Chapter 472: Can't Forget the Past
is just thinking about what happened in the past, and not admitting the mistakes he made at all, then such a man is not worthy of her love, he has done such a thing before, so he will do the same thing in the future, so he can't choose to forgive.
Making the same mistake over and over again is really not worthy of forgiveness, and once there will be a second time, so it really can't be easily forgiven.
But I never wanted to hope that he would be like that. I was so sympathetic to him before, and the relationship was so good, I could also feel it from these, and he was sincere to himself.
I just can't understand why he wants to do this to himself after the car accident. Regarding this, it is a question that I have never been able to figure out, and there is only this one thing that I am obsessed with in my heart.
"I've always just hoped that the other party really had some kind of hardship, so I was forced to do such a thing, and whether the result is like this, I can only wait for him to tell me in person." Shu Yixin has always been looking forward to this in his heart, expecting him to really have some hardships, so he left himself, not to say that he did it deliberately.
But she also knew very well that this was just her personal idea, and she didn't know if it was really the case. Only when he shows up and tells himself can he know what happened.
Therefore, I have been waiting for him to appear, and at the beginning, I didn't expect that this wait would be five years, even if five years have passed, but he has not come back, has he forgotten himself a long time ago. Or is that relationship not worth remembering for him at all, or is it that he has a misunderstanding about what happened back then.
There are often such things in TV dramas, because they misunderstood what happened back then, so they left that place with a hurt heart. After many years, I charged again and went through a lot of things to untie what happened back then, untie the knot between each other, and then live happily together.
So will it be the same between myself and him? Could it be that he misunderstood something about himself, so he left and didn't come back to find himself?
"If he doesn't show up, have you been waiting for this answer all along?" Ren Xiaoou felt as if she was waiting for an answer, could it be this answer? I want to know why he did this to her back then.
Shu Yixin looked at her, hesitated for a while, and still said, "Hehe, that's really right, although I didn't care much, but it seems that I have been waiting for that answer." "I never thought about this question, I wanted to avoid it, I always felt as if I had been waiting for his answer, waiting for him to tell me why.
After all, I want to know what happened to me, and I just want to know what happened, so it's not too much to ask for that.
What do people think, I don't know, at least, I think such a request is not too much, no matter how you say it, it is something that I have experienced, I have given everything for him in the past, but he left his world inexplicably and did not explain anything.
Ren Xiaoou looked at her serious expression and knew that she really cared about his answer. Think about it, I have paid so much, but I didn't get anything in return for such an inexplicable reason, and the most important thing is that the other party can't see it, and that kind of mentality is not something that ordinary people can understand.
If it were me, maybe I would care about the answer and want to know the other person's mentality. After all, I once paid so much, but the result was nothing. There is always a kind of regret contained in it, so in order to avoid regrets, I am still obsessed with that answer.
Although I don't know when I'll be able to wait, I haven't forgotten it all these years, maybe that feeling has faded away, but that mentality still exists, and if I have the opportunity, of course, I want to know what happened back then.
"That answer doesn't seem to be so important to me, but it doesn't seem to be so unimportant, and I feel a little conflicted myself." I can't say it myself, is that answer really that important to me? If you can't know the answer for a lifetime, what will you do?
If I had the chance, would I go to her? After all, I was really happy when I was with him at the beginning, and I could feel that he really loved himself, not just to have fun with himself as others said, not sincerely.
I can feel that he also loves himself, but I don't know why in the end, he would do such a thing to make himself so sad. Maybe one day, if you can, you want to go to him.
It's not that I still love him and can't forget him, it's just that I want to know an answer and why he treated himself like this in the first place.
Shu Yixin's heart was really angry, and he had thought about forgetting the things in the past that he had forgotten before, as if they hadn't happened, but in the dead of night, he still remembered that he had paid so much, and he played such an important role in his life, even if he lost his memory and forgot a lot of things, but some things could never be forgotten.
"If you had the chance one day, would you choose to go to him? Or if he appears in front of you, will you continue to love him? Ren Xiaoou looked at her and said word by word.
If the other party really comes back one day, I don't know what kind of reaction he will make, whether he will choose to forgive the other party, continue to love each other, or explain it clearly, and never see each other again.
Shu Yixin pondered for a moment and said lightly, "If there was really such an opportunity that day, maybe I would really can't help the curiosity in my heart and choose to go to him." "No matter how I say it, it's a pain in my heart, I just want to know an answer, and I don't want to leave any regrets.
"Will you choose to forgive him? Or will I continue to be with him. "Isn't it said that first love is the most forgettable? What's more, the first love came back, and I explained it clearly to her, will it be possible to rekindle the old love.
"I can't answer your question now, at least he has to explain to me why he did it in the first place, and after listening to it, I will make a choice, whether I will forgive him, and whether I will continue to be with him." He didn't explain to himself clearly, why did he do this in the first place, how could he possibly forgive him, he didn't get the answer he wanted to know, how could he continue to be with him.
"Not only you, but I'm actually quite curious, what kind of thing did he leave you like this in the first place." Although Ren Xiaoou knows some things, he doesn't know everything.
So at this time, he also wanted to know why Lin Xu was so ruthless to make such a move, what was the hardship, what was the last resort, and could he still do it?
Also, he and He Yuhe are not sure whether they are the same person or not, although they feel that they are the same person in their hearts, but this is just their own unilateral idea and has not been confirmed.
"I'm also curious, I want to know everything, but you also know, you can't know at all, so you can only wait, so you can only forget all this." There's no need to dwell on things in the past, because those are all in the past.
Perhaps, he will never know why he will not know why he treated himself like this in the first place.
It doesn't seem to be that important anymore, five years have passed, and I have gradually forgotten that feeling, and it is not as painful as it was at the beginning. Time is good medicine, it will slowly take away all the pain, and it will make you forget what happened.
"It's good to forget, at least there will be a new beginning, just like your current life, isn't it also good?" Yes, there's really no need to dwell on those things that came before.
These have passed, they have been sealed by history, and I have slowly forgotten the pain he brought to himself.
"You're right, I'm really quite satisfied with my current life, and there's nothing good, continue to struggle with it, and now I just want to live like this." Although he is not by his side, isn't his current life very good? At least I'm quite satisfied with the status quo.
If you forget, you forget, everything has become history, it has become the past, and you have to look forward and not look back.
"I hope that your life will get better and better in the future, there is indeed no need to dwell on what happened in the past, only by letting go of the past, your life will get better and better in the future." If you can't let go of the past, then how can you have a better future?
has been unable to let go of the past, and she will not live a stable life like this, nor will she be happy. This result is not the best, at least I don't want to see it, I still hope that she can let go of the past and start her future well.
The past always belongs to the past, those are already unchangeable facts, the future is her life, whether the result is good or bad, this result is quite important.
Ren Xiaoou looked at her and sometimes felt quite contradictory, she wanted to help but didn't know how to help, those things that had passed, on the one hand, she wanted her to let go, but on the other hand, she wanted to find out the answer for her, and she didn't want to leave any regrets in her heart.
"Yes, believe me, life will get better and better in the future, and forgetting the past will indeed have a better future." After experiencing so many setbacks, I also understand that I have to be kind to myself and not push myself into a corner.