffic, I suddenly felt that I might need to draw an end to my sad youth, after all, Nanjing, left me far more pain than happiness.
I poured myself a glass of water and stood by the window, looking at the sky and the people. After thinking about the past, I decided to give myself a new path. So, I packed up my things and planned to go back to Cao's house to inform him.
"Mu Xi is back! Mu Xi, what do you want to eat? Aunt will do it for you. Cao Ge asked with squinted eyes. I saw that Cao Ge was a little old at this time, and he was still the charming woman in his impression, but at this moment, he was hooked up with the vicissitudes of life.
"Sister-in-law, I don't eat. Don't be busy. I said with a smile.
"Eh, Mu Xi, by the way, a few days ago, your uncle happened to go to your house to run errands, why weren't you there? I haven't seen you for two days in a row. What, in love? "Cao Ge is okay in this matter, and he has never said anything about delaying his academic career or anything like that. Moreover, every time we talk, we talk generously and never hide it.
I pursed my lips and smiled: "What's the matter! ”
Cao Ge smiled: "Come on!" Say, who? What for? How big? Is it good for you? ”
Faced with Cao Ge's series of questions, I almost laughed: "Sister-in-law! It's worthy of my Uncle Xue saying that you are like an aunt, I see, you should also add the word neighborhood committee in front of your aunt! ”
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