This is the day of the college entrance examination. I don't know how the world will change, it's just that I have a day off. And I didn't live at home, so I went out directly from Zhang Xiaoyan's house, accompanied Zhang Xiaoyan to the examination room, and cheered him on! However, I really didn't dare to think that Li Xinyang and Zhang Xiaoyan were the same test center.

The moment I saw Li Xinyang again, I suddenly didn't know what to say. If it were the past, I would definitely rush up and ask Li Xinyang if he was nervous, and if Li Xinyang was ready. Tell Li Xinyang that you must work hard, but now, all this has changed, and I have no reason to believe these things anymore. I don't have a reason, and I won't be embarrassed, so I went to the front and asked Li Xinyang about his length.

The embarrassment spread in the air little by little. In order to alleviate the awkward atmosphere, I couldn't talk to Li Xinyang, so I had to talk to Zhang Xiaoyan. Perhaps, in my life, I will no longer have the opportunity to say a few more words to Li Xinyang! Just when I just wanted to talk to Zhang Xiaoyan, it turned out that at that time, it was also the person I least wanted to see, and she appeared. That's right, Zhang Moran walked around behind me, I thought she would still say hello to me, but it didn't. She walked directly behind me and walked straight in front of Li Xinyang.

I heard Mo Ran say to Li Xinyang: "Senior, you will take the college entrance examination today, are you nervous?" I brought mung bean soup from home, you bring it into the examination room, and when you are thirsty, you will drink this, it is cool and relieves the heat, and it can also prevent heat stroke when you drink it. Don't be nervous, you can, you've been an Olympiad gold medallist. ”

This should have been what I said, my lines, and they were snatched away by others. However, at that time, I was already relaxed. I don't think about anything else anymore. At that time, I just wanted to stand aside, silently blessing Li Xinyang, if his future can not be accompanied by me, then I don't regret it, I just hope that when he mentions him, he can tell me that he is very happy and happy. Instead of being unhappy, sad, and living for most of my life. I spent two years with him in the three years of high school, and it was enough. This is the biggest and happiest thing in my life.

Alas, I didn't expect that things would end up like this. I thought that after I got to know Li Xinyang again, he would let me accompany him for a lifetime, forever and ever. However, after all, I am still thinking too much! Everything I imagined didn't happen, and even for Li Xinyang, it seems that he has begun to deliberately avoid me now. I don't know what I'm going to do! I was really lost, and for a moment, I even wanted to lock myself in the house and wait for the dawn of the next day to come and decide if I was going to lock myself in the house all day longer.

I don't know how to accept this fact! I really don't know what to do! If I could, I really wish I didn't know anybody, I didn't know anything! How I wish that amnesiac man was me! I really don't want to know how I'm going to end up like this! What I want to get is just a word of encouragement and a word of comfort from my favorite Li Xinyang. Even if he chooses Mo Ran, I am willing.

The only thing I can't accept is that Li Xinyang didn't choose me, but Li Xinyang stayed with a person who deceived me for two years. This is the last thing I can accept, I can ignore anything else, only this one, I can't accept it the most! A best friend of mine, she has been hiding one thing from me for two years, and she has never told me that she cares about Li Xinyang. Then, on my horse, on my horse, I was about to stand with Li Xinyang, and everything changed.

I really don't know where my own future is! Anyway, in the face of this situation, fortunately I have someone to talk to. I said to Zhang Xiaoyan next to me: "Senior, relax, don't be nervous about the college entrance examination today, with your strength, you will definitely be able to get a good score." Don't worry, there is no class today, I am here waiting for you to come out, and when you finish the exam tomorrow, we will have a good chat. ”

Zhang Xiaoyan nodded at me, and then said to me: "Don't worry about so many things, everyone is not an immortal, and they can't take care of everything." So, just be yourself. Don't think too much about things, this world is more cruel than you think, so don't take everything on yourself. You know? Don't worry, even if your original friends have lied to you and left you, I will be here waiting for you. ”

When Zhang Xiaoyan said these words, I was really about to cry. I never thought that one day, it would be Zhang Xiaoyan instead of Li Xinyang who would speak to me like this. How I used to hope that one day Li Xinyang could say these things to me! However, after all, it did not come true, my dream is really a fragile bubble! What does it do to feel like a dream? How should it be, and how it should not still be?

At the moment when Zhang Xiaoyan and Li Xinyang both entered, I couldn't hold back my tears anymore. The crowd was crowded, and I, in the midst of this crowd, cried uncontrollably. My tears are flowing down my brushes, my tears are salty, so hard! Why is my world so gloomy!

I don't know what to say, but my tears just flowed down my face. At this moment, the person I least wanted to see, Zhang Moran, walked towards me. She said to me, "Yongning, let's talk!" There are some things I have to talk to you about. ”

She was embarrassed to talk to me, my future, the people I care about the most, have been snatched away by her, what else can I do! My favorite is just when I'm with Li Xinyang! However, Zhang Moran snatched away what I cared about the most, how did she want me to forgive her, and how to talk to her.

"Let's go, I have one thing to tell you, if you don't listen, you will regret it in this life. Let me tell you, some things are not what you think they are, and sometimes what you see is not necessarily true! Do you know? Sometimes, what you see becomes something that deceives you! Zhang Moran said to me.

So, when the time came, I still didn't screw her, I still went to the same place with her, and she had something to say to me. ntent

When I first saw it, it was the height of summer