Because I was weak since I was a child, my parents were very attentive to me.

AWe can grow into a sturdy body even if they grow freely.

His personality is also becoming more and more arrogant and very outgoing.

At home, he bullied me a lot.

At that time, my parents were also busy with work, and when he bullied me, my parents always stood on my side indiscriminately.

I don't know much about that, I just think it's very nice to have my parents behind me, and I take it for granted.

A will naturally be dissatisfied, he pursues a principle, he can move his fists and will never move his mouth.

I was often beaten by him and my nose and face were swollen, and at this time he inevitably had to be criticized by his parents again.

Sometimes, when his father was angry, he would beat him severely.

As the vicious cycle continued, he hated me more and more, thinking that I had taken away my parents' love for him.

When I was in school, unfortunately, he was always in the same class as me.

He has always been a scumbag, the kind of person who has never passed the exam.

As for me, I have always been at the top of my grades, and I have never fallen into the top 10.

Academic performance is another weapon for parents to fight A.

One of my mother's long-standing sayings was, "Look at your brother, look at you again." ”

After speaking, he still had a very disdainful look, a kind of hatred of iron but not steel.

Probably when I was in the sixth grade of elementary school, once, when A was in school, he and another scumbag in the class were jealous because of the class flower in the class, and they punched a hole in the other party's head.

The teacher invited the parents and said that they would also let A withdraw from school.

It was the father who begged his father to sue his grandmother so that A could continue to go to school.

But the school's principal said it was the last chance.

When he got home that day, A was beaten so hard that several hangers were broken.

That night, A was covered in scars, lying on the bed, and said hatefully, NMD, I will let you die. ”

This sentence made me, who was lying on the top bunk, listen to it, and a layer of goosebumps rose on my body on a hot day.

After that, A was honest for a while.

Summer vacation is coming soon, and A has nothing to do all day and is often away from home.

His father was busy with work and often traveled on business, and his mother couldn't take care of him.

One day, my father drove to work, but he didn't come back at 10 o'clock in the evening, and the phone couldn't get through.

My mother was anxious, and I was very worried.

There is only A, who looks heartless and lungless, who should eat and drink.

My mother was in a hurry and went out to find my father.

A sat on the couch watching TV, and I couldn't watch it.

I said, "Dad didn't come back so late, do you still have the heart, aren't you worried at all?" ”

He smiled grimly: "Worried? I don't think he'll ever come back. ”

That sentence made me realize something all of a sudden?

That night, my mother returned, and she said that people at her father's unit said that he hadn't gone to work that day.

The next day, the mother called the police.

The police were very efficient and checked the surveillance and said that in the morning my father's car disappeared into the viewing lake on his way to work.

Later, the salvage crew found his father's car in the lake and also found his father.

He sat quietly in the driver's seat, very peaceful.

Police said that one wheel of the car flew out and was the main cause of the accident.

My father had only driven the Volkswagen car for half a year, and before the accident, he went to the car dealership to maintain it.

How do you say that the wheels fly and fly?

During that time, the family fell into a gloomy fog.

My mother was heartbroken and had no time to care for the two of us.

A is more presumptuous and often away from home.

One day, when he returned, I asked him if his father's death had anything to do with him.

He firmly denied it, saying that even if he was unbearable, it would be impossible for him to attack his biological father.

Besides, he didn't know how to get the screws of the wheels to loosen.

I believed him, he was still a schoolboy, and even I couldn't have calculated so clearly that my father's car would have fallen into the lake right there.

But I ignored the fact that on the morning of my father's accident, I woke up and A was actually lying in bed.

It's not his style, isn't he supposed to be fooling around with a bunch of bear kids at that time?

Although there are some doubts about this matter, it is a fact that my father went.

But the living shall not live, no.

My mother still cared about me as always, and for A, she had lost confidence and let herself go.

In the blink of an eye, we were both in junior high school, and after biology class, I understood that I was intersex, and the things that had puzzled me all along had an answer.

I'm not someone who can confide in others, including my mother.

What's more, it's a secret that people can't tell.

I wrote down those confusions in my journal and locked them in my special drawer.

That summer, A discovered my secret.

That day, I went to cram school.

A thinks that I will put the pocket money my mother gave me in a drawer, and that my little lock can only protect against the gentleman, not the villain.

That's how A saw my diary.

That night, when A told me my secret, I knew it was over.

With his character, this secret of mine will be an open secret.

He joked that it would be like if the girl in the class who had a very charming smile knew about my orientation.

For the first time, I got angry and threw him down on the bed, vowing to kill him.

But I was clearly no match for him, and in the end, I became the one who was overpowered.

He said a solution, if he didn't tell the secret, I would have to listen to him in the future, including the pocket money that my mother gave us two, which would belong to him alone in the future.

After that, he kept threatening me on this ground and making some unreasonable demands.

I had no choice but to find a way to meet his request.

This includes stealing money from the mother's purse or doing some pranks.

Seeing me embarrassed was when he smiled the most.

Summer vacation is coming to an end, and his mantra during that time is:

"You have to behave well, school is about to start, how can I shut up and keep your glorious deeds from circulating in school."

Honestly, it was the hardest time I've ever had.

Where there is oppression, there is resistance.

The day before school started, my mother said that school was going to start, let us relax for a day and decide for ourselves where to play.

I said, why don't you go boating in the park! It's been a long time since I've been there, and I especially miss the feeling of rowing together as a family when I was a kid.

I was worried, because A must have felt that rowing was not something he was going to do.

A smiled evilly, I didn't expect him to agree to my request.

In the artificial lake of the central park, the water of the lake is endless, and there is an air that is impossible to reach.

The boat reached the middle of the lake, and I threw the paddle into the lake while he was not looking.

The boat was drifting in the lake, and a gust of wind blew, and it suddenly drifted away to more remote places.