But can I be blamed for this?

I'm not Cang Li's mother, I don't remember what Cang Li said, can I insist that it is his mother's mother, and I insist that I remember?

Regarding not calling him Li'er, I was even more wronged.

I wanted to argue for myself, but I thought that although I was not wrong about these things, it did make Cang Li unhappy, and the words came to my mouth and swallowed back.

After thinking about it, I felt that it was not good not to say anything, so I said, "I'm sorry, I misunderstood you." However, you don't need to prevent him from coming to see me, it's a big deal to see him in the future, and I'll find a way to make him happy. ”

"It's too happy to be." Guan Yan shook his head, took a sip of wine from his wine glass, smashed his mouth and said, "Happy, sad, it's not good for him." ”

It's not okay to be sad, it's not okay to be happy, it's hard for me.

However, I don't think even so, Guan Shi shouldn't deprive Cang Li of the right to come to see me.

Thinking of the pitiful look with tears on his face when Cang Li was taken away, I still couldn't help but want to fight for Cang Li to have a chance to come to see me.

Even if the frequency is reduced, it's better than not being allowed to come to see me.

"But if you don't let him come to me, he will be sad and sad, and it will be even worse for him. You can let him come to me less than to beat him to death with a stick and not let him come to me. Also, I think it's better to be happy than sad. ”

Guan Shi's eyes deepened, he took another sip of wine from his wine glass, and said slowly: "This is not your concern. ”

Well, I will not say it, lest he say again, 'Who has given you the right to do my business?'

This matter can not be said, but what about that incident?

He said don't think about understanding him through Cang Li, but in the end he denied that it wasn't, he hadn't explained it yet.

I propped my head and said, "There's one more thing you didn't say." ”

"Which one?"

Guan Shi actually asked me which one, and I didn't believe that he had forgotten it in such a short period of time.

I think maybe he didn't want to say it, and thought that since he didn't want to say it, forget it.

Forget it, but I don't know if it was because I drank or because I didn't hear a satisfactory answer, and I felt very uncomfortable.

Uncomfortable, an indescribable discomfort!

In fact, when he asked me which one it was, I just said which one, and I didn't know why I didn't say it, I felt like I had suddenly become so hypocritical.

It's all this wine!

Looking at the flask again, I felt that it was an eyesore, and I picked it up and fell off.

"Bang!" The flask hit the ground, and a strong fragrance came to my nose.

I laughed happily, and when I looked up, I saw that Guan Shi's face was green.

Under the cold moonlight, it was green and terrible.

I cried in fright, crying and saying, "I just threw your wine, if you want to kill it, you can kill it, I'm not afraid." ”

Guan Shi frowned and stared at me for two seconds, and spit out four words: "You are drunk!" ”

"I'm not drunk, I'm sober now." I felt that I had never been more sober than I had ever been, and I had never been fearless, slapping my hand on the table and yelling at Guan Yan: "I know that you keep me, just to solve some of your needs, and when you get tired of it, you will kill me." In that case, then you kill me now, I don't want to live. ”

"I'm going to die anyway, so kill me now. I beg you, you kill me......"

Guan Shi's face sank, and he said coldly: "I told you, don't say that dead word!" ”

"Woo woo woo ......" I didn't know that Guan Shi had a deep taboo about the word death, thinking that he was murdering me and I didn't listen to him, and once again in front of him the word death, I cried sadly.

At this time, there was a sudden burning sensation in my heart, which made me very uncomfortable, and my crying involuntarily increased, and I cried loudly, as if I had suffered a great grievance.

Seeing me crying like this, Guan Shi rubbed his eyebrows, and said helplessly: "You beat my wine, I didn't say anything, but you started crying first, like I bullied you." ”

"You're bullying me!" Didn't he bully me?

From the beginning, he bullied me with his identity.

Woo, isn't it just a ghost, isn't it just an ancient ghost, what's the big deal?

I'm going to be a ghost......

Suddenly, it occurred to me that if I died, I would become a ghost, so after I became a ghost, would I be able to fight and escape from his palm?

Why does it feel so hanging?

Thinking that even if I became a ghost, I would not be able to escape from the palm of my hand, I was very desperate, very sad, and cried even louder.

"I bullied you?" Guan Yan clenched his fists, pounded his eyebrows, and asked, "What did I bully you?" ”

"You...... You're bullying me right now. "He asked me to say that I was bullying him, but I didn't say it, and finally I only said this sentence, feeling so unreasonable.

But, so what?

I'm just so unreasonable.

"Okay, I'm bullying you." Guan Shi nodded, and then hooked the corners of his lips, revealing a smile that was not too big or small, but it was obvious.

It was the first time I'd seen him smile in all a long time.

He is already good-looking, and this smile is even better-looking, much better than when he has a straight face and an expressionless face.

I looked at him in a daze, and I forgot to cry.

I saw him nodding while laughing, and after a while, he suddenly asked, "Is your aunt gone?" ”

"Ah...... "Can I say that the eldest aunt hasn't left yet?"

Before I could figure out how to answer him, I saw him walking towards me, and my heart was pounding, and I stood up and asked him, "What are you going to do?" ”

"Didn't you say I was bullying you? Then I'll bully you well. The corners of Guan Yan's lips hooked up again, and the gentle smile on his face became evil.

I had a bad feeling in my heart, and I turned around and ran.

But before he could take two steps, he caught up from behind.

I just felt that suddenly I was lightheaded, and the person was in his arms.

Wow wow, it turned out to be a princess hug, the princess hug I dreamed of.

I had imagined that when I got married, my beloved would carry me into the auditorium in the way of a princess hug, and what a beautiful picture it would be.

However, such a beautiful picture was destroyed by Guan Wanton.

Although I know that I have nothing to do with Guan Shi, even if Guan Shi lets me go in the future, I will not be able to marry again, but no one says that if I don't marry, I can't have a dream.

That's my dream!

He took my first time, and he wanted to destroy my dreams, why was he so bad?

I hit him angrily: "Let me down, let me down." I don't want you to hug, I don't want you to hug. ”

If this is in a sober state, I will definitely not dare to fight the shut-off.

Later, when I woke up, I thought back on this scene, and I only used three words to describe what I did at this time, which was to play drunkard.

Of course, Guan Shi didn't let go, hugged me and shook it vigorously, gritted his teeth and said hatefully: "You beat my wine, ruined my interest in dinner, and now you beat me, who bullied whom?" ”

I was already dizzy, but when he shook it so hard, my head became even more dizzy, and even my heart burned, and I cried uncomfortably: "You bully me, you bully me!" ”

"Yes, I'm bullying you." I was startled when I kicked the door open, and when I turned my head to see that I had entered the room, I realized what was going to happen, and I was a little scared.

Guan Shi put me down, raised his eyebrows and asked me, "Do I wash it for you, or do you wash it yourself?" ”

"I, I...... I wash it myself. When I said this, my face was red all the way to the back of my ears, and I didn't dare to look at Guan Yan's face, so I lowered my head and hurried into the bathroom.

"Knock knock!" Then, there were three rhythmic knocks on the door outside the bathroom.

Guan Shi said outside the door: "Wash quickly, or I'll go in and help you wash." ”

I was so frightened by Guan Shi, I wanted to grind, but I didn't dare in an instant, and my hands moved quickly.

After a quick shower, I realized that I was sad, I didn't bring in the clothes I had changed, and the clothes I had just taken off were soaked with water and could not be worn.

"Knock knock...... There were two knocks on the door outside, followed by the sound of Guan Fu: "I'm in." ”

I was scared to death, and quickly said, "Don't, don't, I didn't bring my clothes in, can you help me ......"

"Click!" Unfortunately, before I finished speaking, Guan Shi pushed the door and came in.

"Ahh I screamed "ah" and quickly picked up the wet clothes on the ground and put them on my body, but before I could start putting them on, I was held down by one hand.

Guan Yan pressed my clothes, looked at me and smiled, that smile was very beautiful, but also very poor.

"Don't wear it, you'll have to take it off for a while, trouble!"

After saying this, Guan Shi asked me again, "Do you want to wash together?" ”

"Ahh I screamed again, covered my face and ran out.

When I ran to bed, my heart was still pounding.

I clutched my heart and looked in the direction of the bathroom, thinking to myself that I was going to run away now, was it too late?

The answer, of course, is too late.

I closed my eyes in despair, hoping that I would fall asleep soon, thinking that when I fell asleep, I didn't know anything, and it would be fine.

But the strength of the wine was so great that my heart was still burning so badly that I couldn't sleep at all.

I was trying to force myself to fall asleep, and suddenly a hand grabbed my hand, I was shocked, and quickly opened my eyes to see Guan Yan taking my hand and putting it towards him.

The point is that he is not clothed.

"Don't!" I was ashamed and shocked, and hurriedly turned my face away, trying to withdraw my hand, but I couldn't pull it out at all.

Although I didn't pull my hand back, Guan Shi stopped because I was pumping my hand.

He looked down at me, looked at me with deep eyes, and said jokingly, "Didn't you say you wanted to help me rub it?" ”

Hearing Guan Shi's words, I was ashamed to bite myself to death, feeling that I was really brain-pumping that day, and I would say such a thing.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Guan Yan took my hand and dragged it forward again.

I nervously screamed, "I mean through my clothes......"

"Is that what the book teaches you?" Guan asked with a smile, his hand slammed into it, and my hand touched.

The moment I met it, my heart was like ashes, I knew that the general trend had gone, I no longer struggled, and only cried silently in my heart.

Weep for your own brain, cry for your own iniquity.

Guan Shi pulled my face and made me look at him.

I don't know if it's because of the alcohol in the body, or if Guan Yan is too good-looking, I look at him, look at it, and I have an urge to kiss him.

I looked up and wanted to kiss him.

Guan Shi seemed to see my intentions, and suddenly covered my mouth and pressed me down.

I wanted to kiss him so much that I took his hand away and had to do it again.

Guan Shi pressed my mouth again, his eyes suddenly turned cold, and he said coldly: "Remember your identity, you are just a concubine, don't think about getting things you shouldn't get!" ”